Wanting My Husband

by Lexi Amber, Bec Benson

John

I’ve never met anyone who bothers me more than Chad Sinclair.

He’s always smiling, always happy – excited about life in a way I truly cannot comprehend. A spoiled city guy who acts like he’s never heard the word no before.

I can’t believe I drunkenly married him in Vegas.

Or that he showed up at my farmhouse, ready to give up his whole life to play happy husbands with me in the middle of nowhere.

Chad might have convinced himself we’re meant to be, but I gave up on that kind of future a long time ago.

Chad

I’ve always believed things work out for me – and getting my husband to admit he wants me is no exception.

John Sullivan might be grumpy, closed-off, and determined to pretend this means nothing, but he still chose me. He married me. He said I do, and I’m not ready to let that go just because he’s pretending he is.

He can say there’s no way we can work, but I’m stubborn enough to stay and keep proving him wrong.


A grumpy/sunshine MM romance about a woke-up-married couple navigating life after loss, small-town living, and the kind of heat that burns slowest when you’re trying your hardest to resist it.

Genres: BDSM

Kindle Edition

Expected publication June 10, 2026

About the author

Lexi is an American author who is obsessed with queer happily ever afters. Most of her time is spent with her two kids, but if they’re asleep then she is either reading, writing, or watching hockey.

Professionally trained as a nurse, Lexi decided to start writing when she became a stay at home mom and the characters in her head haven’t stopped talking since.

Lexi also loves Diet Coke, traveling, and Halloween. Her house is probably obnoxiously decorated for whatever holiday is next because she thinks that little things that make people smile are important.

You can find her attempting to stay up to date with all social media under the name Lexi Amber.

Reviews

[Toddles]

I had the honor of receiving a first draft of the manuscript from the authors for a very early read though before edits. My feedback was given directly to the duo.

I will officially Rate & Review the final draft in the future.

[Ava · Rating 5 out of 5]

ARC Review

I absolutely loved Wanting My Husband it pulled me in from the very first page and didn’t let go until the end! 😍💍

Chad is pure sunshine in human form soft-hearted, hopeful, and full of warmth while John is the complete opposite: broody, tattooed, guarded, and carrying emotional scars that he’s buried so deep he barely lets anyone see them. The contrast between them was so addictive and honestly made every interaction crackle with tension and emotion ⚡️🔥

Waking up married in Vegas sets the perfect chaotic tone for their story. John is immediately against the idea, convinced it was a mistake and that he isn’t good enough for someone like Chad. But Chad? He refuses to give up so easily. His determination to understand John and make their unexpected marriage work adds such a sweet, persistent energy that slowly starts breaking down all of John’s walls 💕🏍️

What I loved most was how beautifully their relationship developed. It wasn’t rushed it was layered, messy, emotional, and incredibly real. John’s inner conflict, his fear of happiness, and his tendency to push Chad away made his character so compelling, while Chad’s patience and emotional honesty brought so much balance to their dynamic.

And the chemistry? Absolutely electric 😮‍🔥✨ The intimacy between them is written with so much tension and trust-building that it feels just as emotional as it is intense. There’s a beautiful blend of vulnerability and desire that makes every moment between them feel meaningful rather than just physical.

Beyond the romance, the story also explores grief, healing, and learning to believe you deserve happiness again. Watching John slowly open up to Chad was genuinely heart-melting and one of the strongest parts of the book 🥹💙

Lexi and Bec have once again delivered a story filled with sharp banter, emotional depth, and characters that feel incredibly alive. The side characters also add so much charm and richness to the story world it just makes everything feel more complete and immersive.

And honestly… I NEED books about John’s brothers immediately!! I am not ready to leave this world yet 😭📚💕

[Rae_Reads · Rating 5 out of 5]

Rating: 5⭐️
Spice: 3.5🌶

Vibes:
✨ Woke Up Married
✨ Grumpy x Sunshine
✨ “No emotions, just s*x”
✨ K!nk/BDSM Exploration
✨ Pierced & Tattooed MMC
✨ City x Small Town
✨ Opposites Attract
✨ Caretaking
✨ First Times
✨ Trust Fund x Blue Collar
✨ Secret Relationship

Wanting My Husband is a spin-off from the Love Without Labels series and follows on from the novella The Reality of Ever After.

I loved this book so much! Chad is pure sunshine, while John is the dark, broody, tattooed biker carrying trauma he’s never truly dealt with and convinced he’ll never be happy again. Their dynamic was absolutely addictive from the very first page.

After waking up married in Vegas, John wants nothing to do with Chad, but Chad is determined to prove their marriage wasn’t just a drunken mistake. John believes he’s no good for Chad and that they’re completely incompatible, but as the story unfolds and Chad slowly begins discovering more about himself, John starts to realise they may actually fit together far better than he ever wanted to admit.

The spice in this book is sooooo good. John is experienced and into BDSM, while Chad is eager to explore and desperate to please, which made their chemistry absolutely electric. The fact that John is Chad’s first man adds so much vulnerability and intensity to every scene. And when John’s growly possessiveness started slipping through? I was DONE FOR.

But underneath all the heat, there’s also a surprisingly emotional story about grief, healing, and allowing yourself to want happiness again. Watching John slowly let Chad in, despite fighting it every step of the way, was honestly beautiful.

I really enjoy Lexi and Bec’s writing, and this book was no exception. The plot was captivating, the banter spot on, the spice perfectly balanced with emotion, and the side characters elevated the entire story to a top-tier level.

Also, I’m going to need books for John’s brothers ASAP!

[Amalas · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wanting My Husband picks up a short time after The Reality of Ever After novella. While you don't have to read that first, it is where John and Chad's story truly begins. That being said....Everybody needs a Chad in their life! He is the ultimate sunshine to John's grumpy. I don't think it would be possible for anyone to not end up loving Chad.

This grumpy/sunshine story had me laughing out loud, smiling so much my face hurt, and yes, I will admit that I did get a little teary eyed at spots. While Chad and John do get their happy ending- it isn't a smooth trip to get there. While Chad and John get to know each other, there is a little bit of BDSM exploration, cute farm animals, honest conversations and first dates. There are also moments of self doubt, grief and emotional healing.

Lexi and Bec have gifted us another beautiful, dynamic couple in Wanting My Husband! The dialogue between John and Chad will keep you engaged and having you turning pages. Their inner dialogues are equally engaging and share insight into both of their hearts before they're ready to share them with each other. If you're looking for your next cute, easy read- you'll love this one!

[Kyra · Rating 5 out of 5]

Y’all I’ve been excited for this book since I read The Reality of Ever After. I was so intrigued by John and Chads story line, they’re the definition of a golden retriever x black cat relationship. Lemme tell you, Lexi & Bec did NOT disappoint!!! The banter was everything. The deep storyline of John still dealing(or not dealing) with his grief of losing his ex, Chad’s never ending support and love, the donkeys!!!! Everything about this story had me hooked. I think I read it in like 4hrs, just sat down and burned through it because I couldn’t get enough of their dynamic and story. And oh my god the kink list?! I was cackling at the way Chad filled it out, he really is an over eager puppy dog. I absolutely loved seeing these two fall in love and getting that little teaser of Ash. As always absolutely amazing story, I feel like each book in this series/world just gets better and better and I LOVE IT!!!

[ashlee ❤ · Rating 5 out of 5]

John + Chad

-mm romance
-woke up married
-grumpy x sunshine
-city x small town
-bdsm/kink exploration
-processing grief

ohhhh i just loved these two soooo much!! there is special kind of magic that happens when lexi & bec come together & create stories! they're just sooooo angsty & have great banter so it makes the roller coaster of anxiety worth it along the way to get some laughs! but chad literally is making it hard for us all to hate that name 😅😅 he was just sooooo gone for john & john just wouldn't accept it. tearing down the walls of his past & all his insecurities was beautiful!!

[anna_79_reads · Rating 5 out of 5]

Beta-read!

Absolutely loved Chad and John’s story!! They got me hooked in the novella so I was really excited to read their book. It did not disappoint!!

New review after the reading the finished version.

[Danielle Dixon · Rating 5 out of 5]

Grumpy x Sunshine, Sweet, Spicy, Funny and miniature Donkeys what more do you need 😂 loved reading about Chad and John ❤️

[Naulee · Rating 5 out of 5]

5⭐️ 3🌶
RTC

[Kayla Allen · Rating 5 out of 5]

Absolutely loved these MCs and their entire story! Seriously Lexi and Bec always write the best characters and their books always have the cutest plots centered around their adorable character and Wanting My Husband is no different! Absolutely adorable and so much fun to read!