Rating: 2 stars.
Okay, this book completely blindsided me, and not in a good way. I went in with such high expectations, thinking I was getting a tight, intense thriller, but that vibe disappeared barely halfway into the early chapters. I kept switching between the audiobook and the physical copy because, at first, it seemed intriguing… but somewhere along the way, all that intrigue slipped right through my fingers.
I genuinely thought we were dealing with an intruder situation, like some dangerous man hunting down the FMC while she pieces together clues to survive. But no. Absolutely not. Instead, the big reveal is that the “threat” is a teenage girl. A teenage girl. I just sat there staring at my screen in shock, wondering how we went from suspenseful thriller setup to that twist. It threw me off so much that I couldn’t take the story seriously afterward.
The consequences of skipping the blurb… trust me, I know them way too well. But like, it’s a thriller?? Aren’t we supposed to go in blind?? That’s literally half the fun! Except this time, it totally backfired because I walked in expecting danger, tension, and some masked intruder stalking the FMC… and instead, I got blindsided by that twist.
So honestly, yes, I didn’t read the blurb, but also?? A thriller should still thriller. Blind or not.
P.S. This review contains spoilers!
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Okay, let’s talk about the characters because wow, they were complicated in every possible way. Honestly, I liked that at first, especially the little girl. She was the only one who felt layered in a way that made sense. But the thing I will never understand is why the author decided to mirror the adult woman’s story with the child’s so closely that it all blurred together. It became confusing, disorienting, and honestly exhausting to read even worse to listen to. It wasn’t just messy… it was full-on chaos.
°˖➴Casey:
Casey, as an adult, had strength and resilience, especially compared to her younger self, and I wanted to feel for her. I really did. The parental abuse was heartbreaking, but for some reason it didn’t land emotionally the way it should’ve. It didn’t feel real. I couldn’t connect with her at all, and that’s a huge problem in a story centered on trauma. And I’m sorry… but how on earth is she not in jail after killing twice? Am I supposed to just clap and cheer for her survival? Be serious.
°˖➴Anton and his brother:
Now, Anton and his brother. The brother? A literal pain in the ass. Why would you want to marry a woman who has killed people, and THEN cover for her?? Am I supposed to find that romantic? Sweet? No. Absolutely not. That is not love; that is two unhinged people enabling each other’s insanity. The creep factor was off the charts, and it’s never leaving my brain.
Anton, though… somehow manages to be the softest one in this morally bankrupt cast. I know he’s not actually sweet, but argue with the wall, but compared to the rest, he feels like a breath of air. Those two stars? They’re for him and his daughter, because honestly, they’re the only ones who deserved anything good.
°˖➴The two Mothers:
And don’t even get me started on the mothers. These two had zero purpose besides being abusive monsters. Like, in what world does burning your child’s arm count as “parenting”? Who thinks of this and says, yes, this is character development? It’s sickening, and it added nothing to the story except shock value.
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This felt very much like, “Let’s make everyone suffer and turn every single character into a full-blown psychopath,” and I was honestly lost the entire time. The only functioning brain cell in the whole book was mine, and thank god for that because none of them were using theirs.
And seriously… where was the “thriller” part? Because if your idea of suspense is tossing a 13-year-old covered in blood into the plot and calling it horror, then please, go get your head checked. I wasn’t scared; I just wanted to offer them all a warm drink and ask what on earth was going on.
I WAS SO CONFUSED THE WHOLE TIME. I was actually willing to give this a 3.5 at one point, trying to be fair, trying to convince myself it still had potential… but then the ending came along and absolutely shattered the entire story. Like, WHY? WHY WOULD YOU PUT ME THROUGH THAT?
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Okay, now let’s talk about that ending, the one that made my entire brain flash ERROR in every cell of my body. Because what the hell was that supposed to be? I’m not even asking for a happy ending or a tragic ending; I’m asking for any ending that shows effort. Instead, the book basically said, “You know what? I’m exhausted. Goodnight.”
That’s literally how it felt.
I wanted to SEE what happened next. I wanted answers. I wanted closure. If you expect me to be satisfied with a vague “Casey and Anton's brother lived happily ever after,” then no, because I swear I would personally step inside that story and kill them both myself. I wouldn’t even stutter. There is no way I’m letting that slide.
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And just for the record, a thriller needs at least 400 pages to actually build tension, develop the plot, and make everything feel rich and layered. But this book? It felt rushed from start to finish. It didn’t fulfill anything. Why is it not even 300 pages? How are you supposed to deliver a complex thriller in that little space?
Okay. I’m done. I have nothing else to give.
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⋆✿˖☕︎⋆✿˖ Omg, I can’t believe I haven’t picked up an FM book in like six months?? That’s actually insane. But this one grabbed my attention right away. The story sounds so intriguing, and I’m dying to finally see what all the hype is about.
Not gonna lie. The mixed reviews have me terrified that it might disappoint, but I really do enjoy her writing style. The way she paints scenes and brings characters to life is something I’ve always loved, so I’m crossing my fingers that this one doesn’t let me down.<𝟑 .ᐟ