Originally reviewed on StoryGraph: 3 ⭐️
I’m going to be honest, I don’t know why I borrowed this on KU. I remember thinking that the description sounded interesting, but I don’t read procedurals that much because I feel like they’re pretty repetitive and I’m not sure that anything can top the Hannibal Lecter series. I did end up enjoying it more than I thought I would, even though it had a rough start.
Vivian was just consumed with lust from the jump. In chapter 2, she has to resist the urge to squirm because she smelled the tobacco on Ryan's breath. That’s just yuck. Then he ordered a sandwich (A SANDWICH) and she lost her fucking mind. After he ordered, the next line is “She quelled a shiver. That he had that effect on her made her want to kick herself.” Ma’am, you need to get some therapy if a guy saying he wants a club sandwich and fries makes you shiver. I had to tell my husband about it because that’s one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever read. There were also a lot of sentences that started with “That he had” which was very annoying and repetitive.
I also feel like Ryan treated women very grossly. He respects Schaffer because she doesn’t wear makeup and keeps her hair short which apparently means that she didn’t waste time with frivolities. No woman is better than any other because they decide to wear makeup or don’t and I don’t know why any man has an opinion on it honestly.
Ryan spends the whole book objectifying Vivian and saying how he’s going to have sex with her. Then when he finds out that she was raped, he says “Damn, he had been an asshole.” Umm yeah? Is that news? A woman doesn’t have to have been raped in order for him to be an asshole for objectifying her. He’s just an asshole anyway and I don’t like that he only discovers that after learning about her past. He also says that she has every right to be hypersensitive about her body, which again, she didn’t have to be raped in order to feel any type of way about her body. She can have any opinion she wants to without his permission.
He pushed way too hard when asking about her time in captivity. The questions that he asked were gross and way out of line. Honestly, their relationship really brought the book down for me. It didn’t make any sense and I couldn’t figure out why they wanted to be together. I would’ve much rather read this book without the romance.
I did like the villain in this and the mystery. I thought some of the setups were unique and I like how all of the victims were connected. I was more interested in them finding the victims than them trying to decipher the clues. I’m not familiar with the area in which this story takes place, so I couldn’t picture the locations very well. But with the second victim, a rando basically tells Vivian where the victim is without trying, which felt way too easy and like lazy storytelling.
I did like how the bomb on the doctor sped up the countdown every time he moved, showing how he’s used to having the control and being a man of action, but having that power taken away. I haven’t seen a book with that before, but I also don’t read a lot of books about cops and agents, so maybe it’s not unique, but I liked it and I think it fit with the story and characters.
The writing wasn’t my favorite. There were a lot of cheesy lines and things that just didn’t work for me. I also feel like there wasn’t a lot of variance in the sentence structure, so it seemed repetitive. I didn’t really like how the characters were written either.
There were moments where I felt like the author was trying to make more out of a situation than what it was. When Ryan is going back home, he’s wearing the clothes he came with because those were his only clothes he had. Vivian thinks “It made her wonder if that was symbolic…him going back to the way things were before she intruded in his life.” Like, he’s just wearing his clothes, it’s not that serious. It doesn’t mean anything that he didn’t want to wear unwashed clothes that someone else bought for him.
I did like this book, regardless of my issues with it. I never wanted to DNF it and I was invested in which victim would be taken, seeing the villain getting caught, and how everything was connected. I wouldn’t recommend this book because I think there are better procedural books out there that have a relationship you can root for. I’m not opposed to reading another book by this author because there were things that I liked, but this isn’t my usual genre and I’m not seeking to read more.