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388 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 7, 2025
The dynamic between the women in the film and the women in Wyeth's transposition of the film were, he thought, almost identical in content, but the viewer's relationship to that dynamic was different because the two black women in such a setting had to have some accounting for how they had come to be there. This tension, this disbelief needing suspension, led people to say strange things about Wyeth’s paintings. Sometimes, Wyeth's work was described as bourgeois, betraying a desire for black ease and affluence, trading in a corrosive and politically dubious desire to see black people rich or at the very least in luxurious settings. Sometimes, it was described as fantastical, depicting unrealistic and strange juxtapositions, as though the black people in his paintings had wandered into a genre or set of conditions totally discordant with what the viewer considered their actual reality.
We should probably still...think about the world though? Even if it's ending?Many are the times I've dived into a recent publication on the strength of little knowledge and even less context and been sorely disappointed for my pains. Taylor's one who cropped up in one praised yet contested form or another, and seeing how pathetic it would be to have the queer Black in my reading be represented by Baldwin and few others, I decided the summary was just my breed of enculturated restraint with the slightest promise of an excruciating Künstlerroman good time. Note, however, that I capitalize the B in Black, where Wyeth our narrator does not. It may have something to do with attention paid and priorities set, where you've either lived abandonment and violence at the hands of whiteness or picked up a sense of obligation from those despised by your forcibly estranged parents.
"You're going to paint the hot guy you fucked? God, how typically faggot of you. Are you going to do it with all those gross multistriated colors?"Ruminations on Christianity, art, research, obscurity, windfall, the gaze, the cope, the money for eating and the pride for surviving. Sexual endorphins certainly catalyze the burgeoning self-awareness beyond whatever the 'cringe' means these days, and I take it that our beleaguered post-seminarian is not of the school of Christianity that considers life a trial to be meekly resisted so as to better inherit the heavens, else the self-turmoil would've been far more pathetic than poignant. But the truth is the matter is what egged me on in reading this twice as quickly as I would've normally, dipping into it full daily instead of alternating as is my insurance policy. It admittedly has something to do with how rarely I treat with hypermodern literary fiction, so the first semi decent works blows me over. But there is also the love letter to archiving, which was a balm for my ego while my brain wrestled with the juxtaposition of 'pro-life' and 'Good Samaritan'. Or, to see, and be seen in turn.
"I'm insulted in ways I didn't even realize I was capable of feeling insulted,"
What he knew was that some people did go back to nurse their parents. To be with them in difficult moments, hold their hands. No one had ever held Wyeth's hand. No one had ever comforted him. So he knew only in the broad sense, having seen it on TV and sometimes heard about it from friends. But in his own life, the idea of going to be by his mother during a difficult time was as alien as breathing underwater.The country's still in dire need of a collapse of racialized capitalism, if only to solve the slow but sure bleaching of color as one climbs the echelons. But until then, I ponder the grip art manages to maintain in the face of all odds, convincing young and old to tenderly coax through physical effort and cognitive turmoil some conjured display, knowledge, even wonder. And then comes the whole faith thing: faith, and ardor. To see, and be seen in turn, in the midst of the algorithmic panopticon. It makes one praise the laying of bricks and cheer the applying of watercolors when it comes to the business of saving one's soul, I can tell you that much.
What he realized—what many were realizing in that moment—was that to ignore the religious element of society was to participate in a delusion as dangerous as the people who wanted to ban drag queens and send queers to conversion therapy.
The art was secondary—only a fool would come to see it, but Wyeth was a fool if nothing else.