SPOILERS AHEAD!
Okay…
Where do I even start?…
I’ll start by saying that I wanted to DNF this book about 42 times during the first half. Absolutely nothing interesting happened in those first chapters to make me want to keep reading. I got to the point where I literally asked ChatGPT whether it was worth continuing and if it actually gets better. And, honestly, any sane person would probably ask, “Why didn’t you just quit?” Fair question. Here’s the answer: BECAUSE I NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO BEN AND WHETHER HE’D GET WHAT HE DESERVED. Spoiler alert: we never find out, and by the time I finished the book, I wanted to throw my Kindle out the window.
The writing is poor—about as contemporary as it gets, because God forbid we use language that’s even slightly more sophisticated and risk making the reader think for a second. And the plot twist… anyone who’s read The Silent Patient or any of the countless popular thrillers like it knows you can never trust that the narrator is actually who they claim to be. That immediately put me on guard, so I wasn’t surprised in the slightest.
I got absolutely no satisfaction in the end, despite desperately wanting some since I bothered continuing this trash. The ending was incredibly underwhelming, and I wasn’t satisfied by any single thing. The story ended pretty much the same way the central conflict began. Sure, we got the exposition throughout the novel, but the conclusion was, at best, terrible.
At the very least, I wanted to know Detective Carter’s opinion on everything that happened. That alone would have made me about 10% more satisfied than I am now.
And don’t even get me started on the book’s message. Good Lord. The takeaway seems to be: don’t report sexual abuse, because the abuser might end up dead and you will feel guilty or because their family might decide to come after you and rape you, beat you to death or God knows what in the middle of the night in the name of revenge. Seriously? In a world where so many teenagers already lack the courage—or the support—to speak up about sexual abuse, this book gives the impression that, if you don’t want your life to turn out like the protagonist’s, you’re better off keeping your mouth shut.
That’s an incredibly irresponsible message to put into a story like this. Instead of reinforcing that victims deserve to be heard and protected, it almost frames silence as the safer, more rational choice. Which brings me back to my biggest issue with the book: justice is never actually served well. That only reinforces the message I was talking about.
Heaven forbid.
Ah! And forgot to mention: not even a single person in this book is a person to root for. I hated everyone. And also they where written poorly and had 2 character traits at best.
I don’t really have anything else to say. Honestly, I’d just be wasting even more time and words on a book that wasn’t worth the effort in the first place.