I received an eARC from NetGalley through Victoria Editing NetGalley Co-op, and this is my honest review.
- 2️⃣ dual POV
- repressed memories slowly recovered 😶🌫️
- 🫣hidden identity, prophecies, and destiny
- blunt MFC 💪🏻
- “did he touch you?” And “which hand did he touch you with?” Moment 🤓 🖐️
- 👅 licking wounds
- variety of creatures 🐺🧛♀️🧙including a unique twist about vampyrs 🐦⬛
- 😘 f**k it moment
- knife play 🔪
- ⁉️ mystery
- found family🏡
This felt like a blend of I Am Number Four and The Mortal Instruments. Then, throw in some Direbound licking to heal wounds… LOVED IT! 😍 Despite these similarities, there was a unique plot and story!
I didn’t realize this book was about an 18-year-old still in high school (she doesn’t stay in high school long). She immediately described herself as more mature, which I agreed. However, at times, that less mature, emotionally driven, dramatic approach you would expect of a teenager would shine through. Other wise, she was assertive, stood up for herself, pushed back, and defended herself, ALL WHILE she understood when to compromise, not say anything, and listen when needed (not pushing back). She could read the context and situation, using her intelligence to take the next best step. Finally an author who doesn’t write an unintelligent always impulsive woman!
And holy crap, this was the first MFC where multiple people warned her to stay in her bedroom and not go out due to the dangers that specifically were occurring that night, and she listened!!! FINALLY!!!! An MFC who was intelligent and understood that she did not know the world or the creatures that could harm her, so she actually listened to those who knew better. Can I say it again: FINALLY! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Also, something I really loved was that this MFC wasn’t scared of violent justice or trying to get the MMC to calm down when he was hurting the man who just attacked her. She found the revenge he sought on her behalf as beautiful and she did not judge him. I just finished a book where the MFC got mad at the MMC for killing the man who kidnapped them and almost sexually assaulted her. She wanted to call the doctor because the MMC hurt their kidnapper. 🤮 This book’s MFC was so refreshing, especially from the last book I read. I have been getting tired of MFC‘s trying to change the MMC‘s to be less violent and seek justice in a less violent way now that the MFC has entered the MMC’s life. Or the MFC having some righteous view and demanding everyone follow that view. This book DOES NOT have that and I LOVED IT!
Another aspect of this MFC that I really liked was how flexible and adaptable she was. The author did an excellent job creating a background story to support these characteristics within the MFC. Specifically, the MFC was raised by a trucker, free spirit father who moved them around the United States quite frequently. She got used to having to move, live in a new home, and adjust to a new school with new people. Therefore, when she had to move by herself to this other realm and figure things out with new people, she quickly radically accepted it and started adjusting. Other books don’t do such a great job creating a backstory to support characteristics such as flexibility and adaptability to allow for an MC to adjust as quickly. Often times, us readers are surprised that a character who is more rigid just all of a sudden adjusted to a new world with no familiar people without any problems. That is not the case in this story because, again, the author did an excellent job creating a background narrative that explains why the MFC could radically accept her situation and move forward sooner than typical, as she had to do it so many times before. At the 25% mark, she states “I have no choice but to accept this new reality, and maybe, just maybe, find a way to make it my own.” I loved her attitude and use of her past adjustment skills to adjust to this current situation. She was able to radically accept that she did not have control over the fact that she had to stay in the new realm and train, but she could control her attitude and choice to move forward and make something of it. So healthy and, again, I will say I LOVED IT!!!
The MMC: he’s this complex, traumatized man who uses a wall/mask to keep everyone at an arm’s length. His father continues to actively abuse him, both emotionally and physically. Because of this, his emotions and heart a frozen. Of course, he acts like a jerk right away, and then again because he’s scared of his feelings and hurting her, but then finally gives in. He’s got a lot of kinks and leans into exploring the MFC’s and his kinks 😉. He is the perfect match for the MFC, finding her assertively aggressive approach, matching well with his. Although he was initially very cold and pushed her away, he was still incredibly supportive of her. His character growth was amazing. To see him stand up for himself and those he loved was so awesome.
I got soooo mad when the MFC was vulnerable and the MMC ruined it by pushing her away due to his insecurities. Finally, the MMC started to be vulnerable by sharing details about his crappy abusive dad and the MFC ruined it with her insecurities and pushed him away. Ugh, the author did such an excellent job provoking strong emotion from me. Then, eventually, the MFC stands up for the MMC to his abusive dad (the general), triggering the Dad to almost hit the MFC, which then triggered the MMC to stand up to his dad. This moment of finding oneself and standing up for those you love, even against those in power and are family, was beautiful and I felt such a strong sense of justice. Then, when the MFC turns around, smiles, and winks at the MMC‘s dad, I was so happy! GET IT MFC!! Again, great job writing a book that provoked such a range of emotions in me.
As I mentioned, the MC’s were a perfect couple together. So many of their traits overlapped with each other, well at the exact same time several of their characteristics balanced each other out. The author did an excellent job creating a backstory to help explain why, when they met, they had an immediate attraction. The backstory also explained why they continued to have this connection, even though they didn’t “know each other” well yet. Many books just have this immediate connection between the MCs and the reason for this is not well explained, other than it being physical. Again, this author did a great job explaining why they would feel connected (revealed later in the book it’s revealed).
Now, let’s talk about the MMC’s best friend, Wyll. He was such a fun addition to the story. He had features of Carrion from Quicksilver. Fun, witty, flirty, and doing whatever he can to antagonize the MMC, including flirting with the MFC. The MMC’s other best friend was also unique and he added a lot to the dynamic of the three found brothers. The MFC also had and made amazing friends that were unique and loyal. I loved how the MFC was able to blend her old world with her new world when she found her friend Vanessa and could bring her to the magical world. Overall, the found family in this book was beautiful.
The writing provides so much depth to the characters, relationships, trauma, histories, storyline, and overarching plot. The author took time to provide intricate details and backgrounds to each individual character, and then showed us those details. For example, for both MCs, the author had us flashback into these characters earlier lives, including the neglect, abuse, and struggles they experienced to help explain who they were today and why they felt, thought, and behaved the way they did. Another example, we get to know more about the MFC‘s best friend in the human world and why this friend was more closed off and dressed in black. We could’ve just been told about this friend, but instead the author took time to show us this friend and her unstable dynamics at home, creating empathy and understanding within the reader for why the MFC would be friends with her. I really again, enjoyed how much depth the author took in this book, particularly with the characters, their relationships, and the plot. The writing also allowed me to feel the emotions that the character’s were feeling. There was a great blend of romance, character development, and plot, all within a unique world and included cool magic.
The last 20% of this book became more fast paced. I was HOOKED! Generally, the pace of this book was moderate, and I was not bored at any point. The plot had twists and turns, with a perfect blend of seeing some of these twists coming and others I was completely surprised by. I loved the mixture, made me feel smart at times and I enjoyed the feeling of shock when I was wrong or didn’t see it coming.
That ending! Major cliffhanger and surprises. I want to praise the author for not ending the book on major betrayal between the MCs. I find ending a book this way stalls the plot in book 2 because the initial plot focuses so much boring internal dialogue. For the ending of this book, the MMC had a quick feeling of betrayal; however, it was small and lasts maybe minutes. I loved how this book ended with him fighting for her, alongside their found family. Sets up the plot for book 2 to be intriguing, entertaining, emotion provoking, and exciting!