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First published December 29, 2025








“.....you’ve made me feel things I didn’t know I wanted, that I didn’t know I was even ready for.....you’re the only thing that has brought me happiness in such a long time.... I don’t know what more is going to look like..... But I want us to figure it out. I want that more than anything.”
I wanted to love my life again. How do I make that happen? How do I explain that to my family without quitting everything we’ve built? And would quitting give me the feeling I want, or would it create an even bigger void?
A one-night stand. That was what he was asking..... I closed my eyes, imagining how incredible it would feel to shut off my brain for a few hours.... I wanted to disconnect. I wanted to get lost. I wanted to feel free
Shit, I didn’t know why, but things felt easier when she was here. She gave me something to focus on. Something beautiful to look at, to listen to, to admire. And then the moment she walked out the door for the second time, the loudness returned.
Alivia had slowly changed that. She rekindled a desire I never thought I would get back. She made me feel. She made me want to create again. And she reminded me that it was all about the art. I wanted to make fucking art again.
“Listen to me, Alivia. I want you. I want us. I want someone who’s going to make me laugh so fucking hard and make me smile and drive me wild in only ways that you can.....”
It was also the last hour we’d spent cooking together, which was the most creative I’d felt in a very long time. Sixty goddamn minutes of straight-up foreplay, where I watched her fingers move throughout the kitchen, saw her mouth part to take in the samples I fed her, watched her tongue lick those gorgeous lips.
“I … can’t breathe,”
“You don’t need to, I’ll give you my air.”