✎✧˚ Thank you to the author, Josh Galarza, and Netgalley for providing this eARC in exchange for an honest review.
Some books entertain you, some break your heart, and some manage to do both while throwing secret agents, musical numbers, supernatural abilities, and queer superheroes into the mix. False Face by Josh Galarza is all of these things and more, and I absolutely loved it.
Set in 1999, this wonderfully strange, dark, and emotional story follows Rusty, a boy desperately trying to be the good, obedient son his religious parents expect him to be. Especially his father. Rusty has a secret, though: Todd (with two D’s), the louder, bolder, more unapologetically queer side of himself who loves boys, musicals, and singing. While Rusty tries to keep Todd locked away, Todd has other ideas. And those ideas frequently involve Burt Espinoza, the cutest boy in school.
Burt is fascinating in his own right. As the only openly gay kid at school who somehow manages to maintain his social status, he seems to have everything figured out. But beneath his basketball-player exterior lies a secret identity: he works for an organization that rescues queer kids from dangerous situations, including conversion camps. His adoptive moms, affectionately known as the Momperatives, are involved in his secret life, too, and the found-family dynamic between them is one of my favorite parts of the book. Burt might be a badass secret agent, but he’s also a kid trying to figure out who he is and who he wants to become.
The combination of surreal elements, superhero vibes, secret missions, and coming-of-age struggles is absolutely brilliant. The multiple POVs give the story so much personality, and the contrast between Rusty and Todd makes their internal conflict especially compelling. Galarza does a fantastic job of creating distinct voices that capture the characters’ emotions, fears, and desires. The narrative can be chaotic at times, but that chaos fits the story and its characters.
And the humor! I genuinely laughed out loud more than once. Burt’s action-movie attitude, his delightfully ridiculous observations, and the moments of tenderness between him and his moms provide some much-needed light in an otherwise heavy story. Those softer moments make the darker ones hit even harder.
Because make no mistake: False Face is not an easy read. Religious abuse, homophobia, family rejection, and conversion therapy are central to the story, and some scenes are genuinely painful. Rusty’s fear of being discovered and the consequences he faces when his family learns the truth are heartbreaking. The book never loses sight of the very real harm caused when people are taught to believe that being queer is something shameful that needs to be fixed. Please check the content warnings before reading.
What I appreciated most is that, beneath all the supernatural weirdness and secret-agent shenanigans, this is a story about identity, acceptance, and the importance of having people who love you exactly as you are. It’s about finding family when the one you were born into fails you, and learning that you deserve to exist without hiding pieces of yourself.
If you love stories that blend emotional devastation with wonderfully bizarre adventures, False Face deserves a place on your reading list.
"To God, each of us is a rainbowed kaleidoscope, each of us is meant to be a bundle of contradictions and layered facets and opposing complexities: ever changing, ever making mistakes, ever learning, ever new, and most importantly, ever becoming."