Embracing chaos makes her dangerous, AWAKENING makes her unstoppable.She is not your savior. She is not your chosen one. She is the blade no one saw coming—the wound and the weapon. And this story cuts as deep as it heals.
Savaé is curseborne, branded in gold and wrapped in pastel ruin. Trauma shattered her into jagged ice, and survival reforged her sharp as steel. A Fae with one survive the brutal entrance trials of the Gildorea Universitás of War, earning her chance to rise to the skies. Fail, and she’s nothing. Succeed, and she becomes a weapon strong enough to hold back the Wuvon corruption devouring Cascara.
But she never accounted for him—shadows threading between her ribs, splintering her glacial armor—dragging ache and light where there should only be ice. His proximity doesn’t just threaten her life… He threatens her control. And control is the only thing keeping her from breaking completely.
Here, the monsters lurk behind gilded smiles. Here, the Fates are pulling strings tight enough to choke.
And if the Fates want to play games—then let the whole damn world burn in her chaos.
Perfect for fans of Fourth Wing, Throne of Glass, The Plated Prisoner Series, When the Moon Hatched and Arcane. Awakening of the Starborne Epic Dark Romantasy with slow-burn edging tension, unique fae species, deadly trials, war university, dragons, found family and a love that cuts as deep as it heals.
Louve- is a queer author with her debut poetry book released in July 2018, she is now bringing her poetic purple prose to the romantic fantasy world with her debut Dark Romantasy: Awakening of the Starborne (Book one in the series: The Game of Endings and Beginnings.) Holding fierce FMCs and slow burn romance close to her heart.
holy shit. this is the first book that i have longed out simply for the fact that i didn’t want it to end, yet it was also a huge struggle to put down. when i got to the last 20% of the book i kept putting off picking it back up because i wasn’t ready to leave cascara. and i have simply cried just because i’ve finished it…
i was so submerged in the storyline which was executed perfectly, with beautiful descriptions that are a literal dream. raising goosebumps and eliciting tears just because of how beautiful the words on the pages truly are.
the trauma, the will power & strength throughout the book from our fmc mf’ing- savaé is beautifully heartbreaking but also extremely inspiring.
our mmc- sølas is a literal dream. his patience, understanding, longing and devotion is truly out of this world❤️🩹.
the plot twists have my mind completely muddled and tbh i don’t know how i’m supposed to feel, nor do i know what to do with myself now after completing this emotional masterpiece.
when you get the chance to visit cascara upon the release of AOTS, you are not going to want to leave. i know for a fact that i didn’t and im already contemplating a re-read because this book is next level.
if you’re a lover of fourth wing, you are absolutely going to devour this & tbh.. id be lying if i didn’t say that i believe this exceeds it… the emotions i felt whilst reading this were crazy. you cannot help but get submerged in the world & magic systems. the imagery that comes to mind whilst reading is truly an experience in itself.
i am HONOURED to have been a part of the street team for this book. with all the snippets & teasers louve has provided throughout, i have been in awe and admiration.
i couldn’t be any prouder of louve for all the hard work, time & effort she has put into this book. i cannot wait for you all to get to experience the magic of cascara and fall in love with pretty much every single species throughout.
What I've loved 1 The worldbuilding Much attention has gone into making one of the richest worldbuilings I’ve seen in recent romantasy books, with lots of unique species that would at times be difficult to keep track of, if not for the gorgeous art. I honestly loved it as it promises expansion on each of the species' powers and culture.
2 The writing style The writing style is incredible for a debut! It’s easy to read and poetic at the same time, and it flows exceptionally well. The first part of the book feels a bit slow-stakes and on the slower side (due to all the needed worldbuilding), but honestly, I was just in for it! It makes you go with the flow and not worry about it.
3 The (very) slow burn/yearning Can we normalize the main couple not getting in any way together at LEAST before 50% of book 1 if it’s gonna be a series? Please and thank you.
4The mistery about Pip and the MC origins That ending left me very curious OFC, but I’m even more curious about finding out what Pip really is and where our orphan main characters' origins are. Feels like they are reincarnated soul mates or something?
What I didn't love 1 Sometimes the parallels to Fourth Wing kinda let me know in advance where the story was going I’m not gonna lie, sometimes the FW parallels can feel a bit strong, and maybe shouldn’t have been all used together, cause it really doesn’t feel like a copy of FW, but the first book walks a lot of the same steps, and feels a bit paint-by-the-numbers (but a new-and-improved version). I’m glad we have alternatives to beloved books so my only qualm is that I could tell where it was going before it happened. I’ve been promised the next book will go in a totally different direction so I’m so curious for that!
2 Minor things could be smoothed in the interactions between the MCs in the almost burns This is my personal opinion, but I felt there was a bit of friction in some of the romance scenes, when the tension was suddenly interrupted to prolong the slow burn (and I’m very grateful for it), but I can’t exactly say what it was, just that it didn’t feel as smooth or natural as it could.
3 I had a bit of antipathy for Winx I love the queer rep in this book (I want to see more of Rizz and Flint especially), but I really didn’t like Winx and never found her interesting. I could buy the realism of the initial physical attraction, but I found her insufferable and I’ve got mixed feelings whether she should be a spoiled wild card of a character or what...
4Some bits were a bit cheesy for my standards, but my cheesy tolerance is a bit low
Conclusions Guys, this is probably the best debut book I’ve read so far, and it really feels like TONS of love, effort, and care have gone into curating every detail of this beautiful work—I need a hardcover copy of this like YESTERDAY!
If you are on a Fourth Wing withdrawal, you definitely need to read this book!
Some Warnings: — Cliffhanger ending — FMC doesn’t get with MMC right away — Childhood trauma/abuse
Very thankful to Louve, Quilibré, and BookSirens, for giving me this ARC of her debut dark romantasy novel! 💜
I’ve been so nervous to write this review. I’ve had this book finished for a long while, but I was having trouble trying to write my thoughts down.
Let me start by saying that the world building and Louve’s unique take on new species is absolutely phenomenal. The different species that Louve has written into this book are beautiful. You can take a look at the character art on her social media. I was reading it before most of the art was made public, and looking at it, you would think that it would be so hard to picture in your mind, and that’s where Louve did a phenomenal job at describing, and bringing these characters to life, because they are STUNNING! I have never read anything like it. There is so much attention to detail and so many descriptive elements to their appearance, but it never felt like too much. The same goes for the world building. The way Louve was able to create a dark, yet, colorful world is truly impressive. Everything is so vivid. The attention to detail is mind boggling! The world of Cascara is truly unique.
This book has everything we love. Dragons War college Shadow daddy Manifesting powers
(Stop reading if you don’t want to hear the negatives of this book)
… Sound familiar? I thought so, too! I felt like I was reading Fourth Wing wrapped in a pink pastel bow… While the world building and species was unique, the storyline and plot was not. I get that authors take other ideas and put their own spin on their story, and that’s totally fine, but, there were more similarities than there were differences. If that doesn’t bother you, then you’ll enjoy this read. And let me make myself clear, I DID enjoy this read, but, I found myself comparing it to Fourth Wing more than I wanted to. As much as I tried NOT to, it was hard.
I’m not even going to get into the mmc, Solas. He wasn’t original, and I don’t have much to say about him.
Savae on the other hand, was one of a kind. I love a confident, bi fmc. She’s very much “stab first, ask questions later” coded, she’s just a little too mean… Yeah, mean. Especially when it came to Solas and Winx.
Savae is the mean girl that you extend your party invites to because you feel bad, and not necessarily because you want her there… She’s the girl that will roast the group chat a little too far and be the only one laughing about it… That’s the vibes she gives, and I hated that because I wanted to love her SO bad.
I love a slow burn/ enemies to lovers romance, but the angst between Savae and Solas was lost on me. Solas was nothing but nice and caring towards her the whole time, and HE’S supposed to be the ENEMY! How she acted towards him was insufferable. I was lowkey hoping he’d have a “fuck it” moment and forget about her! I get it, Savae has trust issues, but jesus. Savae is a mean girl… The conversations she’d have with Solas gave me secondhand embarrassment. Justice for Solas!!!!!
Solas: *breathes* Savae: fuck you, shadow prick.
The relationship she has with Winx was stupid, and rage bait. If the goal was to advance Savae’s character, it was a flop. No character development whatsoever. I think what irritated me the most was the fact that Savae knew what she was doing, and wasn’t helping the situation one bit. I feel like Louve wanted us to chalk it up to Savae not knowing how to process relationships, due to her upbringing, but there comes a point…
There’s not enough action in the first half of the book to outweigh the amount of info that was dumped on you. Some parts felt very long and never ending, and it made for a boring read at some parts. I found myself skimming through a lot of filler that was disguised as crucial information.
BUT, If you take it for what it is, you’ll enjoy this read!
I had the absolute privilege of beta reading this book, and I’m still reeling. Honestly, I cannot wait for everyone else to finally dive in and get as gloriously ruined as I was. You know that feeling when a book grabs you by the throat and refuses to let go? Yeah. That.
If you loved Fourth Wing or ACOTAR, clear your schedule because this one will devour your time, your heart, and possibly your sanity. And the best part? It has everything. I’m talking dragons (need me some pip 😭), brutal and gut-wrenching trials, romance that sparks and sizzles right off the page, and plot twists that had me gasping out loud. There’s also genuine, thoughtful mental health rep woven in, which made the story hit even harder and feel more grounded amidst all the magic and chaos.
And can we talk about tropes? The “touch her and die” energy is chef’s kiss perfection. Combine that with the emotional rollercoaster of betrayals, alliances, and revelations, and you get a book that truly has no brakes. I laughed, I cried, I shouted at my laptop like a maniac.
And then THE ENDING. My jaw was on the floor. It did the weirdest thing to me: instead of moving on, I immediately flipped back to page one and started rereading. That’s how addictive it is.
Five stars is the easiest rating I’ve ever given. This author is about to explode onto the scene in a big way, and I feel ridiculously lucky to have gotten a sneak peek. Mark my words: everyone is going to be talking about this one.
It is 1am. I started this book this morning at 9am. If that doesn’t tell you how this is an absolute 6⭐️ read without any further convincing, please read on for my unhinged rambling.
Just wow.
The recurring themes of accepting/overcoming past traumas to not allow them to define you or keep you from your full potential really spoke to me. Our FMC has a lot to process and she has a lot of sharp edges as a result and watching that journey tore my heart out, trampled on it a little, then blew off the dirt and put it back in my chest. Our MMC is both a consent-king and insanely hot. I felt bad for him so many times but he was a constant for her and gave her what she needed (most of the time) which I feel like you don’t see a lot in fantasy anymore. He was not only willing to take a backseat, but he cheered her on constantly without giving her too much pressure towards his needs. The whole host of characters were charming, hilarious, and the best found-family a girl could dream of. They didn’t act like her shit didn’t stink and they kept her safe even when she didn’t want it, which is exactly what family is for.
I had goosebumps so many times, bawled my eyes out, giggled, screamed into the void, and gasped at that fucking ending. The spice was top tier. The sass was remarkable. The character growth was believable AND relatable (harder than it sounds). Overall I just need the next book in my hands. Right now. Please.
I’ve typed and re-typed this review at least fifteen times.
I had the absolute privilege—now looking back—of beta reading Awakening of the Starborne, and I’m still untangling the mess of feelings it left me in. There are books you read and then move on from. And then there are books that grip you so tightly they leave fingerprints on your soul. This was the latter.
How can I possibly sum up the depth and emotion that spilled out from these pages? From beginning to end, this was one of those rare reads that transcends ink and paper—suddenly the walls of the world feel thinner, as though you’ve planted one foot in this realm and the other in that one. Even now, I catch myself slipping back whenever I get the chance to daydream.
If you loved Fourth Wing or ACOTAR, prepare yourself. While it shares familiar elements, it’s immersive in a way that reminded me of watching James Cameron’s Avatar for the first time. The intricate details—the species, the worldbuilding—still have me rambling about them to anyone who will listen. Just wait till you meet the Mycelium fae or the Owl fae whose winged arms that look like a cape hold hundred of letters, snuggly tucked away.
What stayed with me most, though, was the depth of emotion and the thoughtful weaving of mental health representation. It didn’t just make the magic shine brighter—it made the story ache with humanity. These characters felt like home, like family, in a way few books ever manage. I laughed out loud more times than I can count, and I still catch myself once a week debating if I should just reread it again.
Savaé feels raw in a way I didn’t realize we needed from a protagonist—proof that those unhealed parts of us, the ones that sharpen into daggers and slick tongues, can still coexist with empathy and integrity. She leads with both, even when hurt threatens to unravel morality. And Sølas? He’s the male character I never knew I needed. Characters like him challenge every box I thought love belonged in, and made me admit I’d been settling—for less not only in life, but even in my own imagination. And PIP…..The most loyal and honorable friend someone could ever experience in a lifetime. PIPPPP 😭 the cutest cutie that ever did cute.
This story doesn’t simply capture your attention…it demands a price. The price? Every ounce of your heart. Snarky dragons, brutal trials that leave you breathless, romance that makes you want to scream or burn, and twists that make you audibly gasp—it’s all here. And yet, words still feel too small.
Five stars doesn’t even feel like enough. This book is going to explode when it’s released, and I feel ridiculously lucky to have read it early. Louve is about to shake up the fantasy world—I felt it the first time I heard her talk about the world she was creating, without even knowing more than the few things she told me. I felt in my gut the magic that this story held. I then got to feel that again as I read what she created and trust me, you’re going to want to be here from the start. Savaé is about to shake up the celestials the only way she knows how.
This review is so hard to write because it's hard to encapsulate how much I love AOTS without copying and pasting the entire book here.
AOTS takes place in a war university and features the most beautiful found family, a cocky love interest, and the most adorable dragon ever. It also delves into trauma and the effects that continue decades later, which was handled with love and care by the author.
The world building is phenomenal! I struggle to find fantasy books that I truly enjoy because the world isn't always fleshed out as much as it needs to be. With AOTS, I felt as though I was standing right beside all the characters. I'm so excited to see where else we'll visit in the rest of the series.
The romance is soooooooooo good. It's a slow burn in the most painful and beautiful way. The mmc is certainly cocky, but it adds to his charm, especially in comparison to his vulnerable moments with the fmc. The two help each other work through their respective traumas in a tender and sweet way. And the spicy scenes had me sweating!
The plot had me on the edge of my seat. There are admission trials to enter the university featuring the scariest creatures I've ever read, jealous rivalries between students, and something bigger at play, which is kept a secret from the students. If I don't get book 2 soon, I may explode.
Suffice to say, this is certainly a book I will be recommending to everyone I meet.
Thank you to the author for my copy. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
The thought of giving my heart… consumes me with more fear than any monster ever could. Things are simple with monsters: I either live or die.
Book: Awakening of the Starborne Series: The Game of Endings and Beginnings Author: Louve CH Rating: 5 Spice: 3
One does not simply write a review for AWAKENING of the Starborne. There is so much to love (or hate), that where does one begin? It slithered, dared me to consume it whole, slowly wrapped its tendrils around my psyche. It forced me to feel things I didn't want, to then feel nothing. To then switch completely into what I needed to feel. I felt at times it was speaking to me, written for me. Even knowing it wasn't. It made me feel heard, seen, and told off while embracing my heart.
Louve -ch is a master at her craft. This may have been her first dip into dark fantasy, but oh boy! did she jump into the deep end with the sharks. I truly believe her story here will conquer many of them. It bites back while accepting all. Her spirit and silver tongue from her poetry clearly shines through. Her prose, captures your attention. Her characters, eek into your heart. Their everyday strife, wraps around your soul.
The characters are like pieces of Louve. Like she's shattered a part of her soul to put a piece into each one of them. All a different aspect of the diversity of her personality. Allowing one to be deep, loving, another to be fun, mischievous. Another to be vulnerable and broken. Whatever she needed to imbue them with to make them work. She is their puppetmaster. All with lines connecting back to her fingers to make a whole.
Through them, her tethers connect to my heart, reaching through a web of moments - a word, a push of emotions, a description of a setting. It was visual, warming, and heartbreaking. Devious, endearing, loving. Mischievous with a kiss of a promise for more.
It was an experience I will not be forgetting for a long time. This story was everything I wanted from the genre, while delivering more than I bargained for.
Love or hate it, this is now forever a story I will suggest to read.
This book comes out on the 8th of December and preorders are open now on Amazon. I am so grateful to have read this ARC! You will find awe inspiring content within the Cascara. I invite you to be ruined along-side me, in a book that is more than just a five star read it is EVERYTHING AND MORE.
Louve had the ability to carve out my soul and engrave it anew with her lyrical prose, it is absolutely intensely beautiful.
The Trauma in this book is like nothing I’ve ever read, it is real, it is raw and it gut wrenchingly destroyed me to my core.
The FMC Savaé will not be broken, as she finds herself within the mosaic window of her mind. She has to overcome fear itself to survive.
Sølas our dreamy MMC is pure as anything, with his longing heart. I felt his pain like it was my own, his love is agonizing and heart rendering. He will bring you to your knees with his morals. He will have all of nothing.
There are really amazing species, fierce dragons and amazing creatures that are described so clearly, it is almost as I was in a movie. This is including a cute little dragon named pip who loves bacon.
The characters in this book have such depth and the found family trope shines through. Within the Universitás of Gildorea, you will find a take no shit attitude mixed with a lot of overprotective energy. These badass characters will leave you laughing, crying, absolutely bawling, screaming and squealing.
I am so proud of Louve for everything that went into making this book, that has quickly become my ultimate favourite book I’ve ever read. And I am so proud to be a part of her street team full of amazing Celestial Dragons, who have in turn become family to me.
I was not ready to say goodbye and I don’t think I ever will be this book is everything and more…
My thoughts: This is a MASTERPIECE! From beginning to end I was completely sucked in. I haven’t been captured like that since ACOTAR/TOG. I did not want this to end!!!! 😭 I wish I could reread this for the first time again.
Savaé is an incredible character - morally complex, relatable, and inspiring. Her journey through trauma and working on growth is captivating. And then there's Sølas... his patience, longing, and devotion for Savaé are unforgettable. 🔥🔥🔥 Plus the yearning in this… 😩 I also love that Sølas gives her time to work with on herself. 🥹
Sølas is my new favorite MMC! 🔥🤭
Warning this will provide emotional damage. 👀
This was truly epic! The side characters are all AMAZING! Unique, funny, and charming, they are one of the best group of characters. I love the different fae species, it is one of things that makes this story so unique. 😍 The world building is top notch with spice. I will be living in Cascara for the foreseeable future. 👀
I consider myself Fenwick. 🤭 I also love Flint, Seraphina, and Kissa!
Let’s not forget the unique mythical creatures in this as well, Calais is my new favorite dragon. I also need Pip in my life. 🥹
I was laughing, crying, and screaming in duration of this. Her writing is so lyrical and immersive. The plot was engaging and the ending had me screaming NOOOO! 😭 WHY DID IT HAVE TO END LIKE THIS?!
AOTS IS GOD-TIER LEVEL! I don’t know how to cope with this ending! 😭 I need book two ASAP!
I highlighted half this book! 👀🤭 So many favorite lines and quotes.
I felI asleep and went into the most beautiful dreamscape of a vivid land filled with fae in ultraviolet colors, one made of marble, and another a beautiful mushroom with spores that danced like dust motes in the light while another had unusual moth eyes and another had cat-like features and so on and so forth. Along with their incredible features came unique manifestations of magical gifts and skills that contributed to protecting their beautiful world of Cascara from the darkness ever looming. Among the stunning creatures was a female fae named Savaé with a look all her own, unusual gifts, and a sharp tongue that could slice one in half. She lived in a shadow of fear with a mask of no f@*$ given until a very attractive fae male named Sølas threatened to unmask her and challenge her ideas of self-worth and courage.
I woke up from that dream and sadly had to go on into the harsh reality of the real world. I will never write a review that could do justice to Awakening of The Starborne. One does not capture #aots. There are not enough words.
I was consumed from the second I started reading this ethereal and divine debut romantasy novel that fell from the heavens themselves into my hands.
Louve's background in poetry and lyricism shines through passage after passage. I am so honored and grateful to have been given an ARC and to be on her street team. I pinch myself for this incredible opportunity. This novel is going to be HUGE!
Everything you want and need is on the other side of fear: that is the theme of this wondrous story.
Where do I even start with this book? I am honestly in awe and if you need me, I’ll be lost in Cascara for the foreseeable future. 🥹
The debut novel from Louve-Ch, Awakening of the Starborne, is an epic dark romantasy bringing to life the world of Cascara. Get ready for deadly trials, fated mates, found family, devastation and hope, dragons like you have never seen them before and the most delectable shadow daddy you could possibly meet. If Fourth Wing and fae are your jam, you’re going to adore this. 🐉🧚♀️
AOTS is the book I’ve been most excited to read since I joined Louve’s street team earlier this summer and it absolutely did not disappoint. Everything from the intricate world building and fascinating lore to the beautiful, poetic way Louve writes just pulled me in and you can tell so much love and care has went into this incredible story. My heart ached, it sang, it wanted to smash a mosaic window - I just couldn’t get this book out of my head. It even took me longer to read than usual because I wanted to savour every single morsel. 🤤
Our main FMC Savaé is going to frustrate you to no end, but she gives me massive Aelin vibes and I can just feel in my bones she is going to get even better as this series continues. And our MMC Sølas? I’m gonna need someone to hold me because this male? Unbelievable. I am utterly besotted. The yearning, the patience, the spice, the adoration - 100/10. The slow burn for this is an actual slow burn, trust me. It’s delicious. 😏😮💨
Aside from the epic world building and romance, what I really loved about this book was each character and their unique abilities and personalities. I fell in love with every single Zenith member and don’t even get me started on Pip, Calais & Scáil - AMAZING.
Thank you so, so much Louve for welcoming me to the street team for AOTS with open arms and sharing this ARC ahead of the December launch. I haven’t felt as immersed in a world like this since Throne of Glass and I cannot wait for book 2. Don’t leave me waiting too long 😈
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to be part of your ARC team this was my first one and started off strong I looooooove this book I didn’t want it to end 💜 the storyline is as well written as much as each character and their relationships 💜 this was an easy to understand story because of how well written it is & the side characters are as loveable as the main characters I found myself crying & laughing throughout the book as each character has their own trauma and story as well as their own sense of humour. The magic system is unique like the mythical creatures and different fae species is so intriguing to read and learn about. The world building is phenomenal and so detailed I felt like I was actually with the characters while reading and fully immersed in their world. The romance was full of yearning and it’s a true definition of a slooooow burn but when it finally happens it’s worth the wait 🥵 🔥
Savaé is one of my favourite FMCs I’ve read about she has gone through and goes through a lot such as trauma, losing loved ones & finding love but always remains strong and so badass not relying on others, but saving herself and getting revenge when she wants to she is truly inspiring. Her love story is as heartbreaking as it is beautiful as she doesn’t think she deserves it even though she truly does and when she meets her mate he makes her feel exactly how she should not only the love of herself but to let others love her 💜
The MMC Sølas is another top favourite MMC of mine he is a shadow daddy and his patience, caring/cocky attitude adds to his charm and his understanding are top notch basically he is perfect 😍 his banter, sense of humour made me laugh a lot!! He and FMC help heal each others trauma in the most beautiful way by being there for each other and listening to each other & if she ever needed space or time he always have it to her while letting her know he is always there for her 🥹 FMC starts to feel more relaxed and open thanks to him and the things he says to her & way of giving pleasure to FMC while using his shadows makes the spicy scenes even more spicier 🔥🔥
I enjoyed reading about the side characters as much as the main characters. They are fun and hilarious the animal companion Pip and dragons Calais & Scáil are favourites as well as Seraphina, Flint, Kissa, & Fenwick. I enjoyed the trials and the twists, betrayals, turns and secrets in the plot had me on the edge of my seat in combination with it being full of action and the ending making me desperate for book 2 asap 🤯🤯 wooow!! I highly recommend this book and can’t wait to hear what you all think of it I’m sure you all will love it!! 🙂💜💜
Savaé is curseborne. Borne with golden markings and viewed as cursed, she lived for years only knowing pain, suffering and starvation. Her only aim in life is to endure the trials which would allow her to attend Gildoria Universitás of War to take to the skies as a protector. A knight.
The only potential hiccup to her goals lie in the charm and flirtations of a man shrouded in shadows. He threatens the control she has spent her entire life attempting to refine. The emotions she’s kept tightly reined.
If the Fates want to play, she’ll make them and the rest of the world burn in chaos.
God this was a wild ride. There’s a lot of beautiful world building and a lot of trauma in these pages but it all made the story so much richer. There’s also dragons and a multitude of other magical creatures and different species. I was warned that it would destroy me and that cliffhanger definitely did just that. I can’t wait until the sequel is out to find out what the hell happens next.
Favourite quotes include: “You deserve to know what it is to be loved deeply, completely. Even if you don’t think you do. Even if it’s not by me. I won’t lie to you, though: I want it to be me. The thought of anyone else even touching you makes me want to do unspeakable things, but I would bear that torment if I knew you were happy and whole. The idea that I somehow stole that possibility because your heart will always ache for me kills me. I’m so sorry. If I had known this was possible…”
“I cannot stomach the thought of being near you and not being able to touch you, to hold you, to kiss you, to love you with all of me.”
Review coming shortly, but I would like to point out if I could give more than 5 stars here I would without a doubt.
Update - Wow-o-wow, where do I begin. This is hands down one of my Top 5 favorite books to date and I may even say it is now my number one. I can’t stop thinking about it. I am usually one of those quick and quiet readers but let me tell you I was messaging Louve the entire time with my reactions. I started this as soon as it was sent to me and it was late, so I had to legit force myself to put it down to get some sleep and devoured the rest of it the next day. You will not want to put it down. It had me hooked from the beginning to the end. Some people may not want to hear this since Fourth Wing seems to be a lot of people’s passion and/or obsession, but in all reality this book far surpasses Fourth Wing. And what I mean by that is, this story is written for a more mature audience and brings a whole different level of emotional depth. It does not breeze through those harder to discuss topics, but shows the reality of growth, of trauma and getting lost in life, facing those inner demons, accepting your past, and taking the time to heal.
Okay so let’s get into it. The writing – Louve’s writing style is top notch. It flows really well and there is no room for confusion. The pacing in my opinion was perfect and kept my attention. The storytelling is vivid and creative and gives a clear picture.
The world building is so neat and imaginative. It felt like I was experiencing everything in person because it was so immersive. What I wouldn’t give to be thrown into the world of Cascara.
The characters – oh the characters. I love every single one of them, and there are a lot of them, but I feel like every single one of them are essential to the story and adds so much more depth. Savae is our FMC who is so realistically relatable to anyone who has ever gone through some crap, and let’s be real we all have in one way or another. Solas is our MMC who I swoon over right away and definitely blushed in real time. He may now be my favorite MMC to date. I love ALL the side characters, but some of my favorites are Sully, Pip, Calais, Winx, Flint, Seraphina, Kissa…okay let’s just say all of them. I also loved all the different species of characters and all the different creatures. They all added another layer of depth and complexity to the story.
The magic – the magic system is so unique and creative. I thought it was written really well and I can’t wait to see it develop and learn more about it.
There are plot twists and turns, secrets, and betrayals that all have you on an emotional rollercoaster in the best way possible. I had chills, I cried, I laughed, and everything in between. I can’t say enough amazing things about this book and will continue to think about it. The ending…ohhh how it gutted me to know I was at the end. I need Book 2 as I need air to breathe.
Thank you so incredibly much to the author for an advance copy. All thoughts are my own. Thank you for also giving me the opportunity to be a part of this amazing journey. I can’t wait for everyone else to experience this amazing story when it’s released.
This book is one of those “I didn’t finish the book, the book finished me” reads 😭 Emotional ruin wrapped in pretty pastel 🩷 I savoured every morsel, every crumb & I want more! I got lost in the beautiful world of Cascara and never wanted to leave ✨
This is the most beautifully descriptive, lyrically poetic and emotionally ensnaring books I have EVER read. I’m a huge ACOTAR/TOG/FW etc fan but I think this book may have just taken my top spot 👀🐉
The portrayal of trauma & healing throughout this book resonated in my soul 😭 This was such an immersive read that I could feel the magic coming off the pages. The world-building? Exquisite 🤌🏻 The characters? Captivating 😍The found family of Zenith Wing? Will forever hold a special place in my heart 🤍 And Sølas? Move over, we have found the number one book boyfriend 🖤
Louve is about to turn the fantasy world on its head! I cannot recommend this book enough & I don’t think any review I could write would truly give it the justice it deserves! AOTS is due for release 8th December - read it & see for yourself the masterpiece that is this book 🐉
24 hours or less read. I DEVOURED this book. It was not short in the slightest either. I just refused to put it down.
I wake up everyday thinking about how badly already I want to re-read this book.
If I had to choose a favorite aspect, I would go with Louve’s ability to really hone in on the world-building and make it fully understandable. I was amazed by how much was jam-packed into this novel and never once made me question what was going on or what was being described. This author’s biggest skill is setting the scene and giving you every singular needed sense to help bring you to that same location with the characters.
I’ll read this again at release and probably a million times after that. If you need a book to blow your ever loving socks right off, check this out. Trust me.
A vivid adventure. A dreamlike escape. An emotional roller coaster. And pure CHAOS. You can feel Louve’s heart and soul woven into every page… who hurt you to capture such soul-stirring emotion? Because truly, we ride at dawn.
I went a little wild highlighting because every page is just that good. Solas is a god-tier book boyfriend… literally pouring his beautiful shadow heart out all the time. With deadly trials, a war university, fated mates, and unique fae species, this book carves out its own unforgettable place in the romantasy world. Louve’s lyrical, poetic prose spins a tale of epic love that I will be thinking about for a while.
This was my very first time on a Street Team, and it’s been such an unforgettable experience. Thank you, Louve, for welcoming me into your celestial dragons and letting me be part of the beautiful chaos and allowing me to read the ARC. ✨🐉
I beta read this book and it was hands down 5⭐️! Louve has created a beautiful and visceral fantasy world with unique magical creatures that sucks you in and transports you to another world.
I loved the wide cast of characters. The found family dynamic in this book is so perfect and fun! The FMC Savaé is wild and devastating and unlike any I have read before. At times I loved her, was frustrated with her, cried for her, and yearned with her. She is a beautifully complex heroine with a traumatic past and I can tell her journey in this series will be powerful and inspiring.
And of course, there's Sølas, our cocky/flirty yet secretly deep and soulful MMC. The things he says and the way he feels for Savaé is 😭💔🥵. Their dynamic was fun and heartbreaking in all the best ways!
I am gobsmacked at how fucking unreal this ARC was.
Honestly, AOTS is now up there with my all time most loved reads.
My mind cannot take in that ending 🤯
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Every character's description is nothing short of pure magical art. Each one so unique, may it be their appearance or their personality. My personal favourites being Savaé, Sully, Sølas, Kissa and Calais. Oh and how could I forget Pip 🥹
This is definitely a dark fantasy - i lost count of the amount of times I thought to myself, fucking hell, how is this character still standing! The brutality hits right from the start. But I love this in a book - for me it helps to understand a character's personality and how it shapes their actions - which im sure is the goal for any author.
The writing is beautiful. There is no holding back when it comes to emotion, pain, arousal or fear. I was only 20% into the story and I had already sobbed my heart out!!
I feel I cant write anything else, without giving away any spoilers.
If you love dark fantasy which includes a slow burn enemies to lovers, found family, magical creatures, magical bonds etc then I must insist you read this debut from Louve - ch.
You will not regret it!
Im so grateful to have been given the chance to ARC read AOTS, I have enjoyed every single word of it! X
This was a strong start to the Game of Endings and Beginnings series, it had that fantasy element that I was looking for and was engaged with what was happening. It worked was a fantasy romance with great use of dragons The characters had that overall feel that I was wanting and enjoyed the concept. Louve -ch wrote this well and was engaged from the first page, I enjoyed this as a opening chapter and am excited to read more in this universe.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Savaé is one of my favorite FMCs of all time - I related to her so much.
The YEARNING. Dear Lord, the yearning was perfection.
I think this book finished me more than I finished it. That ending -- I'm not sure whether to cry, rage, or stare blankly at the wall for 5 hours. The whole book was beautiful - I laughed, I cried, I raged so hard I wanted to punch a baby. I never wanted it to end - an absolute six star read.
Alright… I’ve finally recovered just enough to form coherent thoughts after finishing this masterpiece. Louve, you didn’t just grab me — you hurled me into a cosmic storm of emotions, tossed me around like stardust, and then left me at the foot of a metaphorical mountain wondering how I was supposed to go on with life after that ending. This story isn’t just a read — it’s an experience.
Sully. Oh, Sully. I absolutely had to talk about him for a bit as he’s one of my favorite characters (let’s face it, I loved all the characters, just some more than others). The father figure we all needed had we went through hell but didn’t know we were missing. His past shattered me, but his strength and quiet love for Savaé pieced me back together. He was the steady anchor that helped bring her back to the light, and his unwavering support made every small moment between them shine even brighter.
Savaé (FMC): A force of will wrapped in pain and fear — her growth was breathtaking. Watching her slowly reclaim herself, step by step, was both heart-wrenching and empowering. She’s strong, flawed, real. Every page of her journey felt earned.
“I don’t think I could stand the thought of you out of my sight for even one second. If you thought what I did was powerful yesterday, I would destroy entire worlds to bring you back to me. You are mine.”
Sølas (MMC): My sweet, broody disaster. He hides his trauma behind humor, but beneath it all is a soul that would tear worlds apart for the person he loves.
“You’re mine. All your rage. All your fear. All your darkness. Every single piece of you.”
His devotion? Absolutely devastating. His banter with Savaé? Utter perfection — I was laughing one minute, tearing up the next.
“I would destroy galaxies to protect you.” “I dare say, Savaé, are you flirting with me? We’re going to need to work on those skills.”
I can absolutely feel their connection since the beginning. Raw. Cosmic. Like two celestial beings destined to crash together — and somehow, it all makes sense when they do.
“You are my light. My chaos. My soul. My religion.”
And then there’s the Zenith Wing. The family you choose, the bond that holds everything together. Each member brings their own strength, humor, and heart, creating a balance that makes this world feel alive. The mystical creatures of this world — Pip, Calais, Scáil, and the other bonded of the Ellian Knights — were the perfect touch of magic and wonder in an already stellar universe.
By the end, I was left speechless. Wrecked, but in awe.
Louve didn’t just write a story — it’s an entire galaxy woven with emotion, pain, love, and light. Every word pulled me deeper, and I would gladly lose myself in it all over again.
Thank you, Louve, for the ARC in exchange for an honest review— you absolutely ruined me (in the best way). I need book two, and I can’t wait to see what other stories you’ll gift us with.
If I could give it infinity stars, I would. It is in my top 3 reads this year.
✨ “You are starlight, and I will forever be the darkness of night.” ✨
✨️How do I begin to write a review of a book that was so much more than just a book?✨️
To say that this story will forever live rent-free in my mind is an absolute understatement. This book definitely has its fun & light-hearted moments, but at the core of this story was a journey of profound healing and personal growth.
Savaé, our FMC, is a beautiful disaster and so very relatable. She has trauma and pain and is hanging on by a thread. She faces unimaginable loss, heartaches, and challenges.. all while putting on a brave face and refusing to shatter.
Sølas, our MMC, is flirty and hot but also patient and so easy to fall for... almost too easy. He faces his own demons and still manages to be dreamy af. He is definitely a new contender for favorite Shadow Daddy. (watch out Xaden and Rhys..)
The world building in this book is immaculate. The visuals created are truly unique. The creatures, characters, and different fae races are diverse and unparalleled. I can only think to compare Cascara to the world of Avatar, but wrapped in pastels and pinks and purples and iridescents.. and with DRAGONS.
The mental health representation that is embodied through these characters is done phenomenally. It is not overwhelming or in your face constantly. There are subtle and not-so-subtle points made that show how deeply Louve thought about and cared to accurately and appropriately represent each condition.
Overall, I am truly blown away by this book. I was drawn in by the stunning artwork and all of the hype, but I am leaving with so much more. Every moment of emotional damage and heartache was matched equally with healing and hope.. not only for Savaé, but for myself too.
This is definitely a book that I will always recommend! I am beyond excited for book two and am so eager to see Savaé's story continue.
🩷 thank you, Louve, for selecting me as an ARC reader and for pouring your heart and soul into this book! 🩷
Finished this last night and wow so freaking good!! I need to gather my thoughts but rtc later today!
pre-read: I'm so thankful and excited about reading this book!! It sounds just like a book I would love and the artwork is gorgeous!! Thank you sm to Louve-ch for gifting me the arc and letting me be a part of the street team!! It releases dec 8!!
First of all, I thought I wouldn’t be strong enough to finish this book. But, lo and behold! I have conquered it and definitely crave for MORE. I guess my worries that I might end up tagging this as a DNF was all for nothing.
Don’t worry. I read the content warnings (and future readers definitely should, too!). It’s just that this is my first book that I didn’t let the warnings stop me from exploring this beautiful world. I’m so proud of myself. I hope our beautiful Savaé is, too!
Anyways…
That was one heck of a rollercoaster ride! I never thought I would feel a whole range of emotions in just a span of a few pages, let alone in one chapter. I often found myself thinking, “how could dearly beloved authors do this to their lovely readers?!” I would probably be shaking the author’s shoulders while bawling my eyes out in sadness and anger saying “HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME, MY POOR HEART AND WRETCHED SOUL??” *ahem* I hope everyone gets what I mean. Or at least a part of it.
I can’t choose which of the main cast I like the most. I guess between the main leads? It would be hands down Savaé! But for the sides? I’m leaning towards Kissa. And a little bit of Seraph? But I’m curious about all of them! I want to know more about each and every one of their backgrounds, especially Cinder! I hope we get to know more about them in the future installments.
The world building? *whistles* I’m rendered speechless. I’d normally eye roll at the amount of description and detail that normally don’t matter. But boy oh boy, was I wrong again. Everything just makes this whole story even better. My compliments to the author and her brilliant mind *chef’s kiss*. Again, I look forward to more in the next books! I can already tell that I’ll miss this world once the trilogy is done…
I really have to hand it to our beloved authors though. The attention to every single detail is… just utterly amazing. I think this is the first book I’ve ever read that is like that. Yes, every author tries their mightiest to provide as much detail as possible without overwhelming the reader. But her? She didn’t give any F’s and just went ahead and painted a whole other world for us, down to the beings and even some insignificant things that are usually just described one way and left it at that. I think I’m being redundant but seriously. I am in awe.
I don’t know what to do with myself while waiting for book 2. On the other hand, I am eternally grateful I got my hands on an ARC. May the Celestials never dim.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
This... was a ride. I’m clutching my tablet, staring into the ether, and I have zero clue how to feel. Send kahvi. Or help. Or both.
Louve’s writing? Absolutely gorgeous. Cascara? So magical I’d vacation there forever (though I’d probably die in 2 seconds wandering into the Blackwood 🤣). And though this is Louve’s fantasy debut? She shines. Her characters, her world, her voice—all of it.
I’m not one for big visceral reactions while reading, but this? Had me tearing up, feeling too much, then feeling nothing at all. Emotional whiplash in the best way.
All the characters feel distinct but familiar. I fell in love with the side characters (Cinder, Seraphina, Kissa— Impatiently waiting for more of them). Sølas? I get the appeal! I do! But my heart belongs to the supporting cast. (What does that say about me? 😅 Don’t answer.)
Savaé? She was everything I wanted—fierce, flawed, and throwing things out the mosaic window of her mind. I wanted to strangle her AND hug her. Sometimes simultaneously.
And Pip? Oh my heart! I need Pipsqueak (even if I never get to enjoy another bite of bacon again)! If anything happens to him... that just might be the end of my heart because that little dragon has it in his little claws 🖤😭
This book sets up the series like a mastermind. I want to beg for book 2 and scream at Louve for the tears, heartbreak, and teasing because I DID NOT DESERVE THAT! I can’t imagine what book 2 will put me through... but I’m vibrating with excitement.
Thank you, Louve-ch, for letting me visit Cascara and all of its beautiful chaos early. My heart’s still there with Pip 🫠
Quick Summary This book wrecked me in the best way! Savae’s journey from trauma to fierce warrior had me cheering. The banter is epic, the friendships have depth. Solas and Savae are the definition of what hot slow-burn chemistry looks like. Absolute fire 🔥 Those last chapters…. I’m still reeling!
Reading Thoughts 📓This book really started off with some big character development for Savae. Savae has gone through major trauma while younger but finds someone to teach her how to fight both mentally and physically. 📓There’s nothing better than a fierce FMC that has been forged from hardships in life. The walls she has built around her heart though are high and hard and this broke me for her. 📓The characters that Savae builds relationships with are full of depth and it was so awesome to read how these matured throughout the book. 📓Wow, the banter in this book is epic with all characters. 📓Chemistry has me burning and let me tell you this is epic slow burn 📓There was soo much to unpack in this book and the last chapters had me reeling.
Words that linger 🍷“A dragon fang.” He pauses with a hearty chuckle. “Well-suited for the spirit of a fierce little dragon.” 🍷My body has transformed from that of a feral, starving creature to a weapon to be wielded. 🍷He means nothing to me. Let’s just tuck these feelings into my favourite box in my mind. The one labeled: ‘never going to open that shit again.’ 🍷“I was hoping to be fighting you between the sheets, but I suppose if you like an audience, I can make this work, too,” 🍷 “You can’t eat any of my Zenith, missy!” I snap. “I will most certainly eat you if you call me ‘missy’ again.”
Tropes 🌟Very Slow burn 🌟War University 🌟Dragons 🌟Emotional Damage
First, a big thank you to the author for the ARC! I want to start by apologizing—because I can absolutely see why so many readers are loving this book. The worldbuilding is intricate and clearly well thought out, and I admire the amount of creativity that went into imagining all the species, histories, and details. Unfortunately, this one just wasn’t for me, and I ended up DNFing.
There were so many different species with long explanations, and while impressive, I often found myself confused. The info-heavy sections also slowed the pace, which made it harder for me to stay engaged. The main character has a compelling past that explains her feistiness and reluctance with physical contact, but beyond that I struggled to connect with her. For some reason, I felt distant from her perspective.
I also didn’t click with most of the characters—except for Sully, who I really liked, though he didn’t get much page time (which I understand, given the story focus). Plot-wise, I was hoping for more underlying tension to keep me turning the pages. Instead, it felt like events were just happening without that pull of “I need to know what’s next.”
I had high hopes going into this and really wanted to love it, but sadly it didn’t work for me. That said, I think it will definitely find readers who appreciate the complex worldbuilding and character dynamics more than I did.
I have to begin by applauding Louve for her brilliantly imaginative mind. The creativity behind every species, their cultures, their powers, and their individuality is breathtaking. The diversity in this world feels alive, tangible, and beautifully strange, the kind of magic that lingers long after the last page. The magic system deserves its own standing ovation. It’s layered, vivid, and endlessly fascinating. And as a hopeless lover of the “found family” trope, this book hit straight home. The connections between the characters, fragile, fierce, and deeply human, felt like something sacred. For someone who often fears letting go or believing they deserve to belong, reading their growing bond was like being wrapped in warmth and light. It meant something. Now, let’s talk about Savaé. I adore her, but I also wanted to shake her hard. Her fear and hesitation were so real that they made me frustrated, because it meant I cared. the side characters are pure gold. They each bring something unforgettable to the story. (Yes, Flint, I’m looking directly at you.) That ending though… I wasn’t ready. Not even close. And those bonus chapters hit like a revelation, shifting perspectives, softening judgments, and making me see Savaé's choices in a completely different way. This story is magnificent, imaginative, and emotionally resonant. I can’t wait to see where the stars lead next.