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479 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 22, 2026

⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑖'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 '𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑝𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑡-𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ '𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔? ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑒 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑡𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
⋆˚꩜。❛ 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑙-𝑙-𝑙-𝑙-𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 ❜˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞
“So…I’m definitely gay?”
“I don’t know what you are. Other than fucking annoying. I do know that with one-hundred-percent certainty.”
he had suffered unspeakable violence and abuse, and still, he was sweet, compassionate, and genuinely funny. if he could cling on to his humanity in these circumstances, then dammit, so could i.
“it’s bigger than you. a man like you, a man who loves so hard, so deep, cannot play pretend his whole life. you’re a butterfly, enzo. free. brave. endlessly transformative.” his lips twisted in a half smile, half grimace. “and you’re so fucking beautiful, i forget how to breathe when you’re around.”
“Why do I get to walk free and they have to pay the price?” I roared. “Because I sucked some fed’s cock?”
“Yes,” he said bluntly, his eyes burning with all the emotions he didn’t let show. “You want the honest-to-God answer, Enzo? Then yes. It was because you fucked exactly the right person, at exactly the right time, […]”