Blood in the Water by Sandi Van is a book that will stay with me long after turning that final page. As someone who lived with endometriosis as a teenager, survived endometrial cancer as an adult, has a mother who survived recurring breast cancer, mastectomy, and uterine cancer, and a maternal grandmother who lost the battle with breast cancer, this story spoke to me on a deeply personal level. Sandi Van gives voice to experiences that are too often minimized or spoken about in whispers. The honesty, vulnerability, and strength woven throughout this book truly captures the realities of women’s health struggles and the emotional toll that accompanies them. This book reminded me that our stories matter, that survival comes in many forms, and that there is power in speaking openly about what women endure. I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants to learn more about the quiet strength that women carry.
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Thank you to NetGalley, Rosen Publishing Group, West 44 Books, and Sandi Van for the opportunity to read Blood in the Water in exchange for an honest review.
Blood in the Water is a Hi-Lo novel-in verse, meaning it's written in a poetic verse style for better reading accessibility. The novel goes into detail regarding the experiences of endometriosis and cancer.
The story follows the first-person perspective of Maddie. She wants to switch schools because she wants to be on a rowing team. Her team becomes a second family. Maddie also has endometriosis, a rare medical condition that affects about 10% of women. Endometriosis is when menstrual lining grows outside of the uterus on other organs and can cause severe bed-ridding pain and extreme menstrual bleeding, but it can only be diagnosed with surgery. It's a good guess that this is the correct medical condition, based on her symptoms. She has to miss school sometimes because it is so severe. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, though. She may have found a practitioner that can do the surgery. As it happens, life has other plans for Maddie and her family. When her mom is diagnosed with breast cancer and must undergo chemo therapy, her father must take on extra duties to care for Maddie, her sister, and their mom.
I really appreciate what this novel is doing. It explores a medical condition that not a lot of teens may know about and for those who do have it or suspect, they can see that while yes, endometriosis is terrible and not exactly normal, they are at least not alone in their journey. There are plenty of women around the world who have this condition and can share their experiences. Having the mom go through a cancer journey is a nice touch in the novel as well, because I know many teens who have lost a parent, family member, or friend to cancer, or who have seen someone go through the cancer journey and pull through. This shows teens that if they or a friend are going through this experience, they too are not alone and there are people who can relate and can talk about it.
Another great book from a publisher I really appreciate. Everything they do is real and relevant, especially for teenagers who are still figuring out who they are and may be dealing with the other unexpected experiences life gives them too. A worth-while book for teen readers to learn from.
Well, if this book did nothing else it gave further evidence that I am a bloke. For I had to google endometriosis, to find out why this was a topic here. Yes, if Maddie's best friend's dad being an alcoholic wasn't gloomy enough, there is our heroine's endometriosis, and the resultant agonising period pains at irregular times, and for a lot longer than the standard. And as if that wasn't glum enough, her mother finds out she has breast cancer…
Yes, it doesn't sound that joyfully readable – a girl who can only rely on pills and rowing club to get her through life, month to month, and a woman who isn't suffering too much – yet – from the big C. Here's one female de-feminised by chemo causing hair loss, here's her daughter almost uber-feminised by the big gush. But this proves to be fairly educational, motivating, inspiring, interesting, and a lot of other -ings you might wish it to be.
I did find it a touch short on actual hard detail and information about endometriosis – to some extent the book is about how the breast cancer takes the family over – but this is a novel-in-verse after all. And that's stretching it – with a length that would allow an audio version to fit on a single CD this is more like a novella-in-verse at the most. But it is still heartfelt, and all those -ings, probably because the author has experienced first-hand both the medical issues herein. And bounced back with the rowing our Maddie gets to enjoy.
In an alternative world this is awfully starchy and educational, lumpenly telling us how the female body can go wrong so badly, and foisting the rowing on things in a poor manner. This is from this world, however, wherever pretty much everything is alright. I'll never rate it the highest, for it is a kind of Issue of the Month story, and as I say really quite joyless. The design resting on each and every page, and the large font, and the short lines of the verse, really do conspire to make this briefer than you might prefer, but it's a success with no problem in being quite eye-opening with it.
Thank you so much to West 44 Books/ Rosen Publishing and Netgalley for the ebook to read and review.
Maddie is a competitive rower, part of a crew team, she plans on getting g herself a ride into college. She struggles with endometriosis which debilitates her heavily. Then her mom gets diagnosed with breast cancer and everything in her life changes.
This was incredible emotional to read, so many things happened within this books and how it all affected each person added to the emotions and their mental health. Though only one was physically suffering, everyone surrounding them felt that pain and suffering. They all had to adjust to the change with their mother and the effects and the toll the treatment was taking on her.
Maddie was a great protagonist she had so much going on in her life even before her moms diagnosis and then to carry on after, trying to add more responsibility into her life along with all the worry and fear of what might happen, trying to make her mom comfortable and happy as best she could. She even put her own dreams and wished and health on hold just to ensure her mom came first. She was such a wonderful, loving and caring girl.
I really appreciated that the authors topics were realistic and really hard hitting, sharing about endometriosis which I’m sure not everyone knows about, and then cancer being such an unfortunately common thing it shares something that many go through and what it’s really like. It also shares what it’s like for a family going through such difficulties.
I enjoyed reading this, but it was so heartbreaking, so beautifully crafted tough as you could feel each pang of emotion at each part of the story by Maddie and by everyone else within the story. A very heartfelt full to the brim verse story.
Blood in the Water tells the story of Maddie, a young woman who suffers from endometriosis and joins a rowing team in part to take her mind off the pain of her condition. Rowing provides a good escape and gives her hope for the future. But then her mom is diagnosed with cancer and Maddie's health takes a backseat as mom navigates through treatment. The story is raw and realistic with relatable scenes. I loved when she questions whether her intense periods are "normal" because I think a lot of readers will connect with that feeling of wondering if what they are experiencing is "normal". Some scenes in this book may make readers uncomfortable, but it is important to have stories that show teenagers dealing with difficult health and family issues, and Van handles these topics with grace. Highly recommend!
A wonderful novel in verse. The characters are so beautifully written and relatable. One of my favorite things about verse novels is how much deeper you can get into the mind of the MC. The endometriosis representation is done with care, accuracy and attention to detail. I related to her journey so much and found the book to be so deep and memorable. Though the topics are heavy at times, it’s dealt with in an age appropriate way, while not shying away from the difficulties that all ages face, especially when dealing with a sick parent.
This YA verse novel is about illness, pain, determination, and the crucial role of family--the ones we're born to and the ones we create. Like the crew team that supports protagonist Maddie and gives her both purpose and a distraction from the hard things in her life, the story is rich with momentum and heart.
Madlynn/Maddie/Mad Dog is an endometriosis survivor and has spent her tween and teenage life living in invisible pain. Her mother is very dedicated to help her, until one day it's her who needs help because she's diagnosed with breast cancer. Maddie has to put her plans aside in order to adapt with her family's new lifestyle—hospital, support group, home care—including an important rowing tournament and a surgery appointment to cure her endometriosis. When everything hits a new low, where does Maddie have to go? Will she finally find hope?
Honestly, it's rather hard for me to review this due to a personal experience that resonates with things that happen in this book and I just don't know where to start. And knowing that this book is an OwnVoice somehow adds weight to it so it took me some time to come back and reflect. What I remember when I read it is that I cried (obviously), I enjoyed the verses that not only pack a punch but also read melodiously, I cried (again) and wondered if I am ready to read books with such theme again after this. Maddie's personality, feelings, and thoughts shone through those poems, giving her realistic character development while still being a teenager with teenager's nature. I loved her relationship with her family—at home and at the rowing club, also everywhere who come along the way. I loved that Maddie thinks she needs to choose, while at the same time she doesn't want to and feels guilty about it. I loved the dilemma, the stake that is raised at the most important moment and how she will learn from that. It's all very touching and relatable.
While I personally think it's written in perfect length, it may feel too short for readers who are not used to reading verse novel, especially with heavy themes like this. I also want to know what comes after the ending, but it's also nice to wonder about it by myself. Maddie's story is one of those who need to be told and if you happen to plan to read this book, I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did.
Thank you to NetGalley and West 44 Books/Rosen Publishing for providing an ARC of this novel.