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256 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 4, 2026

There was a pleasure in hearing tales of misfortune, a taste of someone else’s sorrow. Perhaps it felt like a way of guarding themselves, a quiet reassurance that misfortune would not touch them.
My grandmother cried when she told us.
‘I’m going to lose him,’ she wailed.
‘I’m here,’ I said.
‘You are a daughter. You were already lost to me from the day you were born.’ Her words were so unfair; I felt the sting of them.

‘Omonim.’ My father bowed to my grandmother deeply. She nodded in return.
He nodded to us and put a heavy hand on Solomon’s shoulder. Ajusshi pushed Kai forward, and my father paused before shaking his hand.
‘Welcome,’ he said
‘How was I supposed to do it?’ My words were a challenge. ‘Appa never taught me the way he taught you.’
Eunha, you don’t have to live this life,’ he said slowly, as though he was pushing me away. ‘Not like Omma’ – and I held my breath hearing him mention her – ‘and not like me. You can live. When you close your eyes,’ he said, ‘what do you see?’ And I didn’t know how to tell him that, when I closed my eyes, I could only see the past.

I could do nothing. I could live with Kai and the secrets of the past, like my grandmother, like Winnie. I could be like my mother and retreat to my own reality, a place where I was alone. I could wait for the world to break around me.
I could hope that Kai would be merciful. I could go to him and tell him I knew what he had done, that Solomon’s son was alive. I could be like Nina and shield myself in beautiful things, live with my eyes closed.
Or I could claim what was mine. I was my father’s daughter. I had the truth; it had been given to me. All the pieces were here, the board had been set – it was the ending that mattered.
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