"It's been a long time coming."
And indeed, Taylor, it certainly has been a long time coming.
If you've been following my reviews, then you probably know what I'm talking about.
It's very likely that you've heard me rant about my bad luck this year. About how almost every book I've picked up, ever since I finished "Wind and Truth," (Stormlight’s fifth installment), turned out to be an absolute nightmare. A complete, utter mess. And mostly a miss, too.
You've probably seen me literally down on my knees, praying for THAT book. That one book that was going to change it all, sweep me off my feet, and make me fall in love with reading once again.
The thing about reading dumpster fire after dumpster fire is that you quickly burn out. You start fearing that you've probably read everything good that there is, that there's no remedy but to go back and reread something that you've already read, and that maybe things are the way they are and there's nothing you can do about it. You fear that your comfort place, your solace, is no longer a safe haven. And then, suddenly, you start falling out of love with something you once used to enjoy with all your heart.
I was looking for a hero. A book hero. My savior. As ridiculous as it may seem. And sound. I know.
Although I kept on failing, I still didn’t give up, looking out for my precious golden egg.
Last year, Elena Ferrante's spectacular Neapolitan novels were that and pulled me out from a reading slump. This year I owe that to this masterpiece of a book.
You also probably know I don't give five stars so lightly. You have to put in some real work to earn them and convince myself to give them to you. And that's why I'm proud to say that this book has earned each and every one of them exceedingly.
It should come as no surprise that it took an actual epic fantasy book to get me back on track. Time and time again, failure after failure, I swore to myself that maybe what I needed was to stop playing it cool and take the bull by the horns and come back strong to my first love: epic fantasy. Turns out my gut was right.
This book reminded me why I love and enjoy this genre so much. It left the same sweet aftertaste in my mouth that I had with similar masterpieces of the genre like LOTR, ASOIAF (let's not go there), or The Kingkiller Chronicles (yuuuup, let's not talk about that either).
Reading this made me realize that it’s not that I dislike romantasies, but that they just simply lack the basics of what I ask for from a proper fantasy book.
Suffice to say that if those are your thing, you won't find them in here. There's a romance subplot, yes, but it's subtle. It's not pivotal to the story nor the main part of it.
No, this book isn't for those of you looking out for the sex adventures of the usual petite "I'm just a plain, ordinary girl, but I'm not that ordinary because I'm the most beautiful and overpowered girl in existence," damsel in distress not so in distress, and the shadow daddy "I'm so broody and moody, but she makes me soft, and I'm going to burn the world for her," on duty.
Nope.
This book is meant for all of you who lately have been complaining ad nauseam about the lack of originality and creativity in most fantasies (bah, romantasies) nowadays.
Like, for example, it's nice, for once, to find a book with proper editing. Polished as polish can be, like a clear-cut E-grade Tiffany's diamond.
Or what is technically the same, a book where someone took the time to actually plot things, with no scenes that serve as filler.
I love an author who shows respect for their craft, weaving and pulling the strings like it should be, where every single scene counts and serves a purpose in the whole picture, even the ones that may seem more intimate, because they help us to get to the core of each character's personality.
Take those first chapters, for example. Some reviewers here and there say that those chapters don't correlate to what comes further along, and honestly, I couldn't disagree more. With all due respect, it makes me wonder if they understood what this story was about at all.
Without spoiling too much, those very first chapters set the tone throughout the whole book, with that character's shadow, her spirit, looming at every single moment. Understanding what went on in those very first chapters is vital to comprehending what goes on in the last ones and those marvelous, insane, genius-level plot twists. At the heart of things, it's the same reflection we can infer from ASOIAF. What are you willing to do, to sacrifice? How far would you go for the sake of power?
Another thing I enjoyed about this particular book (and I'm sorry if at this point I'm fangirling too much—deal with it) is how unpredictable it turned out to be. It blew my mind that almost all the time, all my guesses were wrong. I could never have predicted that big reveal at 80% of the book. Not in a million years. I love an author who gives hints here and there but never feeds you on a silver platter. Hooray for an author actually letting readers try to guess things on their own, instead of literally telling me where and what and who I should be looking for. So, hats off to that.
And also to that incredible, super detailed, complex worldbuilding. If you're like me and have been complaining about how incoherent, inconsistent, and noncohesive most worldbuilding feels like in nowadays books...well, just let me tell you, you won't be disappointed here.
From religion, clothing, palaces, and the trials...to the very past of this world! Nothing is left to chance in this book. There's no room for cliché and shallowness in this story. Not even the characters, whom for the first time I've seen in years, are mentally age-appropriate.
I have to give it to the author for going with a protagonist well in her 30s instead of going with the same teenage FMC, which happens to be today's trend. And also for making her act her age. I can tell because I'm also in my 30s.
No childish, juvenile behavior, no tantrums and miscommunication tropes, thank God.
Just grown-up people acting like grown-ups—that feels like a breath of fresh air in a world of FMCs and MMCs acting stupidly. I won't say like toddlers, because Harry Potter and friends were children, and they all had more intelligence and maturity in their little finger than all those Bellas, Violets, Sybils, Freyas, and Ruth Winters have in their whole body. I said what I said.
At this point, I have to make a parenthesis and let something out of my chest.
Look. I'm all about being tolerant and respectful of other people's opinions. You won't find me attacking a fellow reviewer in the comments section just because they didn't like or enjoy a book I did.
But, given that, from time to time, I must call them out on their bs when they're speaking nonsense as facts.
Like saying the protagonist, Neema, doesn’t act her age when she clearly does. Or that this book is young adult, when it's clearly not.
Or saying that the character isn't that smart, even when it's pretty clear she is, just because she allows herself some hesitation from time to time, like a real human being, and not some overpowered Mary Sue.
Or saying that said character plays the victim because of her poor and humble upbringing, like it's her fault that people are being nasty towards her and being complete bullies because she doesn't have a big family name nor money.
I'm sorry, but that's a very twisted mentality. It's the equivalent of saying that poor people are poor just because they want to be poor, as if all of us had equal opportunities when that is clearly not the case.
The author is very straightforward and very clear at portraying tyranny and the complexities and injustices of class systems. How a reader can miss or misinterpret that is beyond my comprehension.
Which all leads to what I hinted at at the beginning of this review: that this book might not be everyone's cup of tea. You're warned.
If you step into this book thinking that it's YA or because of a romance plot, you'll be plenty disappointed, because that's not what it's about at all.
This book will be better appreciated by those of us who are more fans of actual fantasy than romances or erotica with glimpses of fantasy here and there.
If you're looking for unique, breathtaking worldbuilding; a captivating story; an eccentric and very interesting narrator (you'll love it); a court of very flawed but also very compelling characters; an FMC who happens not to be the Mary Sue most romantasies usually fall for; and the most unexpected, cruelest villain I've seen in ages ever since Joffrey Baratheon and Ramsay Bolton, then this might be the book for you.
I mean. This might be my longest review to date.
And with good reason.
Give it a try, please. You can thank me later.
Quality-based rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (Actually, plus 5 stars, because it's THAT good.)
Liked-based rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️