When a carving of the Devil arrives in front of City Hall on Main Street, Ryan Bell doesn’t have to guess who crafted the statue in his likeness.
Birdie Cooper has spent the years since their disastrous encounter scraping together a life while caring for her sister. Wholesome, inexperienced, naïve, and deeply religious, Birdie is also a survivor. She’s spent so long sacrificing herself for everyone else that martyrdom has become almost second nature. Her faith is the one thing keeping her going, even as she’s exhausted, lonely, and barely holding everything together.
Ry has spent years searching for her, only to discover she was under his nose all along. A brilliant artist and architect, his life’s work has always somehow circled back to Birdie. Everything he creates has her at its core. She isn’t simply the woman he never forgot; she’s his obsession, his muse, his beginning and his end.
And when he finally finds her, he comes prepared. He has spent years imagining what he’d do if he ever got another chance, and he’s made damn sure Birdie can’t afford to refuse his offer. He’ll take care of her sister’s medical expenses and ensure Birdie never has to struggle again. It’s generous. It’s thoughtful. It’s also a gilded cage.
Their relationship is complicated, codependent, and probably toxic as hell. And yet…
Reading this was almost as good as reading Priest for the first time. Completely different story, completely different characters, but it evoked that same delicious combination of discomfort, arousal, obsession, and what the fuck am I reading right now? that had me glued to the pages.
And Ry? Holy shit. The full depth of his obsession isn’t revealed until much later, but you can feel it lurking beneath every interaction. He’s obsessed, devoted, utterly feral, and unapologetically all-in where Birdie is concerned. Flawed? Absolutely. But somehow, still completely swoony.
The best part is watching the layers of his obsession unfold and realizing just how much of his life has always revolved around her. He didn’t simply find Birdie again. He’d been preparing for the possibility of finding her for years.
And these quotes? They absolutely wrecked me:
“She’s both the origin and the end point of my desire.”
“I didn’t mind making myself your worst thing. I never will. I only hoped I could slowly convince you that I could be your best thing too.”
Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
Format: 📱
🗄️ Genre: Contemporary Romance
🗂️ Subgenre(s): New Adult
Ending: 💗 {HEA}
Length: 📚📚📚📚📚1/2
POV: 👫🏻 {Dual | Present}
Emotions: 😩😭🫠🥵😍
Darkness: 🖤🩶
Burn: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
✨ Tropes: Bad Boy x Good Girl, Billionaire, Contractual Relationship, Forbidden, Forced Proximity, Lie for Reasons, Reverse Age Gap (36/29), Rich Boy x Poor Girl, Stalker-ish
💫 Microtropes: Anxiety Rep, Boy Obsessed, Caretaker/Protective MMC, Caveman/Bridal Carry, Forehead Kisses, “Fuck It”, “Good Girl”, Hand Necklace, He Falls First, He Falls Harder, It’s Always Been You, Just the Tip, Lap Sitting, Mental Health Rep, Panty Thief, Pet Name (Little Bird, Pretty Bird), Reformed Player, Size Difference, Tragic Past, Virgin FMC, “You Take Me So Well”
🔆 Character: Artist, Professor, Student
💋 Kinks: 🍑, Angel Wings, Body Betrayal, Corruption Kink, Degradation, Dirty Talk, Domination, Finger Licking Good, Free Use, Pearl Necklace/Spunk Art, Pics & Videos, Power Exchange, Praise, Somnophilia, Spitting, Teammates Toys as Teammates
🤰🏻 Pregnancy: n/a
🚩 Red Flags: Dominant MMC, DubCon, Jealous/Possessive/Obsessive, Manipulation, MINE!, OTT Hero, Tracking/Spying, Unhinged MMC
⛔️ Safety Squad: Sacrilegious Acts, Suicidal Ideations (by FMC), and other potentially triggering elements. Triggers may appear both on- and off-page, in the past and/or present, and to main and/or side characters. If you have any hesitation, check the warnings before diving in. Otherwise, blind is best!!
📍 Setting: Small Town, Kansas 🇺🇸
📣 Type: Devil is part of the Priest series of interconnected standalones. While no other books need to be read in order to follow the story, reading prior books may enhance the experience.
⚠️ Warning: This one-handed read may cause blushing, squirming, combusting panties, and/or self-care. It may also leave you questioning your morals.
🛑 Be Advised: My Goodreads shelves are … explicit in both senses. As such, they could be considered spoiler-y.