My thanks to NetGalley and Scribner for an advance copy of this new novel that is a story about love, dark obsessive love, one that a person thought was in the past, but as the quote goes the "The past isn't even dead. Its not even past", opening up wounds long thought forgotten, wounds she never even knew were there.
I had just started working in bookstore when books about toxic relationships and toxic families were starting to appear. I had no idea what these were, nor what the were talking about. My dating life had been small, my family were people I liked being around. So most of these books seemed strange to me. Not to my co-workers. Soon I was hearing stories about toxicity in their life that well, made me glad to be boring. Some of these stories have stayed with me, though thankfully none of them were as dark and scary as this book. A well-written book at that. Helpless by bestselling author Jessica Knoll is a story of bad love, bad people, bad families, and what we try to forget when we move on, and what we miss when everything seems to be going wrong.
Faye Heron and Henry Spalding were the it couple in their small college, the one people wanted to be, and the one that so much was expected of. Faye left Henry, breaking his heart heading west to escape her family, and in many ways Henry, for their relationship had a lot of things that people could not see. Faye married and together with her husband became a producing dynamo, creating a show that caught the world's attention, based a little bit on her life with Henry. The death of a loved professor brings Faye back to her college and back to Henry. Henry has married also, and taken over the family business. The more Henry is around Faye begins to feel that something is off. That she is forgetting something. Henry asks Faye over for drinks, and soon she awakens in his cabin, a captive to an increasingly emotional Henry. The more time Faye spends there, the more she realizes that much that she old as true was lies, and she has no idea who to trust anymore, except herself.
I usually don't do this, but all the trigger warnings are in the book. This is a book that will make most people wonder about life in a monastery for who wants to meet and or date some of these people. That said this is an interesting book, a story of love and obsession but told from a different point of view, and one that constantly changes as more and more of the past is revealed to the characters. Again this is a rough book, but one that I kept reading even as I was shaking my head and going, yeah that's not my thing. Knoll has a very good way in creating characters that one feels you could run into them at work, or at the coffee shop. You might want to run after a few minutes of conversation, but they seem very real. The story is bigger than what it seems, dealing with abuse in families, harassment in higher education, and really, really toxic people in a doom spiral of a relationship.
A book that I am sure will cause a few conversations. I can see people defending some actions, being irate at others, and upset by the whole book. I like when authors take risks, try new things, and even make stories that might divide their readers. A really strong title from an author who constantly amazes. I look forward to what Knoll has planned next.