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In “Better the Devil,” Erik J. Brown delivers a taut and emotionally resonant psychological thriller that combines high-stakes suspense with heart-wrenching themes of identity, trauma, and the desperate need to belong. With a premise that grabs you from page one and doesn’t let go, this is a YA thriller that cuts deep—not just into its central mystery, but into the soul of its protagonist. Before going into the book, I do want to mention content warnings that include religious homophobia, identity trauma, psychological manipulation, violence, and attempted medical assault.
The story follows a queer homeless teen who, after being arrested for shoplifting, makes a split-second, life-altering decision: he assumes the identity of Nate Beaumont, a boy who vanished ten years ago. What starts as a desperate act to escape being sent back to his homophobic, emotionally abusive parents quickly spirals into a complex web of lies, secrets, and danger.
The adopted identity unexpectedly places him into the warm embrace of the Beaumonts—a family that seems to offer everything his real parents never did: affection, protection, and unconditional love. And yet, the idyllic new life is quickly shadowed by eerie occurrences and an escalating sense of threat. Someone knows he’s not really Nate and they’re getting closer. Worse, the truth about what happened to the real Nate might be more horrifying than anyone suspects.
Brown's writing is razor-sharp, immersive, and propulsive. You will be drawn in by the suspense, but it’s the emotional depth of the main character that gives the book staying power. Nate (the name he goes by for the entirety of the book) is a layered, sympathetic character. His guilt over lying, his longing to be accepted, and the trauma of growing up unloved by his real parents who nearly sent him to a conversion camp make him painfully relatable. His desire to be seen and loved for who he is, without condition, is the book’s emotional heartbeat. I felt so much sympathy for Nate with his need to belong that so many people can relate to.
The plot unfolds with steadily mounting tension and just the right number of red herrings. Clues to the mystery are sprinkled generously enough that astute readers might guess the perpetrator, but the reveal still lands hard, arriving earlier than expected and giving way to a violent, disturbing final act. The climax is harrowing, complete with scenes that are genuinely unhinged and edge-of-your-seat terrifying, including an attempted lobotomy that adds an extra layer of psychological horror.
Despite the darkness, Brown manages to thread in moments of sweetness and hope, particularly through the character of Milo, who becomes both a source of comfort and a symbol of the life Nate might finally have. The romantic subplot is light but meaningful, never overwhelming the thriller core. Most importantly, the story concludes on an emotionally satisfying note, with Nate finally beginning to heal and experience the kind of unconditional love and acceptance he has always craved.
Overall, “Better the Devil” is a chilling, character-driven thriller that explores identity, found family, and the haunting cost of survival. It delivers both pulse-pounding suspense and a deeply human core. Erik J. Brown has crafted a story that will keep you turning pages and leave you thinking long after the final twist.