📜‘This shall not last for ever.'
True for life, death and every terrible and beautiful thing in between indeed.
📜This was a sad, melancholic 'hopelessly gloomy' read, much of it was about the dark side of life and the shadows.
📜There was a lot of use of personification
📜I liked the metaphorical language used throughout the book such as in : 'all of my sins were like fruits with stones '
📜The book also talks of spirituality, the metaphysical, the existential questions of life and death and everything in between, love and lust, sin and virtue, profound grief, God and Satan/ devil, human relationships and the dream world.
📜 Book reads like a feverish dream and hallucinations of a despairing madman
📜The narrator's extreme suffering is difficult to even read, much less imagine.
📜The last chapter of the novel is titled but is a blank page, was intriguing, mentioned in the dedication too.
📜Parts are specially relatable to someone going through depression, mental health issues, sleep/ dream problems etc.
📜My 🤎favorite excerpts:
🤎Love always finds itself ensnared in misunderstanding.
🤎The bitterness of this relationship became apparent to me only later, much the same way a bitter taste is felt only when it hits the back of the tongue.
🤎soul – the poor soul, whose idiom is meticulously written in the language of love and light constantly seeks its due attention, stuttering like an ignored tenant within the body
🤎How long should I go on scrubbing this utensil clean? My ancient soul clings to the shameful utensil of grief like a rotting roti stuck to a pot.
📩I read the Kindle Edition.
Trigger ⚠️warning: suicide,anxiety, depression, domestic violence, suicidal ideation, blood and gore scene,animal/dog violence, childhood trauma/ abuse,violence and torture scenes.