3.75 stars
This book turned out better than I had hoped. It was a really pleasant read and I didn't regret reading this book. I must say, this novel was not a thriller (I had thought it was a thriller), though a mystery was what book was centered around. It focused more on how this mystery impacted on every character rather than solving the mystery. Obviously, the perpetrator was revealed eventually, but they were not uncovered through a process of investigation, it was through reminiscence of a certain character that led to the revelation of the culprit.
What I should compliment this book was its very well-thought characters. Their personalities were extremely deep, by this I mean they were constructed in a thorough way that enabled me to re-imagine them in real life. The characters included Julie, Lucy and Mariana. Julie and Lucy were Mariana's daughters and their oldest sister, Isabel, was murdered many years ago and a man was wrongly accused of her murder. Julie always blamed her sister's death on herself since there were certain things that Julie caused which might indirectly lead to Isabel's death, which was known to every one (not a thriller, clearly). This was just a process of dealing with emotion when Isabel's death once again was open in the present time. It began with Julie meeting with her old friend, Ethan, who was also a part of the tragedy that took place on Isabel. From that, Julie's life was spiraling tremendously, in addition to her discovery about her daughter, Shannon, wanted to move into her dad's before going to college. Julie was very protective of Shannon, so this was apparently a shock to her. Why Julie was so protective also stemmed from Isabel's murder.
Seeing Ethan again raised many feeling from Julie. Well, it was undeniable that they had mutual feeling and things continued to escalate. From there, in Julie's point of view in present time, it was focused mostly on their rebuilt relationship and anxiety arising following the reopening of Isabel's case.
What really uncovered who might kill Isabel was Mariana's perspective. At first, I wondered why the author wanted us to know Mariana's childhood and adolescence while Julie's and Lucy's perspectives were enough? There was no place for redundancy here, guys, and the past was told in a perfect way that didn't bore me too much. Therefore, I was able to guess the killer before they were revealed. However, it didn't matter who the killer was, the most important thing this book revolted around was how to cope with death and how to deal with it when it came back from the past and haunted us, and how to deal with rising emotion. In this novel, I also followed Julie's messy relationship with her own daughter and how her daughter thought about her. It was a very thoughtful insight into mother-daughter tension and the only way to relieve the bond of that tension was to tell the truth. The truth was what mattered most.
I didn't rate it a full 4 stars since I had wanted it to be a thriller when it wasn't. However, I enjoyed reading it. It was not heavy with a very tense mystery and not suspenseful whatsoever. The tragedy happening was indeed unfortunate, but I felt sad and pitied for the main character (Julie). If you like a pleasant, light read for the winter time, I will definitely recommend this book.