It’s an enjoyable read, but Jesus Christ it hurts. Oda’s description of Dazai, his empty looking eyes and him overall may be the thing that hurts me the most, especially when you relate to Dazai deeply. The fact that it’s visible how much influence Oda has on Dazai was great as well, but also incredibly sad. I also adored how Dazai started to get more comfortable with Oda as the time passed.
Like I said, I enjoyed reading it but also did cry.
(Never again)