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368 pages, Paperback
First published June 24, 2025
❝𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑢𝑙𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒.❞
❝ ”𝑌𝑜𝑢’𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑗𝑜𝑏 𝑤𝑎𝑠,” 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑.
𝐻𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑟𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑. “𝐼𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡𝑖𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒. 𝑊𝑒’𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑎𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒.” ❞
❝𝑃𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑎 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒.❞
❝𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑒𝑡. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠.❞
❝𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑏𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑔𝑎𝑚𝑒.❞
❝𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑, 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓; 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑡.
𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑡. 𝑊ℎ𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑡?
“𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑔𝑜,” 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. “𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒.”
“𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒,” ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. “𝑊𝑒’𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒.
𝑾𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍.”❞
I wanted to be free from the daily confrontation with the slow decay of humanity and everything we had built. I wanted to be left alone. I wanted quiet. I wanted to stop pretending that I cared about things.