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288 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 27, 2025
Christ, but that was hot. It should not be hot. Nothing about this should be hot. Hot was gay and this was not gay. This was just helping a buddy out.
He’d almost forgotten he had a wife. And he reckoned that wasn’t a thing a man should be forgetting.
“I ain’t queer,” he finally said. “I know it,” Cole said quietly. “But I reckon I might be, a little bit. For you.”
You ain’t my hand, Cole. You ain’t been my hand for a long time. You’re my partner. If you … If you want that.”
Whaddya-know-about-guys-helpin-each-other-out?
“I reckon we’re gonna have a long night,” Cole said.
“Yep.”
“I reckon we better check the cattle earlier.”
“I reckon you might be right.”
“Morning,” Cole said. He gave Grady a cautious smile from under the fall of his black hair, his face still sleepy.
Grady crowded into his space and kissed him. Cole made a little sound but then brought his hands up to Grady’s biceps tentatively and kissed him back. It was a slow kiss, morning lazy. Their lips brushed, parted, met again and lingered. Cole tasted like coffee and toothpaste. Grady kissed him one more time before pulling away.
“Morning,” he said and grabbed his coffee. He quirked his lips as he sipped.
“You know I’m queer then,” Cole said.
Grady nodded. “I reckon I know that.”
Cole looked away. “And, and I ain’t just helpin’ out.”
“Yeah, I reckon I know that too.”
Cole blew out a breath. “So, I understand if you want me to go then.”
Grady looked out at his land. […] “I ain’t queer,” he finally said.
“I know it,” Cole said quietly.
“But I reckon I might be, a little bit. For you.”
Grady turned so he was facing Cole. […] “I know you can probably get better from some clever city boy. But if you want me? Well, I reckon I’d like that, with you.”
“You wanna be with me?”
“Yeah,” Grady said. “I reckon I’d like that a whole lot.”
“Are you sure?”
“I ain’t ever been surer about anything in my life. […] You’re my partner. If you want that.”
“I had a crush on you since I knew what my dick is for, Amos Grady,” Cole said.
Grady huffed a laugh. “Well, I reckon that’s a good start.”
Cole shook his head. “Yeah, but now I know you, too. And well, I don’t reckon I could love anyone more.”
Grady smiled. “Good.”
Cole laughed. “Good.”
Grady brought his arm up around Cole’s shoulders. Cole looked up at him, and Grady kissed him. Yeah, best goddamn feeling in the world, Grady thought as Cole broke away and smiled at him, and Grady had to wonder, as he looked into Cole’s deep black eyes, the crinkles in the corners and the vulnerability in the depths Cole hid from everyone else, who’d have thought this was here, in the world.