The road to forgiveness has never been this queer.
Isaac Frye is many things: Animal enthusiast, gay, guilty of three murders, dead. Grim is only one thing: Tired of leading humans to their afterlife, day after day. When Isaac dies and asks for a second chance to make up for what he did, Grim seizes the opportunity to explore the living realm with the excuse of wanting Isaac to succeed in his task. But humanity isn’t at all what Grim expected, and now he’s stuck on the road to forgiveness with a guilt-ridden murderer by his side. Not that he can die, but there are far more pleasant ways to explore the world. As Isaac searches his past for a forgiveness that may never come, Grim discovers the truth behind the murders; and whether his unwilling companion is irredeemable after all.
This story explores redemption, guilt, and forgiveness in the midst of a world full of hope. Recommended for ages 16 and above.
Alice G. Brooks, formerly published under Alice Brooks, is a sapphic indie author writing LGBTQIA+ fiction, often focused on dark themes. When they’re not writing, they enjoy hiking, videogames, rewatching the same shows over and over again, and reading queer books.
Isaac is a really relatable (I promise I’m not telling on myself) and layered character. I am a SUCKER for nonhuman-discovering-human-life-and-being-confused (am I doing the trope thing right?) and I had so much fun with Grim. Even if you take the yearning out of it (dunno why you’d want to do that but anyway), these two characters have a great back and forth and they both have traits the other lacks. There’s an organic weaving of sweet almost romcom worthy laughs and heavy content.
The world building and Alice’s take on heaven, hell and whatever else is waiting for us is fresh and contemporary. I love an afterlife with a dash of beaurocracy. I will definitely be reading more from this author!!
My only criticism is I found the story about Isaac’s victims that is eventually uncovered to be really outlandish. There were very few backstories that could have adequately explained the brutality of Isaac’s actions (especially contrasted against how he is portrayed throughout the book) but the direction it went in just kind of made me say… “okay?” Don’t get me wrong, I really enjoyed this book and I still think it’s worth reading! It’s just not what I was expecting and not in a good way. The lasting impression this book left on me is of Isaac and Grim’s relationship arc above anything else.
No spoilers but I was very satisfied with the ending!! This is definitely an experimental journey that is worth every page. Bonus: GAY bonus bonus: gay and indie 😌
This was such a sweet, tender book. Spring is finally here and I found myself craving a gentle story, something that would make me pause and reflect, while also bringing a soft smile to my face every now and then. And this delivered exactly that feeling.
Last summer, my ultimate cozy read was Under the Whispering Door, and without trying to compare the two, this one gave me that same warm, comforting sensation while reading.
The writing style was absolutely beautiful, so smooth and effortless that I fell into the story right from the start. It felt completely immersive, exactly the kind of experience I hope for every time I open a book.
I’m really glad I found this indie author on Instagram and I honestly can’t wait to read more!
where did the lake come from? and other geographic questions, through entire book.
- he hugged a tree with his car, and we're completely fine with him talking to people, and nobody notices. It's already fiction, give them a superpower or two. Snap a finger and teleport, already better.
- either Grim knows about world or not, make a decision. he doesn't know constellations have names, but he knows what a big dipper is. I don't know what big dipper is and i'm human. Does he want to learn? It would be so funny to try and explain stupid things humans do. Where is that?
- also why does he care about money? and need to save it? why? he's gone in two weeks
- and the most important one, 'why'. it's quite damn crutial and so annoying how he denies to tell it. Just say it, and we hate you and get to love you. or we love you from the start. we like the 'i can fix him' give it to us
- giving up after reading half of it.
- and labelling it LGBTQ, why? oh, i'm so angry!! it could have been awesome read, but no. vague and even more vague, page after page.
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This book will make you laugh, tear up, and want to punch one of the main characters in the face while hugging and protecting the other main character from all harm. Which is, honestly, everything I want from a book. I want characters so real, with such genuine depth, that I actually get angry with them, or want to cry with them, or just laugh with them. The story is unique, paced well, and will keep you invested until the very end. There are themes of acceptance, grief, understanding/processing how our mistakes can define us if we let them, how much our actions define us as humans, etc etc. And it's done in an accessible way that really makes you think. Plus, it's very, very gay. 10/10 stars, would read again. I would protect Grim with my life. Alice is a fantastic storyteller and I will read anything she writes!
Obviously the big question of the book is “who deserves to be forgiven?” But imo. Not this guy lol He does some shitty things and continues to do shitty things for his own selfish reasons. Even though he’s hurting EVERYONE. “Just this one last thing” is his theme and I just don’t feel like anything has been redeemed in the end.
I had some huge plot questions, but I looked past them when I remembered this is YA.
Grim is new to emotions and ppl and frankly deserves better than this guy
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to arc read this novel
maybe like a 2.5 if i'm being generous, but the 0.5 is only because i like the concept. execution of the concept? ... meh. the entire premise of the book is "who deserves forgiveness?" and the answer is, definitely not isaac. this tries to be a deep, philosophy essay on the essence of humanity and forgiveness and it also tries to be a cute quirky romance between a grim reaper and a killer and it doesn't accomplish either goal and it's just kinda vague and hand-wavey.
i was so excited to read this too, the concept was fun and interesting and wow i'm just mostly disappointed
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There are a lot of really great gems of lines in this book about the nature of humanity and relationships that are worth savoring. Overall, an entertaining read that takes on a big range of challenging themes. I enjoyed the wide cast of characters who are all memorable and unique in voice.
yes yes yes yes. I was skeptical at first if this was gonna romanticise a serial killer. in my opinion, I don't think it did, though I can't speak for everyone, surely. this was an amazing read. i cried a few times. BEAUTIFUL, and I really hope someday we get to revisit Isaac and Grim in a setting that explores their dynamic after all the events of this book.
I adored the premise but the execution left a lot to be desired. The plot could've been easily fit into 150 pages and I greatly disliked Isaac's character till the very end. The reasoning behind commiting the crimes didn't really convince me and the ending overall left me dissatisfied.
Actual Rating: 3.5 (rounded up) For Fans Of: The Good Place, Dead Like Me, Miracle Workers (S1), Good Omens, Reincarnation Blues
"I just think there has to be more to them than that. More than our widely accepted fact that humans are not redeemable if they do bad things."
Guilt, grief, and the search for redemption are at the heart of this book. Overall, I found it to be a really beautiful meditation on guilt and mourning, on what redemption means or can mean. Grim repeatedly warns Isaac that there is no way to redeem what he has done - the murders have happened, they cannot be fixed - and questions why Isaac seems to be chasing forgiveness for 10-year-old crimes.
Overall I have mixed feelings about the book. I went from "I love this" to "meh" about 60% of the way through. The back half of the book is bloated and drags on while Grim and Isaac have the same conversation over and over. Yes in real life processing guilt and grief takes time and often you hit the same block over and over, but that doesn't work in a book with a finite amount of space. I also thought Grim's relationship with Ann and Cris could have been played with more,
That being said, I found a lot to love about the book. Grim reminds me of Daniel Radcliffe's character in Miracle Workers (season 1), while Isaac made me think of a deeply depressed Jack Kerouac.
I loved how absolutely fucked up Isaac's story is. The author's choice to make it so deeply horrifying felt like a choice to make it impossible for the reader to try to excuse his actions and offer him redemption from outside the story. What he did was unforgivable, unredeemable - they were bad things and they cannot be fixed. To that end I thought giving his victims agency in the brightness was a very cool choice.
I'm not sure how I feel about where Isaac and Grim's relationship went. On the one hand, I enjoyed how growing closer eventually made Isaac feel he could "confess" to Grim, but I think a queerplatonic relationship might have had a greater impact than a romantic one.
Ultimately this book takes a deep topic and treats it with respect, and I think it's worth a read for people interested in the philosophy of good/evil and the very human experience of guilt and the search for forgiveness.
Thanks to the author for providing me with an ARC, I am leaving this review by my own choice.
Is there a better way to understand humans, their emotion and their world then by following around a murderer? Yes probably, but after reading this book I wouldn't want it any other way.
A.G. Brooks created an amazing and fascinating world, incredibly interesting and deep characters and a story that constantly had me glued to the page. Isaac and Grim made me laugh out loud, almost cry and think deeply about love, forgiveness, and (chosen) family. In the end I just wish I could have stayed with them longer.
Can someone ever reach forgiveness if they just caused too much pain? Do intentions behind actions matter at all if they hurt others in the end? Should you tell the truth no matter how much it hurts or destroys? How far are you willing to go to apologize? And does it really matter if you deserve forgiveness or not? This book asks a lot of questions, but while it doesn't always answer them head on it might help you find an answer for yourself, if there is one to find. It certainly will make you think about it.
Isaac might not be a hero to anyone, but given one last chance he finally takes action and tries to right the wrongs, that seem impossible to justify. Its him, through which Grim learns about the mortal world for the first time. Seeing Grim trying to figure out everything from food and train-tickets to facial expressions and forest was not only hilarious but also a very interesting POV. The double POV is very well done. The perspectives are unique and always give very different insights into the scenes.
While I loved this book I feel like the overall style is a bit unpolished, but that didn't keep me from enjoying the story and just makes me excited to see Brooks books in the future.
This was a great read that I will make my friends read immediately after the official release.
I first discovered Alice G. Brooks’ storytelling in their debut “Don’t Trust the Raven” and I knew then that this author was a powerhouse. When Death Gives You Lemons proved that I was right. This book hit me like an emotional gut punch. Brooks’ writing is efficient, pulling you through the story quickly. But the emotional depth is very much there. Every character is 3 dimensional, the worldbuilding is great and the pacing is excellent.
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This isn’t a criticism, in fact quite the opposite. As a mom, I found it really hard to forgive Isaac for what he did. I just couldn’t help putting myself in Kira’s moms’ shoes and I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t get past it. I was still angry with him, even after he did his time in the pit. But the thing that is so wonderful about this book is that the author doesn’t tell you what to think or feel. Maybe you believe that Isaac was a victim of circumstance and he deserves to be forgiven for the mistakes he made. Maybe you will never stop being angry with him for taking the life of someone’s child. There is so much room for nuance, discussion and grey area. That’s actually really rare right now. I love when a character doesn’t have to be likeable to be a great character.
BUT GRIM ON THE OTHER HAND. Grim was a shining beacon of light in this story. I loved everything about him, from his curiosity, to his literal thinking, to his optimism. He was just so fun to read about, and somehow I ended up laughing out loud several times in this book that also made me want to break down and cry.
DAMN ALICE YOU DID THAT.
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Disclaimer this review is very scatter brained and has very mild spoilers ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book was a very interesting read. I will never fully understand Isaac’s actions I could never do what he did to his friends. But I do believe that it was right for him not to have to suffer forever for his mistakes. I feel like this book would be good to read for a book club since in my opinion it’s very thought provoking. Whether you love it or hate it you will have thoughts on this book. It’s a shame that this book isn’t that popular more people should read this. But this book is still far from perfect, one thing I would change about this book is not making it a romance. Now I did pick up this book because I saw the author online advertising it as a queer romance book between a grim reaper and a murder looking for forgiveness. Now that advertising did work on me but I think this book would have been better if the ending didn’t throw a romance in, not that to romance was not hinted at the whole book. But them starting to kiss was very much abrupt and nothing would have changed if that didn’t happen, they still would have been really close and in love just not doing anything physical yet. Or the book could have ended with them kissing for the first time. Despite this minor grievance of mine I still really enjoyed it and gave it a pretty high rating it was very close to a five star book for me. I can’t wait to see more by this author because I really enjoyed the writing style.
i was and still am very happy that i received an ARC copy of this book. it sadly took me longer to read than i wanted it, which says nothing about the book and everything about me. anyway, here are my thoughts because i have a lot of them!
„when death gives you lemons“ by alice g. brooks is a book about forgiveness, death and life. issac asks for a second chance after his death and grim is eager to follow him at this journey. isaac learns about forgiveness and grim about human relationships and the reason why isaac killed three people. as you might guess, does the book deal with rather dark topics. this was done in a sensible but not depressing way, which i appreciated a lot. grim not understanding humans that well at the beginning, as well as reading about queer teenagers made the tone a bit lighter at times. you think (and learn) about the fact that not everything is black and white, without turning it into a huge philosophical discussion if you don’t want it.
their writing style and the short chapters made it easy to read the book, even though i found some parts confusing. that might just be because it took me some time to read the book and not because of the book itself though. i still grew very fond of the characters over the course of the book. they do grow a lot, believe it or not!
i can only recommend this book if you‘re looking for queer, morally grey characters and a fantasy story about both death and life!
This was definitely a read that took me a while to get into but once I hit about the half way mark I was invested to see where things would go. Firstly, this is definitely a book that has some dark topics and I’d really recommend looking up trigger warnings if you’re sensitive to any subject matters. Secondly, I wouldn’t say this is romance focused at all. There is a side romance but the story really focuses more on Issac and what happened. Issac is one of those more selfish unlikable/unredeemable type of characters but I thought he was written in a nice way that made him likeable to read from. I liked Grim especially, it was enjoyable to see this kind of naive reaper explore the human realm and really try to get a grasp on humans. I liked that we got some occasional funny/romantic moments between Grim and Issac, they were more subtle and far in between but it was nice to get a small moments between them against so many dark topics.
The story leading up to the murders is mysterious and I liked the added sense of suspense that the writing gave. I would say you do kind of have to suspend your disbelief a bit because once things are explained it does feel kind of far fetched. Aside from that I enjoyed reading about both realms and their rulers, I liked the characters & their romance, and I thought that the ending was decent. Thank you to the author for my complimentary review copy.
I loved this book so much. Not only was the plot really entertaining, but I IMMEDIATELY got attached to the characters and I purposely took my time reading this so as not to LEAVE THEM. Oh, Isaac. What a tragedy you are. A murderer consumed by guilt, so desperate for a forgiveness that would never come. As we slowly uncovered his past, I found myself questioning how the playful, sarcastic Isaac we knew could have ever done something so horrible, but as we dove deeper and deeper, the truth hit hard. And Grim…I love him so much. There were so many moments where I just BEAMED because of how adorable he is when discovering something NEW about humans. ~ The structure of the afterlife and the world-building around it was really unique and although quite simple, it had enough detail to FEEL REAL, which was really fun. As for the relationship between Isaac and Grim…UGH I LOVE THEM. They had chemistry pretty much right away, even without any of the yearning and soft moments. Their banter was so fun and I just felt like they clicked so naturally, that the transition from strangers to lovers went so smoothly, you barely noticed *THE* moment it happened. ~ You should definitely pick up this book if you’re looking for something that will make you laugh AND cry, and because Isaac and Grim are just absolutely incredible.
4.5/5, but goodreads doesn't let me do half stars 😡 Well this was fun. I don't know who thought it would be a good idea to try and understand humanity through the lense of a remorseful murderer, but here we are. It works surprisingly well :D
The book is filled with great situational jokes ("Classic human behavior, Grim. Good job."), much gayness ("His blue eyes drown me violently, making me swallow salty waves"), some very fun observations on humanity ("The living realm has a lot of doors and so far every single one of them has creaked") and some surprisingly deep philosophical discussions (sadly no quotes here, cause they would spoil too much :D).
The half star off from the full 5 star is because the story transitions felt off pacing wise. When they first move from the afterlife back to living realm it's a little bit rushed and then in the end when they go back to the afterlife, that transition is also slightly weird in the pacing.
All in all this is an extremely good book and it gets a full recommendation. It has the perfect mixture between the tension of following a murderer recounting his murders and just a fun little read with some very funny scenes.
I discovered Alice G. Brooks on my insta fyp when I was desperately looking for a new romance to read after the game changers series. And boy oh boy, was it a match made in heaven. I love the girl, first of all, she’s a spitfire of a person, she’s only 24, 3 books under her belt already and still has a lot to say and share with the world. She has been helping me navigate things in my life without realising it.
Now for the book in itself : I grew fond of it. The first chapters(rather short, every chapter in kinda short and I love it personally) left me a bit wary because we don’t know what really happened or why (also by the time that revelation comes it’s kinda far into the story so it almost doesn’t matter anymore) and the frustration with the characters is a bit strong (for both of them). But then… then, they fall for each other and I loved how it was paced, and shy and pure. Anyway. It’s not a perfect book, and it’s not meant to be I think. It’s just eerily beautiful and romantic despite the deep topic of morality right at the center of it all.
I made me want to draw them both, and I’ve been knee deep in art block for three months, so that says a lot, right?
Truly could not put this book down from the moment I got my hands on it. The premise was already very interesting already but the execution was absolutely wonderful. The characters are so lovely. Grim is so easy to love, he’s such an endearing character to read and I loved the journey of him becoming more human as the book went on. Isaac on the other hand is such a beautiful complex layered character. He’s just so human and I think that’s what really got me he made me feel so much and really had me thinking and pondering about so many things. I loved reading about how they fell in love and watching Grim grow to love humanity with all of its flaws through Isaac. I loved the world building I really liked how heaven and hell were set up and the change that happens in the end just feels so fitting. It really makes you think is anyone really completely wholly bad or are we all just playing the cards we have been dealt the best we can. Very lovely read and one that will stick with me for a while. Alice has truly got a gift and I can’t wait to read more stories by them!
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I fear I'm being harsh especially with smaller more indie authors but this wasn't the book for me unfortunately.
I LOVED grim though his optimism, his curiosity and general personality was so endearing and I'm grateful he got his happy ending.
Isaac though? oh I don't like him. He felt surface deep and there wasn't enough reason for me justifying what he did. Brooks did so well at building suspense at what came before the murders but I found the reasoning lackluster. Isaac didn't show much character development at all even at the end he had continued to cause harm and be selfish to try to ease his own guilt. Yes he did go to the pit but after he had already been everywhere else to avoid it.
The ending also was giving 'the good place' with a medium place. Yes the idea existed before but I found the show tedious and unfortunately this felt a bit all over the place too.
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i demolished this book in about three and a half hours. not quite a personal record, but something close.
i loved the whole concept of this book. the characters were perfectly worked, with enough information to know them but not enough to guess straight through them. from the beginning, i had a lot of theories, and although i was right and guessed the big secrets pretty early in, i was still hooked. lo and behold, i was also still surprised by the ending.
the plot was slightly predictable going in, but not because it's copy-and-paste or overdone tropes. this was refreshing to read, and although i felt a little rushed through the end (not because the writing was rushed, but because i just felt i knew what was happening), i still incredibly enjoyed this, and i'm so excited to read alice's other works.
Reading the ARC for this book has been one of my favourite experiences this year, the rollercoaster of emotions I went through with reading both points of view was extreme but not unwelcome. I would recommend this book if you’re wanting something emotional, with some tense moments and some cute moments too!
I’ve loved every second spent on this book uncovering Issac’s past and witnessing Grim’s development. The author has done an amazing job with writing this book, managing to perfectly get across the atmosphere and differences in both the boys. Seriously, please read this book if you have a chance, you won’t regret it!!
I’m super grateful for being able to have the ARC, it meant a lot to me ❤️
The premise is definitely what lured me in, and while the dynamic between the two main characters is what I enjoyed most about this book, I felt that it lacked depth in the world-building and in the characters as to why they are who they are.
That last point mostly lends itself to the human side of the duo, where we finally discover the full truth of what happened that led him to be a murderer, and I was... underwhelmed? I think the main thing this story needed was more emotional depth for Isaac. I felt that we needed to see his state of mind more leading up to the murders, as we only get glimpses and then a straight up explanation of events which left me wanting more.
As for Grim, he was an excellent character and his interactions with Isaac in the human world, discovering all the facets of nature and society, were what really drove this book. The afterlife as a beauracratic process was definitely interesting, but it too lacked depth as to why it is the way it is, and how exactly everything functions.
Overall, an interesting concept bogged down by too many surrounding questions and lack of depth that ultimately distracts from its best elements.
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this started off cute but quickly fell off and became nonsensical. the worldbuilding is inconsistent, character motivations made no sense (i did skim to find out the reason isaac did what he did and... i'm sorry, hwhat???), and while there were some nice moments in the prose-- it mostly felt stilted and dry.
there were some cute moments, and i did think the worldbuilding was getting somewhere it just needed... a lot more. ultimately, i think this book just asked me to suspend my disbelief to a level that i'm not capable of doing.
if you're looking for a cute read with some interesting characters and a plot that you can't think too hard about, this is a book for you!
this is one of the most beautiful stories i’ve had the pleasure of reading. there’s grief, and anger, and hope, and love, and wonder. this book will grip your heart in its skeletal hands and wrap your around its scythe. and you’ll be glad you let it happen.
isaac and grim’s story is complicated. it’s messy and raw and will make you a little uncomfortable as they confront isaac’s brutal past. it will force you to think of humanity, of what makes a person truly good or evil, and will make you sit and reflect.
truly a beautiful story i would recommend to everyone.
on a lighter note…gay grim reaper. need i really say anything else?
Screaming at the top of my lungs: OH MY GOD I AM LOVE THIS BOOK
I was completely sold on “grim reaper x serial killer and they’re gay” as a premise and it did not disappoint in the slightest!
Beautiful writing exploring the intricacies of moral ambiguity and remorsefulness and forgiveness, all the while a former serial killer teaches a very autistic-coded grim reaper how to human whilst they rapidly fall in love and just aaaaaa I love them both so much (I love Cris and Ann too!) (And literally all the other characters too) 🩵🩵🩵
(The 3rd quarter drags a bit which is why I put this at 4.75 not 5)
I stumbled across this book via an IG reel posted by the author. I was intrigued! A reaper named Grim, tasked with delivering humans to either the brightness (heaven) or the pit (hell), encounters a human named Isaac who wants more time to get closure.
I honestly don’t know how I feel about the book overall. I enjoyed Grim in the living realm. All his questions and curiosity about humans was sweet. However, Isaac’s whole situation was a lot… and when we get to the end with Isaac and Grim confessing their love for one another, I just didn’t get it.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book!! I was on tenterhooks throughout cuz I had absolutely no idea how Grim and Isaac were ever going to be endgame, and, ngl, I was kind of slightly worried it would take a really sad turn and my heart would be broken... It was pretty sweet—as well as a deep exploration of murder, morality, and the clinging guilt and remorse that follows. if you enjoyed The Good Place, you'll definitely also love When Death Gives You Lemons!!
I received an ARC from the author & I'm leaving this review voluntarily! <3
Ten years ago Isaac's three best friends were murdered in the same night and his father was sent to prison because of it. Now Isaac decides it's time to confess, and then is hit by a truck and dies.
Mysterious and tragic. Left me with a hollow feeling in my gut.
I absolutely DEVOURED this book, an absolute MUST READ if you are a fan of deep moral questions of redemption, and what that really means, and also SUCH A CUTE ROMANCE. I would die for Grim, as simple as that. 5 stars, all the way. Would give it 10 if possible. Read this book, you will not regret it! (Mind the trigger warnings though, because it has a good share of deep topics. But they are beautifully handled by the author, so amazing job.) I will definitely be re-reading this one!