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A Real Animal: A Novel
In this unforgettable debut, a moment of metaphysical transformation launches a woman’s beautiful and terrifying journey through her twenties, through loneliness and complicated love that takes her from the depths of the Pacific Ocean to the plains of Texas
A Real Animal follows Lucy through the decade dividing college and real adulthood, as she navigates three distinct romantic relationships, reckons with the false promise of family intimacy, and seeks connection with the sublime and natural worlds. Lucy wants her life to be extraordinary. But this desire never seems to graft easily onto the smallness of her world. As a senior in college struggling to quell the destructive effects of a sexual assault, she gets a glimpse of a different plane of existence—more wild, physical, animal. She moves away from home, breaks up with her long term boyfriend, stops speaking to her mother, and starts dating a complicated, violent man.
As she changes cities, friends, and partners, there is a persistent sense of wildness in Lucy and in her world that’s only ever barely being controlled. The thrum of a nonhuman existential force in the back of her mind urges her to reject the ordinary, but also reminds her that she is alone in the world. She feels it in the depths of the ocean while deep sea diving, in the cold silences on phone calls with her sister and her mom, in the misunderstanding gaze of a man she thought would love her forever.
Guided by Emeline Atwood’s lightspeed, suspenseful prose, we follow Lucy across states, jobs, relationships, and stages of intimacy with her family, witnessing both moments of horrific pain and quotidian happiness. The years pass by seamlessly, bringing her to the edge of her twenties and back to an altered, barren version of her childhood home, where she must finally come to terms with the fear that being human itself might mean feeling alone, and wild, and unknowable.
A Real Animal follows Lucy through the decade dividing college and real adulthood, as she navigates three distinct romantic relationships, reckons with the false promise of family intimacy, and seeks connection with the sublime and natural worlds. Lucy wants her life to be extraordinary. But this desire never seems to graft easily onto the smallness of her world. As a senior in college struggling to quell the destructive effects of a sexual assault, she gets a glimpse of a different plane of existence—more wild, physical, animal. She moves away from home, breaks up with her long term boyfriend, stops speaking to her mother, and starts dating a complicated, violent man.
As she changes cities, friends, and partners, there is a persistent sense of wildness in Lucy and in her world that’s only ever barely being controlled. The thrum of a nonhuman existential force in the back of her mind urges her to reject the ordinary, but also reminds her that she is alone in the world. She feels it in the depths of the ocean while deep sea diving, in the cold silences on phone calls with her sister and her mom, in the misunderstanding gaze of a man she thought would love her forever.
Guided by Emeline Atwood’s lightspeed, suspenseful prose, we follow Lucy across states, jobs, relationships, and stages of intimacy with her family, witnessing both moments of horrific pain and quotidian happiness. The years pass by seamlessly, bringing her to the edge of her twenties and back to an altered, barren version of her childhood home, where she must finally come to terms with the fear that being human itself might mean feeling alone, and wild, and unknowable.
367 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 7, 2026
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October 30, 2025
Thank you to Rachel from Catapult for sending me an arc of this brilliant book and altering the trajectory of my life, maybe. I read the last few pages over and over and over again in a trance and then wanted to read the whole thing all over again. If you want a book that puts you in touch with our horrible wonderful messy animal existence, read this. if you want to your standards for all other books to be raised impossibly high, read this!!!!!!!!!!
cw: sexual assault/miscarriage/domestic violence
cw: sexual assault/miscarriage/domestic violence
December 3, 2025
Whew!!! Wow!!! Not like anything else I've ever read. Wild, dizzying, so self-assured, hard to put down because it's such a captivating voice (and sometimes hard to keep going with because so much of what happens is so rough, but it's never bleak). We're all just really at each other's mercy in this world, aren't we? We can't control anything that happens to us or even, to a large extent, how we respond to what does happen. But we really think we can. Oh Lucy. I love you so much and want you to get good therapy so much because you deserve it. I really believe Lucy - who I can't believe isn't a real person - has a better mid-/late adulthood ahead of her. I feel my spirit is larger, and both less and more tethered to my body, having read this. Thank you Emeline Atwood!! Thank you Catapult!! Thank you Sophie!!
November 17, 2025
holy shit, this was incredible. from the first page i knew that i was holding something completely remarkable in my hands, and it really truly only gets better from there. by no means is "a real animal" an easy read, but i couldn't put it down nonetheless. this book does what my favorite books do- where it peels back layers of the world and shows me a different way of thinking, a perspective so honest and raw that it stays in my mind and rattles my own approach to life.
how does anyone even actually handle our ridiculous animal existence? how much truth do we need to turn away from in order to survive each day? and what stupid choice do we have but to keep going? fantastically existential, heartbreaking, and affecting. probably already the best read of 2026.
thank youuu sophie for getting me in here. you're correct always
how does anyone even actually handle our ridiculous animal existence? how much truth do we need to turn away from in order to survive each day? and what stupid choice do we have but to keep going? fantastically existential, heartbreaking, and affecting. probably already the best read of 2026.
thank youuu sophie for getting me in here. you're correct always
August 4, 2026
OMG, now THIS is writing! Writing that refuses to be tamed or controlled and takes you places that leave you heaving and gasping desperately for air. Writing that takes you deep into your darkest, most feral places and then just as you’re about to surrender, shows you a glimmer of light. Writing that convinces me that whatever the latest articles are claiming – that reading is dead, that only 16% of adults read “for pleasure” on any given day – that as long as there are writers willing to expand their imagination, readers will show up.
We first meet Lucy as a college senior. She has been in Australia for a summer internship and while there, Something Really Bad happens to her. Now she’s experiencing herself as a leopard, agilely climbing a campus tree, naked and snarling and feeling the sun on her face. And even when she is coaxed down – her mother is summoned and pleads with her to come with her – she learns something she will never forget: she will forevermore be inhabited by her animal nature.
Leaving her dependable and boring long-term boyfriend, Lucy turns up in Indianapolis at a casting agency, where she quickly hooks up with Ellis. Her time with him is not for the faint of heart. She is truly feral: driven by a raw instinct-driven survival, detached from polite social expectations, placing herself in dangerous situations and experiencing deep nervous system burnout and his savagery may even surpass hers. I can’t count how many times I wanted to scream out, “What the fuck are you doing! Save yourself!”
Is Lucy ever going to be ready for wholesome love, a backyard porch, a home of her own, a man to love from the bottom of her soul? Is there such a thing as a soulmate? With Liam, possibilities exist and the reader will find out. This isn’t Jane Austin and Sense and Sensibility. It’s about uncovering each other’s darkness and depth of being. It’s about unflinchingly staring into the feral face of our animal-human nature, experiencing the pain but eventually feeling secure with our own moment in the sun. I thought this was a hypnotizing book, certainly on my Top 10 of the Year list. I am so grateful to Catapult for sending it to me in exchange for an honest review.
We first meet Lucy as a college senior. She has been in Australia for a summer internship and while there, Something Really Bad happens to her. Now she’s experiencing herself as a leopard, agilely climbing a campus tree, naked and snarling and feeling the sun on her face. And even when she is coaxed down – her mother is summoned and pleads with her to come with her – she learns something she will never forget: she will forevermore be inhabited by her animal nature.
Leaving her dependable and boring long-term boyfriend, Lucy turns up in Indianapolis at a casting agency, where she quickly hooks up with Ellis. Her time with him is not for the faint of heart. She is truly feral: driven by a raw instinct-driven survival, detached from polite social expectations, placing herself in dangerous situations and experiencing deep nervous system burnout and his savagery may even surpass hers. I can’t count how many times I wanted to scream out, “What the fuck are you doing! Save yourself!”
Is Lucy ever going to be ready for wholesome love, a backyard porch, a home of her own, a man to love from the bottom of her soul? Is there such a thing as a soulmate? With Liam, possibilities exist and the reader will find out. This isn’t Jane Austin and Sense and Sensibility. It’s about uncovering each other’s darkness and depth of being. It’s about unflinchingly staring into the feral face of our animal-human nature, experiencing the pain but eventually feeling secure with our own moment in the sun. I thought this was a hypnotizing book, certainly on my Top 10 of the Year list. I am so grateful to Catapult for sending it to me in exchange for an honest review.
July 20, 2026
This was heartbreaking, messy, uncomfortable, and painfully real.
The second half slows down, but Lucy's constant search for happiness keeps the story emotionally engaging. It spans years, yet somehow ends right where it began.
It wasn't perfect, but man this one hurt.
The second half slows down, but Lucy's constant search for happiness keeps the story emotionally engaging. It spans years, yet somehow ends right where it began.
It wasn't perfect, but man this one hurt.
August 15, 2026
This one is fully alive, fuzzy and hot and breathing. A novel with steam coming from its nostrils. I have only felt so invested in a character driven novel like this a few times. This stands out among the best, and I think may be one of those novels with that rare mixture of utter readability and subtle literary genius that will keep it around for years, maybe decades to come.
It’s hard to make such a raw novel feel so real. It’s that kind of fiction that comes with its set of trigger warnings, etc, but seriously challenges the notion of that in “standard fiction.” It goes a step further—it challenges the fact that we standardize fiction around such events as abuse and rape. With this clear-eyed view Lucy has of her own hazy view of the world, a reliably unreliable narrator-of-sorts, sequelae of life-shaping, worldview altering events of her twenties (our twenties) that take our dreams and redirect, misalign, and create a real life, A Real Animal makes for a novel that jumps completely off the page into the room in which you’re reading it.
I’ve only seen the show, but this reminded me of “Normal People” but with a much deeper register and better sense of humor. I laughed aloud several times at the dry wit here, but only a few times more than I had to stop and feel this book like a stun to the chest.
I also appreciate that this novel, even though it fits along the shelf with a lot of modern debuts, refuses to fit the mold at all. It sprawls to nearly 400 pages of the winding decade of 20-something Lucy’s life. As a girl, as a woman, as a human, as an animal. The thousand lives we lead in our one simple one! This is a big time favorite.
I read this novel as it was featured on the @center4fiction first novel prize longlist. I expect to see this among the 5 finalists.
It’s hard to make such a raw novel feel so real. It’s that kind of fiction that comes with its set of trigger warnings, etc, but seriously challenges the notion of that in “standard fiction.” It goes a step further—it challenges the fact that we standardize fiction around such events as abuse and rape. With this clear-eyed view Lucy has of her own hazy view of the world, a reliably unreliable narrator-of-sorts, sequelae of life-shaping, worldview altering events of her twenties (our twenties) that take our dreams and redirect, misalign, and create a real life, A Real Animal makes for a novel that jumps completely off the page into the room in which you’re reading it.
I’ve only seen the show, but this reminded me of “Normal People” but with a much deeper register and better sense of humor. I laughed aloud several times at the dry wit here, but only a few times more than I had to stop and feel this book like a stun to the chest.
I also appreciate that this novel, even though it fits along the shelf with a lot of modern debuts, refuses to fit the mold at all. It sprawls to nearly 400 pages of the winding decade of 20-something Lucy’s life. As a girl, as a woman, as a human, as an animal. The thousand lives we lead in our one simple one! This is a big time favorite.
I read this novel as it was featured on the @center4fiction first novel prize longlist. I expect to see this among the 5 finalists.
May 16, 2026
jeeesus, new depth of self awareness just dropped?? Idk wtf? Blew me apart and is reassembling the pieces in an order previously unexplored?? Idk if I’ve got a real review in me rn lol
not ready to let go of Lucy yet
not ready to let go of Lucy yet
Review of advance copy received from Edelweiss+
i admire more in theory than in practice.
this debut clearly has ambition and emotional weight. it traces a woman’s twenties through trauma, displacement, intimacy, and a persistent sense of wildness, both in outside world and within the self. i understand what this novel is reaching for: the loneliness of becoming an adult, the way grief and desire reshape the body, and the feeling of being slightly unmoored from ordinary life. in that sense, the book succeeds at communicating its thematic intent.
however, as a reading experience, i struggled. the prose is immersive, often heavy with feeling, and while i can see how that will resonate deeply with some readers, it left me feeling burdened rather than absorbed. the emotional weight accumulates without much release, and i found myself reading with a sense of obligation instead of curiosity. i understand that this heaviness is likely deliberate—an invitation to inhabit Lucy’s inner world—but for me, it made the novel difficult to enjoy.
while i appreciated the honesty and vulnerability behind that choice, it isn’t the kind of book i would return to, or one i felt enriched by once i reached the end. still, i can see why it’s receiving such strong praise, particularly from readers who connect to its exploration of trauma, womanhood, and existential isolation. i tend to rate books based on my enjoyment, and despite its strengths, this one was not for me.
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to-read:
lately, i'm drawn to stories about interpersonal relationships and existentialism.
*thank you to Catapult for the ARC*
this debut clearly has ambition and emotional weight. it traces a woman’s twenties through trauma, displacement, intimacy, and a persistent sense of wildness, both in outside world and within the self. i understand what this novel is reaching for: the loneliness of becoming an adult, the way grief and desire reshape the body, and the feeling of being slightly unmoored from ordinary life. in that sense, the book succeeds at communicating its thematic intent.
however, as a reading experience, i struggled. the prose is immersive, often heavy with feeling, and while i can see how that will resonate deeply with some readers, it left me feeling burdened rather than absorbed. the emotional weight accumulates without much release, and i found myself reading with a sense of obligation instead of curiosity. i understand that this heaviness is likely deliberate—an invitation to inhabit Lucy’s inner world—but for me, it made the novel difficult to enjoy.
while i appreciated the honesty and vulnerability behind that choice, it isn’t the kind of book i would return to, or one i felt enriched by once i reached the end. still, i can see why it’s receiving such strong praise, particularly from readers who connect to its exploration of trauma, womanhood, and existential isolation. i tend to rate books based on my enjoyment, and despite its strengths, this one was not for me.
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to-read:
lately, i'm drawn to stories about interpersonal relationships and existentialism.
*thank you to Catapult for the ARC*
July 31, 2026
In this intense debut, we follow Lucy from college years through her early 30s. We witness three serious relationships. First one is more of a failed lover, who's supportive of Lucy (especially after a horrendous, life-changing event). Once she moves away, she deals with an abusive, violent, abrasive and controlling partner, one she eventually abandons. Her final relationship is the most stable one, though in this case, Lucy feels a huge dose of insecurity. Lucy's strength comes through in her intense relationship with her difficult mom and her off-beat younger sister. She's smart enough to recognize these two people are the most stable, the most crucial pillars in her life. Her wild, animalistic side is what keeps Lucy grounded, keeps her head above water, keeps her super-human strong. Incredibly emotive and well written novel, one that made me utterly sad when I'd reached the end.
July 7, 2026
A decade-long wild ride following the life of Lucy, a semi-privileged girl, and the three different ‘romantic’ relationships she encounters throughout different stages of her life. From her senior year of college to approaching her thirties, Lucy is still trying to find herself amongst the rubble.
I really enjoyed this book, and it’s been a while since a sad girl/ weird girl literary fiction title has held my attention in this capacity. It’s unique for the subgenre, and I think if you were a fan of the weird girl trend back in 2022, you’d love this one as I did!
While entertaining, this book was a tough read. Lucy cannot catch a break, and her life is fucking wild. She’s been through a lot, and been a victim to even more, and I couldn’t help but want to give her a hug. She’s one of those people who mold themselves into what their partner wants them to be because that is the only love she knows and desires. You’ll never read about Lucy bringing herself up; it’s only her constantly being beaten down, even when her boyfriends are praising her.
The writing is nothing to run home to, but Emeline Atwood does a wonderful job of making this book unputdownable. The one thing she excelled at, perhaps too well, was the setting descriptions. There’s a sizeable chunk of this book that takes place in Hawai’i, and there are so many different cities and even road names that were dropped, yet for other places, like Texas, it wasn’t as descriptive.
From the title and the prologue, I expected this to take more of a Nightbitch approach, but we didn’t go there. I wanted a bit more of that weirdness, but even with that slight disappointment, this book was still great.
I’m singing its praises despite giving this a three-star. I find it hard for literary titles to break free from a mid rating, and this didn’t really give me anything new or something to scream at the top of my lungs about. Overall, I really liked this, and I think when this releases, it could be a big title for the summer!
My review is based on the ARC copy. Thank you to Catapult! This title is set to release on July 7, 2026.
I really enjoyed this book, and it’s been a while since a sad girl/ weird girl literary fiction title has held my attention in this capacity. It’s unique for the subgenre, and I think if you were a fan of the weird girl trend back in 2022, you’d love this one as I did!
While entertaining, this book was a tough read. Lucy cannot catch a break, and her life is fucking wild. She’s been through a lot, and been a victim to even more, and I couldn’t help but want to give her a hug. She’s one of those people who mold themselves into what their partner wants them to be because that is the only love she knows and desires. You’ll never read about Lucy bringing herself up; it’s only her constantly being beaten down, even when her boyfriends are praising her.
The writing is nothing to run home to, but Emeline Atwood does a wonderful job of making this book unputdownable. The one thing she excelled at, perhaps too well, was the setting descriptions. There’s a sizeable chunk of this book that takes place in Hawai’i, and there are so many different cities and even road names that were dropped, yet for other places, like Texas, it wasn’t as descriptive.
From the title and the prologue, I expected this to take more of a Nightbitch approach, but we didn’t go there. I wanted a bit more of that weirdness, but even with that slight disappointment, this book was still great.
I’m singing its praises despite giving this a three-star. I find it hard for literary titles to break free from a mid rating, and this didn’t really give me anything new or something to scream at the top of my lungs about. Overall, I really liked this, and I think when this releases, it could be a big title for the summer!
My review is based on the ARC copy. Thank you to Catapult! This title is set to release on July 7, 2026.
July 20, 2026
I adore books with a lived in, fleshed out voice, even when it’s someone I don’t necessarily like. This book surprised me from the moment I picked it up in the bookstore and wasn’t able to stop reading until page 15. Since then, this book quickly jumped past my whole TBR stack and was a fast paced read.
A Real Animal follows Lucy from the end of college over the next decade as she navigates three relationships, career, and existential reality across the world. While I wouldn’t say this is a plot driven book, Lucy’s life sets the backdrop as she jumps forward and back in a non-linear way that gives a full character study. There is a lot of S.A. / trauma in this book, and the parts that aren’t her trauma explore her trauma responses without naming them as such. Sweet Lucy needs a hug and a good therapist.
This is one of my favorite books I’ve read this year. It is morally gray, and does an excellent job of addressing the reader about the reading experience during it. I’ll add more as this one sits in my brain…
A Real Animal follows Lucy from the end of college over the next decade as she navigates three relationships, career, and existential reality across the world. While I wouldn’t say this is a plot driven book, Lucy’s life sets the backdrop as she jumps forward and back in a non-linear way that gives a full character study. There is a lot of S.A. / trauma in this book, and the parts that aren’t her trauma explore her trauma responses without naming them as such. Sweet Lucy needs a hug and a good therapist.
This is one of my favorite books I’ve read this year. It is morally gray, and does an excellent job of addressing the reader about the reading experience during it. I’ll add more as this one sits in my brain…
January 4, 2026
A Real Animal is the first book I read in 2026, and I already know it’s going to be one of the year’s best.
Heartbreaking and hopeful in equal measure, the novel is a meditation on the lasting impacts of trauma and the brave, sometimes misguided desire to lead an extraordinary life. It opens in the aftermath of sexual assault, during a visceral psychological episode near the end of Lucy’s senior year of college. Despite her mother’s urging—and her mother’s own emotional cruelty and distance, shaped by untreated mental illness—Lucy moves to Indianapolis after graduation. Indianapolis, she believes, will not only save her but return her home transformed: healthier, wealthier, socially fulfilled, and with “enough distance...from the versions of me that no longer matched.”
But you take yourself everywhere you go. Life in Indianapolis is as monotonous as life in the Northeast, and Lucy mistakes a relationship with a deeply troubled older man for progress. She’s 23. He’s 39. Rather than view this as a reflection of his immaturity, she sees proof of her own worldliness. Their sexual dynamic initially feels like reclamation—powerful, chosen—though it quickly turns dark and abusive.
Flashing to her later twenties, Lucy is in a mostly happy, mostly stable relationship with Liam, whom she loves so intently it sometimes makes her physically ill. Yet even here, fear seeps in: that he’ll leave her for another kind of woman, the kind she convinces herself is easier, better suited for him.
What makes this novel truly extraordinary is Lucy’s voice—sharp, unsparing, and achingly honest about loneliness. The treatment of SA in this novel is powerful without being reductive; its shadow lurks but does not define her. In a later scene, Lucy hears two women criticizing fiction that frames female characters as “bodies waiting to be violated.” (“Here’s a pretty white woman,” said Norah. “And now here comes the big tragic r*pe. And now here are all the graphic details.”). A Real Animal rejects that framework entirely. Lucy is more than the things that were done to her—she is a woman who is lonely, self-aware, ambitious, and wildly alive.
Heartbreaking and hopeful in equal measure, the novel is a meditation on the lasting impacts of trauma and the brave, sometimes misguided desire to lead an extraordinary life. It opens in the aftermath of sexual assault, during a visceral psychological episode near the end of Lucy’s senior year of college. Despite her mother’s urging—and her mother’s own emotional cruelty and distance, shaped by untreated mental illness—Lucy moves to Indianapolis after graduation. Indianapolis, she believes, will not only save her but return her home transformed: healthier, wealthier, socially fulfilled, and with “enough distance...from the versions of me that no longer matched.”
But you take yourself everywhere you go. Life in Indianapolis is as monotonous as life in the Northeast, and Lucy mistakes a relationship with a deeply troubled older man for progress. She’s 23. He’s 39. Rather than view this as a reflection of his immaturity, she sees proof of her own worldliness. Their sexual dynamic initially feels like reclamation—powerful, chosen—though it quickly turns dark and abusive.
Flashing to her later twenties, Lucy is in a mostly happy, mostly stable relationship with Liam, whom she loves so intently it sometimes makes her physically ill. Yet even here, fear seeps in: that he’ll leave her for another kind of woman, the kind she convinces herself is easier, better suited for him.
What makes this novel truly extraordinary is Lucy’s voice—sharp, unsparing, and achingly honest about loneliness. The treatment of SA in this novel is powerful without being reductive; its shadow lurks but does not define her. In a later scene, Lucy hears two women criticizing fiction that frames female characters as “bodies waiting to be violated.” (“Here’s a pretty white woman,” said Norah. “And now here comes the big tragic r*pe. And now here are all the graphic details.”). A Real Animal rejects that framework entirely. Lucy is more than the things that were done to her—she is a woman who is lonely, self-aware, ambitious, and wildly alive.
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July 13, 2026A book that BEGS for a debrief. Every single person in this book needs a therapist stat.
November 29, 2025
I found this book lying on the ground in Brooklyn and was excited to find it's an advance copy of a new author's first book!
Gripping story, I was hooked from the first page. This is the kind of book that keeps you up late reading - I devoured it in two days.
It's disturbing at times, but absolutely brilliant how the author captures her character's inner thoughts, the stream of insecurity no one ever speaks aloud. The main character is so well developed and all the supporting characters feel very realistic; you can picture them and hear their voices, even without pages of agonizing detail on how they look, you get to know them by crisp bits of dialogue. The story follows Lucy throughout her twenties. You're cheering for her at times and many other times she'll make you cringe, roll your eyes, and shake your head. I would definitely read more by this author.
Gripping story, I was hooked from the first page. This is the kind of book that keeps you up late reading - I devoured it in two days.
It's disturbing at times, but absolutely brilliant how the author captures her character's inner thoughts, the stream of insecurity no one ever speaks aloud. The main character is so well developed and all the supporting characters feel very realistic; you can picture them and hear their voices, even without pages of agonizing detail on how they look, you get to know them by crisp bits of dialogue. The story follows Lucy throughout her twenties. You're cheering for her at times and many other times she'll make you cringe, roll your eyes, and shake your head. I would definitely read more by this author.
March 30, 2026
I was completely hypnotized by this book. Lucy’s coming of age in her 20s is relatable in so many ways. She shape-shifts with each relationship and place she calls home. The most profound aspect of this novel is Lucy’s yearning to mask her feelings of vulnerability and loneliness by leaning into her feral, animalistic side. It’s not always pretty. The opening scene is a perfect reflection of that and definitely one of the coolest first pages of a book I’ve ever read. A beautiful and ambitious debut novel that should be in every woman’s beach bag this summer.
June 21, 2026
Marvelous, momentous
August 20, 2026
While I did enjoy the process of reading this book, I have a hard time deciding if I actually liked it or not. I guess it's one of what people are calling "weird girl lit," and I feel like I've read similar things to this in recent years and it finally occurred to me why this type of book doesn't really resonate with me. Often these books are told in first person, and yet the person feels so detached from themself that you don't really get a clear picture of who this person is. She has thoughts but never feelings, ideas but never opinions. I do feel like I would enjoy these more if they were third person. The way Lucy talks about, thinks about, and responds to her rape(s) doesn't feel real, but then it makes me consider the way we detach from ourselves during trauma and perhaps that's why the character is depicted in this way. It could be a creative choice, and I don't entirely hate that idea. But I also think I just didn't really like Lucy or her choices very much. She kept causing problems where the weren't any, saying weird things to people with what seems like an intent to cause a scene, for no apparent reason. She stays in bad relationships that she doesn't actually seem very invested in. She watches terrible things happen but expresses nothing about them. I really can't tell what she wants. I don't know if she knows what she wants, and again, maybe that's the point. Maybe this just isn't really my type of thing.
July 18, 2026
3.5 — It started really strong, genius even, and then we rammed into the same brick wall for 300 pages without climactic release. It was missing something. Self-compassion maybe? Perspective? I’m not sure.
All that said, my respect is endless for anyone who can turn their pain into art.
Would not recommend to anyone in the throes of trauma work.
All that said, my respect is endless for anyone who can turn their pain into art.
Would not recommend to anyone in the throes of trauma work.
August 1, 2026
I’m not usually a fiction novel girly, but this book had me pulled in! I simultaneously wanted to keep going with the book as strongly as I wanted to make it stop, make it stop and get this poor girl Lucy a good therapist! I need someone in my circle to read this soon so I can talk about it with someone! As fringe as Lucy was, the author intimately made me see myself in her at different times throughout the story. I thought about this story all the time while reading it and I imagine it will stay with me for a while.
August 3, 2026
Holy shit. I basically couldn’t put this down. I feel uncomfortable but empowered, disgusted but also obsessive. I need a bit of time to process what it is that I just read but in the meantime I will say that the prose is gorgeous, the character study is fascinating and intense, and I will be thinking about this for a long long time. This is fucking brilliant.
August 9, 2026
A Real Animal had an interesting idea, but the story didn’t really come together for me. Some parts were engaging, but the pacing felt slow and the characters were hard to connect with. I kept waiting for the story to pick up, but it never fully did. There were a few good moments, but overall, I found it a little confusing and disappointing.
July 7, 2026
This is a brilliant memoir about being in one’s twenties, and emerging from a traumatic event with strength and perspective.
A monumental work by a new author which will certainly be seen as one of the best books of its genre in 2026.
A monumental work by a new author which will certainly be seen as one of the best books of its genre in 2026.
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May 11, 2026There are moments in A Real Animal where you can see the potential. A few passages are beautifully written, and the book clearly wants to explore identity, instinct, and vulnerability in an interesting way.
The problem is that it never fully comes together. The pacing feels uneven, and the characters stay just out of reach emotionally. I kept wanting more grounded moments to balance out the heavier, more symbolic writing.
I did not dislike it completely, but it felt like a book I admired from a distance rather than genuinely connected with.
The problem is that it never fully comes together. The pacing feels uneven, and the characters stay just out of reach emotionally. I kept wanting more grounded moments to balance out the heavier, more symbolic writing.
I did not dislike it completely, but it felt like a book I admired from a distance rather than genuinely connected with.
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July 28, 2026A weird girl coming-of-age tale following a mentally ill woman working through the trauma of her rape via three bad relationships. This is one for readers of I LOVE YOU DON’T DIE by Jade Song.
July 22, 2026
The best debut novel I’ve read his year. It wasn’t the novel I expected based on the opening scene where the main character, Lucy, has a weird psychotic break. The rest of the novel has a typical Bildungsroman story arc, but the scene setting, storytelling, and characterization set it apart. It also advances more years than these stories typically do while the first part is full of sexual violence and tends toward the suspenseful, the second half shows more maturity. It feels like two novels, but in a good way—like seeing an author write about a similar set of issues with the same character, but from a different vantage point. If I was ranking books, I liked it a lot more than The Girls (which gets a cameo in this novel).
September 12, 2026
Adding a review because Danny specifically asked for it. <3
I don't know. How much more is there to say about another book with an unstable woman in her 20s dealing with trauma, being insufferable, and making questionable decisions? Just how many times can we write the same character in a different setting? I enjoyed A Real Animal, but I wasn't particularly moved by it, which is okay; that's why, ethically, I can only give this 3 stars. The better question, I suppose, is how many times it will take before I stop picking up books with this premise. (At least 3 or 4.) My journal is free in money and expensive in why did I do that, so I will keep buying until I'm finally sick.
I don't know. How much more is there to say about another book with an unstable woman in her 20s dealing with trauma, being insufferable, and making questionable decisions? Just how many times can we write the same character in a different setting? I enjoyed A Real Animal, but I wasn't particularly moved by it, which is okay; that's why, ethically, I can only give this 3 stars. The better question, I suppose, is how many times it will take before I stop picking up books with this premise. (At least 3 or 4.) My journal is free in money and expensive in why did I do that, so I will keep buying until I'm finally sick.
July 8, 2026
Book Review
A Real Animal by Emeline Atwood
Literary/Contemporary Fiction
Out Now! Pub Date: July 7, 2026
⭐⭐⭐
Synopsis & Thoughts:
FMC Lucy struggles through life in her twenties in the aftermath of a traumatic event.
I am confused about whether or not I like this book. While I found myself questioning whether or not to continue reading, I also could not put this book down. I found FMC Lucy’s life choices maddening. After returning home to New England from her internship in Australia due to a life changing, traumatic event, Lucy moves from state to state, job to job, and from one relationship to another seeking love, happiness, and acceptance. Lucy’s choices and actions are difficult to accept, her skewed view of love is disturbing and her unhealthy relationships with family, friends, and boyfriends are sad. I was angry with Lucy and found her unlikable, but at the same time, I was rooting for her and wanting to give her a big hug. I think this is because I disliked all the people in Lucy’s life even more than Lucy. I kept reading, hoping Lucy would get the help she needed, realize her self worth and gain a realistic and healthy perspective on love and happiness. Lucy’s character eventually grows and shows promise of making positive realizations and changes. Atwood incorporates some heavily fantastical and symbolic inner dialogue and stream of consciousness that sometimes blurs the lines between what is really happening and what is not.
This is a book I categorize as a “maybe”. I believe this is one of those books some readers will absolutely love this debut novel, some will immediately DNF and then others will be like me, conflicted.
Thank you to Catapult for the advance digital copy of A Real Animal by Emeline Atwood.
A Real Animal by Emeline Atwood
Literary/Contemporary Fiction
Out Now! Pub Date: July 7, 2026
⭐⭐⭐
Synopsis & Thoughts:
FMC Lucy struggles through life in her twenties in the aftermath of a traumatic event.
I am confused about whether or not I like this book. While I found myself questioning whether or not to continue reading, I also could not put this book down. I found FMC Lucy’s life choices maddening. After returning home to New England from her internship in Australia due to a life changing, traumatic event, Lucy moves from state to state, job to job, and from one relationship to another seeking love, happiness, and acceptance. Lucy’s choices and actions are difficult to accept, her skewed view of love is disturbing and her unhealthy relationships with family, friends, and boyfriends are sad. I was angry with Lucy and found her unlikable, but at the same time, I was rooting for her and wanting to give her a big hug. I think this is because I disliked all the people in Lucy’s life even more than Lucy. I kept reading, hoping Lucy would get the help she needed, realize her self worth and gain a realistic and healthy perspective on love and happiness. Lucy’s character eventually grows and shows promise of making positive realizations and changes. Atwood incorporates some heavily fantastical and symbolic inner dialogue and stream of consciousness that sometimes blurs the lines between what is really happening and what is not.
This is a book I categorize as a “maybe”. I believe this is one of those books some readers will absolutely love this debut novel, some will immediately DNF and then others will be like me, conflicted.
Thank you to Catapult for the advance digital copy of A Real Animal by Emeline Atwood.
August 29, 2026
Oh Lucy….the most unreliable of narrators, you will stay with me for a long while. Before reading this, please note the MAJOR trigger warning. Lucy is a victim of severe abuse: physical, mental, and sexual. Lucy has been through extreme trauma in her young life and has not received any help and has very poor support systems in place. A Real Animal opens with Lucy discovering she has turned into a leopard, yet everyone still sees her as Lucy. The story follows Lucy through different periods in her life, as she moves from place to place, and is such an accurate depiction of a young woman lost to madness. “…many species are relocating to cities and adjusting their behaviors to survive.” Just like wild animals, Lucy is trying to survive. Her past continues to destroy her future, it keeps her from the good. I truly hope Lucy gets help and therapy and in ten years, she gets her conservatory, “just the simple pleasures.”
August 4, 2026
Veeeeery good and unique debut! The internal monologue is scattered and messy in a way that I loved— sort of reminiscent of Ottessa Moshfegh and Eliza Clark but definitely has its own distinct voice/writing style
September 10, 2026
This is for anyone who’s ever described a deeply traumatic experience as “just a weird thing that happened to me one time”
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