Tolstoy confessionb "My life has come to a halt." - A true confession of the world gates that felt suicidal. bTolstoys life was stopped in his 40s. He did not even know what he wanted. Tolstoy was afraid to live and tried to escape from his life. Still, I expected something from my life. So he constantly explored the purpose of life that had plagued him since his youth. I tried to find the answers by reading books in various fields such as science, history, philosophy, and literature. But he did not get much help in his studies. Eventually Tolstoy suffers a mental crisis. This crisis peaked at the age of 51 and even thought about suicide. At that point, the book he wrote was "Confessions."How and why should humans live? Tolstoy looked for half an answer to this question. And finally I found the answer just before jumping off the cliff of life. "Confessions" contain a long journey from finding the answer to the question you have been searching for and finding it. In the first half, his life, meetings with people, and various thoughts are scattered. But gradually he puts his thoughts together and calmly presents his answers. Based on the answer, advise others how to live their lives. Through this book, readers will be aware of the unclear reality of life. Tolstoy s confession of sincerity and weight will enable him to take the first step in such a new life.