this book is, IMO, not a novel. it's a constellation of essays strung together by the premise of character ruminations and dialogue tags. as a novel, it's probably like, 2 stars. it's just a bunch of woke characters lamenting the state of the world as they share food and weed (which, ok, yeah). and then it's about, despite all that, or actually, in direct challenge to that, trying to create new life (very yeah <3). overall, for all the very intelligent topics the book brings up, the story itself doesn't do much to engage critically with them. the characters wax poetic about cryptobiotic crust & the Goddess etc. but I think an actual story, not just talking, could have done so much more with those ideas than just present them.
how. ever. as a constellation of essays - I still really vibed with the subject matter. I will say it's like the author made a list of the topics she was most passionate about and then copy pasted information about them into a semi-novel-like format. meaning this book feels more like a collage than a creation. but I feel like I gotta rate it 5 stars bc I just agree so strongly with soooo much of what it talks about; it articulates precisely so many different ideas i've had and been interested in over the years.
I probably would not be friends with the author. like, this book is extremely annoying..................but like, at the same time, if someone else also thought the ideas in this book were 5 stars we could probably bring a life into the world together. LOL. and I mean, we're all annoying. I think if you want to be the most real, actualized version of yourself you can be, you're gonna have to get over being embarrassed and feeling annoying. (maybe, what do I know)
like, essentially, an alternate or higher or future or less scared or more scared or whiter or more drugged up version of me, in this life or another, could've written this book. trees, tortoises & the gospel of Mary, dude <3