Read the synopsis. Then, try to tell me you don’t think this is intriguing. A mysterious island appearing at random, the past and future warped by unknown forces, choosing between love and the life you once knew—sounds awesome!
It WAS awesome (in the first half)! I could feel the air from the sea on my face. I was Ellie for a short while, caught in the wonder and awe of Saltwell Island. [She went through a portal in a wardrobe and travelled to Narnia basically, I’m all for it!] Was it real? Was it a myth? After her first encounter with Saltwell, her childhood consisted of therapy sessions and bullying from her peers. Self-confidence tanked, leaving her with nothing. Nothing but this island, a fascination occupying her every waking thoughts. I saw her struggles, her pain. Her family, all but her Nana. And her mother? The cause (I think) of her need for escape. This detail was never revisited later in the story. Forgotten. I was hoping Ellie would come to a revelation or compare her experience with her mother’s … things took a strange turn.
The beginning, uncomfortable. Ellie met Clay when she was 12, he was an adult. Nothing alarming happened. When she went back to Saltwell, now 32, you would think he’d have the sense to immediately refuse all romantic developments. Time passed slowly for him on that island when she left as a kid; for Ellie, it was 20 years—his memory of her 12-year-old self was still fresh in his mind. Of course, nothing went as planned. What do you do when you're stuck on a "deserted" island with just yourself and a man whom you come to realize* is quite handsome? [*Ellie wondering how she hadn’t noticed how handsome he looked before made me scream, because WHAT DO YOU MEAN? YOU WERE. A. LITERAL. CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
Then we get to the hour-and-a-half-long chapter, which I liked. If we are to do a romance (even though I wish they hadn’t), then let it be a slow burn. It HAD to be a slow burn because you cannot convince me it was okay for Clay to have pursued her right away. I was glad for this deliberate part. They had space. They did not speak to one another for days. Little by little, they built their relationship from the ground up. I was fully invested despite my concerns (didn’t forget them though). Finding your HOME, a person to love, who understands you; I felt their happiness. But . . .
The rhetoric of “wow, this strong man is also quiet, kind, and gentle?” I mean, DUH, men are capable of multitudes. But this repeated itself more than it needed to, whilst accompanied by the “wow, he’s been through SO MUCH, I need to spend my time praising his resilience and put my own trauma and struggles on the back burner.” Like . . . girl. Yes, we know he’s tough, that he’s got Viking blood in him, blood known “for conquering lands and slaying kings.” Enough! And don’t get me started on the word BLUE. I KNOW HIS EYES ARE BLUE! So so blue and so so beautiful. And then the comment about how he treated his plants with “care and devotion, as if they were a woman,” caught me off guard. He then went on to talk about a man’s heart and its devotion to his land, BUT not when it comes to his woman. He would die to protect her. See, in some cases, this would sound palatable; here, not so much.
Also, don’t get me started on Clay’s secret. Insanity. More reason for me to keep hollering “THIS RELATIONSHIP SHOULD’VE NEVER HAPPENED!”
Another point, this needing to exist in “simpler times,” farming for your food, intense labor, describing your exhaustion as “beautiful,” was a little off-putting? I mean, sure, let them find happiness wherever they may, but Ellie, you’re telling me you’d rather endure literal POVERTY over the joys of modern advancement?! An actual toilet INSIDE your house?! Medicine?! No love is THAT great! I don’t want to hear it, I don’t want to accept this message!
Granted, if I were able to escape to an island, I so would, but let there be MAGIC at least, so I wouldn’t have to break my back shoveling dirt!
THE LAST HALF OF THIS BOOK. All over the place. I do understand that with a topic centered around TIME, there will be reality checks. I just didn’t expect it to be so jarring. The violence towards the end was unnecessary. We were getting on with their story quite well. I would’ve enjoyed it even more if it had stopped at a certain point.
Nonetheless, I’m glad I gave this book a try. I did enjoy reading some parts, but not everything was perfect. Truly a fascinating plot. Wish it had been executed differently. If you enjoy romance, you might like this one.
Thank you to Netgalley and Atria Books for this arc in exchange for an honest review.