First love. Lasting loss. A lifetime shaped in between.
Maya is a freshman in 1989 when she meets Peter, a vulnerable boy with a secret behind his smile. Their romance begins in the thrill of independence but soon collides with the realities of mental illness, betrayal, and the fragility of youth. Years later, as a third-year medical student, Maya is haunted by memories of that love—and the choices she made along the way.
Navigating the weight of her mother’s decline, the demands of medicine, and the lingering echoes of Peter’s unraveling, Maya faces a reckoning with her own complicated past. But amid the heartbreak are glimmers of connection, forgiveness, and the quiet hope of a new beginning.
Spanning nearly a decade, Hearts and Bones is a poignant tale of love, loss, and becoming. It's a story about how the people we love never really leave us and how the choices we make in our formative years reverberate throughout our lives.--
"The story left me emotional, making me forever grateful I got the chance to follow Maya's incredible journey." – Alija Turkovic for Readers’ Favorite
"Keenly drawn characters headline this quietly absorbing tale of young love." – Kirkus Reviews
"Filled with moments of reflection and discovery, Hearts and Bones is especially highly recommended to readers who like their romances more contemplative and thought-provoking than most. It delves beneath the surface of possibility to consider the lasting impact of heartbreak and what it means to truly move on." – D. Donovan, Senior Reviewer, Midwest Book Review
"The book captures the strain of early adulthood so well, from hectic hospital shifts to the small, hopeful moments that keep her moving forward. Her relationship with Peter was my favorite part. They had a natural chemistry. If you adore a love story grounded in real-world struggles, this is the book for you." – Jennifer Senick for Readers’ Favorite
"With Hearts and Bones, Lawrence D. Bub delivers a polished and well-rounded bildungsroman." – Victoria Lilly, Independent Book Review
Thank you Netgalley and Atmosphere Press for the ARC of Hearts and Bones.
A dual timeline narrative is one of my favourite ways to read a book. it adds so much depth to a character. In saying that the 8 year timeline difference didn’t seems like enough but still effective on portraying heartache.
I didn't love how Bi-polar disorder was portrayed in the novel. Only really talked about a manic phase, when there are many more highs and lows before manic phase
This was a difficult book for me to move through. I struggled to connect with the main character, feeling that we looked out at the world from fundamentally different places. The short, clipped sentences and the impulse to explain rather than let the story breathe often pulled me out of the narrative.
What stayed with me most, though, was my unease with the novel’s portrayal of mental illness. The characters sometimes felt shaped more by their diagnoses than by their inner lives, and Peter’s story carried a sense of inevitability that was hard to accept. As someone who loves a person with bipolar disorder, this framing was painful to read. Bipolar disorder is not a death sentence, yet the novel seemed to drift toward that conclusion in ways that unsettled me.
And still, I kept reading. There is a quiet gravity to the story, a pull that makes you want to see how everything settles. In the end, I’m left with mixed feelings. While this book didn’t resonate with me personally, I can see how it may feel poignant and meaningful to others.
Miigwech to Netgalley and Atmosphere Press for the ARC.
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This story felt very real to me. I have personally known people who struggle with Alzheimer’s and mental illness, so parts of this book felt especially close to home. It reminded me how fragile life can be—and how important love and grace really are.
The story begins in 1989 when Maya is a freshman in college. She meets Peter, a sweet but troubled boy who hides pain behind his smile. Their young love starts with excitement, but it soon becomes full of secrets, mental illness, and betrayal. It reminded me of how powerful first love can be, and how it can shape us in ways we don’t understand at the time.
Years later, Maya is in medical school, trying to build a future while still carrying the past. As she faces her mother’s decline with Alzheimer’s. The story shows how mental illness and Alzheimer’s affect not just one person, but entire families. It felt honest and sometimes heartbreaking.
This is a story about love, loss, and growing up. It reminds us that the people we love never fully leave us. Even through pain, there can be forgiveness and hope for new beginnings. 💛
Hearts and Bones was a heartfelt look into first love and mental illness. It explores the complexities of trauma and family relationships. I really respect a book that explores the characters in such depth with just a baseline story of normal life. Most of the plot takes place in the normal, mundane ins and outs of college. You see the mix of emotions that comes with loving people who struggle with mental illness. I loved Pete and loved seeing Maya discern how and where he fit in to her life. It felt relatable and raw and I very much enjoyed it.
Thank you to Netgalley and Atmosphere Press for the ARC
Gosh, this one tugs on the heartstrings! It’s such an impressive debut. Lawrence has created such rich characters that I truly felt for them and had to see what their futures held. I read with urgency, the story pulling me along, even when I feared what the next page would reveal. Mental illness is tackled with such care and compassion for all involved, with love and pain delivered in true-to-life doses. I’ll be recommending this one loudly and often.
Hearts and Bones by Lawrence D. Bub is a dual-timeline contemporary novel that follows Maya through two defining stretches of her life: her first year of college where she experiences first love with Peter, and then a jump roughly ten years later as she navigates her mother’s Alzheimer’s and the realities of end-of-life care. It’s a deeply human story about love in its different forms—romantic love, family love, and the complicated love that shows up when you’re caring for someone who is slipping away.
What stood out most for me was how compassionate this book is. Bub writes with huge knowledge and understanding of mental illness and Alzheimer’s, and he handles both subjects with respect and emotional truth. Nothing feels sensationalized. Instead, it feels like the author is trying to honestly show what these experiences can look like from the inside.
Peter’s storyline is heartbreaking. His struggle with serious mental illness is portrayed with empathy and depth, and it genuinely hurts to watch what he goes through—especially as someone’s “first love,” when everything is already so intense and new. Bub doesn’t flatten Peter into a stereotype. He feels like a full person, and that makes his pain (and Maya’s confusion and love) land hard.
The Alzheimer’s/caregiving sections are also extremely strong. Bub captures the emotional fatigue, the small practical details, and the grief that can start long before someone is physically gone. It’s written with tenderness and realism, and it’s the kind of portrayal that will resonate with many readers.
A note for readers: This is an emotionally heavy book. While I found it meaningful and well-written, there were moments where I wasn’t sure I personally wanted to revisit these parts of life—first love, and later caregiving and loss. Readers may want to choose their timing based on headspace.
Overall, Hearts and Bones is thoughtful, moving, and memorable—especially for readers who appreciate character-driven fiction with emotional realism and compassionate handling of tough topics.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the advance copy. All opinions are my own.
Hearts and Bones — Review Set against the backdrop of 1989, Hearts and Bones follows Maya, a freshman discovering freedom and first love when she meets Peter—a sensitive, magnetic boy hiding something fragile behind his smile. What begins as an intoxicating young romance soon collides with the harsh realities of mental illness, betrayal, and the vulnerability of youth. Years later, now a third-year medical student, Maya finds herself haunted by the memories of that formative relationship and the choices she made. As she navigates the emotional toll of her mother’s decline, the grueling demands of medical training, and the lingering echoes of Peter’s unraveling, she’s forced to confront her past with new clarity. Through heartbreak and reflection, the novel offers moments of connection, forgiveness, and the quiet possibility of healing. Spanning nearly a decade, Hearts and Bones is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and becoming—reminding us that the people who shape us never truly leave, and that our earliest choices can echo throughout our lives. My Thoughts: This was a deeply touching portrayal of how mental illness and Alzheimer’s affect not only those diagnosed, but also the family and friends who love them. Having family members who have struggled with both made the story feel especially personal and resonant for me. I found it easy to become immersed in the narrative, and the relatively short chapters kept the pacing steady and engaging. At its heart, this book is a reminder that even in the face of profound pain, forgiveness and hope can light a path forward.
25% into this book and I was really struggling to keep up with the number of characters that had been introduced and remember who was who. There was so little happening plot and character wise and the dual timeline didn’t really make any sense.
Just as you were getting a glimpse into a character the story would jump again to a different character and there was no real depth. Although written through the lens of Maya’s life, you don’t get a grasp of who she is really until 60% of the way through the book.
Once the story progressed and delved more into Maya’s relationship with Felix, Peter and somewhat her mother/father, there was a bit more substance to the book and slowly, it became an easier read. That being said, her relationship with her parents and that whole part of the dual timeline was essentially pointless.
I don’t quite understand the purpose of this book. Overall, character development was not as strong as it should have been given the topics attempted to be covered. Everything felt very surface level and not a book I enjoyed sadly.
Thank you to NetGalley and Atmosphere Press for an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest review.
A heartfelt and solidly awarded 5 stars, without hesitation.
The recommendation to write what you know is a good one. Author Lawrence Bub uses his background as a Harvard undergrad and later medical student to bring life and realism to the roles of Maya and Peter, the book's two main characters in this dual-timeline novel. I found the realism of Peter's mental illness and Barbara's decline both refreshing and touching. The struggles of these two characters were tenderly drawn to make the pain of the family real for the reader. Grief and loss are difficult subjects to explore in youthful characters, especially in ways that acknowledge the difficulty of such circumstances and honor the accompanying confusion often felt in the aftermath of complicated relationships. The power of love and time to heal is gently folded into the events of the story, with hope sprinkled throughout.
A truly lovely work that I am grateful to have had to opportunity to review in advance, thanks to the author, Atmosphere Press and NetGalley.
I cruised through Hearts and Bones in just over a week. The novel flows easily as it takes the reader from the main character's college years at Harvard in 1989, to adulthood in 1997. As a 54 year old, who has spent time in both Cambridge and Colorado, the details of the book from music references, place references, book references and even descriptions of the weather, fashion and architecture brought me vividly back to my youth (Lean Cuisine and “Oriental” Ramen). The writing speaks to the time, before cell phones, when relationships, conversations and friendships played differently. It was easy to feel connected to the characters and the trials and tribulations of love, sex, family, friendships and career which all start to carry greater weight and evaluation through the college years. Hearts and Bones is the type of book that you just want to chill by the fire, relaxing, reading, and transporting to that time in life where you are just starting to understand yourself in those special coming of age years. It was a thoroughly enjoyable read that I highly recommend.
Thank you Atmosphere Press and NetGalley for this ARC, out January 13th.
Hearts and Bones reads very much like a memoir, giving the story an intimate, almost confessional tone. It follows Maya, first as a college student who meets Peter - a relationship shaped by a deeply held secret - and later as a doctor facing the emotional weight of her mother’s progressing dementia. The dual timeline is handled thoughtfully, with past and present quietly informing each other rather than competing for attention.
This is a touching and reflective story about survival, mental health, and the long-lasting impact of unresolved trauma. What stands out most is how Lawrence D. Bub explores not only mental illness itself, but also how it affects the people around those who are struggling - the loved ones who care, support, and sometimes feel lost alongside them. The writing is compassionate, emotionally grounded, and deeply human.
A quietly powerful read that lingers long after the final page.
Thank you to NetGalley, the publishers and author for an advanced copy of Hearts and Bones by Lawrence D. Bub. The story revolves around Maya and Peter, 2 college freshman. They deal with ordinary teen drama, drinking, love, breakups and makeups. They also deal with Peter’s mental illness, which is written wonderfully. This story was both captivating and heartbreaking. Peter was such a sweet and gentle soul. His story absolutely devastated me. Maya was not as likable, she made some terrible and hurtful choices but she was only 19. She was really too young to cope with Peter’s illness along with all the other stresses in her life. I do wish we got to see more of Peter after college, not just Maya. I did have hopes for a different ending. Beautiful debut novel by the author. This story will stay with me for some time. 4.25⭐️
Hearts and Bones is an earnest and vulnerable love story between two college freshmen, one that alters both characters in lasting ways. The narrative moves between two time periods, allowing Maya and Peter the chance to look back on that early love through the lens of a decade’s distance. Bub lets the story unfold quietly, weaving in an exploration of mental illness, friendship, family, grief, and longing. In the end, it is a story of love and loss—and the ways they are often inseparable. I finished the book feeling a gentle pull toward my own past, and was reminded that true love is both beautiful and painful. This special book lives in my heart now and I find myself missing the characters now that I’m done.
Thank you to NetGalley for the advanced copy of this book. I was hooked from the very first page. Heart and Bones is a tender, character-driven story that explores love, loss, and the quiet ways people carry their grief. The author’s use of metaphor throughout the novel creates vivid, almost lyrical imagery, making the emotions feel deeply felt and intimate.
I really loved the writing style; it is gentle and thoughtful, allowing the story to unfold naturally while still packing an emotional punch. This was a beautiful yet heartbreaking read that stayed with me long after I finished the final page.
Hearts and Bones is a deeply moving and emotionally honest novel that captures the ache of first love and the long shadow it can cast over a lifetime. Lawrence D. Bub writes with sensitivity and insight, portraying Maya’s journey through youth, grief, and self-discovery with quiet power. The exploration of mental illness, loss, and memory feels raw and authentic, while the medical school setting adds depth to Maya’s internal struggle. Spanning years yet feeling intimate throughout, this is a beautifully reflective story about how love shapes who we become and how healing often comes from facing the past with compassion.
There’s a whirlwind of emotions going through me after finishing this story, and it definitely left me thinking.
Hearts and Bones is a coming-of-age story that easily reads like a memoir, following two young people who meet at a formative age, connect deeply, and then lose their way.
The story explores mental illness and the impact it has not only on the person living with it, but on those around them, the confusion, the heartbreak, and the weight of loving someone you can’t fully help.
It’s a story about love, past decisions, and how the choices we make when we’re young stay with us later in life. Thought-provoking and emotional, and honestly hard to believe this is a debut.
Hearts and Bones is the first book I've read in a long time that kept me awake past my bedtime! The story was engaging from the very beginning. I cared about the characters and wanted to know what would happen next. Nothing in the story felt cliche or expected, even though it centered around very universal themes of love, loss, regret, and betrayal. Bub is gifted at portraying the complexities of human feeling and behavior, telling a story that was both relatable and original at the same time. It's hard to believe this is his first novel. Highly recommend!
I have very mixed feelings towards Maya. Looking at her in her older years, I had sympathy as she dealt with what life was throwing at her. Looking at her younger self, I couldn't help but judge her decisions, and her. I kept reminding myself how young she was. As if that justified everything.
Non of this is helped by how loveable and charming Peter is, and how he might well break your heart .
A wonderful read, that I think some of the characters will stay with me a while.
Thanks to netgalley for the free digital copy.
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This is a book not to be missed. It's a fascinating novel of the relationships of university students, their joyful and emotional development amidst the community of Harvard and Cambridge Mass. The book is unputdownable at the end of each chapter. We've bookmarked the author's name for (hopefully) future novels Philip Hart
Thanks to netgalley for an advance copy. This moving story about first love absorbed me from the get go. The author brought Maya and Pete and their world at college to life for me. While it's an extremely readable book, I felt that there could have been a greater exploration of mental illness and it felt quite restrained, considering how central this is to the story.
Coming of age/literary romance novel which follows Maya as she reflects on her first love with Peter. It alternates her college years with her current life as a medical student. The novel deals with love, mental illness, loss and personal growth. It is beautifully written and easy to read. Thank you Atmosphere Press and NetGalley for this copy.
I got an advanced copy of this book a few weeks ago and decided to start it on the plane… never did I expect to finish it in one sitting! So good!! Equally sweet as it is heartbreaking. Reminds me of Normal People by Sally Rooney. A beautiful coming-of-age story, totally worth a read.
A beautiful yet heartbreaking story of young love and mental health. Maya and Peter are freshmen in college when they meet. But in time Maya will be faced with desire for another as well as Peters unsettling mental health challenges. The highs and lows will shape each of them for years to come. I enjoyed this book and found it to be a very fast read yet timely in discussing how the battle of bi polar disease not only affects the person with the diagnosis but everyone in that person life as well.
What a masterful debut novel by Lawrence Bub! He is obviously a talented writer and a deeply sensitive, insightful, compassionate observer of life and relationships. Hearts and Bones is reminiscent of Sally Rooney’s Normal People and Gabrielle Zevin’s Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow. I can’t wait for his next book. In the meantime I am checking my emails daily for his Substack essays.
After reading mostly fantasy and mythology books, it was a refreshing break to read some general fiction. I enjoyed the duel timelines, even if it was a little confusing at times. The characters felt real and believable with well written dialogue.
This is a wonderful, heartbreaking and yet heartwarming coming of age book. I really enjoyed the author's writing style. It's an easy read and pulled me in right from the start. The two main characters, Maya and Peter, meet and fall in love. But circumstances that they are both facing in life create some differences and challenges. The author handles some difficult topics, such as grief, loss, and mental health with care. I liked these characters reading about their journey. I flew through this one.
Thank you to the publisher, author, and Suzy approved book tours for the gifted copy. All opinions are my own.