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First published January 1, 2013







They sat for a few moments in silence and then she simply leaned forward and kissed him. The kiss was light but ardent.Later, a somewhat older Bowman is in Spain with a woman, Enid, whom he is wildly in love with. They are both married, neither with a deep attachment to their partner. They have taken opportunities as offered when he visits London for business. They witness a stunning flamenco.
“Do you want to? she asked.
She did not take everything off – shoes, stockings, and skirt, that was all. She was not prepared for more. They kissed and whispered … He could not believe they were doing this.
“I don’t … have anything,” he whispered.
There was no answer.
He was inexperienced but it was natural and overwhelming. Also too quick, he couldn’t help it. He felt embarrassed. Her face was close to his.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I couldn’t stop it.”
She said nothing, she had almost no way to judge it.
She went into the bathroom and Bowman lay back in awe at what had happened and feeling intoxicated by a world that had suddenly opened wide to the greatest pleasure, pleasure beyond knowing. He knew of the joy that might lie ahead.
…
She nestled against him and he tried to think along her lines. Whatever might happen, they had done it. He felt only exaltation.
They walked through walled alleyways, she in high-heels, bare-shouldered, and sat in the silent darkness as deep chords of a guitar slowly began and the air itself stilled. Chord after ominous chord, the guitarist immobile and grave until a woman in a chair beside him, till then unseen, raised her arms and with a sound like gunshots began to clap her hands … Slowly at first she began to chant or intone – she was not singing, she was reciting what had always been known, reciting and repeating, the guitar like drums hypnotic and endless, it was the Gypsy siguiriya …They make wild love in their room. "His old fettered life was behind him, it had been transformed as if by some revelation. They made love as if it were a violent crime, he was holding her by the waist, half woman, half vase, adding weight to the act. She was crying in agony, like a dog near death. They collapsed as if striken." And then again in the morning, when "the slow profound rhythm began, hardly varying but as time passed somehow more and more intense ... she was trembling like a tree about to fall ..."
Her hands were up near her face, clapping … her voice anguished, singing in blindness, her eyes closed, her bare arms, silver loops in her ears and long dark hair. The song was her song but it belonged to the Vega, the wide plain with its sun-dark workers and shimmering heat, she was pouring out life's despair, bitterness, crimes, her clapping fierce and relentless ... singing with ever greater intensity amid the relentless chords, the savage, tight beat of the heels ... the man's lean body bent like an S ...
They sat afterwards in a bar open to the narrow street, barely speaking.
“What did you think?” he said.
She replied only, "My God."
Everything, during this time, was overshadowed by the war in Vietnam. The passions of the many against the war, especially the youth, were inflamed. There were the endless lists of the dead, the visible brutality, the many promises of victory that were never kept until the war seemed like some dissolute son who cannot ever be trusted or change but must always be taken in.
The power of the novel in the nation's culture had weakened. It had happened gradually. It was something everyone recognized and ignored. All went on exactly as before, that was the beauty of it. The glory had faded but fresh faces kept appearing, wanting to be part of it, to be in publishing which had retained a suggestion of elegance like a pair of beautiful, bone-shined shoes owned by a bankrupt man. Those who had been in it for some years ... were like nails driven long ago into a tree that then grew around them.
"He had always seen it as the dark river and the long lines of those waiting for the boatman, waiting in resignation and the patience that eternity required, stripped of all but a single, last possession, a ring, a photograph, or letter that represented everything dearest and forever left behind that they somehow hoped, it being so small, they would be able to take with them. He had such a letter, from Enid. The days I spent with you were the greatest days in my life..."
