I listened to the audiobook version of this, and at first I wasn’t a fan of Vicki's "casual" approach to the writing style, it felt more like a friend chatting to you about something than the usual True Crime style of keeping it purely neutral and factual like I'm traditionally used too… But I pretty quickly changed my mind and actually enjoyed Vicki’s style, especially when she was having not-so-subtle passive aggressive digs at Fergus blatant lies! … I was cheering along as I was listening and it was actually a great experience - because honestly, the bullshit that man spews is ridiculous “sHe SaId I wAs A gOoD fAtHeR aNd ThE bOyS sHoUlD sTaY wItH mE” *vomit (there is no way anyone believes that now right? I get the 70s/80s/90s was rife with that rhetoric - just look at examples like Lynette Sims (also known as Lynette Dawson) who's men say that kind of crap and the Police ate it up and blamed the women.. But now we’re in the 2020s and realising just how completely ridiculous that is for a dedicated mother to suddenly say, and right before she disappears, and only to the 1 person who probably did it? Yeah right.
I also love how Vicki brings the feminist lens to this - whilst i know thats going to ‘piss alot of people off’, I think shes 100% spot on to do so, because the inequalities based on gender are STARK in this case! (just look at all of the double standards of what Fergus was allowed to say and be believed as one person, but what all of Vivienne's friends said were ‘lies’ or ‘gossip’? Seriously.)
If you’re interested in the case, I HIGHLY recommend this book.
If you haven’t heard of the case, but you’re interested in true crime, then I HIGHLY recommend you read this book.
My thoughts about the case:
This is a case that I’ve been interested in since I first heard about it in the late 90’s / early 2000s when it was on a popular crime show at the time, “Sensing Murder” and it really stuck with me, just how ODD it seemed to be that Vivienne would have done it, but the fact that she apparently unalived herself by jumping off a bridge that is also known to be a ‘jetty jumping’ type spot for teens in summer?! There is no way that she did that (and didn’t leave a trace on the railing), that the fall killed her, AND that her body was never found, AND that no trace of her fluffy mo-hair jumper wasn’t in the car… And that was just what I thought about at the time, let alone how much more is ‘off’ now all these years later!
I desperately want resolution for Vivian's family and Beths family. Everything to me points to Fergus killing Beth out of a false sense of possession towards Beth (I think she either said she was going to leave him for good this time, or told him he needed to leave Vivienne and was pushing him - either way, I think it was a big changing point for Beth and Fergus didn’t like that), and then he came home and told Viv another manipulative lie (I think it was probably something like “I told her I was calling it off, and she attacked me! But I love you Viv”, I doubt Viv knew Beth was dead by this point tbh) and she took him to the hospital to get stitched up and was angry but relived that “Fergus had finally come to his sense and called it off” so was willing to say she’d cut him so the nurses/doctors didn’t have to know about her embarrassment of her husband cheating…
Then I think when they got back home again, Fergus realised he was going to be caught for Beths murder (because obviously it was him, and the affair was going to become very public knowledge), so since he didn’t want to be with Viv anyway, and was angry at her for existing and stopping his relationship with Beth and ‘making him kill Beth’ because of it (because men who murder women DO believe its woman's fault for ‘pushing him’ into it… aka “See what you made me do?” DV bullshit.)... so he came up with the plan to frame Viv for it, got rid of her (which was easy because he was still angry about losing his relationship with Beth and was blaming Viv for that, plus he wanted to get himself out of this situation (and honesty meant prison, and ‘he didn’t deserve that since it was Viv’s fault anyway’) and so he got rid of her.
At some point he’s looped in both his sister and his brother-in-law, and whilst I’m sure they were annoyed that it got to this, I’m guessing they took everything he said at his word and they didn’t want to risk their joint business ventures, so they helped. I’m guessing thats how all the other weird ‘evidence planting’ stuff came about, they all did it together… the late night phone call to Vivs friend to pick up the boys was Marnie, the drips of Vivs blood on the path into Beths were caused by the dripping towels they brought into her bathroom. The weapon to kill Beth is probably hidden in the same location Viv is. They planted the cigarettes, moved the land cruiser (and similar to Vicki, I think they tried to make it look like she caught the bus off the island or got a ride, not that she jumped - but who knows what their actual intent was - they’ll never tell us!). It's why Fergus left the house that night (even tho it was Viv who was going to be leaving according to Fergus story - wouldn’t it make more sense she stayed at Marnies if that was the case?!), why he asked others to check in Beth (so that he wasn’t the one doing it, therefore distancing himself from the crime he knew he committed), why none of the Camerons looked for Viv (they knew where she was, and they were going to stick with Fergus story she was leaving anyway!)....
The ‘A’ carved into Beths chest I suspect is another red herring, done to make it look like Vivienne did it (which makes me angry when, as Vicki points out, the ‘adulter’ here is FERGUS, not Beth and not Viv. The blame should sit where it belongs.)
I’m angry for them. These women deserve better than this. And our justice system is doing nothing to right that wrong, and its not right… From a legal perspective it still looks like Viv did this (coroners report), and she isn’t listed as a missing person. She’s been labeled as a ‘jealous psychotic bitch’ who murdered someone and ‘took the cowards way out’ (also FYI: Suicide is NOT weakness.), and its not only a unfair, but its a narrative that benefits only Fergus. Beth isn’t better off for the lie, and poor Vivienne and her friends and family sure aren’t! I can’t comprehend having a loved one sacrifice her life style (she was a ‘city girl before she got married’ to move to a farm on an island with all of his family with him, then to go through the torture of being married to that said ‘man’ who lies and cheats, and THEN to be blamed for his mistresses murder (that he committed) and then kills her too to cover his own ass. And then labels HER as the violent problem that he had endured all those years… Hell, I’d probably want to harm Fergus out of revenge tbh - so well done to those who didn’t!
To say I’m furious on each woman's behalf feels like an understatement.
And I’m also personally deeply affected by some peoples judgement of Beth. As someone who whilst young fell for an older man and his lies, I know all too well how that type of dynamic works and the imbalance of power and your lack of life experience to see through the cliches and lies. When you’re young, you have a naively blind hope/belief that if you feel these feelings so strongly, and they are telling you that they do too, then it MUST be real, and it MUSTN’T be wrong. But the older we get and more experience we gain, the more we realise that's not factual.
I hope this book helps to bring justice to this before it's too late and Fergus has to spend at least some of his time in prison.