This is another winner for me from Jenny Holiday. I find her contemporaries to be really good, Canadian Boyfriend is one of my all-time favourite romances.
This one is about a minor character from Into the Wild though I would say it works perfectly on its own.
It features MC in their 40s, both extremely sucessful but also dealing with some serious personal issues. It's a slow-burn, very slow-burn enemeies-to-friends-to-lovers romance. I found it really engaging and enjoyed it a lot though I must admit I found it deviating from the expected romance pacing. There is no real pining, no thought of any romantic/sexual relationship for most of the story. They do see the other as obectively attractive but each of them is focused on making it through their own issue, separately and together, that love and romance are not even on the horizon. And it worked, for me at least. I got the know both MCs quite well, I got to see their progression from enemies to friends and it was slow and took effort and it felt just right for them.
The last quarter of the book fits more traditional expectation of romance - sexual chemistry, romantic gestures, third-act break-up and finally I-love-yous. They felt natural for these characters and I liked them a lot as well.
There is a lot in this story about messy family dynamics, childhood trauma, adults failing their kids but also other adults being as good parents as possible.
There is also a lot about writing and creativity which was interesting to read though I am alsways hesitant when we have writer MCs, a bit too meta for me, I think.
Now, a few words about the things that didn't work so well for me. I was inordinarily bothered by the way the heroine described her panic attacks, it was childish and immature and clased with her very pragmatic, very direct approach in all other aspects of her life. Along the same lines, I felt the hero's issues with his father and his childhood trauma were kind of swept under the carpet. He was in denial throughout the whole story, then, Boom! a big realisationa and immediate resolution.
Overall, I would recommend this book if you are looking for contemporary romance (very slow-burn) with older MCs dealing with messy families while slowly realising they are just perfect for each other, with all their peculiarities and minor obssessions.
PS: Getting a personal crow army is now on my to-do list .
CW: child neglect, manipulation, childhood trauma, panic attacks (on page), OCD, general anxiety disorder