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230 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 30, 2025
In the senior year of college, our unnamed first-person narrator meets two students in her Literature class: Sam and Yash. The trio become good friends, and engage regularly in battles of the intellect through banter, discussions, and card games. The boys nickname the narrator “Jordan”, and that’s who she becomes for them. Two of them start developing feelings for each other, but soon, certain choices alter the situation for all three of them.
Cut to a couple of decades later, when forty-something “Jordan” is finally living the life she wanted, having pushed the memories of youth and first love behind. Then one day, the past arrives at her doorstep.
The story comes to us in three distinct timelines, each from a specific point in the narrator’s life. The first and third sections are in her first-person point of view, while the middle timeline is addressed in the second-person “you”, with “Jordan” addressing that entire timeline to someone unnamed. We figure out in the third section who this “you” is. The true identity of “Jordan” comes only at the end.
