Callie is a drag king who's been crushing on one of her regular audience members, but is too shy outside of drag to initiate a conversation. Maya is a closeted lesbian who's still trying to feel that she's "gay enough" to consider herself truly part of the community. The novel opens with Callie performing a new routine she created to get Maya's attention - and get her attention it does. 👀
I really wanted to love this one! There's so little representation for drag kings out there, and I was so excited to explore that experience through Callie and Maya. While I still commend the author for highlighting this community, I think I just wanted more from that aspect of the novel. To me, Callie and Maya felt so isolated from the rest of their community, so locked into their own little bubble. I wanted to see Maya welcomed into the fold more and see them both engaging with the other drag kings and attendees beyond just a description of what they did on stage, but that never happened. Instead we just have a "competitor" king who keeps trying to sabotage their relationship and create division between them. I kept wondering why that kind of behavior was allowed to continue in a space that was supposed to be safe and welcoming.
My disappointment, however, mainly stems from my frustration with Callie's and Maya's relationship. I'm surprised to see this described as "low-angst" because it feels angstier to me than most of the other romances I read. Callie and Maya get together very early on in the novel, and from there on we repeatedly see them disappoint, doubt and be jealous of each other due to bad experiences in prior relationships. Callie, in particular, just struck me as too immature to be in a relationship without doing some serious work on herself first. I don't mind a bit of complexity and messiness in my romances, but I need it to be counterbalanced by an equal amount of cute, sweet, fun moments - show me their chemistry! Show me why they work! I just didn't feel like I got to see the healthy, loving side of their relationship, so I couldn't root for them as a couple. In the end, this struck me as a Happy for Now, not a Happily Ever After.
While this didn't work for me, this would work better for you if you enjoy heavily character-focused stories about wounded people healing and unlearning toxic beliefs and habits, and stumbling along the way.
Thank you to NetGalley and the author for the ARC.