VISITING
A single minute of unclouded freedom from care
He swept his eyes over the scene
Your own laws are the only ones applicable to you
It had been impossible for a person not become aware of certain things — albeit involuntarily
Anyone who said any different was lying
That wasn’t the right word for it, yet this wasn’t the place for being modest, so was it all right for him to speak instead about duty — the agonizing duty of knowledge
One had certain thoughts — one can't help it
And although those thoughts don’t stem from yourself
His eyes burning with a strange light, his voice switching to a whisper
The possibility, you catch my drift? Nothing else, the mere possibility
And that what happens just once, to just one person, has now transcended the frontiers of the possible, is now a law of reality
Our constant anguish feed if we did not all feel we had a small part in universal evil
He flashed a wryly meditative grin
Time is dangerous enemy
A minute of silence arose — almost an awkward silence, one might say
A straight question deserves a straight answer
You're getting trapped in strange contradictions
A sense of duty in the wider sense is a trap
Her eyes — at other times a familiar mirror — were filled with anxious questioning
TURNING POINT
FIRST TRACES
DIALOGUE IN THE SQUARE
Was that really what it was, the town? They came to houses, clusters of houses, later on regular streets
Everything was perfect, like an optical illusion
Everything was revealed, and nevertheless everything resisted
Everything was there ought to be there
Everything was nevertheless false, different from how it ought to be
All of a sudden, the town had begun to speak
Details to be hidden in the guise of the timelessness that had been conjured up for them and of this fleeting present
No doubt about it — that was the color
In that brightness of light — this color too was timeless
This too made tangible only by a mundane moment
A totally different moment that nevertheless could only have been hit upon in the merciless grip of this deceptive present
For which momentarily no congruence of the map, no reconciliation of the grand total on the inventory of items, could provide requisite proof
Its decorations, streets, buildings, and ornaments were submerged in time
The mask of eternity had fallen away from them, and on display was its momentariness
DISORIENTATION
THE GATE
Expectations builds on monotony, the risk was of going to pieces
I made a mistake. I don’t know which way we should go
We'll ask someone
Stealing the magic of simple things in this absurd suggestion with her smile
Tourists were like ants, diligently carrying off the significance of things, crumb by crumb
Her figure was already made smaller by the distance and the immeasurable perspective of the emptiness down below
That was precisely the question that was supposed to be heard, and melting away just as feebly in the space
Yet multiplied in the same way from the echo as if — yes — that question was not even his
She has simply shouted it out, thereby, as it were, breathing life into the mute souls of each and every question
ASTONISHMENT
INSPECTION
HOSTELRY
He himself would lay down the law on his desk
He alone would answer for his mistakes and his results
His voice was echoing over the scene
His words were capable of breaking through floodgates
Nothing at all that was supposed to be here was here
This place was not what it was either, just his own stubborn obsession
He himself was not who he was
His mission was an error
Space, time the ground beneath his feet — nothing was true
Only this irresistible impulse, constantly assailing every sensory organ
THE PALM COURT
THE VEILED WOMAN
He had to protect his secret, the responsibility — this consuming emptiness
There's no such thing as chance. Only injustice
RUSH HOUR
Cheating and lies set in blank verse
His knowledge was futile, his truth was indivisible
ANNOYANCES
CONFRONTATIONS
UNMASKING
RECKONING
Had he wanted definite evidence of his questionable existence?
This fact was now staring with such stark clarity, like this spacious landscape and endless highway in the hard sunlight
This was what he wanted — to make a splash with his presence, advertise his superiority
Celebrate the triumph of his existence in front of these mute and powerless things
AT THE STATION
He caught himself immersed in a rough computation of expenditures on the sea voyage that would be starting the next day