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Die Trying: A chillingly compelling psychological thriller about the chances we take and their deadly consequences…
A chillingly compelling psychological thriller about the chances we take and their deadly consequences…
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to feel back in control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a new wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything - life, death, or the illusion of choice itself...
DIE TRYING is a dazzling psychological thriller that asks if any of us would gamble everything we have, and what really are the killer consequences of every choice we make.
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to feel back in control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a new wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything - life, death, or the illusion of choice itself...
DIE TRYING is a dazzling psychological thriller that asks if any of us would gamble everything we have, and what really are the killer consequences of every choice we make.
337 pages, Kindle Edition
Published March 26, 2026
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About the author
Eleanor Barker-White
3 books80 followersEleanor Barker-White lives in Wiltshire with her husband and four children. She is the author of two novels.
MY NAME WAS EDEN, published by Harper North, was longlisted for the Crime Writer’s Association First Novel Dagger Award.
Her second novel, DIE TRYING - a psychological thriller about love, obsession and the peril of leaving choices to chance - is due out March 2026 and available to pre-order now.
Eleanor can be found on social media:
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MY NAME WAS EDEN, published by Harper North, was longlisted for the Crime Writer’s Association First Novel Dagger Award.
Her second novel, DIE TRYING - a psychological thriller about love, obsession and the peril of leaving choices to chance - is due out March 2026 and available to pre-order now.
Eleanor can be found on social media:
Instagram: @eleanorbarkerwhite
X: @ebarkerwhite
Facebook: Eleanor Barker-White
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May 2, 2026
Addictive, complex, deep, and thought-provoking, Die Trying was as original as you can get for a suspense/thriller. With messy relationships, an unsettling atmosphere, and onion-like plotting, the three-act storyline delivered quite the heady message by the time I finished that last impeccable page. You see, while the bulk of the novel was both deliciously unhinged and an eye-popping descent into chaos, once I finished the novel everything fell perfectly into place. Ending with a conclusion that was a *mic drop* kind of move, I was quite literally stunned into silence as my brain went back over everything I had read. After all, it explored obsession, choice, and control with a side helping of fate vs. free will with nuance and skill. Bravo, Ms. Barker-White, it was a doozy of a read that had me losing all track of time as I flew through your novel.
As for the buildup before the storm that was the climax and conclusion, the fast pace and short, snappy chapters came together with a dark, ominous feel to make it into a one-sitting read. Yup. I could not put this book down. I mean, as soon as I found out there was a podcast at the center of this inventive plot, I knew that I had to read it. The web of tragic secrets and mysterious pasts, though, were what kept my eyes glued to the pages until I reached that jaw-dropper of an ending. A finale that’s sure to live rent-free in my head for a very long time, I’m already craving to re-read the whole thing again. So if you love books that deliver crave-able over-the-top thrills alongside of insightful commentary, get your hands on this one now. Despite needing to suspend my disbelief, I inhaled this one like I was starving. Rating 4.5 stars.
SYNOPSIS:
Do you believe in fate?
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…
Thank you Eleanor Barker-White and Harper North for my complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.
PUB DATE: March 26, 2026 (UK)
Content warning: infidelity, suicidal thoughts, medical content, violence, death, hit-and-run car accident, toxic relationships, misogyny, mention of: cancer, eating disorder
As for the buildup before the storm that was the climax and conclusion, the fast pace and short, snappy chapters came together with a dark, ominous feel to make it into a one-sitting read. Yup. I could not put this book down. I mean, as soon as I found out there was a podcast at the center of this inventive plot, I knew that I had to read it. The web of tragic secrets and mysterious pasts, though, were what kept my eyes glued to the pages until I reached that jaw-dropper of an ending. A finale that’s sure to live rent-free in my head for a very long time, I’m already craving to re-read the whole thing again. So if you love books that deliver crave-able over-the-top thrills alongside of insightful commentary, get your hands on this one now. Despite needing to suspend my disbelief, I inhaled this one like I was starving. Rating 4.5 stars.
SYNOPSIS:
Do you believe in fate?
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…
Thank you Eleanor Barker-White and Harper North for my complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.
PUB DATE: March 26, 2026 (UK)
Content warning: infidelity, suicidal thoughts, medical content, violence, death, hit-and-run car accident, toxic relationships, misogyny, mention of: cancer, eating disorder
March 29, 2026
Die Trying follows Adam, whose world is shattered when his wife Jemma leaves him for another man. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision. At first, it's just a game. Then, Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn. As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…
Die Trying is an addictive, chilling, decision-based thriller that constantly makes you question fate, the choices we make, and the impact of our decisions. It’s a harrowing, gripping, and unnerving read that’s hard to put down.
Told over three parts, Die Trying is masterfully written, tense, and fast-paced throughout. Each part spirals further, becoming more complex and thought-provoking as it weaves together themes of control, consequence, and inevitability. It’s a twisty, unique concept with an atmosphere that is consistently unsettling.
The dual POV works flawlessly, delivering a painful insight into Jemma and Adam’s fractured relationship. While I didn’t like Jemma’s character at all, I found myself completely fascinated by Adam. Every roll of the dice was magnetic, and I was easily drawn deeper into the story’s dark momentum.
The ending is messy, but impactful - and perfect for the story. The chaos and unpredictability at the heart of the narrative are echoed in the final pages, and I genuinely wouldn’t change a thing about it.
Thank you so much to Harper North for sending me this copy to read and review. My opinions are my own.
Die Trying is an addictive, chilling, decision-based thriller that constantly makes you question fate, the choices we make, and the impact of our decisions. It’s a harrowing, gripping, and unnerving read that’s hard to put down.
Told over three parts, Die Trying is masterfully written, tense, and fast-paced throughout. Each part spirals further, becoming more complex and thought-provoking as it weaves together themes of control, consequence, and inevitability. It’s a twisty, unique concept with an atmosphere that is consistently unsettling.
The dual POV works flawlessly, delivering a painful insight into Jemma and Adam’s fractured relationship. While I didn’t like Jemma’s character at all, I found myself completely fascinated by Adam. Every roll of the dice was magnetic, and I was easily drawn deeper into the story’s dark momentum.
The ending is messy, but impactful - and perfect for the story. The chaos and unpredictability at the heart of the narrative are echoed in the final pages, and I genuinely wouldn’t change a thing about it.
Thank you so much to Harper North for sending me this copy to read and review. My opinions are my own.
March 26, 2026
When Jenna leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Wanting to take back control he turns to the die he used to use to make every decisions. It starts as just a game, but then his obsession takes a darker turn. As he loses grip on reality, one final roll could determine everything.
I read this author’s first book and enjoyed it and sounded like a fun, original concept so I wanted to read it. This ended up a compelling, thought provoking read and it was interesting to see how it played out. Saying that, I found that the pacing was a bit off, which made it hard to stay invested in the story. I also found that I didn’t connect to the characters. Overall though this was a decent read and would work well for this looking for a unique mystery. Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this copy in return for an honest review.
I read this author’s first book and enjoyed it and sounded like a fun, original concept so I wanted to read it. This ended up a compelling, thought provoking read and it was interesting to see how it played out. Saying that, I found that the pacing was a bit off, which made it hard to stay invested in the story. I also found that I didn’t connect to the characters. Overall though this was a decent read and would work well for this looking for a unique mystery. Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this copy in return for an honest review.
March 25, 2026
Die Trying by Eleanor Barker White. Thanks to @Harpernorth for the gifted Arc ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Adam’s wife has just left him for another man. He finds his out die, which starts as a game but soon becomes an obsession.
I loved the idea of this one and now have to read the book The Dice Man. The idea of every choice you make being decided by the roll of a dice is scary to think about. The action makes a lot of sense at first and then starts getting pretty dark. And I love a dark book, especially when it doesn’t start that way and just spirals.
“The die has issued a command and I need to see it through. Bad things happened when we don’t.”
Read if you like:
-Chance or fate stories
-Different point of views
-Dark spirals
Die Trying comes out 3/26.
Adam’s wife has just left him for another man. He finds his out die, which starts as a game but soon becomes an obsession.
I loved the idea of this one and now have to read the book The Dice Man. The idea of every choice you make being decided by the roll of a dice is scary to think about. The action makes a lot of sense at first and then starts getting pretty dark. And I love a dark book, especially when it doesn’t start that way and just spirals.
“The die has issued a command and I need to see it through. Bad things happened when we don’t.”
Read if you like:
-Chance or fate stories
-Different point of views
-Dark spirals
Die Trying comes out 3/26.
May 9, 2026
Don’t want to say too much bad about a new author so will say what I liked
The concept was good and the first 200 pages build some good character and interest.
If you prefer a slower paced thriller book that’s more drama than thriller think you will like this
The concept was good and the first 200 pages build some good character and interest.
If you prefer a slower paced thriller book that’s more drama than thriller think you will like this
March 28, 2026
As usual Eleanor’s writing is phenomenal the way she pulls you in. It’s dark, thrilling with an edge. You can see how gripped and entranced Adam was about the rules of the die, you really didn’t know which way us was going. And the ending just totally threw me, I’m still figuring it out as I type this !!!!
Well done Eleanor and thanks for the opportunity to read an early arc
Well done Eleanor and thanks for the opportunity to read an early arc
March 18, 2026
Wow this book has just blew me away and I read it pretty much in one sitting.
I loved the uniqueness of the plot. Such a great psychological thriller that kept me hooked right until the end.
The Blurb...
"When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…"
The book was split into a few sections and switched from Jemma and Adam's POV's. The chapters were short and snappy and I stayed up late last night to finish this, that's how engaging it was.
I usually love my thrillers all wrapped up with nothing left to figure out but this one leaves you wondering at the end and I really liked that, it worked well.
I loved the uniqueness of the plot. Such a great psychological thriller that kept me hooked right until the end.
The Blurb...
"When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…"
The book was split into a few sections and switched from Jemma and Adam's POV's. The chapters were short and snappy and I stayed up late last night to finish this, that's how engaging it was.
I usually love my thrillers all wrapped up with nothing left to figure out but this one leaves you wondering at the end and I really liked that, it worked well.
March 11, 2026
The premise of this book really intrigued me but the story fell so flat. The characters were insufferable & I just really couldn’t connect with the story at all.
February 7, 2026
Thank you so much to Netgalley for giving me this free advance copy, and I’m writing this review honestly and without bias.
I was immediately captivated by the book’s premise and started reading it right away. I’m not sure if the author intended to create such unlikeable characters in Adam and Jemma, but somehow it worked. After a promising start, it does slow down a bit in the middle, but the author picks it up again in the latter half. This is an original concept and well written, though the pacing is off in some parts. If you believe in fate and that things happen for a reason, this book is for you. Overall, it’s an interesting and enjoyable read, 3.5⭐️
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
As soon as I heard about this book being a dice-based decision thriller, I knew it would be the book I needed in my life and I was not disappointed! It’s such a chilling, addictive read that explores fate, the choices we make, and the impact every decision can have. I’m gutted it’s over, to be honest! If this intrigues you to the max like it did with me, and you need a new kind of dark thriller in your life, this is the one.
Die Trying is the kind of book that takes over your every waking thought. Can you imagine basing every decision you make on the roll of a die? When Adam’s wife leaves him for another man, his world crumbles. He tries as hard as he can to grasp onto what is left of his family, but it all seems to be slipping through his fingers. So he turns to the one thing he can think of to restore calm and order to his life; a glass die he once used to make every decision for him. And the constant urge to roll returns.
He reconnects with an old friend, sets up a wellness podcast where the die plays a huge part, building a positive community, helping to reduce decision fatigue and promoting positive masculinity. But things take a much darker turn. Life spirals, and the horrors of his past return to the surface. It’s a story of obsession, an out-of-control urge to fix what’s broken, about taking risks, sometimes with horrific consequences. The dual POV works so incredibly well in weaving together different points of view and different time frames, everything so flawlessly and cleverly interlinking. I was constantly impressed by the depth of it all. The excitement I got from every new die roll, not knowing which way Adam’s life could turn kept me gripped from start to finish.
It’s a hugely satisfying story and really makes you think about fate and the impact each decision we make has on our lives, as well as the lives of those around us. A fantastic read; haunting, compelling and so thought-provoking!
Die Trying is the kind of book that takes over your every waking thought. Can you imagine basing every decision you make on the roll of a die? When Adam’s wife leaves him for another man, his world crumbles. He tries as hard as he can to grasp onto what is left of his family, but it all seems to be slipping through his fingers. So he turns to the one thing he can think of to restore calm and order to his life; a glass die he once used to make every decision for him. And the constant urge to roll returns.
He reconnects with an old friend, sets up a wellness podcast where the die plays a huge part, building a positive community, helping to reduce decision fatigue and promoting positive masculinity. But things take a much darker turn. Life spirals, and the horrors of his past return to the surface. It’s a story of obsession, an out-of-control urge to fix what’s broken, about taking risks, sometimes with horrific consequences. The dual POV works so incredibly well in weaving together different points of view and different time frames, everything so flawlessly and cleverly interlinking. I was constantly impressed by the depth of it all. The excitement I got from every new die roll, not knowing which way Adam’s life could turn kept me gripped from start to finish.
It’s a hugely satisfying story and really makes you think about fate and the impact each decision we make has on our lives, as well as the lives of those around us. A fantastic read; haunting, compelling and so thought-provoking!
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
When I saw the cover of this book, I was definitely intrigued. I was immediately reminded of another book that I read years ago, although it was a lot darker and deeper. Reference is made to this book as part of the story.
The roll of a dice to determine the outcome of a question, predicament or action, sounds okay until it becomes addictive and threatens your way of life or the relationships between family and friends. This was what Adam discovered when he was at Uni, he and his friends began this innocent pastime. Adam gave it up long ago, but a recent change in his circumstances, well, his wife having an affair and kicking him out, has brought his addiction back again.
The author has several threads in this story, it is that of Adam, his now ex-wife, her partner and an old school friend. While the decisions from rolling the die are good, there are a lot of other considerations, especially as there is a new following due to a podcast that Adam and his old friend started. Things on the home front are not settled, and there is something else that is lingering in the background. Things are spiralling, and at some point, something is going to break.
I did enjoy this book a lot, but I did find it tame compared to the other book that is mentioned (The Dice Man by Luke Rinehart). If you have not read that book, then I think this is very good story in itself, I think for me I wanted something darker. Die Trying is a story about family and friends, life in the real world and trying to take the easier choices, or having the choice made for you. Not having to spend time thinking of what to do, what should be done or if you have done the right thing. That is what this book is about, and the results of taking the easier option of rolling a dice.
This is a good read, and I did enjoy it a lot. It is a psychological thriller, mystery, and one I would be happy to recommend.
The roll of a dice to determine the outcome of a question, predicament or action, sounds okay until it becomes addictive and threatens your way of life or the relationships between family and friends. This was what Adam discovered when he was at Uni, he and his friends began this innocent pastime. Adam gave it up long ago, but a recent change in his circumstances, well, his wife having an affair and kicking him out, has brought his addiction back again.
The author has several threads in this story, it is that of Adam, his now ex-wife, her partner and an old school friend. While the decisions from rolling the die are good, there are a lot of other considerations, especially as there is a new following due to a podcast that Adam and his old friend started. Things on the home front are not settled, and there is something else that is lingering in the background. Things are spiralling, and at some point, something is going to break.
I did enjoy this book a lot, but I did find it tame compared to the other book that is mentioned (The Dice Man by Luke Rinehart). If you have not read that book, then I think this is very good story in itself, I think for me I wanted something darker. Die Trying is a story about family and friends, life in the real world and trying to take the easier choices, or having the choice made for you. Not having to spend time thinking of what to do, what should be done or if you have done the right thing. That is what this book is about, and the results of taking the easier option of rolling a dice.
This is a good read, and I did enjoy it a lot. It is a psychological thriller, mystery, and one I would be happy to recommend.
April 6, 2026
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision. Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again. At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn. As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything – life, death, or the illusion of choice itself…
This is a fast-paced thriller with an extremely intriguing concept, making decisions - every single one - using the roll of a dice.
Told from the two main character POV’s, although primarily Adam, the story delves into the emotional outpouring following the breakdown of their marriage. Adam is clearly devastated and upon discovering the die from his childhood, memories of his university days are uncovered and a friendship reignited.
The idea of letting fate choose all of the decisions you make through the numbers on the die sounds like an exciting prospect at first but of course, nothing is as straightforward as it seems and there are some darker elements explored when the decisions and outcomes have unintentional results.
Adam and Jemma aren’t particularly likeable characters but the focus is definitely more on the die storyline, the emphasis on that ability to let the hard decisions in life be taken away from you, supposedly without any consequences, alongside the seriousness of addiction. The ultimate concluding chapters also provides an unexpected twist that ties all the connections together, making this an enjoyable, perfectly paced thriller.
This is a fast-paced thriller with an extremely intriguing concept, making decisions - every single one - using the roll of a dice.
Told from the two main character POV’s, although primarily Adam, the story delves into the emotional outpouring following the breakdown of their marriage. Adam is clearly devastated and upon discovering the die from his childhood, memories of his university days are uncovered and a friendship reignited.
The idea of letting fate choose all of the decisions you make through the numbers on the die sounds like an exciting prospect at first but of course, nothing is as straightforward as it seems and there are some darker elements explored when the decisions and outcomes have unintentional results.
Adam and Jemma aren’t particularly likeable characters but the focus is definitely more on the die storyline, the emphasis on that ability to let the hard decisions in life be taken away from you, supposedly without any consequences, alongside the seriousness of addiction. The ultimate concluding chapters also provides an unexpected twist that ties all the connections together, making this an enjoyable, perfectly paced thriller.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Thank you @eleanorbarkerwhite @harpernorthuk #partner for the gifted copy of this eARC!
Okay but can we talk about how unhinged and addictive Die Trying by Eleanor Barker-White was?! This book seriously said “let’s take one bad decision…and then multiply it by fate, obsession and a literal roll of the dice” 🎲
This story follows Adam and Jemma, a married couple with a young son whose lives completely implode after Adam catches Jemma cheating. They separate to “figure things out”…but it quickly becomes clear they are NOT on the same page. Not even in the same book. Not even in the same universe it seems. Waaa waaaaa, poor Adam.
That’s when Adam pulls out the glass die he used to rely on to make decisions. Yes. A die. As in…he starts letting chance decide what he does next with his life. And that’s precisely when everything spirals into this dark sort of train wreck.
What made this book so gripping for me was how deeply uncomfortable it felt. The relationship dynamics were raw and messy. Eleanor did such an incredible job getting inside Adam’s head that I actually felt sorry for him in the beginning.
But then…
yeah. That feeling doesn’t exactly stay the same 😅
Watching his mindset shift and seeing how one small “harmless” roll could snowball into life-altering, terrifying consequences was equal parts fascinating and disturbing.
I also LOVED the multiple POVs because you weren’t just watching the chaos unfold…it made me feel like I was inside it.
This book really makes you think about fate vs choice. Begs the question “are we in control” or are we just one decision away from completely destroying everything?
This was my second Eleanor Barker-White book and of course I will absolutely be back for more! Her writing just seems to always suck me in!
Dark.
Obsessive.
Uncomfortable.
And impossible to put down.
Okay but can we talk about how unhinged and addictive Die Trying by Eleanor Barker-White was?! This book seriously said “let’s take one bad decision…and then multiply it by fate, obsession and a literal roll of the dice” 🎲
This story follows Adam and Jemma, a married couple with a young son whose lives completely implode after Adam catches Jemma cheating. They separate to “figure things out”…but it quickly becomes clear they are NOT on the same page. Not even in the same book. Not even in the same universe it seems. Waaa waaaaa, poor Adam.
That’s when Adam pulls out the glass die he used to rely on to make decisions. Yes. A die. As in…he starts letting chance decide what he does next with his life. And that’s precisely when everything spirals into this dark sort of train wreck.
What made this book so gripping for me was how deeply uncomfortable it felt. The relationship dynamics were raw and messy. Eleanor did such an incredible job getting inside Adam’s head that I actually felt sorry for him in the beginning.
But then…
yeah. That feeling doesn’t exactly stay the same 😅
Watching his mindset shift and seeing how one small “harmless” roll could snowball into life-altering, terrifying consequences was equal parts fascinating and disturbing.
I also LOVED the multiple POVs because you weren’t just watching the chaos unfold…it made me feel like I was inside it.
This book really makes you think about fate vs choice. Begs the question “are we in control” or are we just one decision away from completely destroying everything?
This was my second Eleanor Barker-White book and of course I will absolutely be back for more! Her writing just seems to always suck me in!
Dark.
Obsessive.
Uncomfortable.
And impossible to put down.
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
The Blurb
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
My Thoughts
The story is told mainly from Adam's POV, and very occasional we get to see things from Jemma's view.
This is where it gets delicious. We spend so much time in Adam’s head, feeling his "henpecked" devotion, that it’s easy to pity him. But between the lines? There’s an obsessive edge to his numbers-driven brain that feels less like love and more like surveillance.
When we finally get glimpses of Jemma’s perspective, the story doesn't just shift, it warps. The two narratives don't just differ; they refuse to exist in the same reality.
Personally, I didn’t find this story to be a traditional thriller. It’s definitely psychological, but it leans much more into being character-driven.
I had this persistent sense of foreboding—that unshakable feeling that something just wasn't quite right. I found myself doubting every word; I simply didn’t trust what the characters were saying. It leaves you with such an eerie feeling that lingers long after you turn the page.
This story focuses on fate, and the question of whether the choices we make in life are pre determined
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to regain control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
Meanwhile, Jemma's lost her sense of self. Every choice she makes is tempting her to risk everything to find her spark again.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
My Thoughts
The story is told mainly from Adam's POV, and very occasional we get to see things from Jemma's view.
This is where it gets delicious. We spend so much time in Adam’s head, feeling his "henpecked" devotion, that it’s easy to pity him. But between the lines? There’s an obsessive edge to his numbers-driven brain that feels less like love and more like surveillance.
When we finally get glimpses of Jemma’s perspective, the story doesn't just shift, it warps. The two narratives don't just differ; they refuse to exist in the same reality.
Personally, I didn’t find this story to be a traditional thriller. It’s definitely psychological, but it leans much more into being character-driven.
I had this persistent sense of foreboding—that unshakable feeling that something just wasn't quite right. I found myself doubting every word; I simply didn’t trust what the characters were saying. It leaves you with such an eerie feeling that lingers long after you turn the page.
This story focuses on fate, and the question of whether the choices we make in life are pre determined
March 26, 2026
📚 Book Review 📚
𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 by Eleanor Barker-White 🎲
What if your next decision is your last?
When Adam finds out his wife is cheating on him, his whole world comes crashing down. Trying his best to cling on to what’s left of his family, he decides to blow the dust off his old, faithful friend: a glass die he used to use in his decision making when he was younger.
Reuniting with his old pal, Will, they decide to create a podcast, 𝘋𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵, to share their reignited love of rolling a die to decide their fate. But when things start to go wrong, Adam realises he’s taken his obsession too far…
Now, I haven’t read many decision-based thrillers, but this one had me addicted! 𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 is told from the POV’s of Adam and his wife Jemma, throwing us straight into the depths of their fractured relationship.
At first I really felt for Adam - finding out his wife has been cheating on him and having to move out of their home, therefore not seeing his son as often has he’d like. I thought Jemma was quite cold hearted in some of the decisions she made, but ultimately, her main priority was to care for their son.
Eleanor’s writing style is unblemished and moreish. At no point in this book did my attention waiver - I was thoroughly sucked in and I couldn’t wait to find out how it would conclude. Not everything is wrapped up in a pretty little bow, but this suits the story perfectly.
From the first page, to the first roll of the die, to finishing that last line, I couldn’t get enough of this book and I can’t wait to see more of it on here. It’s tense, fast-paced, and poses some questionable decisions - everything I love in a thriller.
I’d like to say a huge thank you to Eleanor and Harper North UK for the proof of 𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴.
𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 by Eleanor Barker-White 🎲
What if your next decision is your last?
When Adam finds out his wife is cheating on him, his whole world comes crashing down. Trying his best to cling on to what’s left of his family, he decides to blow the dust off his old, faithful friend: a glass die he used to use in his decision making when he was younger.
Reuniting with his old pal, Will, they decide to create a podcast, 𝘋𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵, to share their reignited love of rolling a die to decide their fate. But when things start to go wrong, Adam realises he’s taken his obsession too far…
Now, I haven’t read many decision-based thrillers, but this one had me addicted! 𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 is told from the POV’s of Adam and his wife Jemma, throwing us straight into the depths of their fractured relationship.
At first I really felt for Adam - finding out his wife has been cheating on him and having to move out of their home, therefore not seeing his son as often has he’d like. I thought Jemma was quite cold hearted in some of the decisions she made, but ultimately, her main priority was to care for their son.
Eleanor’s writing style is unblemished and moreish. At no point in this book did my attention waiver - I was thoroughly sucked in and I couldn’t wait to find out how it would conclude. Not everything is wrapped up in a pretty little bow, but this suits the story perfectly.
From the first page, to the first roll of the die, to finishing that last line, I couldn’t get enough of this book and I can’t wait to see more of it on here. It’s tense, fast-paced, and poses some questionable decisions - everything I love in a thriller.
I’d like to say a huge thank you to Eleanor and Harper North UK for the proof of 𝗗𝗶𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
3.5 rating
What a fresh and interesting concept.
I received this free advance copy via Netgalley. Thank you to Eleanor Barker-White and Harper North. This review is being left voluntarily and the opinions are my own.
I initally wasnt sure what to think about this book but the more I thought about it I realised I had just come off a rather wild ride and I needed a moment to process.
The story starts with Adam and Jemma, a married couple who are having difficulties. Initially, I felt sorry for Adam but as his actions grew more erratic and obsessive I couldn't back him any longer. Similarly, Jemma wasn't innocent in all that plays out.
At times the pace was slower, with an unsolved mystery playing out in the background. This was a good storyline that kept you guessing. It is written from two Pov, mostly Adam and occasionally Jemma, offering insight into both of their lives and how they see events. It's clear they have very opposing opinions of how its going.
The die play a focal point in Adam's life as he considers whether it is fate, luck, chance or something else entirely ruling his life. He becomes obsessive, a common theme with him.
Although this didnt feel like a thriller to me in the traditional sense, I did have an eerie feeling as I read through and was just waiting for something to happen.
Overall, this was a good read and I would recommend it.
What a fresh and interesting concept.
I received this free advance copy via Netgalley. Thank you to Eleanor Barker-White and Harper North. This review is being left voluntarily and the opinions are my own.
I initally wasnt sure what to think about this book but the more I thought about it I realised I had just come off a rather wild ride and I needed a moment to process.
The story starts with Adam and Jemma, a married couple who are having difficulties. Initially, I felt sorry for Adam but as his actions grew more erratic and obsessive I couldn't back him any longer. Similarly, Jemma wasn't innocent in all that plays out.
At times the pace was slower, with an unsolved mystery playing out in the background. This was a good storyline that kept you guessing. It is written from two Pov, mostly Adam and occasionally Jemma, offering insight into both of their lives and how they see events. It's clear they have very opposing opinions of how its going.
The die play a focal point in Adam's life as he considers whether it is fate, luck, chance or something else entirely ruling his life. He becomes obsessive, a common theme with him.
Although this didnt feel like a thriller to me in the traditional sense, I did have an eerie feeling as I read through and was just waiting for something to happen.
Overall, this was a good read and I would recommend it.
April 13, 2026
When Jemma leaves husband Adam for another man, his world shatters. Desperate to feel back in control, Adam turns to the glass die he once used to make every decision.
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a new wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything - life, death, or the illusion of choice itself...
Thoughts:
As soon as I saw the blurb for this, I thought 'this sounds like The Dice Man, I'm in' so I was super pleased to see it referenced in Die Trying!
(Also appreciated that it wasn't as dark!)
I really enjoyed the podcast element of this and it helped make it feel current, however I do wish we had a bit more of this.
Although it felt like not a lot happened in the first 100 pages in terms of plot, it does help develop our sense of the characters and builds up anticipation of what's to come. I also still absolutely flew through the entire of this, there is no slow pacing!
The ending was an interesting turn, left sightly open ended which may or may not leave you feeling satisfied.
Overall a very fast paced, thrilling read 🎲
At first, it's just a game. Adam's die becomes the centrepiece of a new wellness podcast he starts with an old friend. But when interest spreads online and others are drawn into its dangerous orbit, Adam's obsession takes a darker turn.
As his painful past threatens to overturn the present, Adam loses his grip on reality and one final roll could decide everything - life, death, or the illusion of choice itself...
Thoughts:
As soon as I saw the blurb for this, I thought 'this sounds like The Dice Man, I'm in' so I was super pleased to see it referenced in Die Trying!
(Also appreciated that it wasn't as dark!)
I really enjoyed the podcast element of this and it helped make it feel current, however I do wish we had a bit more of this.
Although it felt like not a lot happened in the first 100 pages in terms of plot, it does help develop our sense of the characters and builds up anticipation of what's to come. I also still absolutely flew through the entire of this, there is no slow pacing!
The ending was an interesting turn, left sightly open ended which may or may not leave you feeling satisfied.
Overall a very fast paced, thrilling read 🎲
March 26, 2026
Firstly, that cover is beautiful! Secondly, I was immediately drawn to this book by the synopsis and the idea that our lives can be lived by the throw of a die. This was such a twisted and thought provoking read.
The premise is instantly chilling, Adam’s life is spiralling out of control when his wife starts seeing someone else,and desperate to regain some control he turns to something he’s done in the past, using a glass die to make all his decisions. Everything decided on a roll of the die. Adam eventually loses his grip on reality and he becomes obsessed by fate, karma and choice.
The author crafts a story that is disorienting and quietly dangerous and it was difficult to put down. I could feel Adam’s increasing desperation as his marriage crumbles and he loses the right to see his son, and felt that the emotions he goes through were realistic, but I struggled to connect with Jemma’s character and found her to be selfish and unpleasant. Eleanor Barker-White’s prose is crisp and evocative, and the pacing is relentless.
Overall, I think you will enjoy Die Trying, if you like reading well written, page turning thrillers that feature flawed central characters. 3.5 stars
Thank you to Net Galley and Harper North UK for the opportunity to read an advanced copy.
The premise is instantly chilling, Adam’s life is spiralling out of control when his wife starts seeing someone else,and desperate to regain some control he turns to something he’s done in the past, using a glass die to make all his decisions. Everything decided on a roll of the die. Adam eventually loses his grip on reality and he becomes obsessed by fate, karma and choice.
The author crafts a story that is disorienting and quietly dangerous and it was difficult to put down. I could feel Adam’s increasing desperation as his marriage crumbles and he loses the right to see his son, and felt that the emotions he goes through were realistic, but I struggled to connect with Jemma’s character and found her to be selfish and unpleasant. Eleanor Barker-White’s prose is crisp and evocative, and the pacing is relentless.
Overall, I think you will enjoy Die Trying, if you like reading well written, page turning thrillers that feature flawed central characters. 3.5 stars
Thank you to Net Galley and Harper North UK for the opportunity to read an advanced copy.
March 26, 2026
This isn’t a genre I usually reach for - honestly, it’s probably the last kind of book I’d pick up. But after reading the blurb and hearing Eleanor speak at the Tealeavesandreads 2025 Festival, I decided to give it a go! I was also lucky enough to attend an in-store signing, where I got to meet Eleanor and have my copy signed and dedicated ❤️
Because this was so outside my usual reading comfort zone, it felt like a refreshing change. I was completely gripped throughout - it’s incredibly twisty! Just when I thought I had things figured out, the author flipped everything on its head and left me genuinely shocked 😂
The concept of using a die to make decisions - especially in a world then influenced by something like the “Diecast” podcast - felt both fascinating and unsettling. You can really see how it could become a trend, but also how quickly it could spiral into something dangerous. It was such an interesting angle to explore.
I found myself on edge for much of the book, which is exactly what you expect from this genre. And that ending… it left me questioning everything! I have a feeling this is going to stay with me for quite a while, and I’m really looking forward to discussing it with others who’ve read it.
Because this was so outside my usual reading comfort zone, it felt like a refreshing change. I was completely gripped throughout - it’s incredibly twisty! Just when I thought I had things figured out, the author flipped everything on its head and left me genuinely shocked 😂
The concept of using a die to make decisions - especially in a world then influenced by something like the “Diecast” podcast - felt both fascinating and unsettling. You can really see how it could become a trend, but also how quickly it could spiral into something dangerous. It was such an interesting angle to explore.
I found myself on edge for much of the book, which is exactly what you expect from this genre. And that ending… it left me questioning everything! I have a feeling this is going to stay with me for quite a while, and I’m really looking forward to discussing it with others who’ve read it.
March 6, 2026
Thank you to NetGalley and HarperNorth for this arc copy!
This was a very interesting concept for a story and I really enjoyed witnessing the characters fall further and further into chaos as they surrendered their choices to the roll of the die. It was interesting to see how easily the main character seemed to justify his wrongdoing and blame outside sources for everything that seemed to be going wrong in his life.
Personally, I didn’t find any of the characters in this book likeable, which isn’t always a bad thing and was clearly an intentional choice from the author. However, I did find it very hard to connect with the book at times and found that it took me a very long time to become invested in the story.
The mystery that was interwoven throughout the story and visited in small instalments was gripping and I did find myself eager to find out what really happened in the past. This was wrapped up nicely and I liked the way that everything came together at the end of the book.
The writing style maybe wasn’t always for me but it was a really easy read and once I became a bit more invested in the story I did fly through the second half of the book.
This was a very interesting concept for a story and I really enjoyed witnessing the characters fall further and further into chaos as they surrendered their choices to the roll of the die. It was interesting to see how easily the main character seemed to justify his wrongdoing and blame outside sources for everything that seemed to be going wrong in his life.
Personally, I didn’t find any of the characters in this book likeable, which isn’t always a bad thing and was clearly an intentional choice from the author. However, I did find it very hard to connect with the book at times and found that it took me a very long time to become invested in the story.
The mystery that was interwoven throughout the story and visited in small instalments was gripping and I did find myself eager to find out what really happened in the past. This was wrapped up nicely and I liked the way that everything came together at the end of the book.
The writing style maybe wasn’t always for me but it was a really easy read and once I became a bit more invested in the story I did fly through the second half of the book.
March 23, 2026
Thank you to Eleanor Barker-White, Harper North and Harper Collins UK for this proof copy of Die Trying.
This was an epic, thought provoking, addictive psychological thriller about the chances we take and their deadly consequences. This gave off the vibes of the Netflix series YOU as we see the main character Adam obsessed with making his decisions by rolling a die to decide. The philosophical stance around fate and choices was really intriguing and made for interesting debate and thought provoking conversations which we see in the book through the podcast and Adam’s inner monologue. I really enjoyed the podcast and social media aspect as it reflects what is happening in the current climate of the world and the pros and cons of it all. The ending left me shocked right up until the very last page because I now want to know what happens after. I will definitely read more from Eleanor Barker-White because I really enjoyed her prose and the story she has crafted.
This was an epic, thought provoking, addictive psychological thriller about the chances we take and their deadly consequences. This gave off the vibes of the Netflix series YOU as we see the main character Adam obsessed with making his decisions by rolling a die to decide. The philosophical stance around fate and choices was really intriguing and made for interesting debate and thought provoking conversations which we see in the book through the podcast and Adam’s inner monologue. I really enjoyed the podcast and social media aspect as it reflects what is happening in the current climate of the world and the pros and cons of it all. The ending left me shocked right up until the very last page because I now want to know what happens after. I will definitely read more from Eleanor Barker-White because I really enjoyed her prose and the story she has crafted.
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March 25, 2026I was really drawn in by the premise of Die Trying by Eleanor Baker-White. As someone who actually uses dice to choose my monthly TBR, the concept immediately appealed to me—and it even reminded me of another book I read years ago with a similar idea.
That said, I came away feeling a little conflicted. The story definitely kept me engaged, but the pacing felt uneven at times, which made it hard to stay fully immersed. I also struggled with the characters. While I suspect their unlikeability was intentional, I didn’t find myself strongly disliking them either—just feeling somewhat detached. Because of that, the ending didn’t have the emotional impact it might have otherwise, and I was left feeling a bit underwhelmed.
This isn’t a bad book by any means, but for me it landed firmly in “fine” territory.
As always, thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the eARC in exchange for an honest review.
That said, I came away feeling a little conflicted. The story definitely kept me engaged, but the pacing felt uneven at times, which made it hard to stay fully immersed. I also struggled with the characters. While I suspect their unlikeability was intentional, I didn’t find myself strongly disliking them either—just feeling somewhat detached. Because of that, the ending didn’t have the emotional impact it might have otherwise, and I was left feeling a bit underwhelmed.
This isn’t a bad book by any means, but for me it landed firmly in “fine” territory.
As always, thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the eARC in exchange for an honest review.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
Die Trying sounded like exactly the kind of book I’d enjoy. The premise — making life decisions by throwing a dice — is immediately compelling. The idea of leaving your choices to chance is both unsettling and fascinating, and it definitely makes you think about free will, responsibility, and compulsion. The darker twist in the storyline adds an edge that initially feels gripping. The book starts strongly, drawing you into a story driven by risk and impulse. However, from the middle onwards it slackened for me. The tension that felt sharp at the beginning begins to lose momentum, and the narrative doesn’t quite maintain its impact.
The characters are not very nice at all, which adds to the dark tone but also makes them hard to connect with. While the concept of “throwing the dice” is interesting and thought-provoking, the execution didn’t fully live up to its promise.
The characters are not very nice at all, which adds to the dark tone but also makes them hard to connect with. While the concept of “throwing the dice” is interesting and thought-provoking, the execution didn’t fully live up to its promise.
Review of advance copy received from Netgalley
This is a very fast paced story that weaves its way to revealing lots of secrets.
I must admit I didn’t really come to care much for either of the main characters, but that’s helps keep the suspense and doubt over just what has gone on in the past.
The story felt like it jumped about a bit in places and I couldn’t quite get to grips with how exactly the dice made some of the decisions it supposedly did. Although it tells you what each number represents, I couldn’t always see how the conclusion was reached, but maybe that’s just me!
I liked the original concept of this book, how the author demonstrates how something can become very addictive without the person really knowing.
The cover and premise really draw you in and the short chapters keeps the pace, I just found I wasn’t fully invested in the characters. Everything sums up well in the end.
I must admit I didn’t really come to care much for either of the main characters, but that’s helps keep the suspense and doubt over just what has gone on in the past.
The story felt like it jumped about a bit in places and I couldn’t quite get to grips with how exactly the dice made some of the decisions it supposedly did. Although it tells you what each number represents, I couldn’t always see how the conclusion was reached, but maybe that’s just me!
I liked the original concept of this book, how the author demonstrates how something can become very addictive without the person really knowing.
The cover and premise really draw you in and the short chapters keeps the pace, I just found I wasn’t fully invested in the characters. Everything sums up well in the end.
May 4, 2026
I really loved the premise of this book where Adam bases a lot of his life choices on the roll of a die. It really makes you question how much of life you can actually control and the impact a single decision can have. I found the writing compelling and was really rooting for Adam, even though he often did the wrong thing and made some very cringe worthy choices! I really disliked his wife Jemma who just seemed extremely selfish and uncaring. Despite this I sped through this book as I wanted to know how it would all resolve.
If you enjoy dark, domestic, character led thrillers with a twist I would recommend this one.
If you enjoy dark, domestic, character led thrillers with a twist I would recommend this one.
April 8, 2026
I adored Eleanor Barker-White's debut novel, we discussed it as part of our book club picks and it prompted brilliant discussions. Well, Die Trying just goes above and beyond that and really challenges you to think 'what would you do?'
This book had brilliant pacing, was fairly unique in concept and had me hooked from the very start. Told over three parts, as the book progressed it spiralled further, became more complex and thought-provoking and descended into chaos as things went on. I loved it. Messy, impactful and very very thought-provoking.
This book had brilliant pacing, was fairly unique in concept and had me hooked from the very start. Told over three parts, as the book progressed it spiralled further, became more complex and thought-provoking and descended into chaos as things went on. I loved it. Messy, impactful and very very thought-provoking.
March 24, 2026
After a promising start to this book where I was instantly enthralled in the plot, I found the pace quickly dropped off and I was never fully invested in the characters. It’s an interesting concept for a book and it works well to a degree but the lack of pace didn’t compel me to finish it. Others will love it, but not one for me. Thank you to NetGalley, Harper North an the author for the chance to review.
April 15, 2026
Thank you to Netgalley & the publishers for the opportunity to read and review this book.
Firstly, it's a great concept and I don't think I'll look at a die quite the same again. I very much struggle to connect with a story when I don't like any of the characters and that was the case here. The final 30% had me locked in but I think I might have just been secretly hoping for something horrible to happen to them all!
3 stars
Firstly, it's a great concept and I don't think I'll look at a die quite the same again. I very much struggle to connect with a story when I don't like any of the characters and that was the case here. The final 30% had me locked in but I think I might have just been secretly hoping for something horrible to happen to them all!
3 stars
March 25, 2026
I really enjoyed this book, so different from every other thriller I have read ! Living life by the die & THAT ENDING!! Highly recommend! ✨📖
April 3, 2026
first by the author, enjoyed the different concept but didn't like any of the characters - lol these are grown ups?
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