Premise: In spite of their rogue origins, Mothwing and her brother Hawkfrost have worked hard to prove themselves to the Clan that adopted them. And yet hidden truths about her past and herself continue to stalk the golden she-cat as though she's prey, leaving her uncertain of her calling as a medicine cat and unable to trust anyone, including her own kin. All Mothwing knows for sure is that she belongs in RiverClan, and that she'll do anything for them. But can her devotion survive the near-constant danger of her deepest secret being revealed?
Story/Writing: Finally, after months of waiting for this novella collection I get to read it at last! That's one thing this pandemic hasn't stopped! Moving on, I also know that I probably cheated a bit by reading this story first, since it's the third and last one in this collection. But the series was also published out of chronological order, and I'm trying to read the series that way as much as I can. Anyway, I will admit at first I was a bit puzzled by this title, 'cause it seemed initially to be more of a cliff-notes version of Mothwing's life as opposed to an actual story. The more I read, however, the more invested I became, and the more I realized that this novella, at least in some respects, needed to be written. Ever since Mothwing first appeared in the series (at least as I read it), there were things that happened that I didn't really think about pertaining to her until now, and I was pleasantly surprised upon reaching that conclusion. What did Mothwing feel when her brother faked the sign that allowed her to become a medicine cat apprentice? When Hawkfrost died? When the Dark Forest invaded? This novella explores those moments that I never really thought about. And I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who didn't think about them before.
Characters: While the characters in the "Warriors" series are always great – from my point of view, at least – I will admit such a large cast of characters can be tricky to balance when you're putting them in a novella, given that only so many characters can have so much screen-time. That said, it felt like everyone here got the exact amount of time they needed. Of course, it does help if you've read about them before. That said, as someone who binge-read all the published titles in a few months, I was satisfied with what I got here.
Mothwing – As the story's leading lady, it makes sense that Mothwing gets the most character development here. She definitely has the most unique dilemma out of all the medicine cats in the series thus far, that being her lack of belief in StarClan. Although I do sometimes wish that she did believe, I've always liked Mothwing. She may be a bit cynical about StarClan, but her devotion to her Clan and her skill at healing is without question. With that in mind, I was totally invested in her trying to live as a walking contradiction. I always knew she had a hard time being a nonbelieving medicine cat, but here we actually get to read about it from her point of view. I really feel for her but not in a pitying sort of way. She has to deal with being not just an outsider but the daughter of the cat who nearly destroyed the Clans – a father she'd never even met. She suffers the trauma of losing one brother as a kit, and then again – and harder – when she loses the other as an adult, however much of a bully Hawkfrost may have been to her. But I was also rooting for her the entire time to keep doing what she loved, whatever she felt about StarClan. I also like how everything isn't wrapped up in a nice, neat bow by the end. Even when she sees StarClan cats for herself after the battle with the Dark Forest, she's still a bit resentful about them. But again, she has a strong moral compass and will help any cat in need, whatever they believe. And that's ultimately what matters.
Hawkfrost – I remember when I first read the "New Prophecy" arc, and how disgusted I felt at how Hawkfrost pretty much destroyed his sister's faith and bullied her. Now that I've read this, even though he'll never be my favorite cat, I do understand a bit more what drove him to do what he did. If anything, it's kinda tragic reading that flashback in the beginning, knowing what he eventually becomes, which in turn makes his final appearance as a Dark Forest cat all the more heart-rending on Mothwing's part. He was all she had left of close kin once the Clans left to live by the lake. And just like their father, Hawkfrost could be surprisingly loving. But of course, also like their father, Hawkfrost's misguided ambition drove him down the trail blazed by Tigerstar rather than away from it. And while it of course cost him his life and his soul, I felt for how it had also cost Mothwing her innocence.
Various Other Characters – Probably the side-character I liked best in this was Mudfur. He felt like the father Mothwing should've had. I guess it makes sense since he was already Leopardstar's father, and look how great she turned out. Anyway, I was thrilled when he and Mothwing spoke after the battle with the Dark Forest, and how he comforted her and never lost his patience despite her anger and cynicism. Plus, reading this story reminded me of how important Leafpool and Willowshine were to Mothwing at those points in her life, and made me realize with bitter-sweetness that they were more like siblings to her than Hawkfrost had ever really been. I also appreciate how warm Mistystar was toward Mothwing even before she learned of her lack of belief in StarClan, given how she supported her former apprentice's decision to be a medicine cat from the beginning.
Overall: Even if this story features plenty of events fans have read about before – and which may leave non-fans a bit lost, to say the least – the complexity of the main character and her plight are sure to endear readers to how she experienced those events, and how they formed her into who she is today.