Surviving the unsurvivable. Healing from the unhealable. This is an inspiring memoir of physical and mental recovery, from someone who lived through the Whakaari White Island volcanic eruption.
"I heard someone say, 'Wow!' And someone else exclaimed, 'Look at that!' I had my back to the crater. I turned around. The moment I saw it, I knew what was happening.
The island was erupting. An enormous black-and-grey plume was rising above the island, already higher than the peak. It was beautiful actually, set against the bright blue sky.
Kelsey Waghorn, a guide on Whakaari White Island on that ill-fated day in December 2019, tells her story for the first time, from physical rehab for her life-threatening burns to her mental struggle with PTSD.
Written by a brave and powerful woman with a wicked sense of humour, this is an uplifting story of strength, perseverance, acceptance and hope.
An incredible and inspiring recap of Kelsey’s story. I could not put this book down. The Waghorn/Christie humour shines through this book and no doubt made a huge impact on the pace of Kelsey’s recovery. Thank you for sharing your story with us Kels, forever inspired by you and your incredible family.
A very interesting read about Kelsey’s experiences surrounding White Island. It felt very personal, particularly in part 2 which is told in text message and diary form and allowed a lot of insight. I really appreciated the focus on PTSD and the balance between physical and mental recovery was well portrayed. The tone of the book felt very Kiwi, and the humour throughout was a great glimpse into Kelsey’s personality.
I’ve always had a bit of a morbid curiosity about volcanoes. It probably comes from a mix of my childhood love of The Land Before Time, a slightly traumatic experience in the Auckland Museum volcano room (what a horrible place), and growing up in a country that sits on the Ring of Fire.
I still remember coming home on December 9th and watching the news coverage of the White Island eruption. I was so disturbed that something like this was happening to our small New Zealand community.
When Netflix released the documentary about it, I felt compelled to watch and hear the survivors’ stories—and I felt the same way about this book.
As soon as I saw that HarperCollins was publishing Kelsey’s story, I knew I had to add it to my TBR. When I found out the audiobook was narrated by Kelsey herself, that made me want to read it even more.
Kelsey is an incredibly strong person. The fact that she was able to relive everything that happened and share her story is remarkable. I found myself tearing up while listening and felt deeply connected to both the story and to her.
Part two was especially interesting, hearing about her recovery process, along with the messages and communication between family members, made it feel even more real and personal.
Overall, this was a deeply emotional and eye-opening read that really stayed with me. It not only highlights the devastating impact of the eruption, but also the resilience, strength, and love that can come out of such unimaginable tragedy. It’s not an easy story to take in, but it’s an important one, and one that I think will stick with me for a long time.
It was very emotional to read what Kelsey's went through and to read in more detail about her journey from when White Island erupted to now. I often had tears in my eyes and a big lump in my throat as I went to High School with her, been on White Island a few times myself, and knew some of the people she had mentioned throughout her book. The mention of her therapy encounters with EMDR hit hard. Thank you for opening up and sharing this with us who followed your journey from far.
I don't rate memoirs, but this must be one of the best memoirs I have read. I loved the format of it - with the text messages and notebook entries. Pretty sure I went through every emotion reading this. Please read this!!
An exceptionally brilliantly written book by Kelsey. So raw & honest. What a very strong lady to have gone through what she’s gone through (and still going through).
This is one of those books that stays with you long after you close the final page.
Thank you, Kelsey, for sharing your story with such honesty and depth. I’m genuinely short of words. The courage it takes to write something this raw — this real — is immense.
Part 3 especially felt deeply reflective and affirming. The exploration of trauma, healing, and rebuilding yourself after life shatters was incredibly powerful. As someone who has worked through PTSD and experienced marital domestic abuse, I found myself connecting to parts of your journey in unexpected ways.
When your therapist said that you’ve done the work on yourself — and that it can become harder to find people on the same frequency — it truly struck me. I heard almost the exact same words in my own therapy session recently. That parallel felt surreal.
I also loved the footnotes — they added such a human, intimate layer to the narrative.
This memoir is reflective, encouraging, and deeply courageous. It’s not just about surviving an unimaginable event — it’s about everything that comes after. And that part matters just as much.
This was such a heartbreaking, hopeful, emotional and endearing read. This was a very personal and honest insight into both the lead up to the eruption, during the eruption and what came after. Part 2 really showed the affect that events like this have no the wider circle as well as the victim.
This was a book that needed to constantly be put down and sit with what you just read and it deserves to be read that way because this is such a confronting story about such a horrific and fateful day that it’s hard to not need to stop and feel the emotions this story brings. It is such a story of the kiwi spirit that makes you feel - happy, sad and everything in between.
This is one of those books that stays with you long after you close the book for the last time. It is a story of love, family, resilience and the need to never give up even when every inch of your body and mind says too.
The writing style was very unique. Part two is told through group chats, text messages and journal entires which added a lot of depth to it. As did all the incredible and hilarious footnotes.
Kelsey Waghorn was working as a tour guide on White Island. She had been working in this position for five years before the eruption. According to Waghorn, the day was a normal, run of the mill day, until White Island decided to erupt. The rest of the guides and two groups of tourists were caught in a pyroclastic surge, which rolled through and boiled their skin. Waghorn was taken with a group of survivors on another tour boat that returned. The tourists on that boat worked to keep everyone calm and help rinse ash from their bodies. Waghorn was whisked to the hospital to begin her recovery. She endured infections, surgeries, grafts, and mental anguish during her stay. I am glad that she was able to overcome this disaster, and I appreciate her sharing her story. If you have watched the Netflix documentary, read Stephanie Browitt's book, or are just interested in disasters, I would recommend picking this one up.
Thank you @harpercollinsnz for sending me this one to review early.
I grew up in the Bay of Plenty so when I saw that Kelsey was writing her story on the White Island Eruption I knew I had to read it.
Kelsey tells her story in such a captivating way but also with a touch of her own humour. This book really showed how we shouldn’t take life for granted and how it can all change in an instant.
I don’t want to summarise too much more as it is Kelsey’s story to tell but I really liked how it touched on mental health and the realities of facing a life altering event like the White Island Eruption.
I would highly highly recommend reading Kelsey’s memoir when it is out on NZ shelves this week 🥰
This was a beautiful read, and I absolutely loved the chapter made up of text messages between Kelsey's family during her hospitalization. It took me right back to when my Dad was in the ICU and how slowly time seems to move and how every little improvement and setback feels so immediate and huge. Ugh, it was lovely to read about how supported and loved Kelsey was, but I'm glad I knew going in that she would be okay in the end because that section was intense. I also loved her cheeky little footnotes. She has a great sense of humour. This book was absolutely devastating and wonderful at the same time.
I read this memoir in approx 2ish hours and could not put it down. What an incredible story of Kelsey's bravery and strength as a survivor of the NZ White Island eruption in 2019. The text messages from the family groupchats while Kelsey was in the hospital were such a great addition to the book and showed the reality of what they were facing. You can also tell the amount of gratitude Kelsey has for the medical staff and her family during the whole book. Also, loved the hilarious footnotes at the end of each page.
This isn’t so much a review, because how do you give feedback on the most traumatising thing in another person’s life? It’s more of a kick up the bum to tell you to go read this. Kelsey Waghorn was severely injured while doing her job as a tour guide on White Island, when it erupted. This book follows her life leading up to the event, the horrific event, her long recovery fueled by her amazing attitude, sense of humour and determination, and life after. Highly recommend the audio, read by Kelsey herself. An incredibly inspiring and emotional read 🥹♥️
I couldn’t finish. A couple problems with this book - the author narrating the book herself - she is NOT a good narrator. And the tedious account of all text messages between her family/friends whilst the author was in ICU,read verbatim. It was incredibly boring way to tell the story. If would have been far more interesting and engaging if these messages had been summarised into a narrative. The author was even reading out the “xx” at the end of messages! I gave up after this. I have read better books on the human cost of this disaster.
A fascinating read, for the voyeuristic of us who were looking for details on what happened that day in Dec 2019, and what the recovery and medical treatment looks like for survivors of volcanic eruptions, but where this book really shines is the final third as Kelsey describes her mental struggles, eventual recovery and shows us how devastating PTSD really is.
Thank you Kelsey for sharing your story in such a raw and honest way - and not giving into the mainstream media vultures, this was a real eye-opener to the relentlessness of the media. You are such an inspiring woman.
Wow, I couldn’t put this book down. What a beautiful story of survival and endurance. I loved that you could see Kelsey’s humor coming through the pages!
Incredible. Well done to Kelsey for telling her story. Incredible the lengths some media will go, to invade peoples lives who are in the midst of trauma for a scoop. Shame on you.
This was a view of the White Island tragedy from a completely different aspect as Kelsey was a tour guide burnt in this event. There were moments where l had to stop reading as there were tears in my eyes from reading her pain and story.