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''Make me your one and only''
Safety warnings:
- No cheating
- No OM drama
- Meaningless OW drama
- PTSD/trauma
- Violence/d*ath
- Somnophilia
- Stalking
- Selective mutism
- Attempted assault
- HEA
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SO
Landon
Fucking
King
That should just be the end of my review, but I can't let it be.
Let's first discuss the fact that most of the theories concerning Mia and the reason for her selective mutism had something to do childhood trauma most likely kidnapping and we were right, but it goes beyond that which was I think the real twist.
To be within Landon's mind was pure insanity. The way he thinks and plots was intense, the way he views himself as truly god’s gift should be a turn off (and in real life it would be) but it made him even more intriguing because you just could not wait to have him on his knees, and he was. I think despite the fact that throughout the book Mia fell in love with him so obviously her feelings were growing and serious, but it was HIS feelings and his desperation for her that made this book amazing.
Her feeling for him was what you expected but it was his feelings and emotional attachment to her that made this so much better. He is the one who is by his own words ''empty''. He uses his knowledge of emotions and makes it his own for the external world but in reality, he is cold and unfeeling/unhinged. Having Landon be utterly confused by his emotions was too funny at times, the fact he was obsessed and desperate for her attention and presence was the highlight. We all now know the length he would go for her and despite the ''I love you'' words being meaningless to him in the grand scheme of things, what he feels for her is beyond those three words and emotions. He makes it known and expresses it to her fully.
The boy literally told Bran he would CUT his wrists (basically mutilate them) to prove to her that she meant more than anything, even more than the art he worshipped. (All of this is because of Niko and the Heathens’ attempt to get them to break up and break his wrist if he didn't leave her) in which she refused to allow because she believed his art was his everything.
Honestly, there are a lot of elements in this book that cannot be all placed into a simple review, you have to read it and understand the progression of both their relationship and insanity.
One of the things I really was NOT looking forward to in this book was a scene containing Landon with OW or at the sex club like we got in GOP, but I should have known and trusted Rina to never do that to us, she might let us know about his past conquests, but never would her MC's actually do anything with another woman.
Once Landon meets Mia, he admits he never visited another sex club or another woman again and he refuses to even think of them as it makes him sick and repulsed. We also find out that he has never been fully satisfied by anyone until Mia as she also gives him mental satisfaction which to him is much more important because he sees everyone as pawns so to him, she is his match.
We get that infamous scene is GOW where Landon is alone with Cecily before he is found by Jeremy and Mia, and she kicks him in the balls. This whole thing happened because Mia ignores him after she initially thinks he is messing with other girls. He hates being ignored so hence his plot to get her attention.
Landon obviously knows how to push everyone’s buttons, we get to see it firsthand, and I have to say the fact he tries to STOP ruining everything and everyone showed growth to me (well as much as growth as Landon can go). He realized via his own revelations and from others that if he hurts Mia by hurting the people, she loves then he will lose her and that is not something that can ever happen.
The scene where Landon goes to Mia's birthday party at the Heathen's mansion and lets everyone know they are together, and he is COURTING her was just too funny. Niko lost his shit, and I can see why as Landon was the reason, he was kidnapped in the first place back in the previous books and everyone basically hates Landon so him finding out that his younger sister Mia is sleeping and together with Landon is too much to bear so he plans to hurt him back which he does later on (kidnapping/wrist scene).
There is also a moment in the Landon beatdown scene where he turns his back on Mia so he cannot read her signs, and this hurts her deeply and you can see it hurt him even more to have done that to her.
After that whole incident, Mia leaves to NYC to see her parents but of course Landon is not far behind and shows up with his messed up bruised face but plays the role of dotting boyfriend oh so well. I know I say ''plays the role'' but in reality, he will do anything for her. He spends time with her family members more than her to get to know them as he knows they are important people to her, and he then even gets EXTREMELY confused when she tells him he has been spending all his time with her extended family and he gets worried he is doing the wrong thing lol.
Let's discuss Mia now though. Her trauma stems from her being kidnapped and held for days (beaten/starved) when she was 8 years old. She refuses to speak and not because of the actual kidnapping but because the kidnapper threatened to KILL anyone she told and since they were never found Mia fears the worst and refuses to speak to anyone. Everyone believed that it's the kidnapping that she won't speak but in reality, it's her fear of anyone’s death.
I will say the reveal of the truth behind the kidnapping happened a bit later than I thought, and I was a bit stunned by the ACTUAL truth. You see, we find out the kidnapper is a woman named Mrs. Pratt and she was the girls’ nannies and left when they were 7 to be with her husband on his farm.
Mrs. Pratt and her husband were the ones who kidnapped Mia and killed her bodyguard, we also know from prior information that both Maya and Mia were about to be taken but Maya got away, and Mia was the one kept for days until 25 million dollars were paid and she was found.
NOW comes to part that Landon found out through his snooping, instinct, and tricks (which I will ignore the fact that the mafia could not find out any information about the kidnapper etc but anyways):
Maya knew. She knew who it was all along but never uttered a word because on the other end she was also being threatened to never expose the culprits. She kept it all to herself out of fear, but this of course broke Mia's heart, and she cannot believe what's happening.
You see prior to the incident it was Mia who was the golden child, loved by everyone and outgoing while Maya was the introvert. The nanny having liked Maya more heard her once say she wished Mia would go away for a few days so she could get some attention and so a year after Mrs. Pratt left she makes Maya's dream come true (a dream of a 8 year old might I add) and takes Mia but Maya sees the husband and this prompts them to threatened her for YEARS to keep her mouth shut because she will be exposed for wishing it. Maya is just as traumatized by it all but keeps it inside out of guilt, but Mia is devastated by it all. Thankfully we find out they are slowly patching things up in the epilogue.
There are a lot more elements to this but that's the gist. Mrs. Pratt is around once again to kill Landon as he knows more about what’s happened, but Landon kills her first and this ends Mia's mutism. She screams Landon's name when he is shot in the shoulder and from that moment on speaks once again.
We get an epilogue two years later where Landon shows off to the world his secret collection of every statue he has made (all of Mia in different moments). This is also where he proposes to her.
A few moments to discuss outside of the Landon/Mia plot:
MVP of appearances: Aiden shows up and reminds us why he is loved.
1) Landon being a genius learns sign language for her.
2) We get Kyle's POV, and he is just as unhinged as Niko and is actually going to call Niko to thank him for beating up Landon lol
3) We got nothing for Eli and Ava.
4) We get a lot of crumbs about Niko and Bran - I do not read MM books just like I don't read RH, FF, MFM etc. no other reason than it's of any interest to me but I know the world is a better place with them existing so this will be exception as I am invested.
5) Mia is NOT white mask, nor do we know who it is as they do not make an appearance at all or even spoken about.
6) Kirill nor his child make an appearance or mention.
7) We find out WHY Annika is not friends with the twins and it's because she was Maya's friend once, but they had a fallout and Mia/Annika never clicked.
8) Gareth and Maya are NOT happening with people we initially suspected as Maya is interested and dated Ilya (Jeremy's bodyguard) but he left her after the whole truth comes out (or before that -it's a bit vague). Look at number 17 for Gareth's potential love interest.
9) Niko is admired and loved by his sisters, and despite his crazy demeanor he is described as loving and protective of his sisters and truly loves them beyond anything. They all grew up close.
10) Mia was a virgin as she never went too far with guys since they bored her, and she felt nothing.
11) We get no appearance from Creighton (group text message only) or Annika.
12) It is most likely true that Rai’s granduncle Sergei is no longer alive as we only get mentions of Kyle’s father Mikhail and how he has had a massive presence in the children’s lives all along and loves them more than his other grandchildren.
13) Landon never slept with the same girl twice in his entire life and he always used a condom but forgets with Mia and even actually imagines her pregnant with his child which freaks him out.
14 Niko was definitely jealous when he realized his sister and Bran are hanging out.
15 Landon can tell Mia and Maya apart from the second he sees them.
16) Rai's original bodyguards we have met in her books are still her guards!
17)We meet a new Professor - Kayden. It’s the professor Rina plans to put Gareth in a relationship with as she mentioned in her QA’s. The book she would have written would have been a forbidden teacher/student trope. There is a scene where Gareth is mentioned and Kayden has a moment that’s a bit suspicious. I hope we get a conclusion for them at the end of the series since he won’t get his own book!
Meaningless OW drama:
An ex-hookup from years ago tries to get with Landon but he has NO interest in her and belittles her. Basically, tells her multiple times to fuck off - she attempts to create a small rift, but it backfires, and he knows the truth and confronts her.
Attempted assault:
Connected to the OW's attempt to cause the rift, she gets one of the guys in Landon's group to get with Mia and cause issues, but he attempts to assault her by sucking on her neck but thankfully Mia kicks him in the balls and her guards get there. Landon later DESTROYS him and does it with a smile on his face aka sadistic one.
I am missing so much info in this review so do not assume you know everything after finishing it.
Quotes I loved:
''A vessel for uncharacteristically violent tendences and artistic genius''
''She was the inner sadism of my outward charm''
''I've become categorically obsessed with Mia Sokolov''
''You're anarchy in fancy clothing and will eventually ruin me and my relationship with the people closest to me''
''I raised my son right. He was born for destruction and has no limits regarding his sisters''