A Beautiful Loan

by Mary Costello

This is Anna’s story.

In Dublin in 1985, nineteen-year-old Anna Hughes is in thrall to Peter Gallagher, an older, worldly man. Anna is introverted and naive, and Peter’s experience, wide circle of friends and thirst for adventure captivate her. Her obsessive yearning for him leads to marriage and, eventually, a crushing betrayal.

When Anna meets a kind-hearted Algerian man, she quickly falls in love with him. Life with Karim offers stability and renewed hope and Anna begins to uncover deeper layers of herself.

Unfolding over twenty-five years, this is a profound novel about the loss of innocence, the price of love, and the risks of seeking salvation in others. A Beautiful Loan tells a powerful story about longing, survival and the unpredictable road to discovery of the self.

Mary Costello’s short story collection, The China Factory, was nominated for the Guardian First Book Award and shortlisted for an Irish Book Award. Her first novel, Academy Street, won the Irish Novel of the Year Award and was named overall Irish Book of the Year in 2014. The River Capture, her second novel, was shortlisted for the Irish Book Awards, the Kerry Group Awards and the Dalkey Book Awards. Mary Costello lives in Galway.

‘Costello is a writer of rare and exquisite sensitivity – intimate, piercing, death-haunted – with sentences that can turn on a pin into vastness.’ Paul Lynch

‘Brings to mind the elegance of Colm Tóibín and the insight of Alice Munro.’ Maggie O’Farrell

‘Mary Costello has a genius for taking ordinary, unheralded lives and discovering within them the disquiet, the disillusionment, concealed just below the surface.’ Australian

Genres: Fiction, Ireland, Literary Fiction, Contemporary, Irish Literature

215 pages, Kindle Edition

First published March 24, 2026

About the author

Mary Costello lives in Dublin. Her collection of short stories, The China Factory, was nominated for the Guardian First Book Award. Academy Street is her first novel.

Reviews

[Ellen Ross · Rating 5 out of 5]

What a stunning novel! I was fascinated at Anna’s life and the decades as they went by. From her first marriage and the chaos and heartbreak of it, to her love for her dog, and her interest in becoming a Muslim, there is so much to take in. As she finds who she really is, I felt the emotions she felt - grief, fear, longing, love, confusion. I already miss her since I’ve finished the book. It was truly as if I walked in her shoes as she narrates her life story. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.

[Eliza Walsh · Rating 5 out of 5]

A really great and gut wrenching chronicle of a woman whose meekness allows the men around her to control her life since she was very young. A testament to the beauty and solitude of finding oneself over the years, it reads more like a diary than a novel and is bare in its contemplative nature. A philosophical through line guides the reader’s emotional journey alongside narrator Anna’s, adding depth and intellect. Like a polished, grown up, and more desolate rendition of Sally Rooney’s Normal People.

[Margot · Rating 2 out of 5]

Mary Costello has a great way with words and some passages are really poetic. But…..I grow weary of novels about spineless woman who float through life. This story has been told a few times too many. Perhaps it would appeal more to younger readers not ones in their sixties.

[Gaïa · Rating 5 out of 5]

un très beau livre ; j'ai adoré

[Daisy H · Rating 2 out of 5]

There’s no denying that it’s beautifully written, but I’ve decided that I have no interest in books about women who stay in awful relationships without the reader getting even a hint of an explanation as to why.

[Lisa · Rating 4 out of 5]

Irish author Mary Costello has had a presence on this blog since guest reviewer Karenlee Thompson (whose novel Notes From the White Room is to be published in 2027) penned a review of  The China Factory (2012).  In 2019, I read her second novel The River Capture which featured a character who identifies with characters from Ulysses , paying homage to my favourite Irish author James Joyce.  Now in 2016, A Beautiful Loan is similarly 'literary' in the sense that there are plentiful allusions to books and authors and its protagonist identifies with Albert Camus.


And although I haven't read Academy Street (2014), this review at The Guardian suggests a similar preoccupation with a character who hovers in the wings rather than be at the centre of her own life.  Anna is a needy soul who craves certainty in an uncertain world, and she also yearns to know why her husband behaves the way he does. The reality is that most of us aren't always clear about our destructive patterns of behaviour, and she isn't clear about her own motives either. Especially not when she substitutes submission to a vengeful conception of God for submission to a domineering husband.

Another theme that resurfaces in this book is the animal cruelty thread: Anna's abhorrence for eating meat precipitates a row with her Muslim lover Karim.  His demands that her little dog Boo be forbidden the house where he's been cherished all his life — because he is 'haram' — shows the extent of her submission to his interpretation of Islamic practices.

To read the rest of my review please visit https://anzlitlovers.com/2026/03/23/a...

[Cath L · Rating 4 out of 5]

Anna, à Dublin en 1985, fait la connaissance de Peter, un homme plus âgé. Après quelques temps, malgré sa crainte de se retrouver enceinte, ils vivent ensemble. Peter reste très indépendant, passant des week-ends en randonnée ou avec des amis, ce qui convient à la fois assez bien à la jeune femme qui aime avoir du temps pour elle, mais la rend inquiète et nerveuse en même temps. Il lui faudra de longues années pour cerner vraiment Peter, et l'emprise impalpable qu'il a sur elle.
Le roman se déroule sur plus de vingt ans et Anna aura l'occasion de rencontrer un autre homme totalement différent de Peter. Karim est franco-algérien, il travaille à Dublin, est de son aveu même, un « mauvais musulman ». Sa fragilité touche Anna, pourtant méfiante à l'idée de nouer une relation nouvelle.
C'est avec beaucoup de finesse que Mary Costello décrit Anna, ses interrogations et contradictions. La jeune femme lit beaucoup, admire les ouvrages de Jung et les romans d'Albert Camus. Elle est tiraillée entre son besoin de solitude, et celui de partager sa vie avec une âme sœur, de fonder une famille avec lui. Ses deux expériences successives, et ses entretiens avec une psy plutôt géniale, vont peut-être finir par lui faire comprendre vraiment quelles sont ses aspirations profondes. [...] En dépit de quelques passages philosophiques assez pointus, j'ai beaucoup apprécié la lucidité et la justesse avec laquelle l'autrice rapporte cette large tranche de vie.
Un roman d'apprentissage qui apporte un éclairage intéressant sur l'histoire des femmes.

[Nancy · Rating 2 out of 5]

A Beautiful Loan by Mary Costello will be published March 2026 2.75 stars from me. I received a free prepublication copy from the publisher, and wish I could be enthusiastic, but I can’t. I liked the writing; the author does a good job of bringing the reader in. I was so frustrated with the main character, though, that I wanted to slap her. Dublin, 1985, Anna falls in lust with Peter, an older man who disappears for weeks and weekends on high adventure trips. She never knows when she is going to see him again, and over and over refuses to question where he is going, and with whom. No one in her family likes him, nor her friends, his friends are rude to her (HELLO? GET A CLUE?) This goes on for years. Her next relationship is with a (originally) kindhearted Muslim man, Karim, who she keeps secret from her family and friends because of his religion and prevailing anti-Muslim sentiments. He eventually presses her to convert, and becomes controlling about where she goes, who she sees, what she wears, guilting her about her Irish Catholic belief system. A through line in the book is her beloved dog, who Karim forces to sleep outside in the cold. I was hoping Anna’s character would develop, and grow a backbone and stand up for herself, but it didn’t happen. Disappointed.

[Janine · Rating 5 out of 5]

What a poignant story. The book explores a woman’s journey of self-discovery through two tumultuous relationships and through her passion for Camus and Carl Jung. It’s told simply but eloquently.

Anna is fresh from rural Ireland, young and very naive when she meets Peter, a man who’s 16 years older (she’s 19 when they meet). She eventually married Peter but theirs is a relationship where Peter controls and Anna seeks to be better for Peter. Eventually this grows tiring, especially after two failed pregnancies and they separate. Several years later she meets a Muslim man, Karim, and is attracted to Islam and converts but this too is unfulfilling for Anna as she misses many things from her former life like having her dog, Boo, be able to live inside rather than outside.

The story unfolds over 25 years and we see Anna looking for safety as several traumatic events occur this period. I found Anna a puzzling character. She threw herself into learning to improve her chances of understanding her world but didn’t seem able at times to learn from her mistakes but when she grows a spine, she’s quite arresting and strong.

As many books dealing with relationships show, the female is always seemingly willing to accede to the man. Anna does that because she seems Avery but with both men neither understand their roles to support those they love. Their interests predominate. I think Anna was better off for leaving both behind.

I’d like to thank NetGalley and W.W. Norton & company for allowing me to access this ARC.

[nina.reads.books · Rating 3 out of 5]

A Beautiful Loan is by Irish writer Mary Costello and it was undeniability well written but overall the story just didn’t land for me.

Its set initially in Dublin in 1985 where nineteen year old Anna meets a much older man Peter and becomes obsessed with him. They cannot stay away from each other and eventually marry before Peter betrays her. On her own again for the first time in years, Anna initially finds happiness in her life, work, friends and dog Boo. Then she meets and falls in love with a Muslim man Karim. Anna becomes enthralled with Karim’s faith and converts. However Karim changes and becomes more controlling and Anna’s life begins to become smaller. Eventually she realises she must break free from Karim as well.

This is Anna’s story set across twenty five years but my main issue was with Anna as a character. It was infuriating to me that she falls for Peter who treats her so poorly over so many years. Her family and friends don’t trust him and still Anna isolates herself, makes herself small and excuses his behaviour. I know I know men like this are adept at insinuating themselves with women but the way this was written it really felt that Anna was not trapped and was very easily able to walk away. This was not a violence situation. This was a situation where Peter just had a complete disregard for Anna.

And then to discover that Anna has allowed herself to again become trapped in another poor relationship it just felt like come on Anna – wake up and speak up for yourself! I did however appreciate that she eventually does takes a stand.

I thought the writing itself was strong and Mary Costello does a great job of engaging the reader in the story but I struggled to let go of my frustration with Anna. And don’t get me started on the way the dog Boo’s storyline plays out! Oh boy I wished Anna had kicked Karim to the curb at a critical point but she didn’t.

Read this if you love and appreciate Irish writing.

[Todd · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is an unexpected love story of one woman, two toxic relationships, and one dog. It's heartbreakingly painful, along with being insightful and enlightening.

When we are young and fall in love with someone older who seems to have life figured out, the temptation to shadow them can leave us without our senses. When we then meet a relatively kind person whose faith is at first appealing, and then burdensome and divisive, it is too easy to allow ourselves to be manipulated.

If there's a moral to the story, it's the ability to know yourself well enough to say no to years of loneliness and submission as a critical component of contentment. For as beautifully as this story is crafted, my heart didn't break as much for anyone as it did for the little dog Boo.

A very satisfying 213 page read, and perfect for a book club.

[Leanne Dempsey · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was such a fantastic insight into Anna’s life. A heart wrenching book at times, seeing how the men in Anna’s life controlled her. Her feelings of inadequacy and always seeking approval. I could se part of myself in Anna at times, I could relate to her in some aspects on how she feels & feels towards herself.

I found it so interesting. From her first marriage that was filled with heartbreak, grief & betrayal to her relationship with Karim, and seeking solace in Islam.

I loved seeing Anna transform throughout the book, and not to forget Boo her beloved dog 🥺 definitely my favourite character ❤️

I loved this book! It’s not something I would normally read but I am delighted I did branch out & read it. I would genuinely recommend this book it was a beautiful book.

Thank you so much @gillhessltd for a copy of this book

[Carol Stephan · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book is set in Dublin and begins in 1985 and covers 25 years of Anna Hughes life. Although this is fiction the main character is so well written that I felt she was real. Anna has two main relationships in her life, the first with Peter, and older man that she marries. I think she truly captured how a young woman could be enthralled and ignore warning signs, the marriage ends badly. Later she meets Karim, a kind-hearted Muslim man, but that relationship eventually does not fulfill her. Her dog Boo is her best companion.

I liked the philosophy that is interwoven as well as Anna's dreams, she was indeed a bit psychic. Many times I was frustrated with her choices but as I said it felt so real. I learned new things reading this and was motivated to look a few things up.

I received this book for free through Goodreads First Reads.

[Rita Egan · Rating 5 out of 5]

A mesmerising story of a young Irish woman whose porosity and idealism draws her into codependent relationships.

It's tone is reflective and mindful, perceptive and graceful, where bitterness might have been accepted.

I love the insights she gained through her philosophy studies and how her obsession with Camus seems to underscore her sentience. I'm pleased that "The Outsider" (L'Etranger) is fresh in my mind, because it is referenced a lot.

Her maleability and search for a system to live by seems at odds with her intellectual reasoning, and the devices which restrict a woman's ultimate freedom form part of her experience.
Her personal growth is redemptive and gratifying.

Beautifully written using deep interiority to explore the multitudes a person can contain.

[Julie · Rating 4 out of 5]

A Beautiful Loan
Set in Dublin in the 1980's, Anna Hughes meets Peter, an older man. The relationship progresses to eventual marriage, yet all the while, Peter seems only partially interested in Anna, spending much time away pursuing his own interests.When the relationship finally ends, Anna meets Kamir, and quickly falls in love. She immerses herself in his Muslim faith. It seems she continually bends herself to adapt to the men with whom she is involved. I found Anna likable, yet I was frustrated by her inability to free herself from these loves that obviously were not in her best interests.
Thanks to Book Browse for an advance copy.

[Reading Fool · Rating 4 out of 5]

I received a free copy of this book from the publisher.

This is the story of Anna, a young woman from rural Ireland, who has significant relationships with two men in her life. The first is Peter, whom Anna meets at age 19 when Peter is in his mid-30s. (He doesn't come and tell her how old he is at first.) Anna is completely enthralled, even obsessed, and eventually the relationship ends. She later meets Karim, who introduces her to Islam. Anna becomes a "good Muslim" and again loses herself in this relationship. The writing is gorgeous and there are many moments that were so relatable to me. This was a thought-provoking novel that I couldn't stop thinking about for a long time.

[CanadianReader · Rating 2 out of 5]

Read a third and called it quits. Drearily and unrelentingly introspective. I just couldn’t take any more of this slow-motion novel focusing on the most passive female protagonist in (my) recent memory, throwing her life away on unworthy men. I’m not saying women like Anna don’t exist in real life—they certainly do—but how to make their dilemma interesting to the reader? Is it even possible? I’ve liked Costello’s previous work . . . This one was a real disappointment.

[Abigail · Rating 4 out of 5]

Anna is a fully flushed out, well written even if I don’t know that I like her, perfectly human character. Sometimes I found her frustrating, sometimes endearing. I don’t think I liked being reminded how pathetic we can be when we’re chasing boys. In general I found the narration quiet, a telling.
What is it with book husbands named Peter being asses? Peter Marrow from Three Pines anyone?

[Marie O'Halloran · Rating 4 out of 5]

Mary Costello is a fine writer and I've enjoyed her short-story collections in the past. In this novel we follow Anna through the bleakness of her first relationship to the suffocation of the next one. I did gain quite a lot of information about life as a member the Muslim religion, but overall I found the story slightly less than satisfying.

[Sylvia · Rating 4 out of 5]

This story of a woman without confidence who, unfortunately, turns herself over to men who either betray her or control her, but never allow her to be herself and free. It was well written and I felt great frustration over Anna’s missteps and inability to stand up for herself

[Text Publishing]

The following book reviews have been shared by Text Publishing – publisher of A Beautiful Loan

‘I loved this quiet story, which deftly illumines the perils of absolutism in love and faith.’
Molly Murn, author of Heart of the Grass Tree

[Lyn · Rating 3 out of 5]

This one wasn’t for me. Too much telling and not enough showing, a wispy washy main character that did not interest me, and I had to force myself to finish. It may be an age thing, self indulgent books may be more suited to younger audiences.

[Bridgette · Rating 5 out of 5]

*well-written, easy to read
*strong character development
*kept my interest from cover to cover
*highly recommend

[JXR · Rating 5 out of 5]

gorgeously well-written book about a woman and her relationships, both of which turn out to be controlling. 5 stars. tysm for the arc.

[Lucy Skeet · Rating 4 out of 5]

I read this in a couple of sittings and I really, really liked it! So different to anything else I’ve ever read and I want to read more by Costello now.

Thanks so much to Canongate for my copy!

[Jennydlovesthebooks · Rating 4 out of 5]

3.5

[Sinéad Gilligan · Rating 2 out of 5]

The topic of fertility and miscarriage is prominent in this book.

[frenchbouquineur · Rating 4 out of 5]

Un roman presque journal, une plongée dans la vie d’Anna que nous suivons au fil des années. Une irlandaise sensible, professseure, passionnée de lettres et de Camus, et dont la vie va être constamment « dirigée », parfois inconsciemment, parfois non, par les hommes qui partagent sa vie.
Ce n’est pas le premier roman que je lis à ce sujet, l’emprise masculine et la folie amoureuse étant deux sujets sur lesquels j’aime lire, mais celui-ci a une fluidité et une certaine poésie qui se démarquent à mon sens. En tout cas, je suis facilement entrée dans la tête d’Anna que je trouve « très juste ».
L’amour, les différences d’âges, la religion, les préjugés, etc.. je trouve que le roman dépeint très bien toutes les complexités d’une vie en fait, toutes ses strates et en peu de pages.

NB : je reste quand même perplexe face aux propos sur la psychanalyse qui transpirent du bouquin, j’ai du mal à concevoir qu’on porte encore aux nues cette pratique donc mon appréciation du livre et ma note en pâtissent en peu