Sarah Shaw looked in control of her life. She had a successful career as a manager of a retail business. But she came to a point when she could no longer keep up appearances by controlling her tormented inner world. So explosive was her inner pain, and so damaged was she by the consequences of childhood sexual abuse, that she was eventually put on a lifetime's incapacity benefit. Her consultant psychiatrist was at a loss how to help. This is not, however, a story about the horrors of abuse, but is an extraordinary testimony to the triumph of God's healing love. Sarah says "This book gives insights into the Christian healing ministry I received and offers hope to victims of abuse without negating the reality of the desperate inner conflicts and struggles." "I believe Sarah's brave decision to share her painful secrets will help many other abused people to find complete emotional recovery." J.Lee Editor Charisma Magazine.