This book is about the devastating aftermath of losing a loved one(s).
While the synopsis of the book was quite promising (I expected a lit-fic about grief and hope), I found the story quite underwhelming and flat.
Halfway through the book, still nothing interesting happened. It felt like reading the display of a series of facts, but they weren’t hold together nicely.
The underlining theme was the main character, Lily, indecision about keeping or selling the house where her daughter, whom tragically passed away, wanted to open a quilt shop.
I became so frustrated about Lily’s inner struggle. It is clear that for her working on the house/potential quilt shop is a way to cope with the indescribable loss of her daughter, but she never faces her pain until past page 200. I feel like this book teaches avoidance rather than letting yourself feel the pain and then, possibly, start healing.
Another thing that bothered me was how the stigma surrounding therapy/counseling was reinforced throughout the book.
I understand the main character is worried about her granddaughter, Emma, but if you really want to help her get her the professional help she needs.
Moreover, it deeply upset me the part of the book about one of the characters appearance, in which the author explains how more confident and beautiful this character feels about having done a plastic surgery and that she wishes she would have done it sooner.
It felt so frivolous considering the theme of the book, and even worse, it doesn’t give a message of body acceptance and self love.
Moreover, even though this is slightly less relevant, I kept confusing the names of the main character (Lily) and the granddaughter (Emma). Being a fan of Modern Family tv show, in which Lily was the granddaughter, I kept switching them up. It was annoying but this was on me rather than the author.
Something that I appreciated, instead, it’s how the sense of solidarity and community is being highlighted throughout the story.
There are a series of people surrounding the main character that help her through her journey. It was nice to read about the relationships and see them unfolding in front of me.
Another thing I liked was the recurring message: take care of one thing at the time. It truly helped Lily but also anyone that feels overwhelmed by the big picture. I think it’s a very great advice.
Finally, the book was a bit difficult to read for anyone who lost someone, but it shines hope and somehow gives comfort that everything will be (eventually) alright. For this beautiful reminder, I am grateful I read this book.
Thank you NetGalley and Atmosphere Press for the e-arc.