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445 pages, Kindle Edition
Published September 11, 2025
I wanted the safety net of Reid's scent when I was seconds from spiraling. I wanted Jace's quiet, invisible touch, the way he fixed things without making me perform gratitude. I wanted Malik’s breathing patterns and steady hands. I wanted Theo’s impossible optimism and Ash’s practical problem solving.
Reid passed me the food without asking, Theo kept his excitement at a human level, Malik steered conversation away from anything dangerous, Ash blocked the cold air from the newly opened door, Jace kept the lighting soft.
Jace’s ASMR block went quiet. Theo’s chaos stream roared to life. The comforting drone of Ash’s tools through the floor as he built whatever. Malik chatting with someone in Discord.
Theo's energy drink collection lined one shelf, meticulously organized despite his chaotic personality. Jace's tea infuser hung beside the sink, still damp from evening use. Malik's handwritten meal plan was magnetized to the refrigerator, each day's menu carefully balanced for nutrition. Ash's custom-built coffee grinder sat beside the machine, its sleek design a testament to his technical perfectionism.
I pressed my face into the fabric and inhaled. Sandalwood and linen, earthy and sharp, nothing like Reid’s cedar and ozone, or Theo’s green tea and electricity, or Jace’s rain and snow, or Ash’s charcoal and vanilla. This was Malik, calm and layered, hard to pin down, but once you did, you wondered how you’d ever gone without it.
Reid: Cedar and summer thunder, the kind that shakes glass. Theo: Green tea and electricity with an edge of burned sugar, sweet and sharp at once. Jace: Ink and icy snow so cold it stung. Ash: Vanilla and charcoal with a thread of hot metal running through it. Malik: Sandalwood and that ozone-crisp scent of just-washed linen.
Cedar and summer storms. Reid. Green tea and something electric with an edge of burnt sugar. Theo. Ink and icy snow. Jace. Vanilla and charcoal with an undercurrent of hot metal. Ash. Sandalwood and fresh linen. Malik.
Cedar and thunderstorms. Ink and snow. Green tea and ozone. Charcoal and vanilla. Sandalwood and linen.
Cedar and thunderstorms. Green tea and ozone. Ink and rain. Charcoal and vanilla. Sandalwood and linen.