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Love Doesn’t Cure All
Carry On
They call me lucky because the world seems to have carved out a path for me when it shouldn’t have.
Lucky I survived the loss of my family.
Lucky I survived war.
Lucky my pain isn’t worse.
Lucky to be alive.
It’s not luck. It’s a curse—one I can’t seem to escape, no matter how hard I try.
Not until Lincoln Cassidy walked into my life. He sees me as I am. As I could be. And for the first time I don’t feel so unlucky.
But sometimes… sometimes love isn’t enough.
**Carry On is a standalone tragedy romance WITHOUT an HEA. It highlights emotionally intense situations meant to make you feel. The content is meant for readers 18+ so please read responsibly
Lucky I survived the loss of my family.
Lucky I survived war.
Lucky my pain isn’t worse.
Lucky to be alive.
It’s not luck. It’s a curse—one I can’t seem to escape, no matter how hard I try.
Not until Lincoln Cassidy walked into my life. He sees me as I am. As I could be. And for the first time I don’t feel so unlucky.
But sometimes… sometimes love isn’t enough.
**Carry On is a standalone tragedy romance WITHOUT an HEA. It highlights emotionally intense situations meant to make you feel. The content is meant for readers 18+ so please read responsibly
- GenresM M RomanceLGBTGrief
368 pages, Kindle Edition
Published October 17, 2025
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A. Winchester
31 books206 followersWord Nerd, Connoisseur of adventures of a literary nature, Would die first in a Supernatural episode.
I’m an author, reader, and most importantly, a nerd. I love all things superheroes, demon hunters, and long-running movies and tv shows. I enjoy diving deep into characters and their stories, journeying with them while figuring out who they are. It’s the goal I have for all the characters I create and hope you find a way to connect with them.
I’m an author, reader, and most importantly, a nerd. I love all things superheroes, demon hunters, and long-running movies and tv shows. I enjoy diving deep into characters and their stories, journeying with them while figuring out who they are. It’s the goal I have for all the characters I create and hope you find a way to connect with them.
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September 29, 2025
CONTENT WARNING: Carry On does NOT have a HEA. It ends in tragedy. Please review the content warnings carefully before reading and prioritize your mental well-being.
Rating 5⭐️
Emotion 5🥹
Spice 3🌶️
I wish I could give this book ♾️ stars, it deserves nothing less.
I don’t think I’ve ever been so deeply affected by a story. I’ve put off writing this review because every time I tried to put my thoughts into words, I ended up in tears all over again.
Carry On is not an easy read. The emotional weight it carries cuts straight to the heart. From the beginning, I knew where it was heading, but no amount of mental preparation could have softened the blow. I was left in pieces. Nothing could’ve prepared me for the heartbreak that came, or the tears that didn’t stop long after I’d turned the last page.
As devastating as the ending was, this story is so much more than its tragedy. Nash and Linc’s connection was profound, their story felt real, raw, honest, and deeply human. I loved them fiercely, which made the ending hit even harder.
What stayed with me most was how closely this story mirrors the reality so many veterans face. It’s a heartbreaking reflection of the mental health crisis in the US, the systemic failures, the lack of support, the unbearable weight people are expected to carry alone. It shouldn’t be that way, no one deserves to fall through the cracks.
Addison has written something truly unforgettable, a story that doesn’t just sit with you, it stays. It hurts. It challenges. And above all, it makes you feel. I’ll carry this one with me for a long time.
And I’ll never forget Nash and Linc.
Favourite quote:
That was the thing about grief, though: it was transformative in both an ugly and beautiful kind of way. No part of my life would ever be the same because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun.
Rating 5⭐️
Emotion 5🥹
Spice 3🌶️
I wish I could give this book ♾️ stars, it deserves nothing less.
I don’t think I’ve ever been so deeply affected by a story. I’ve put off writing this review because every time I tried to put my thoughts into words, I ended up in tears all over again.
Carry On is not an easy read. The emotional weight it carries cuts straight to the heart. From the beginning, I knew where it was heading, but no amount of mental preparation could have softened the blow. I was left in pieces. Nothing could’ve prepared me for the heartbreak that came, or the tears that didn’t stop long after I’d turned the last page.
As devastating as the ending was, this story is so much more than its tragedy. Nash and Linc’s connection was profound, their story felt real, raw, honest, and deeply human. I loved them fiercely, which made the ending hit even harder.
What stayed with me most was how closely this story mirrors the reality so many veterans face. It’s a heartbreaking reflection of the mental health crisis in the US, the systemic failures, the lack of support, the unbearable weight people are expected to carry alone. It shouldn’t be that way, no one deserves to fall through the cracks.
Addison has written something truly unforgettable, a story that doesn’t just sit with you, it stays. It hurts. It challenges. And above all, it makes you feel. I’ll carry this one with me for a long time.
And I’ll never forget Nash and Linc.
Favourite quote:
That was the thing about grief, though: it was transformative in both an ugly and beautiful kind of way. No part of my life would ever be the same because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun.
November 13, 2025
♾️⭐️
You guys have no idea how scared I was to start this book! Did I cry? Oh, absolutely — because it hit way too close to home. I’m honestly still a little emotionally wrecked. This book is so incredibly important on so many levels. It sheds light on the deep-rooted problems within the entire U.S. system — a country that prides itself on loving its military, yet leaves its veterans completely alone. This story made me angry and heartbroken all at once. When people need help, they don’t get it. Or worse — it’s brushed off and minimized. Lincoln and Nash’s story was both beautiful and devastating, and I love both of them with my whole heart.
⚠️ Possible spoilers below ⚠️
You know, it's said this story doesn’t have a HEA, but I see it differently. For Nash, I truly believe it is a happy ending. Fighting for years, losing again and again — it’s exhausting and soul-crushing. I’ve been at that point myself more than once. Living in a system that doesn’t catch you when you fall, that strips away your humanity little by little — it’s unbearable. So much of Nash’s pain reflected my own experiences, and I’m genuinely happy that after so much struggle, he finally found his peace.
Okay, maybe spoiler part ends here.
I’m also really happy that Lincoln gets his HEA with a woman. Sadly, I won’t be able to read that story because of my gender dysphoria and the fact that I can only comfortably read MM books, but it still warms my heart to know he finds happiness. He deserves peace, too.
You guys have no idea how scared I was to start this book! Did I cry? Oh, absolutely — because it hit way too close to home. I’m honestly still a little emotionally wrecked. This book is so incredibly important on so many levels. It sheds light on the deep-rooted problems within the entire U.S. system — a country that prides itself on loving its military, yet leaves its veterans completely alone. This story made me angry and heartbroken all at once. When people need help, they don’t get it. Or worse — it’s brushed off and minimized. Lincoln and Nash’s story was both beautiful and devastating, and I love both of them with my whole heart.
⚠️ Possible spoilers below ⚠️
You know, it's said this story doesn’t have a HEA, but I see it differently. For Nash, I truly believe it is a happy ending. Fighting for years, losing again and again — it’s exhausting and soul-crushing. I’ve been at that point myself more than once. Living in a system that doesn’t catch you when you fall, that strips away your humanity little by little — it’s unbearable. So much of Nash’s pain reflected my own experiences, and I’m genuinely happy that after so much struggle, he finally found his peace.
Okay, maybe spoiler part ends here.
I’m also really happy that Lincoln gets his HEA with a woman. Sadly, I won’t be able to read that story because of my gender dysphoria and the fact that I can only comfortably read MM books, but it still warms my heart to know he finds happiness. He deserves peace, too.
September 27, 2025
I wish I could put more then 5 ⭐️
This is going to be a very long review... because wow what a book!
This book does not have a HEA.
This book is made to make you feel uncomfortable. There is no other way but to feel this way and that's ok. Sometimes we need a reminder of how good we really have it compared to some. No it doesn't take away from your struggles and no its not a competition but it's important to be subjected to things that make you uncomfortable sometimes to put some things into perspective.
I have never wanted to punch a man more in this moment then Lincolns uncle Beau! Way to put the weight of the world on his shoulders.....
Nash broke my entire heart. My cousin was in the Canadian army and was overseas with the US troops during some really bad times. Although he didn't see much action the things he did see messed him up for a long time.
My family also struggles with mental health and suicide attempts and some "successful".... that sounds terrible.
I knew what this book was going in and I knew it was going to be a hard read. But wow was it worth it. What a beautifully heartbreaking story.
Also reading this as a Canadian makes me so freaking angry for Americans and their health care system. Ours is by far perfect but its far better then theirs and reading how it works in books makes my blood boil. Especially how hard it is for veterans to get the help they should get for free.
The way Lincoln loved Nash was beautiful. Nash was fighting so many internal battles Lincoln didn't know about but he helped quite those battles just by loving Nash so purely. It made me cry a few times. Their impromptu date nights made my heart melt. Reading these two slowly fall in love knowing how this ends broke my heart.
A few years ago someone very close to me attempted to take his own life. His suicide letter sounded a lot like the battles Nash was fighting in his mind throughout this whole book. I'm forever grateful he was able to get the help he needed but I know there are far too many people that loose their battles. It wasn't my partner but I was in Lincolns shoes being the person that was his most point of contact during this time and felt a lot of the things Lincoln felt throughout the book.
I have so many emotions from reading this book because although my situation was different it was a lot the same in ways.
What an amazing book. The last few chapters broke me. It took me a while to finish them because I was sobbing uncontrollably.
I will be carrying these characters with me for a very long time.
This is going to be a very long review... because wow what a book!
This book does not have a HEA.
This book is made to make you feel uncomfortable. There is no other way but to feel this way and that's ok. Sometimes we need a reminder of how good we really have it compared to some. No it doesn't take away from your struggles and no its not a competition but it's important to be subjected to things that make you uncomfortable sometimes to put some things into perspective.
I have never wanted to punch a man more in this moment then Lincolns uncle Beau! Way to put the weight of the world on his shoulders.....
Nash broke my entire heart. My cousin was in the Canadian army and was overseas with the US troops during some really bad times. Although he didn't see much action the things he did see messed him up for a long time.
My family also struggles with mental health and suicide attempts and some "successful".... that sounds terrible.
I knew what this book was going in and I knew it was going to be a hard read. But wow was it worth it. What a beautifully heartbreaking story.
Also reading this as a Canadian makes me so freaking angry for Americans and their health care system. Ours is by far perfect but its far better then theirs and reading how it works in books makes my blood boil. Especially how hard it is for veterans to get the help they should get for free.
The way Lincoln loved Nash was beautiful. Nash was fighting so many internal battles Lincoln didn't know about but he helped quite those battles just by loving Nash so purely. It made me cry a few times. Their impromptu date nights made my heart melt. Reading these two slowly fall in love knowing how this ends broke my heart.
A few years ago someone very close to me attempted to take his own life. His suicide letter sounded a lot like the battles Nash was fighting in his mind throughout this whole book. I'm forever grateful he was able to get the help he needed but I know there are far too many people that loose their battles. It wasn't my partner but I was in Lincolns shoes being the person that was his most point of contact during this time and felt a lot of the things Lincoln felt throughout the book.
I have so many emotions from reading this book because although my situation was different it was a lot the same in ways.
What an amazing book. The last few chapters broke me. It took me a while to finish them because I was sobbing uncontrollably.
I will be carrying these characters with me for a very long time.
September 8, 2025
INFINITY STARS. There are NOT enough stars in the galaxy to rate this book, so 5 will just have to do.
What can I possibly say about this story that could truly encompass everything that makes it a masterpiece? I don’t think there are words, but I can try.
The story of Nash and Lincoln start out as an arrangement, fueled with insta-c*ck, a fake marriage, a plan, some insurance fraud, and an unexplainable, tangible connection. What started off as a means to help Nash turned into the love of a lifetime.
I understand this book will not be for everybody. It ends in a NON-HEA; a full blown tragedy. I’ve never had a book break me apart so severely that it took me a full week to even mention the book or characters without crying. This book will hurt you, it will gut you, it will make you angry (at the broken system that failed Nash time and time again and how intrusive and loud his inner voice/thoughts are). If you are expecting this book to make you feel satisfied at the end, or put you back together, DO NOT READ IT. That’s not what this is. You’re supposed to feel angry, hurt, broken and lost.
Don’t get me wrong, there will be moments of love, laughter, and “awww/kick my feet squealing” , but this journey won’t be easy by any means. Nash and Lincoln’s story will take you on an emotional journey about life, love, mental health, and a corrupted healthcare system. If this book doesn’t open your eyes to the reality of our world, we didn’t read the same book. If this book didn’t make you STOP and think about how many people, in our everyday life, and even those we pass by, suffer from cPTSD, chronic illnesses, mental health concerns, and are or become victims of a corrupt system, you’re not the audience for this book.
Nash — he is and was the love of a lifetime. Nash is beautiful with all his jagged edges. Nash is the kind of character that stays with you, and makes you mourn the kind of life he could have had, if our healthcare system wasn’t so focused on being a business first. Nash is proof that the wounds that never show on the body are deeper & more hurtful than anything that bleeds. Nash will make it hard to say goodbye or let go; he will imprint himself into your heart and forever leave a mark. I find myself wondering how many “Nash’s” are out there and I cry all over again.
I didn’t expect to fall in love with Nash and Lincoln so hard; connecting with them in ways I never thought possible. I invested in their story so profusely. I didn’t expect to mourn Nash so immensely that I felt as though I lost my own family member. I mourned with Lincoln, I sobbed with Lincoln, and I have a Nash shaped hole in my heart, just like Lincoln.
Lincoln - my baby. He’s not broken, just bent and a little bruised - and a beautiful survivor. Though he had a traumatic past of his own, his ability to love unconditionally and his strength (both personal and for Nash) is unmatched. Nash showed Lincoln how to love again and opened his heart to possibilities he once thought gone. To see his growth, watch him fall in love, and witness his connection with Nash, is and was truly beautiful.
A. Winchester has the amazing ability to write characters that stay with you forever. She has the ability to make these characters feel real; she makes you love them, feel for them, laugh with them, hurt with them, and cry with them. What A. Winchester has is a gift. A gift that allows her to write messy, raw, and real romances that touch on sensitive topics that no one else is brave enough to touch (and execute well). She gives you the hard reality paired with realistic romances that leave you reeling, breathless, and wanting more.
You guys…I never believed in the “Roman empire” concept in the book world. I thought it was just another “BookTok” phrase people say. I now, stand corrected. A Roman Empire, to me, is a book you loved from start to finish. A book that captivated you, that made you feel all the intended feelings, and one that once it was over, stood with you forever. It’s a book you randomly think about while doing menial tasks in your everyday life. THIS BOOK IS MY ROMAN EMPIRE. THIS IS IT. I WILL CARRY NASH AND LINCOLN’S STORY IN MY HEART AND SOUL - IN THIS LIFETIME AND THE NEXT.
I know Lincoln’s journey isn’t over and he has a long, hard earned HEA ahead of him but I trust the process. I can’t wait to see what A. Winchester has in store for us and where Lincoln’s journey goes.
If you made it this far, bless you. Please check your trigger warnings and understand THE AUTHOR HAS MENTIONED THIS IS A NON HEA VARIOUS TIMES. Use reader comprehension, know your limits, and as always, please protect your mental health, because YOU matter 💜.
What can I possibly say about this story that could truly encompass everything that makes it a masterpiece? I don’t think there are words, but I can try.
The story of Nash and Lincoln start out as an arrangement, fueled with insta-c*ck, a fake marriage, a plan, some insurance fraud, and an unexplainable, tangible connection. What started off as a means to help Nash turned into the love of a lifetime.
I understand this book will not be for everybody. It ends in a NON-HEA; a full blown tragedy. I’ve never had a book break me apart so severely that it took me a full week to even mention the book or characters without crying. This book will hurt you, it will gut you, it will make you angry (at the broken system that failed Nash time and time again and how intrusive and loud his inner voice/thoughts are). If you are expecting this book to make you feel satisfied at the end, or put you back together, DO NOT READ IT. That’s not what this is. You’re supposed to feel angry, hurt, broken and lost.
Don’t get me wrong, there will be moments of love, laughter, and “awww/kick my feet squealing” , but this journey won’t be easy by any means. Nash and Lincoln’s story will take you on an emotional journey about life, love, mental health, and a corrupted healthcare system. If this book doesn’t open your eyes to the reality of our world, we didn’t read the same book. If this book didn’t make you STOP and think about how many people, in our everyday life, and even those we pass by, suffer from cPTSD, chronic illnesses, mental health concerns, and are or become victims of a corrupt system, you’re not the audience for this book.
Nash — he is and was the love of a lifetime. Nash is beautiful with all his jagged edges. Nash is the kind of character that stays with you, and makes you mourn the kind of life he could have had, if our healthcare system wasn’t so focused on being a business first. Nash is proof that the wounds that never show on the body are deeper & more hurtful than anything that bleeds. Nash will make it hard to say goodbye or let go; he will imprint himself into your heart and forever leave a mark. I find myself wondering how many “Nash’s” are out there and I cry all over again.
I didn’t expect to fall in love with Nash and Lincoln so hard; connecting with them in ways I never thought possible. I invested in their story so profusely. I didn’t expect to mourn Nash so immensely that I felt as though I lost my own family member. I mourned with Lincoln, I sobbed with Lincoln, and I have a Nash shaped hole in my heart, just like Lincoln.
Lincoln - my baby. He’s not broken, just bent and a little bruised - and a beautiful survivor. Though he had a traumatic past of his own, his ability to love unconditionally and his strength (both personal and for Nash) is unmatched. Nash showed Lincoln how to love again and opened his heart to possibilities he once thought gone. To see his growth, watch him fall in love, and witness his connection with Nash, is and was truly beautiful.
A. Winchester has the amazing ability to write characters that stay with you forever. She has the ability to make these characters feel real; she makes you love them, feel for them, laugh with them, hurt with them, and cry with them. What A. Winchester has is a gift. A gift that allows her to write messy, raw, and real romances that touch on sensitive topics that no one else is brave enough to touch (and execute well). She gives you the hard reality paired with realistic romances that leave you reeling, breathless, and wanting more.
You guys…I never believed in the “Roman empire” concept in the book world. I thought it was just another “BookTok” phrase people say. I now, stand corrected. A Roman Empire, to me, is a book you loved from start to finish. A book that captivated you, that made you feel all the intended feelings, and one that once it was over, stood with you forever. It’s a book you randomly think about while doing menial tasks in your everyday life. THIS BOOK IS MY ROMAN EMPIRE. THIS IS IT. I WILL CARRY NASH AND LINCOLN’S STORY IN MY HEART AND SOUL - IN THIS LIFETIME AND THE NEXT.
I know Lincoln’s journey isn’t over and he has a long, hard earned HEA ahead of him but I trust the process. I can’t wait to see what A. Winchester has in store for us and where Lincoln’s journey goes.
If you made it this far, bless you. Please check your trigger warnings and understand THE AUTHOR HAS MENTIONED THIS IS A NON HEA VARIOUS TIMES. Use reader comprehension, know your limits, and as always, please protect your mental health, because YOU matter 💜.
October 14, 2025
:: “𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩, 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨. 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝙊𝙛 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙘𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣.”
❌ᴛʜɪꜱ ʀᴇᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ꜱᴘᴏɪʟᴇʀꜱ❌
Let me preface this review by stating that this book is a ROMANTIC TRAGEDY. If you have read Burned & Bound then you know exactly who Nash is & how his story ends; the author has also been very transparent with the outcome of this story. Even though there is no happy ending for the couple in this book it does not detract from the romance & while it deals with extremely heavy topics it also had me swooning. This is what I love about A’s books; she gives us the romance while staying true to the fact that love is not always enough & it in fact does not cure all.
Nash is a war veteran suffering from PTSD & health issues stemming from injuries he received while deployed. Nash’s story is important & one that needs to be told because it is one that rings true for so many throughout our country. A’s writing is real & raw; she does not shy away from the pain that Nash experiences both physically & mentally. We see & feel what it is like for someone who is just too tired to keep fighting.
Lincoln comes into Nash’s life & does his best to show him that there is hope. Their reunion is unexpected but they can’t seem to ignore the attraction. They enter into an arrangement to help Nash that ultimately grows into love & I was kicking my feet at the cuteness of these two; the banter is top tier. However Linc is not able to erase the pain that Nash struggles with & ultimately he makes to choice to take his own life; a choice that Lincoln knows was always a possibility, one that Nash had been fighting with for years.
“𝙄 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙉𝙖𝙨𝙝, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙨𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩, 𝙨𝙤����𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙭𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙. 𝙏𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚.”
🩶 MM
🩶 Dual POV
🩶 Mature MCs
🩶 Marriage of Convenience
🩶 Mental Health Rep
🩶 DV Rep
🩶 No HEA
⚠️ Check CW
❌ᴛʜɪꜱ ʀᴇᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ꜱᴘᴏɪʟᴇʀꜱ❌
Let me preface this review by stating that this book is a ROMANTIC TRAGEDY. If you have read Burned & Bound then you know exactly who Nash is & how his story ends; the author has also been very transparent with the outcome of this story. Even though there is no happy ending for the couple in this book it does not detract from the romance & while it deals with extremely heavy topics it also had me swooning. This is what I love about A’s books; she gives us the romance while staying true to the fact that love is not always enough & it in fact does not cure all.
Nash is a war veteran suffering from PTSD & health issues stemming from injuries he received while deployed. Nash’s story is important & one that needs to be told because it is one that rings true for so many throughout our country. A’s writing is real & raw; she does not shy away from the pain that Nash experiences both physically & mentally. We see & feel what it is like for someone who is just too tired to keep fighting.
Lincoln comes into Nash’s life & does his best to show him that there is hope. Their reunion is unexpected but they can’t seem to ignore the attraction. They enter into an arrangement to help Nash that ultimately grows into love & I was kicking my feet at the cuteness of these two; the banter is top tier. However Linc is not able to erase the pain that Nash struggles with & ultimately he makes to choice to take his own life; a choice that Lincoln knows was always a possibility, one that Nash had been fighting with for years.
“𝙄 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙉𝙖𝙨𝙝, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙨𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩, 𝙨𝙤����𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙭𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙. 𝙏𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚.”
🩶 MM
🩶 Dual POV
🩶 Mature MCs
🩶 Marriage of Convenience
🩶 Mental Health Rep
🩶 DV Rep
🩶 No HEA
⚠️ Check CW
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 22, 2025
B&B left a mark on my soul, but this book will live in my mind forever. Nash’s story is devastating and you feel every ounce of his pain and struggle, but Lincoln has a way of settling into your heart. He represents all of the people who quietly gather the shattered pieces of their loved ones while carrying their own broken heart at the same time. He shows what it means to love someone who battles invisible demons every single day and how much strength, understanding, and patience that truly takes. I cannot wait to see future Lincoln and I know readers will be drawn to both of these characters for very different reasons. This story is heartbreaking in the most beautiful way and it will leave a lasting mark on your soul.
September 27, 2025
PLEASE READ TRIGGERS!! This is not a happily ever after and ends with you crying and needing comfort food. As far as how this book was? I don’t think there are enough words in the English language to describe just how much I loved this book. I will admit it was a hard read and had me feeling every possible feel but to be able to experience Nash and Lincolns love is completely worth everything. The way that love and take care of each other is something I can only dream of finding and I just want to bundle them both in a blanket, fees them and fix all there struggles. I can say that I will never look at coconut the same way again but it was worth it.
“To felonies, not relationships”.
September 22, 2025
Carry On is easily my favorite read of the year. I can’t even begin to describe the emotions this book brought out of me. I fell in love with Lincoln and Nash—their interactions, banter, and relationship completely drew me in, and I was surprised by how quickly I grew attached to them.
The writing is beautiful and layered, touching on very real issues in today’s world in a way that feels both powerful and authentic. This isn’t just a romance—it’s a story that stays with you.
That being said, this book does not deliver the traditional happily-ever-after. The ending left me heartbroken, and I found myself grieving for days afterward. But I think that’s a testament to how deeply the story connected with me. It’s rare to find a book that can make you feel this much.
If you’re looking for a beautifully written, emotional read that will stay with you long after the last page, Carry On is the book for you.
The writing is beautiful and layered, touching on very real issues in today’s world in a way that feels both powerful and authentic. This isn’t just a romance—it’s a story that stays with you.
That being said, this book does not deliver the traditional happily-ever-after. The ending left me heartbroken, and I found myself grieving for days afterward. But I think that’s a testament to how deeply the story connected with me. It’s rare to find a book that can make you feel this much.
If you’re looking for a beautifully written, emotional read that will stay with you long after the last page, Carry On is the book for you.
September 26, 2025
*THIS BOOK ENDS IN TRAGEDY, IT IS NOT AN HEA, MIND YOUR TRIGGERS PLEASE*
You know the books that stick with you for a long time? I feel like this one is going to be one of them. This was a HARD FOUGHT five star read for me. It hurt, oh man did it hurt. But the journey that these men went through? It was worth it. Lincoln and Nash are honestly some of the hardest characters I have ever met and through the sobbing it was 100% worth it.
‘To love and be loved by Nash Calhoun was worth it’ 💕🫶🏼
You know the books that stick with you for a long time? I feel like this one is going to be one of them. This was a HARD FOUGHT five star read for me. It hurt, oh man did it hurt. But the journey that these men went through? It was worth it. Lincoln and Nash are honestly some of the hardest characters I have ever met and through the sobbing it was 100% worth it.
‘To love and be loved by Nash Calhoun was worth it’ 💕🫶🏼
September 5, 2025
Stars: ♾️⭐️ ( but since I can only give 5 as the max, ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5)
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️/5 – While there are spice scenes and spice is a part of the MCs’ relationship, the spice is secondary to the storyline
This is the best book that A. Winchester has written to date. I had to sit with my feelings after reading Carry On before I was prepared to write a review because of how I felt…everything. This is the most emotional book that I have ever read – I connected with Nash and Lincoln in a way that took me by surprise, and my love for Nash and Linc hit me so deeply and unexpectedly, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
🖤Hurt/Comfort
🍀Afraid to Commit
🖤Protective Hero
🍀Sex As a Vice
🖤Tortured Hero
🍀The Rich & The Poor
🖤Heavy Mental Health Elements
**Tragic Ending – No HEA, please take the TWs seriously as your mental health matters.**
Carry On is not going to be a book for everyone for the simple fact that it does not end in a HEA, the ending is tragic – it hurts, it feels unfair, it makes you angry, it breaks your heart into a million little pieces and you aren’t wholly put back together by the end because you are grieving alongside the characters and grief isn’t something that you can wrap up with a bow. That isn’t to say that you are left completely adrift, there are moments that help you see moments of brightness, ease the pain and have hope for healing after the tragedy occurs, but it isn’t an easy journey – living after loss isn’t. But for those reasons and the intense emotional connection you forge? Wow. Winchester has a gift for making you connect with her characters.
A. Winchester has handled the realities of PTSD for veterans and how the system can fail to provide adequate support after sustaining injuries in war and going to war in general, with the utmost care and sensitivity. The issues veterans face are usually shied away from and not talked about, and this story sheds light on the very stark realities that thousands of people face every single day. As someone who has family and friends who have served in various branches of the armed forces and a friend who lost her veteran husband to su*c*de, this story puts a face to mental health struggles that are raw and gritty, and uncomfortable to read at times (but that’s okay and the point), and through that, Nash is permanently anchored to my heart.
I absolutely loved the love that Linc & Nash have. I think being loved by Lincoln is what everyone aspires for…he gives his whole heart, unconditionally, and the depth of his feelings? Whew! I cannot get enough of it. You can tell early on that Lincoln is all in and gone when it comes to Nash, and I am fully embracing their love story because the love Linc & Nash share is beautiful. Of course, I wanted a different outcome – I wanted the system to work for Nash and I’m angry that it didn’t and doesn’t for so many. I wanted Nash’s fight to get easier. I wanted Nash to feel that he was seen, not as being lucky, but as he is — fighting a battle that no one can see and that he isn’t winning. I was desperate for the voice in Nash’s head not to win, but that wasn’t his reality, and it’s a reality that so many face.
Although Nash’s mental health struggles are apparent and at the forefront, he still can’t deny the way he feels for Linc, and I’m literally crying again trying to get my thoughts down. Nash is buried under my skin, and has embedded himself in my soul, and I’m happy I’ve gotten the opportunity to get to know him.
This story hits differently than any other book that I’ve read. We are forced to face how the healthcare system can consistently fail individuals, how unseen battles affect those trying to hold on, how dealing with loss is hard as f*cking nails. I have never had such a strong reaction while reading – I bawled my eyes out, struggled to catch my breath and I was the farthest thing from okay. But, there were moments that came after losing Nash that started to put me back together (I won’t spoil what those moments were).
Meeting Nash and loving Nash was a whirlwind — intense and inevitable. I didn’t expect to feel so profoundly connected to Nash and Lincoln. Coconut oil and chocolate will forever make me giggle because of these two, just like cringey cute nicknames will give me the warm and fuzzies. The characters Winchester brings to life feel so tangible and real…this loss? There’s a Nash-shaped hole in my heart.
I know Lincoln has a hard road ahead of him – but I look forward to going on that journey with him and more of what Winchester has in store for us.
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️/5 – While there are spice scenes and spice is a part of the MCs’ relationship, the spice is secondary to the storyline
This is the best book that A. Winchester has written to date. I had to sit with my feelings after reading Carry On before I was prepared to write a review because of how I felt…everything. This is the most emotional book that I have ever read – I connected with Nash and Lincoln in a way that took me by surprise, and my love for Nash and Linc hit me so deeply and unexpectedly, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
🖤Hurt/Comfort
🍀Afraid to Commit
🖤Protective Hero
🍀Sex As a Vice
🖤Tortured Hero
🍀The Rich & The Poor
🖤Heavy Mental Health Elements
**Tragic Ending – No HEA, please take the TWs seriously as your mental health matters.**
Carry On is not going to be a book for everyone for the simple fact that it does not end in a HEA, the ending is tragic – it hurts, it feels unfair, it makes you angry, it breaks your heart into a million little pieces and you aren’t wholly put back together by the end because you are grieving alongside the characters and grief isn’t something that you can wrap up with a bow. That isn’t to say that you are left completely adrift, there are moments that help you see moments of brightness, ease the pain and have hope for healing after the tragedy occurs, but it isn’t an easy journey – living after loss isn’t. But for those reasons and the intense emotional connection you forge? Wow. Winchester has a gift for making you connect with her characters.
A. Winchester has handled the realities of PTSD for veterans and how the system can fail to provide adequate support after sustaining injuries in war and going to war in general, with the utmost care and sensitivity. The issues veterans face are usually shied away from and not talked about, and this story sheds light on the very stark realities that thousands of people face every single day. As someone who has family and friends who have served in various branches of the armed forces and a friend who lost her veteran husband to su*c*de, this story puts a face to mental health struggles that are raw and gritty, and uncomfortable to read at times (but that’s okay and the point), and through that, Nash is permanently anchored to my heart.
I absolutely loved the love that Linc & Nash have. I think being loved by Lincoln is what everyone aspires for…he gives his whole heart, unconditionally, and the depth of his feelings? Whew! I cannot get enough of it. You can tell early on that Lincoln is all in and gone when it comes to Nash, and I am fully embracing their love story because the love Linc & Nash share is beautiful. Of course, I wanted a different outcome – I wanted the system to work for Nash and I’m angry that it didn’t and doesn’t for so many. I wanted Nash’s fight to get easier. I wanted Nash to feel that he was seen, not as being lucky, but as he is — fighting a battle that no one can see and that he isn’t winning. I was desperate for the voice in Nash’s head not to win, but that wasn’t his reality, and it’s a reality that so many face.
Although Nash’s mental health struggles are apparent and at the forefront, he still can’t deny the way he feels for Linc, and I’m literally crying again trying to get my thoughts down. Nash is buried under my skin, and has embedded himself in my soul, and I’m happy I’ve gotten the opportunity to get to know him.
This story hits differently than any other book that I’ve read. We are forced to face how the healthcare system can consistently fail individuals, how unseen battles affect those trying to hold on, how dealing with loss is hard as f*cking nails. I have never had such a strong reaction while reading – I bawled my eyes out, struggled to catch my breath and I was the farthest thing from okay. But, there were moments that came after losing Nash that started to put me back together (I won’t spoil what those moments were).
Meeting Nash and loving Nash was a whirlwind — intense and inevitable. I didn’t expect to feel so profoundly connected to Nash and Lincoln. Coconut oil and chocolate will forever make me giggle because of these two, just like cringey cute nicknames will give me the warm and fuzzies. The characters Winchester brings to life feel so tangible and real…this loss? There’s a Nash-shaped hole in my heart.
I know Lincoln has a hard road ahead of him – but I look forward to going on that journey with him and more of what Winchester has in store for us.
October 7, 2025
Words will never describe how much I love this book. Even though it’s sad even though there is NO HEA. This book was needed, this book was/is amazing, these characters deserved to be written, and Nash’s story matters.
“No part of my life would ever be the same
Because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun”
♾️🌟
🌶️🌶️🌶️
🖤MM
🖤broken Men
🖤anxiety
🖤depression
🖤marriage of convenience
🖤felonies not relationships
🖤cptsd rep
🖤veteran x lawyer
🖤heavy mental health rep
🖤suicide
NO HEA
This story DOES NOT HAVE A HEA
Take care of YOUR mental health only you can. You matter
Nash and Lincoln were a journey through pain, struggles, possessiveness, and love. Their story was hard but beautiful even though the ending was Tragic Lincoln loved Nash with his entire being and Nash loved Lincoln to the best of his ability. However, sometimes love isn’t enough to stay when you’ve given everything you think you can and the will to fight has left you. Nash was such a kind and genuine soul but his struggles and pain were beating him down so much that while reading I wished I could fight his battles for him. We watch Lincoln see and hear the self deprecating way Nash spoke and see him decide that it can’t be what he thought. You will rage during those moments you will want to say Lincoln please please really hear Nash save him but we must realize our Lincoln has his own struggles. His past relationship was horrendous and the things done to him were utterly appalling. But these two healed and supported each other the best way they knew how with the abilities they had. A.Winchester wove a story so captaivating, so lovely, and so heart wrenching so well that even though you see the signs you watch the decline you can’t look away. She handled the mental health aspect so well, the lead up to the tragedy and the aftermath that follows. Being in the military and being a suicide prevention coordinator myself I can say it’s honestly hard. Hard hearing someone you don’t know let alone someone you do feel like everyone will be better without them. And the aftermath when they do decide enough is crushing. you begin to wonder what you could have done differently how you could have saved them but the simple truth is unfortunately we can’t always save them. Our love, support and presence sometimes just isn’t enough but they know we were there that we cared and that we love them. Nash knew Lincoln loved him from the bottom of his heart and he loved him just the same but he was so tired, he was in so much pain and reading it oh goodness reading it had me crying in Addison DMs because my poor little heart was obliterated.
This is an incredible read but only read knowing you’ll be able to protect your mental health. I know I should go into a cozy read after this heartbreak ❤️🩹
“No part of my life would ever be the same
Because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun”
♾️🌟
🌶️🌶️🌶️
🖤MM
🖤broken Men
🖤anxiety
🖤depression
🖤marriage of convenience
🖤felonies not relationships
🖤cptsd rep
🖤veteran x lawyer
🖤heavy mental health rep
🖤suicide
NO HEA
This story DOES NOT HAVE A HEA
Take care of YOUR mental health only you can. You matter
Nash and Lincoln were a journey through pain, struggles, possessiveness, and love. Their story was hard but beautiful even though the ending was Tragic Lincoln loved Nash with his entire being and Nash loved Lincoln to the best of his ability. However, sometimes love isn’t enough to stay when you’ve given everything you think you can and the will to fight has left you. Nash was such a kind and genuine soul but his struggles and pain were beating him down so much that while reading I wished I could fight his battles for him. We watch Lincoln see and hear the self deprecating way Nash spoke and see him decide that it can’t be what he thought. You will rage during those moments you will want to say Lincoln please please really hear Nash save him but we must realize our Lincoln has his own struggles. His past relationship was horrendous and the things done to him were utterly appalling. But these two healed and supported each other the best way they knew how with the abilities they had. A.Winchester wove a story so captaivating, so lovely, and so heart wrenching so well that even though you see the signs you watch the decline you can’t look away. She handled the mental health aspect so well, the lead up to the tragedy and the aftermath that follows. Being in the military and being a suicide prevention coordinator myself I can say it’s honestly hard. Hard hearing someone you don’t know let alone someone you do feel like everyone will be better without them. And the aftermath when they do decide enough is crushing. you begin to wonder what you could have done differently how you could have saved them but the simple truth is unfortunately we can’t always save them. Our love, support and presence sometimes just isn’t enough but they know we were there that we cared and that we love them. Nash knew Lincoln loved him from the bottom of his heart and he loved him just the same but he was so tired, he was in so much pain and reading it oh goodness reading it had me crying in Addison DMs because my poor little heart was obliterated.
This is an incredible read but only read knowing you’ll be able to protect your mental health. I know I should go into a cozy read after this heartbreak ❤️🩹
October 13, 2025
Thank you A Winchester for providing me with an advance copy of Carry On. This book called to me, not only because it's an MM tragic love story, but because of the sensitive topics. A little more about me is that I used to work with individuals with serious mental illnesses (including SUD & PTSD), so when I saw the opportunity, I felt a call to sign up and give my honest review - willingly subjecting myself to the pain that in no way compares to the ongoing struggles for individuals in similar situations to Nash and Linc.
This is not a romance. It's a tragic love story. The difference? There is no happy ending.
genre: Fiction - MM Love Story
rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
📖abt the book:
*MM relationship
*Tragic love story
*No HEA
*Insta-attraction
*Strangers to lovers
*Marriage of Convenience
*Mental Health rep
*Suicide Awareness
🏍️my thoughts:
Holy fvcking sh!t guys. I am unwell. I asked to be destroyed and A mf delivered. I sobbed so many times and stayed up the rest of the night after I completed the book because of Carry On - and I don't regret it one bit. Books like these are important because they share awareness and remind us that our healthcare is sh!t and veterans suffer every mf day, often dealing with mental health problems as well as a high chance of becoming homeless due to a country that failed them.
The premise initially drew me in, but it was the characters who completely captivated me, holding my attention from the very first page. I quickly fell in love with Linc and Nash and could hardly put the book down—only setting it aside long enough to drive home from work. A did a stellar job balancing humor and pleasure with deeply emotional moments that made me want to cry and comfort these fictional men. Carry On reminded me exactly why I want to work in the counseling field—to support people who are struggling and help them feel seen.
My main issue with the book was Linc’s behavior toward Nash. While his reluctance to be a “punching bag” due to past trauma was understandable, he often came across as dismissive of Nash’s struggles—especially during the scenes with doctors who failed to truly listen to Nash. I felt Nash’s reactions in those moments were justified. It was frustrating that Linc later grew upset and questioned what he did wrong, even after admitting he’d sometimes dismissed Nash because he didn’t know how to handle things. Still, this was a minor flaw overall, as Linc ultimately did help Nash despite the outcome.
There are so many potential triggers in Carry On. As I've said, I absolutely love this book, but it left me emotionally wrecked. I’m torn about recommending it — I think everyone should read stories like this, but it’s also important to be mindful of your mental health and personal triggers before diving in.
This is not a romance. It's a tragic love story. The difference? There is no happy ending.
genre: Fiction - MM Love Story
rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
📖abt the book:
*MM relationship
*Tragic love story
*No HEA
*Insta-attraction
*Strangers to lovers
*Marriage of Convenience
*Mental Health rep
*Suicide Awareness
🏍️my thoughts:
Holy fvcking sh!t guys. I am unwell. I asked to be destroyed and A mf delivered. I sobbed so many times and stayed up the rest of the night after I completed the book because of Carry On - and I don't regret it one bit. Books like these are important because they share awareness and remind us that our healthcare is sh!t and veterans suffer every mf day, often dealing with mental health problems as well as a high chance of becoming homeless due to a country that failed them.
The premise initially drew me in, but it was the characters who completely captivated me, holding my attention from the very first page. I quickly fell in love with Linc and Nash and could hardly put the book down—only setting it aside long enough to drive home from work. A did a stellar job balancing humor and pleasure with deeply emotional moments that made me want to cry and comfort these fictional men. Carry On reminded me exactly why I want to work in the counseling field—to support people who are struggling and help them feel seen.
My main issue with the book was Linc’s behavior toward Nash. While his reluctance to be a “punching bag” due to past trauma was understandable, he often came across as dismissive of Nash’s struggles—especially during the scenes with doctors who failed to truly listen to Nash. I felt Nash’s reactions in those moments were justified. It was frustrating that Linc later grew upset and questioned what he did wrong, even after admitting he’d sometimes dismissed Nash because he didn’t know how to handle things. Still, this was a minor flaw overall, as Linc ultimately did help Nash despite the outcome.
There are so many potential triggers in Carry On. As I've said, I absolutely love this book, but it left me emotionally wrecked. I’m torn about recommending it — I think everyone should read stories like this, but it’s also important to be mindful of your mental health and personal triggers before diving in.
October 17, 2025
Carry On
A Winchester
Nash & Lincoln
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶🌶
Ends in tragedy
Heavy Mental Health
“Let me Love You”
2 broken men
Falls hard and fast
Marriage of convenience
Music as a love language
Mutually stalking one another
*THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE*
*IT ENDS IN TRAGEDY*
How do you review books like this?
I'm still sad after reading this.
This was so beautiful yet also so sad.
This truly was so beautiful, and every time I think of this book, of these men my eyes water.
Love is not enough. It's not even about that really. I really would, it was though.
Nash was facing a battle Lincoln couldn't win for him. Lincoln could not save him, no matter how much we wanted to.
Oh, my heart. I have tears streaming down my face writing this right now.
I am thankful Nash was able to experience joy, love and peace at times with Lincoln.
I am thankful Lincoln is not suffering anymore. 💔😭💔😭
The incredible times they had together, the mutual stalking lol, the music, the tie, the chocolate, just the hugs and cuddles. The spicy sweet smexy times. I’m sobbing while writing this.
My heart hurts for Lincoln in the aftermath, but I am also thankful he was able to have love and joy with Nash and meet Jay.
Their relationship started quickly. Insta lust fueled with Linc's desire to help.
They met years ago after Nash came back from the war. 10 years later they run into each other again. They decided to enter into a marriage of convenience in order to help Nash get medical insurance.
These beautiful broken men found a once in a lifetime love in each other. They made incredible memories. Moments of love, laughter and wild spicy times. Oh, my heart.
But also they both faced such a broken system in trying to help Nash, with his headaches but also his mental health.
While this book is heavy and so sad it was also beautiful and sweet to see these men fall in love against all odds.
The videos 😭💔
The songs 💔😭
What a heavy burden Nash was carrying. My oh my heart.
What an incredible book.
I'm so sad for both of them.
Both these men are survivors finding solace in one another. Lincoln's ability to put himself and his heart on the line again for Nash was everything.
They were so beautiful together. If I could have one thing, I’d just hug Lincoln.
I will literally remember Lincoln and Nash forever.
A Winchester did such an incredible job with their story. In every aspect she touched on was so genuine and incredible. It felt like I was living this with them.
This was so good. Even though the heartbreak and tears. This is an incredible and honest story of what so many people face.
I am glad Lincoln's true honest feelings were shared and didn't shy away from how he really felt at the situation.
I just, wow, what a great sad and beautiful book
Their story needed to be told ❤️
“That was the thing about grief, though: it was transformative in both an ugly and beautiful kind of way. No part of my life would ever be the same because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun.”
So thankful for this book
So thankful for this arc
A Winchester
Nash & Lincoln
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶🌶
Ends in tragedy
Heavy Mental Health
“Let me Love You”
2 broken men
Falls hard and fast
Marriage of convenience
Music as a love language
Mutually stalking one another
*THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE*
*IT ENDS IN TRAGEDY*
How do you review books like this?
I'm still sad after reading this.
This was so beautiful yet also so sad.
This truly was so beautiful, and every time I think of this book, of these men my eyes water.
Love is not enough. It's not even about that really. I really would, it was though.
Nash was facing a battle Lincoln couldn't win for him. Lincoln could not save him, no matter how much we wanted to.
Oh, my heart. I have tears streaming down my face writing this right now.
I am thankful Nash was able to experience joy, love and peace at times with Lincoln.
I am thankful Lincoln is not suffering anymore. 💔😭💔😭
The incredible times they had together, the mutual stalking lol, the music, the tie, the chocolate, just the hugs and cuddles. The spicy sweet smexy times. I’m sobbing while writing this.
My heart hurts for Lincoln in the aftermath, but I am also thankful he was able to have love and joy with Nash and meet Jay.
Their relationship started quickly. Insta lust fueled with Linc's desire to help.
They met years ago after Nash came back from the war. 10 years later they run into each other again. They decided to enter into a marriage of convenience in order to help Nash get medical insurance.
These beautiful broken men found a once in a lifetime love in each other. They made incredible memories. Moments of love, laughter and wild spicy times. Oh, my heart.
But also they both faced such a broken system in trying to help Nash, with his headaches but also his mental health.
While this book is heavy and so sad it was also beautiful and sweet to see these men fall in love against all odds.
The videos 😭💔
The songs 💔😭
What a heavy burden Nash was carrying. My oh my heart.
What an incredible book.
I'm so sad for both of them.
Both these men are survivors finding solace in one another. Lincoln's ability to put himself and his heart on the line again for Nash was everything.
They were so beautiful together. If I could have one thing, I’d just hug Lincoln.
I will literally remember Lincoln and Nash forever.
A Winchester did such an incredible job with their story. In every aspect she touched on was so genuine and incredible. It felt like I was living this with them.
This was so good. Even though the heartbreak and tears. This is an incredible and honest story of what so many people face.
I am glad Lincoln's true honest feelings were shared and didn't shy away from how he really felt at the situation.
I just, wow, what a great sad and beautiful book
Their story needed to be told ❤️
“That was the thing about grief, though: it was transformative in both an ugly and beautiful kind of way. No part of my life would ever be the same because I had loved and been loved by Nash Calhoun.”
So thankful for this book
So thankful for this arc
October 17, 2025
CARRY ON is equal parts tragic and beautiful. It’s emotional and is meant to make you FEEL. There’s love but there’s also loss. Right from the bat, Addison tells you what to expect, when to expect it, and that there’s no HEA. But it doesn’t make it any less hard to read / empathize when you get there. It’s soul crushing and it HURTS.
There’s so much to unpack from the book. So many important, and timely themes like mental health, socio-economic disparity, domestic abuse, the impacts of war, a broken “system,” and of course, love and healing.
Lincoln Cassidy first met Nash Calhoun when he was back home on spring break from law school. He lived in a small town and it was customary to welcome a soldier back home. That soldier with the beautiful green eyes and broken soul was Nash. Lincoln had big dreams and getting out of that small town.
Ten years later, he’s a successful defense attorney in Seattle, and never in his wildest dreams, did he think he would run into Nash, living in the streets. He was homeless, barely getting by making a little cash here and there by strumming his guitar. It was clear that Nash was broken; having dealt with war, survivor’s guilt, a TBI, and having been failed by the system. He’d rather be out on the streets than be one of “them.” And because of his prior TBI, he suffered from debilitating migraines.
Lincoln was in a position to help him, so with some gentle persuasion and encouragement, Nash agreed to move in with him and enter a marriage of convenience so that he could get better medical care.
In the short amount of time they were together, Lincoln deeply cared about Nash and his wellbeing. It was beautiful to see their strictly platonic relationship grow into love. I loved seeing Nash heal and be happy, but he couldn’t get the migraines and voices in his head to stop. He just wanted it all to stop. Sadly, the system kept failing him and love just wasn’t enough.
I know this but isn’t for everyone but it was for me. It will stick with me for a very long time. If you’re interested in reading it, please check TWs before reading because your mental health matters. 5⭐️
Thanks so much, Addison, for the #gifted book. All opinions are my own. 💕
There’s so much to unpack from the book. So many important, and timely themes like mental health, socio-economic disparity, domestic abuse, the impacts of war, a broken “system,” and of course, love and healing.
Lincoln Cassidy first met Nash Calhoun when he was back home on spring break from law school. He lived in a small town and it was customary to welcome a soldier back home. That soldier with the beautiful green eyes and broken soul was Nash. Lincoln had big dreams and getting out of that small town.
Ten years later, he’s a successful defense attorney in Seattle, and never in his wildest dreams, did he think he would run into Nash, living in the streets. He was homeless, barely getting by making a little cash here and there by strumming his guitar. It was clear that Nash was broken; having dealt with war, survivor’s guilt, a TBI, and having been failed by the system. He’d rather be out on the streets than be one of “them.” And because of his prior TBI, he suffered from debilitating migraines.
Lincoln was in a position to help him, so with some gentle persuasion and encouragement, Nash agreed to move in with him and enter a marriage of convenience so that he could get better medical care.
In the short amount of time they were together, Lincoln deeply cared about Nash and his wellbeing. It was beautiful to see their strictly platonic relationship grow into love. I loved seeing Nash heal and be happy, but he couldn’t get the migraines and voices in his head to stop. He just wanted it all to stop. Sadly, the system kept failing him and love just wasn’t enough.
I know this but isn’t for everyone but it was for me. It will stick with me for a very long time. If you’re interested in reading it, please check TWs before reading because your mental health matters. 5⭐️
Thanks so much, Addison, for the #gifted book. All opinions are my own. 💕
October 29, 2025
“I’ll see you later, Lucky”
All the stars in the world. Words aren’t enough to describe this book. Heartbreakingly beautiful and touching. But also my cheeks hurt from smiling so much while reading. The way this book makes you feel everything.
The author makes it clear from the beginning that this will not end in HEA, and we know what is going to happen. I tried to prepare myself for the end but still, I wasn't ready for it, not at all. No book has ever broken my heart in the same way or made me feel this much.
This book is beautiful, the main characters Nash and Lincoln are absolutely lovely, the plot is good and clear and keeps you hooked, there is top-tier banter, excellent spice, emotions ranging from one extreme to the other, good supporting characters. This book has everything I could want and more.
It's also wonderful that we get to read about Lincoln in the future -I can't wait. An absolutely fantastic book by A. Winchester.
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’ ”I’m just so fucking tired, Linc.”
”I know.”
He didn’t know. He couldn’t. No one understood. This darkness—this pain—it was my burden. No one else had to deal with it, and I was so goddamn tired of bearing that weight every day. The bed shifted slightly, and my blanket lifted. His arm wrapped around my lower chest, and he dragged my back against him. The warmth of his body was all-consuming and soothing. And how his embrace tightened… it was as if he was trying to hold me here. Like it’d help. Like he could anchor me here alongside him with such a simple gesture. I let him. Maybe I needed it too. I just didn’t have the heart to tell him that he couldn’t help me. Not really. No one could. ’
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”Lincoln was everything I needed and so much more… and that terrified me. He was the quiet my mind so desperately needed. He chased away the darkness. He was a drug more addictive than anything I’d ever come across, and one I needed more than air. I wanted to keep him as mine—cherish and protect him. I wanted to soothe all the little worries and fears he had. I wanted to be the reason for his smile and the reason he felt safe.”
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“For the first time in my life, I lived up to my namesake because of you… for the first time in my life, I was lucky.”
All the stars in the world. Words aren’t enough to describe this book. Heartbreakingly beautiful and touching. But also my cheeks hurt from smiling so much while reading. The way this book makes you feel everything.
The author makes it clear from the beginning that this will not end in HEA, and we know what is going to happen. I tried to prepare myself for the end but still, I wasn't ready for it, not at all. No book has ever broken my heart in the same way or made me feel this much.
This book is beautiful, the main characters Nash and Lincoln are absolutely lovely, the plot is good and clear and keeps you hooked, there is top-tier banter, excellent spice, emotions ranging from one extreme to the other, good supporting characters. This book has everything I could want and more.
It's also wonderful that we get to read about Lincoln in the future -I can't wait. An absolutely fantastic book by A. Winchester.
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’ ”I’m just so fucking tired, Linc.”
”I know.”
He didn’t know. He couldn’t. No one understood. This darkness—this pain—it was my burden. No one else had to deal with it, and I was so goddamn tired of bearing that weight every day. The bed shifted slightly, and my blanket lifted. His arm wrapped around my lower chest, and he dragged my back against him. The warmth of his body was all-consuming and soothing. And how his embrace tightened… it was as if he was trying to hold me here. Like it’d help. Like he could anchor me here alongside him with such a simple gesture. I let him. Maybe I needed it too. I just didn’t have the heart to tell him that he couldn’t help me. Not really. No one could. ’
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”Lincoln was everything I needed and so much more… and that terrified me. He was the quiet my mind so desperately needed. He chased away the darkness. He was a drug more addictive than anything I’d ever come across, and one I needed more than air. I wanted to keep him as mine—cherish and protect him. I wanted to soothe all the little worries and fears he had. I wanted to be the reason for his smile and the reason he felt safe.”
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“For the first time in my life, I lived up to my namesake because of you… for the first time in my life, I was lucky.”
October 9, 2025
I had to think and process how to review this book and do it justice, so here is goes.
This story will not be for everyone as it has no HEA but that does not detract from the absolute masterpiece it is. I have known and loved Winchester's way to make you fall so completely in love with her characters. They become so real and find their way into your heart before you even know it. Linc and Nash are no exception. You truly become a part of their world and all that entails. You feel their emotions jump right off the page and sink their hooks into your very soul. You feel their struggles, hopes, tears, love, and laughter with every page. The love that blossoms between Lincoln and Nash is a rare gift and was a true honor to experience. But for as much love was between them, you could slo feel the pull and strain the world brought onto Nash. You felt it like a weight on your chest. You knew in the fibers of your soul how hard Linc wanted him to fight, to be enough, to relieve Nash's burdens. Unfortunately, as the series title states, love doesn't cure all.
I mourned with Lincoln. I mourned for Nash. I cried like I had lost my own loved one. This story not only highlights the struggles that many men and women face everyday but also the battle their loved ones also fight. Beyond that this is a story of a world that is quick to chew up and spit out the people that fight for it. A story of broken systems and injustice for those around us. A story of how quickly men and woman are forgot after they risk their lives for our freedoms. I can only hope that if youread this story that next time you encounter someone struggling that you remember Lincoln and Nash. That you will be kind because we have no idea the battles people are truly fighting around us everyday.
I will carry this story in my heart forever. It has made an indelible mark on me and I am changed for the better for having read it. Winchester truly has a gift for writing stories that carry an impact.
Please read you trigger warnings and remember this is a love story with no HEA. This will not be for everyone and thats ok.
This story will not be for everyone as it has no HEA but that does not detract from the absolute masterpiece it is. I have known and loved Winchester's way to make you fall so completely in love with her characters. They become so real and find their way into your heart before you even know it. Linc and Nash are no exception. You truly become a part of their world and all that entails. You feel their emotions jump right off the page and sink their hooks into your very soul. You feel their struggles, hopes, tears, love, and laughter with every page. The love that blossoms between Lincoln and Nash is a rare gift and was a true honor to experience. But for as much love was between them, you could slo feel the pull and strain the world brought onto Nash. You felt it like a weight on your chest. You knew in the fibers of your soul how hard Linc wanted him to fight, to be enough, to relieve Nash's burdens. Unfortunately, as the series title states, love doesn't cure all.
I mourned with Lincoln. I mourned for Nash. I cried like I had lost my own loved one. This story not only highlights the struggles that many men and women face everyday but also the battle their loved ones also fight. Beyond that this is a story of a world that is quick to chew up and spit out the people that fight for it. A story of broken systems and injustice for those around us. A story of how quickly men and woman are forgot after they risk their lives for our freedoms. I can only hope that if youread this story that next time you encounter someone struggling that you remember Lincoln and Nash. That you will be kind because we have no idea the battles people are truly fighting around us everyday.
I will carry this story in my heart forever. It has made an indelible mark on me and I am changed for the better for having read it. Winchester truly has a gift for writing stories that carry an impact.
Please read you trigger warnings and remember this is a love story with no HEA. This will not be for everyone and thats ok.
October 14, 2025
Wow, this story—where do I even begin? It’s beautiful and heartbreaking, raw and deeply personal. Even more than all that, it's important.
A. Winchester wrote something that feels both tragic and necessary. This isn’t just a love story—it’s a story about pain, resilience, and the ways the system can fail those who’ve already given so much.
Nash’s battle with PTSD was devastating to witness. You could feel every piece of him being chipped away as he fought against something far bigger than himself—a system that kept knocking him down no matter how hard he tried to stand. And then there was Lincoln. Lincoln was his bright spot—someone who cared, who tried, and who didn’t look the other way. He showed Nash that he had the capacity for love, and in turn, Nash helped him overcome his own trauma and open his heart again. Unfortunately, sometimes love just isn’t enough. Their love story was beautifully tragic, and at the same time, exactly right. It was made of understanding and snark, chess moves and music, sunrises and sunsets. It will touch you forever.
This book isn’t easy. It’s not meant to be. It shines a painful light on mental illness, addiction, and the way the system continues to fail veterans who’ve already sacrificed everything. It forces you to look at what we too often ignore—to see how broken things are and to understand that real change is long overdue.
I don’t think I’ll ever be the same after reading this story—and honestly, that’s the point. Books like this are meant to move us, to make us uncomfortable, to remind us that complacency only allows the cycle to continue. For every Nash and Lincoln out there, we need to do better.
While everyone may not agree with me, I thought this book was beautifully written and told a story that needed telling in a way that gripped you by the heart. It was perfect, and I’m so thankful to have taken the journey and received the message. So, A. Winchester—thank you. Thank you for your words and your message. It couldn’t have been easy to tell.
*Please PLEASE check the trigger warnings before reading this story. It's important.*
A. Winchester wrote something that feels both tragic and necessary. This isn’t just a love story—it’s a story about pain, resilience, and the ways the system can fail those who’ve already given so much.
Nash’s battle with PTSD was devastating to witness. You could feel every piece of him being chipped away as he fought against something far bigger than himself—a system that kept knocking him down no matter how hard he tried to stand. And then there was Lincoln. Lincoln was his bright spot—someone who cared, who tried, and who didn’t look the other way. He showed Nash that he had the capacity for love, and in turn, Nash helped him overcome his own trauma and open his heart again. Unfortunately, sometimes love just isn’t enough. Their love story was beautifully tragic, and at the same time, exactly right. It was made of understanding and snark, chess moves and music, sunrises and sunsets. It will touch you forever.
This book isn’t easy. It’s not meant to be. It shines a painful light on mental illness, addiction, and the way the system continues to fail veterans who’ve already sacrificed everything. It forces you to look at what we too often ignore—to see how broken things are and to understand that real change is long overdue.
I don’t think I’ll ever be the same after reading this story—and honestly, that’s the point. Books like this are meant to move us, to make us uncomfortable, to remind us that complacency only allows the cycle to continue. For every Nash and Lincoln out there, we need to do better.
While everyone may not agree with me, I thought this book was beautifully written and told a story that needed telling in a way that gripped you by the heart. It was perfect, and I’m so thankful to have taken the journey and received the message. So, A. Winchester—thank you. Thank you for your words and your message. It couldn’t have been easy to tell.
*Please PLEASE check the trigger warnings before reading this story. It's important.*
October 7, 2025
"We were both forces of nature— wild and raging storms full of darkness and uncertainty. But right here, where we collided, the calm took over. We weren’t struggling to find our way. We weren’t struggling to survive. We simply existed… two broken souls finding solace in one another."
These two. Gods I don't even know where to begin with this review. I ugly cried.. like tears, snot all of it. I don't know if a book has ever made me feel this way before. The way Addison handled Nash's struggles was so carefully and thoughtfully done. Throughout this book we get to see and hear Nash's inner monologue—who is the real antagonist to this story and you can't help but hurt for him.. especially when you know Lincoln's thoughts and they couldn't be more oppositional if they tried and I think it's safe to say that goes for most people that meet him.. Nash is such a beautiful soul.
The instalust and intrigue is pretty well immediate but the slow burn to the love was worth all the heartache this story will give you. Lincoln's resistance to any form of relationship due to his past and his own struggles in accepting his love of Nash — Felonies, NOT relationships. Ugh.. yeah these two broke me. I know I have so much more I want to say I'm regards to this but I just can't find the words right now.
“Loving someone is an honor, but to be loved in return should never be the expectation for the words,” he said. “Everyone feels it differently, and everyone should say it when they’re ready. I just want you to know how I feel."
Thank you Addison for the opportunity to read this story.
Please note this book is a romantic tragedy.. that means there is not a HEA..and while I know not everyone is a fan of NON-HEA stories I do hope you'll give this book a chance. The love these two had for one another was worth all the pain.
"It was one thing to know that I loved him, but something completely different to know that I was loved in return."
These two. Gods I don't even know where to begin with this review. I ugly cried.. like tears, snot all of it. I don't know if a book has ever made me feel this way before. The way Addison handled Nash's struggles was so carefully and thoughtfully done. Throughout this book we get to see and hear Nash's inner monologue—who is the real antagonist to this story and you can't help but hurt for him.. especially when you know Lincoln's thoughts and they couldn't be more oppositional if they tried and I think it's safe to say that goes for most people that meet him.. Nash is such a beautiful soul.
The instalust and intrigue is pretty well immediate but the slow burn to the love was worth all the heartache this story will give you. Lincoln's resistance to any form of relationship due to his past and his own struggles in accepting his love of Nash — Felonies, NOT relationships. Ugh.. yeah these two broke me. I know I have so much more I want to say I'm regards to this but I just can't find the words right now.
“Loving someone is an honor, but to be loved in return should never be the expectation for the words,” he said. “Everyone feels it differently, and everyone should say it when they’re ready. I just want you to know how I feel."
Thank you Addison for the opportunity to read this story.
Please note this book is a romantic tragedy.. that means there is not a HEA..and while I know not everyone is a fan of NON-HEA stories I do hope you'll give this book a chance. The love these two had for one another was worth all the pain.
"It was one thing to know that I loved him, but something completely different to know that I was loved in return."
September 29, 2025
Carry on by A.Winchester arc review 🖤
*Tragic Ending – No HEA, please take the TWs seriously as your mental health matters.**
Rating: ♾️💫 (all the stars in the world)
Spice: 🌶️🌶️
Emotion: 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧
Characters: Nash and Lincoln
Tropes: hurt/comfort, afraid to commit, protective hero, sex as a vide, tortured hero, The Rich & The Poor, Heavy Mental Health Elements
Review: I don’t think I will ever have the words to fully describe this book. Because this was one of the most beautiful, wonderful and an absolute masterpiece. This was my first A Winchester book and I know I will be reading more. I loved this book with my whole heart. It was everything. I still cry days after reading it. I broke my heart in the best way!
Lincoln- aw my baby I loved him so much. A beautiful survivor. He deserved the world. He had such a beautiful soul. his ability to love unconditionally and his strength (both personal and for Nash) was just everything. He had been broken by someone in the past but opened his heart for Nash
Nash- oh my sweet baby. Nash was one of the most amazing beautiful characters I’ve ever read. He had a broken soul and to read his story had me SOBBING. His ending broke my heart. Everything became too much for him and that hurt so much. Nash shows that the mind can be so damaging. And how the health system is ruined. He didn’t deserve the hand he was given. He deserved the love he got from Lincoln. I felt connected to Nash on another level with having my own experiences
A Winchester really did her research for this book, she took care and consideration when mental health was involved, for that I thank her so much, I also thank her so much for the most beautiful novel. The time they had together was just agh everything. It was such a captivating novel.
*Tragic Ending – No HEA, please take the TWs seriously as your mental health matters.**
Rating: ♾️💫 (all the stars in the world)
Spice: 🌶️🌶️
Emotion: 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧
Characters: Nash and Lincoln
Tropes: hurt/comfort, afraid to commit, protective hero, sex as a vide, tortured hero, The Rich & The Poor, Heavy Mental Health Elements
Review: I don’t think I will ever have the words to fully describe this book. Because this was one of the most beautiful, wonderful and an absolute masterpiece. This was my first A Winchester book and I know I will be reading more. I loved this book with my whole heart. It was everything. I still cry days after reading it. I broke my heart in the best way!
Lincoln- aw my baby I loved him so much. A beautiful survivor. He deserved the world. He had such a beautiful soul. his ability to love unconditionally and his strength (both personal and for Nash) was just everything. He had been broken by someone in the past but opened his heart for Nash
Nash- oh my sweet baby. Nash was one of the most amazing beautiful characters I’ve ever read. He had a broken soul and to read his story had me SOBBING. His ending broke my heart. Everything became too much for him and that hurt so much. Nash shows that the mind can be so damaging. And how the health system is ruined. He didn’t deserve the hand he was given. He deserved the love he got from Lincoln. I felt connected to Nash on another level with having my own experiences
A Winchester really did her research for this book, she took care and consideration when mental health was involved, for that I thank her so much, I also thank her so much for the most beautiful novel. The time they had together was just agh everything. It was such a captivating novel.
November 25, 2025
Carry On is an emotionally heavy and deeply impactful read. Even though I knew what was coming, knowing did nothing to quell the emotional onslaught this book brings. Still, it is so much more than the tragic ending, and I would 100% read it again. *This book does not have a HEA, and it ends in tragedy. Please read the content warnings*
It is very easy to love Linc and Nash, making this story all the more heartbreaking. Nash is such a sweet, gentle soul and it was so hard to see how much his mental and physical pain impacted him. Linc is a force full of love, understanding, and thoughtfulness, and I adored the way he loved and supported Nash through it all. Their story is not an easy one, but their love is absolutely beautiful.
I also adored Dean and his friendship with Lincoln. I am hoping we will get to hear his story in the future, too, though I know it will be another painful one.
Beyond the tragedy, and even beyond the story of budding love between Lincoln and Nash, this book is also a call for advocacy and awareness. There are so many things that Lincoln and Nash go through that are not talked about enough, or that need better resources and systems in place to help. Men’s mental health, Veteran’s mental and physical health, homelessness and resources/healthcare for those experiencing it, intimate partner violence (especially against men), and even “invisible” debilitating and chronic conditions like migraines. The level of care, support, and understanding available for each of these needs a whole lot of work.
I always appreciate the raw and very real representation of mental health and other struggles that author A. Winchester provides through their writing. Even though it can be painful, I appreciate the honest portrayal of the struggles many people face daily.
I received an ARC, and all thoughts are my own.
It is very easy to love Linc and Nash, making this story all the more heartbreaking. Nash is such a sweet, gentle soul and it was so hard to see how much his mental and physical pain impacted him. Linc is a force full of love, understanding, and thoughtfulness, and I adored the way he loved and supported Nash through it all. Their story is not an easy one, but their love is absolutely beautiful.
I also adored Dean and his friendship with Lincoln. I am hoping we will get to hear his story in the future, too, though I know it will be another painful one.
Beyond the tragedy, and even beyond the story of budding love between Lincoln and Nash, this book is also a call for advocacy and awareness. There are so many things that Lincoln and Nash go through that are not talked about enough, or that need better resources and systems in place to help. Men’s mental health, Veteran’s mental and physical health, homelessness and resources/healthcare for those experiencing it, intimate partner violence (especially against men), and even “invisible” debilitating and chronic conditions like migraines. The level of care, support, and understanding available for each of these needs a whole lot of work.
I always appreciate the raw and very real representation of mental health and other struggles that author A. Winchester provides through their writing. Even though it can be painful, I appreciate the honest portrayal of the struggles many people face daily.
I received an ARC, and all thoughts are my own.
September 19, 2025
I dont even know where to start with this book. Addison Winchester knocked this book out of the park. This book has moved up to one of my favorite books and the author is one of my auto by authors. I have not read one book from her that I did not LOVE!
This book will bring all the emotions out of you. You will cry, scream, and laugh.
Yes it does end in tragedy but the author's writing had me so connected with the characters that I could not put it down. Nash stole my heart from the very beginning of the book. I felt his heart ache, his troubles, his demons through Addison’s writing. I wanted to wrap him up and never let him go. The shit he had to go through after serving for our country is just plain sickening, but the sad thing is our veterans are actually going through all this in real life. Then we have Lincoln come in and try to save him and after handing over his heart he gets destroyed in the end. Lincoln also stole my heart because he tried all he could to save Nash, but unfortunately he couldn't. I was reading this book and didn't even realize I was crying. I was just so into this book. I am so happy that Nash got a few months of Lincoln in his life before it was over. So he left this world with love for Lincoln in his heart. This book will hurt your heart but Addison’s writing is truly excellent.
I recommend this 5 Star book, but please please make sure you read the trigger warning's going in.
This book will bring all the emotions out of you. You will cry, scream, and laugh.
Yes it does end in tragedy but the author's writing had me so connected with the characters that I could not put it down. Nash stole my heart from the very beginning of the book. I felt his heart ache, his troubles, his demons through Addison’s writing. I wanted to wrap him up and never let him go. The shit he had to go through after serving for our country is just plain sickening, but the sad thing is our veterans are actually going through all this in real life. Then we have Lincoln come in and try to save him and after handing over his heart he gets destroyed in the end. Lincoln also stole my heart because he tried all he could to save Nash, but unfortunately he couldn't. I was reading this book and didn't even realize I was crying. I was just so into this book. I am so happy that Nash got a few months of Lincoln in his life before it was over. So he left this world with love for Lincoln in his heart. This book will hurt your heart but Addison’s writing is truly excellent.
I recommend this 5 Star book, but please please make sure you read the trigger warning's going in.
October 26, 2025
A Hauntingly Beautiful Story of Love, Loss, and the Fight to Survive
Carry On by A. Winchester is one of the most beautifully written yet devastating books I’ve ever read. It shines a raw and unflinching light on PTSD, the impossible battles veterans face when seeking mental health or medical care, and how heartbreakingly easy it is to slip through the cracks of a broken system. So many end up homeless—not because they’ve given up, but because they’re exhausted from fighting their own demons and the world at the same time.
Lincoln and Nash’s (Lucky) story tore me apart. Two men, both broken by life, finding solace in each other even when love alone isn’t enough to heal what’s inside. My heart ached for Lincoln—the guilt, the loss, the desperate wish to have saved Nash. And Nash… his pain felt so real. He fought daily, even on the good days, until he simply couldn’t anymore. And in that final decision, as painful as it was, he finally found peace from his demons.
This story touched me deeply, not just because of my own struggles, but because of what I see every day while training service dogs for people fighting similar battles. Carry On isn’t just a book—it’s a mirror held up to the silent wars so many face. A. Winchester gave those struggles a voice, and it’s one I won’t forget.
Note: This is a standalone tragedy romance—there’s no HEA—but it’s a powerful, necessary story that deserves to be read.
Carry On by A. Winchester is one of the most beautifully written yet devastating books I’ve ever read. It shines a raw and unflinching light on PTSD, the impossible battles veterans face when seeking mental health or medical care, and how heartbreakingly easy it is to slip through the cracks of a broken system. So many end up homeless—not because they’ve given up, but because they’re exhausted from fighting their own demons and the world at the same time.
Lincoln and Nash’s (Lucky) story tore me apart. Two men, both broken by life, finding solace in each other even when love alone isn’t enough to heal what’s inside. My heart ached for Lincoln—the guilt, the loss, the desperate wish to have saved Nash. And Nash… his pain felt so real. He fought daily, even on the good days, until he simply couldn’t anymore. And in that final decision, as painful as it was, he finally found peace from his demons.
This story touched me deeply, not just because of my own struggles, but because of what I see every day while training service dogs for people fighting similar battles. Carry On isn’t just a book—it’s a mirror held up to the silent wars so many face. A. Winchester gave those struggles a voice, and it’s one I won’t forget.
Note: This is a standalone tragedy romance—there’s no HEA—but it’s a powerful, necessary story that deserves to be read.
October 1, 2025
⚠️ CW: This is a NO HEA story.
This has probably been one of the most beautiful and heartbreaking love stories I’ve ever read. It made me laugh, cry, and ache deeply for these characters. From the very beginning, you can’t help but fall for Nash—his little heart of gold hidden beneath all his pain and struggles. And then comes Lincoln, slowly revealing that innate kindness, that capacity for love, and when his own suffering comes to light, you only love him more.
The connection between them feels so raw and real—sometimes messy, sometimes tender. There are moments of joy, moments of deep sadness, and the constant weight of their inner struggles. Watching them fall in love despite it all is both devastating and beautiful.
It’s incredibly hard to witness how someone can reach the point of not wanting to live anymore, crushed by pain and a system that doesn’t help. It breaks your heart.
A. Winchester has written this story with such beauty, honesty, and emotional depth. It’s unforgettable, and I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to put these words on paper.
✨ I’d recommend this book to anyone ready for a story that will stay with you long after you turn the last page.
This has probably been one of the most beautiful and heartbreaking love stories I’ve ever read. It made me laugh, cry, and ache deeply for these characters. From the very beginning, you can’t help but fall for Nash—his little heart of gold hidden beneath all his pain and struggles. And then comes Lincoln, slowly revealing that innate kindness, that capacity for love, and when his own suffering comes to light, you only love him more.
The connection between them feels so raw and real—sometimes messy, sometimes tender. There are moments of joy, moments of deep sadness, and the constant weight of their inner struggles. Watching them fall in love despite it all is both devastating and beautiful.
It’s incredibly hard to witness how someone can reach the point of not wanting to live anymore, crushed by pain and a system that doesn’t help. It breaks your heart.
A. Winchester has written this story with such beauty, honesty, and emotional depth. It’s unforgettable, and I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to put these words on paper.
✨ I’d recommend this book to anyone ready for a story that will stay with you long after you turn the last page.
October 9, 2025
Damn. That's it. That's my mental state right now. This book put you through it. It is not for the faint of heart. Definitely, without a doubt, read the content and trigger warnings. This IS NOT a happily ever after. This is a story of pain, suffering, a completely broken system that fails our veterans (and let's face it everyone). It will make you uncomfortable, it'll make you raging mad, it'll have you in tears. There is no sugar coating in this book. I hate to use the word but, it's is the most beautifully honest book you will find. It hurts. It's uncomfortable. It was hands down one of the best books I've read all year, actually possibly ever. Nash, deserved so much better out of life. Witnessing him get one small sliver of happiness before the end was bittersweet. Linc... Sweet, amazing Linc. My heart will forever hurt for him. He fought so hard for Nash. Lastly, thank you Addison for page 148 (at least that's what it is on my arc copy..So if it's different in the final copy or physical book the end of Chapter 31) what Linc expressed to Nash is not spoken about nearly enough. It is not believed, it is not brought to light, and it is not handled properly enough. So thank you for giving something that shouldn't need a voice just that. Hats off to you!
October 19, 2025
**check your triggers**
And here I’m starting to tear up just trying to write anything about these two. Knowing full well A Winshester writes sometimes tragic sometimes wholesome stories all with a side of mental health awareness this took me by informed surprise. Carry On is a story that will stick with me for a very long time.
Nash “Lucky” is a musician, a vet, a man who went through so so much serving and stateside and the system designed to help him failed him in the end. Lincoln is a damn good lawyer, a man who survived abuse and came out fighting, a man who will do anything for the people he loves. Including brining home a near stranger he met once a lifetime ago and trying to help him as best he could, felony aside. These two fought so damn hard for each other throughout the whole story, only Love Doesn’t Cure All…
Spice level: 3.5 (cuz CO)
Be prepared to cry, so grab your emotional support anything, a box of tissues and don’t read while in public cuz tears!!!
Thank you A Winchester for letting us into the world you have created. Ready for the next chapter in the world of LDCA.
And here I’m starting to tear up just trying to write anything about these two. Knowing full well A Winshester writes sometimes tragic sometimes wholesome stories all with a side of mental health awareness this took me by informed surprise. Carry On is a story that will stick with me for a very long time.
Nash “Lucky” is a musician, a vet, a man who went through so so much serving and stateside and the system designed to help him failed him in the end. Lincoln is a damn good lawyer, a man who survived abuse and came out fighting, a man who will do anything for the people he loves. Including brining home a near stranger he met once a lifetime ago and trying to help him as best he could, felony aside. These two fought so damn hard for each other throughout the whole story, only Love Doesn’t Cure All…
Spice level: 3.5 (cuz CO)
Be prepared to cry, so grab your emotional support anything, a box of tissues and don’t read while in public cuz tears!!!
Thank you A Winchester for letting us into the world you have created. Ready for the next chapter in the world of LDCA.
October 6, 2025
This book is by far my best read of 2025. It broke my emotional rollercoaster. Lincoln and Nash are so beautifully written. Addison is a true word composer, making me see, feel, and ultimately really look at some pretty intense emotions that oftentimes are left unspoken but so immensely felt.
Nash's path in this book has the reader in me hoping for the HEA he so truly deserves but reality isn't always so pretty and this book addresses the very real struggle of mental health and lack of adequate help available to our Veterans. The story told is that of a young man who goes off to war and returns with more trauma than he knows how to deal with and when things get too much the way the system fails those who sacrificed and continue to give up of themselves well after their commitment has been fulfilled.
Lincoln is battered and bruised and a compassionate lawyer who despite all his best intentions falls for the man he ultimately just wanted to give a better chance at life. He has the means and heart that wants to help but realizes that he can only do so much.
While this book does not have a HEA, it will be one of the old faithful books that I will read over and over again, wishing I could read it for the first time again. It took me for an emotional ride that left me raw and so invested in the story that I can't wait to read it again.
Please please check trigger and content warnings. This book is heavy with trauma and the effects of PTSD on the negative side. Keep the tissues handy because it gets heavy early.
Nash's path in this book has the reader in me hoping for the HEA he so truly deserves but reality isn't always so pretty and this book addresses the very real struggle of mental health and lack of adequate help available to our Veterans. The story told is that of a young man who goes off to war and returns with more trauma than he knows how to deal with and when things get too much the way the system fails those who sacrificed and continue to give up of themselves well after their commitment has been fulfilled.
Lincoln is battered and bruised and a compassionate lawyer who despite all his best intentions falls for the man he ultimately just wanted to give a better chance at life. He has the means and heart that wants to help but realizes that he can only do so much.
While this book does not have a HEA, it will be one of the old faithful books that I will read over and over again, wishing I could read it for the first time again. It took me for an emotional ride that left me raw and so invested in the story that I can't wait to read it again.
Please please check trigger and content warnings. This book is heavy with trauma and the effects of PTSD on the negative side. Keep the tissues handy because it gets heavy early.
October 17, 2025
🚨CONTENT WARNING THIS BOOK DOES NOT HAVE A HEA🚨
1000000/10 and to be completely honest that’s not enough for the profection that is this book. This was the most devastating and beautiful story I have ever read. A. Winchester did an amazing job giving readers a love story while also shining light on the harsh realities of PTSD (specifically centered around military), mental health, treatment of veterans, and a broken health care system.
I knew going into this book that it was going to hit close to home and the outcome of Nash and Lincoln’s love story was going to break my heart into pieces, and let me tell you the journey was worth the heartbreak. There are so many character dynamics that make this book beautiful but the dynamic between Nash and Lincoln was top tier and you feel it from their very first interaction.
This book seriously made me feel every very real and raw emotion portrayed and will stick with me forever. I will forever love Nash and Lincoln and their story will always hold a special place in my heart.
1000000/10 and to be completely honest that’s not enough for the profection that is this book. This was the most devastating and beautiful story I have ever read. A. Winchester did an amazing job giving readers a love story while also shining light on the harsh realities of PTSD (specifically centered around military), mental health, treatment of veterans, and a broken health care system.
I knew going into this book that it was going to hit close to home and the outcome of Nash and Lincoln’s love story was going to break my heart into pieces, and let me tell you the journey was worth the heartbreak. There are so many character dynamics that make this book beautiful but the dynamic between Nash and Lincoln was top tier and you feel it from their very first interaction.
This book seriously made me feel every very real and raw emotion portrayed and will stick with me forever. I will forever love Nash and Lincoln and their story will always hold a special place in my heart.
October 20, 2025
This is probably one of the best books I have ever read. One that will hit you so hard and have you in feelings that you have buried so deep. I knew what I was getting into before reading so I tried to mentally prepare myself for it. But there is no preparing yourself for this. It’s so fucking heartbreaking. This book hurt. It hurt so freaking bad and I cried so hard throughout the whole book. It was so well written. So many quotes that will forever live rent free in my head. I feel like I’m just rambling now. But I’m truly at a loss of words. This book is perfect. From beginning to end. Even though it’s sad and heartbreaking. But it’s real. It’s so fucking real. If you’re looking for a HEA this book is not for you. There is NO HEA! But if you’re looking for a book that will wreck your soul? This is the book for you.
October 3, 2025
Book: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️.5 (and gaaaawwwwdddd damn 👀)
✨ Nash Calhoun - this man deserves all the good his mind isn’t letting him believe he is worth of.
✨ Lincoln Cassidy - this man is strong willed and persistent as hell with all aspects of his life; I adore this man.
✨ To start, this book will forever be a part of my soul.
✨Lincoln and Nash feed off each other in a way they haven’t experienced with anyone else. They are both what each other needed when they didn’t even know it. Lincoln shows Nash how he deserves to be loved and treated; Nash shows Lincoln that some struggles can’t be solved. But as much as Lincoln worries about, cares about, and loves Nash, it’s not enough to silence the loud thoughts in Nash’s head. This whole story is devastatingly sad but so worth it.
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️.5 (and gaaaawwwwdddd damn 👀)
✨ Nash Calhoun - this man deserves all the good his mind isn’t letting him believe he is worth of.
✨ Lincoln Cassidy - this man is strong willed and persistent as hell with all aspects of his life; I adore this man.
✨ To start, this book will forever be a part of my soul.
✨Lincoln and Nash feed off each other in a way they haven’t experienced with anyone else. They are both what each other needed when they didn’t even know it. Lincoln shows Nash how he deserves to be loved and treated; Nash shows Lincoln that some struggles can’t be solved. But as much as Lincoln worries about, cares about, and loves Nash, it’s not enough to silence the loud thoughts in Nash’s head. This whole story is devastatingly sad but so worth it.
October 31, 2025
If you’re expecting an HEA do not read this book, this book ends in tragedy.
Even though going into this book I knew it was not ending in an HEA, I was still rooting for these characters to come out the other side. I full on ugly sobbed through this book. It was so beautifully written and also devastating.
My heart hurt so much for Nash through this entire book, he fought so hard and for so long.
What started as a marriage of convenience turned into so much more and I am absolutely devastated that Nash and Lincoln will never get their HEA, as I like to believe they would have had such an amazing life together.
Love doesn’t cure all and sometimes the battle of your own mind is too great.
Read this book with caution.
Even though going into this book I knew it was not ending in an HEA, I was still rooting for these characters to come out the other side. I full on ugly sobbed through this book. It was so beautifully written and also devastating.
My heart hurt so much for Nash through this entire book, he fought so hard and for so long.
What started as a marriage of convenience turned into so much more and I am absolutely devastated that Nash and Lincoln will never get their HEA, as I like to believe they would have had such an amazing life together.
Love doesn’t cure all and sometimes the battle of your own mind is too great.
Read this book with caution.
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