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380 pages, Kindle Edition
Published November 17, 2025
I’ve met a lot of people, Father. Some good, most bad, all of them sinners.
“I pull a gun on you when you walk in, and you hardly react. I bring it over here and you don’t even pretend to be afraid.” He erases any space between us, and my pulse spikes. “I get close to you and you can’t control your breathing or your wandering eyes.”
“You like being mine?” A full-body chill rolls over him. “Yes.” “Good. Is there anything else you’d like to confess?” He angles his head over his shoulder. “I’ve never felt closer to heaven than when I’m with you.”
“Do you want to see me again?” I study him—my complete opposite. He’s a criminal, violent, vulgar, and likely a sinner beyond saving. I’m a priest who strives to live my life with obedience, and in a way that Christ would. But I’m also a priest with secrets and demons, just like anyone else. I know I should say no. But I don’t want to.
“Would you be jealous?” I ask with a small smile knowing damn well I won’t be with anyone. Javier leans forward slightly, his eyes staring deep into mine. “You don’t want to see me jealous, cariño.”
“You got me on my knees, Father. Should I make a confession?” I nod once. “I’m about to ruin your life.”
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he says, “But I absolutely want to ruin you.”
I know I’m a sinner, but I’m not trying to be saved, and I think you’re still trying to decide if you can be.”
“Tell me, Javier,” he says quietly. “Will you ever be mine?” He traps my skin between his teeth, eliciting a hiss from my lips. “Can I be yours?”
“I’ve never felt closer to heaven than when I’m with you.”
“Cariño,” I murmur, moving my mouth to his neck where I kiss a trail to his ear. “Mi amor. I will always come back to you.” I plant another kiss on his heated skin. He wraps his arms around me, holding me tight. “What if you don’t?” “Then know that I will have done everything in my power to have tried, and that you were the last thing I thought about.”
“Come for me,” I demand. “Let me see that mess, baby.”
“I’ve never felt closer to heaven than when I’m with you.”

“I’m reduced to deep breaths and chants of Oh God, but it’s not God I’m talking to. Not now. Not this time. Javier is the sole recipient of my worship.”
