4.0 ★— This book, in a relatively limited page count, managed to tell a fascinating tale with an ending that left me a little wistful, but still, really satisfied.
Our heroine, Sascia, is a teenager enrolled in a special program dedicated to studying the Dark and its mysterious inhabitants. The Dark — a quasi-parallel world filled with elves, so-called Darkcreatures, only accessible through portal-like maws scattered across the globe — revealed itself to humanity in a world-shattering event six years before the story begins. This event has left people both fascinated and divided.
Sascia, who belongs to the side that’s fascinated, has her life altered when she encounters Nugau, heir to this strange and mysterious world.
Sascia herself is such a layered and complex character. Her childhood was shaped by an obsession with Darkcreatures and the Dark’s flora and fauna, an obsession that made her an outsider in her own world. I loved how the author tied her trauma, flaws, and passions so closely to this otherworldly connection! She felt real, vulnerable, but still fiercely driven.
Her relationship with Nugau is the heart of the story. It’s full of intricately woven threads of trust, vulnerability, cultural discovery, and just a deep tenderness that felt both fragile and warm. Nugau, too, is fascinating in their own right. I loved how their identity — and the way gender works within their society — was presented as something fluid and unique to their species. While I sometimes wished the author could have explored that more deeply, I also understood that it wasn’t the central focus here.
Instead, the story grapples more with its big themes: environmental collapse, war, conservation, and, at its core, humanity’s perception of the “other”, embodied by the Dark and the Darkcreatures. And despite the large scope of the story, the narrative remains intimate, grounded in Sascia’s own life and the choices she faces.
Without giving too much away, the book also incorporates a storytelling device that I personally love, but that can be difficult to handle well in fiction. Here, it fit seamlessly, all tied to the Dark’s strange, rule-defying nature.
At times, especially early on, the book had a distinct sci-fi vibe. It reminded me a lot of the short story Story of Your Life by Ted Chiang, which the movie Arrival is based on. It manages to blend in fantasy, romance, and coming-of-age in a way that makes the whole experience feel both otherworldly and deeply, deeply human.
If you’re into YA that’s a little different, with portals, weird creatures, and a romance that’s actually really sweet, this one’s for you.
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Thank you to NetGalley and G.P. Putnam’s Sons Books for Young Readers for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.