🖋️ This time, the author took another path, leading the reader down the mountain of rage, yearning, and incessant discord between shame and pride, love and hatred, ambition and love, and yearning, so much yearning it remains a mystery how one person can hold everything beneath the skin without breaking. For glory, for family, for passion, for revenge, for romance, for desire, for love. For everything, and nothing at all.
🖋️ Such excruciating longing is embodied in Barbara, a gladiatrix navigating the dangers of the vocation she was forced into. Face to face with enemies weilding the weapons made of steel, magical proclivity, and the more subtle and just as dangerous material, misogyny, Barbara is focused on freeing herself and her pride of lions from the clutches of slavery. In such raw ambition, the only thing that could make a warrior hesitate stood on her way to legendary greatness: her love for Iskra, whose life was lost in rebellion, and Iskra's brother, Barbara's greatest rival in the arena and threat to her life and the lives of her much beloved lions.
🖋️ The author has created a remarkably interesting protagonist filled with opposites. Barbara is quite sad and, and the same time surprisingly cheerful. She is feisty most of the time, and gentle when the need appears. She is ruthless, but full of love. Brave and impulsive, and sometimes, driven by fear. Vengeful, and forgiving. Despite frequent silly behaviour, she is also gifted with unusual depth, wisdom, and perceptiveness which are often associated with a much older person. Barbara is the perfect material for a legend. Barbara is yearning to be one, and if sacrifices need to be made to accomplish that... Well, then, she will mourn.
🖋️ Barbara is the perfect material for a legend. Barbara is yearning to be one, and if sacrifices need to be made to accomplish that... Well, then, she will mourn. All her depth is wonderfully incorporated into tales of brutal fights, political intrigues, heartfelt moments with friends and family, and the sweetness of all the bitter ends.
Read if you like:
🖋️ Gladiator stories 🖋️ Feral women 🖋️ Strong FMCs 🖋️ Sapphic romance 🖋️ Animal companions 🖋️ Gore and blood 🖋️ Fictional worlds 🖋️ Magic and weapons 🖋️ Found family trope
This book was a wild ride. There were things about this book that I loved, like the sarcastic banter, the hillarious inner monolouges of the FMC and the struggle between shame and pride. But then there were things that left me lacking, like how skipping back and forth in time made me a bit confused, it was a bit all over the place sometimes and some of the 'men-hating' moments were a bit too much. But at the same time, some of those moments were just spot on and very amusing! I didn't really know how to feel.
In other words, I have mixed feelings. But underneath it all, I really did enjoy the story. The first couple of chapters made me properly intrigued to where the story would go. It was a mix of unexpected found family, gore, vengeance, feminine rage, dibilitating grief, love, mysterious magic and humanity. Overall, I'm happy that I read it. And I'm sure I didn't get the point across in the best way.
If you're a fan of feminine rage, sapphic romance and deep emotions mixed with gore, grief and sarcastic humour? This is a book you should add to your TBR!
The blurb When Barbara was only a child, her mother tossed her to the hungry lions in the gladiator arena. But rather than clawing her to ribbons, the lions raised her as their own. Barbara has trained her whole life in isolation, alongside her pride, to reenter the sands as a champion—to become the first gladiatrix. But when she falls in love with her secretly female sparring partner, Barbara falters, putting her pride and ambition at risk. Barbara's biggest rival, the gladiatoral legend, is Drak, the twin brother of Barbara's sweetheart. She must defeat and kill him to become the living legend—must forsake her heart and humanity, embrace gore, glory and gold. Choose her pride over love, one brother over another. Transform into a lioness.