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“Atmospheric, emotionally astute, and quietly powerful…”— The Prairies Book Review

“a deeply affecting coming-of-age story that intertwines personal resilience with the fragile beauty and wounded reality of the ocean.”— Book View Review

At seventeen, Meg Pullman has cut ties with her past.

Emancipated and determined, she signs on as an intern in the engine room of a research vessel, certain the wide blue horizon will lead her toward the scholarship and freedom she craves.

But the Pacific Ocean isn’t the escape she imagined. Its beauty is haunted by the cries of a polluted world. Ghost nets and floating trash islands echo her own buried pain.

When a humpback whale and an unexpected romantic entanglement force Meg to confront both the ocean’s wounds and her own, she discovers that true survival isn’t about outswimming the current. It’s about surrender. And sometimes, to survive, you don’t fight the waves.

You let go.

322 pages, Kindle Edition

Published February 4, 2026

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602 reviews
April 10, 2026
I’m not much of a fan of stories set on an ocean, or any other body of water. I guess I’ve seen Jaws one too many times. However, I haltingly gave in to my niece’s persistent pestering to read this book and I am glad that I did. As an educator, I would want this in my classroom library. The story centers on an emancipated 17-year old named Meg. She has been through a lot and is trying to figure out life, herself, and her rocky past. She takes an intern job on board of a research boat and thinks this will help her land a scholarship and will provide a quiet, serene environment that she needs to figure out her issues. Rarely does things go according to plan. While on the ocean, Meg starts to see the harm that humans have done to animals that call the ocean home. She sees garbage and trash floating everywhere, encounters animals entangled and imprisoned by the detritus of man. Meg starts seeing a “bigger picture” than her own life. I really liked how the author introduced conservation efforts and explored the harm that man does to animals and the world. These are subjects that everybody needs to recognize and know about. Kudos to the author for bringing these issues to light in a way young people can relate to them.
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697 reviews16 followers
February 4, 2026
my chest hurts whenever i finish a five star read, and right now my chest is hurting perfectly. i DEVOURED this book. picked it up on the treadmill, walked for almost an hour and a half (by accident), kept my kindle next to my shower so i could pick it right back up when i got out, and almost burnt the slop i made for dinner because my mind was fully on the book in my hand, not on the spoon in my other. my "big boat" knowledge begins and ends at below deck, but this felt like i was THERE, which i really appreciated as someone with no nautical knowledge. this book felt so lovingly and expertly woven together. and i formed a HUGE parasocial relationship with a whale that i think will affect me the rest of my days .... let's just say i highly recommend this book to anyone and everyone in need of a story that sucks you in and breaks your heart and fixes it right back up
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249 reviews52 followers
May 2, 2026
This was a delightful read which followed 17 year old Meg Pullman on a journey of grief, self-discovery, and love as she voyages aboard her aunt’s ship as a wiper (lower member of the crew). Her passion and ambition for engineering drive her forwards, but she ends up discovering so much more. Through her voyage, she makes powerful friendships and discovers more about working on a ship. She also experiences hardships whilst aboard and works through her feelings regarding her relationship with her mother and her emancipation.
I could not put this one down and in fact finished it in a day! The descriptions were beautiful and the feelings were genuine. The environmental concerns and love for marine wildlife was very well done. I also appreciate the touch of humor and the relationships Meg made aboard the ship. Iz was a personal favorite. I would recommend this book for a variety of ages, as I think there are multiple aspects of human emotion that many can relate to. Thanks to NetGalley for the opportunity to review this wonderful read!
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294 reviews3 followers
July 28, 2026
I really liked this book. It's both heartwarming and serious, and I loved following the protagonist as she slowly finds her place in the world.

One thing I really liked about her was how dedicated she is to her work. She takes her job seriously and does what needs to be done, but she also isn't afraid to do what she believes is right. She's the kind of person her coworkers can rely on, and I really appreciated that.

The relationships were another highlight for me. Things are a bit messy at the beginning, both with her friends and family, but I liked seeing everyone learn to communicate better. Nothing is magically fixed by the end, and I think that's what made it feel so real. The relationships aren't perfect, but they felt like they were genuinely moving in the right direction.

I also loved everything about the sea. I learned so much while reading, but it never felt like I was being lectured or reading a textbook. All of the information was woven naturally into the story, which made it really enjoyable.

I would highly recommend this book if you're looking for a story that's emotional, realistic, and quietly hopeful.
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335 reviews6 followers
March 10, 2026
A determined teenager seeks freedom on the open ocean in Ward's brilliant YA novel. Seventeen-year-old Meg Pullman has emancipated herself from a difficult childhood and signs on as an intern in the engine room of a Pacific research vessel, hoping the voyage will help her secure the scholarship that could change her life. Instead of simple escape, Meg finds herself navigating the complicated rhythms of shipboard life, unexpected relationships, and the unsettling realities of ocean pollution. As the expedition unfolds, Meg is forced to confront the past she believed she had left behind.

Meg is capable and observant but emotionally guarded, a young mechanic who trusts engines more easily than people. In the ordered logic of the engine room, problems have causes and solutions—something her life has rarely offered. Ward lets Meg’s past surface gradually through memory and reflection rather than dramatic revelation. The research vessel provides a strong narrative frame. Ward captures shipboard life with convincing detail—the hierarchy of the crew, the constant hum of machinery, and the small tensions that arise when strangers share tight quarters at sea. The ship’s mission to study ocean pollution, from drifting plastic to ghost nets, quietly echoes Meg’s attempt to reckon with the fragments of her own past.

The relationships Meg forms on board add emotional depth. Ward conveys the uncertainty of a teenager entering an adult professional world, especially when Meg’s connection to the captain raises suspicions of favoritism. A tentative romance adds another dimension. Ward handles it with restraint, letting small moments of curiosity and hesitation unfold naturally. Running beneath the narrative is a thoughtful exploration of larger themes. Meg’s voyage begins as an attempt at escape, yet the novel steadily suggests that distance alone cannot outrun the past.

The novel also explores the tension between control and uncertainty. In the engine room, systems behave logically and problems have solutions; human emotions follow no such rules. This contrast highlights Meg’s instinct to trust machines more easily than people. Gradually, the story moves toward a quieter realization: resilience may require not only independence, but the willingness to let others share the burden of experience. What ultimately distinguishes the book is the balance it achieves between personal reckoning and environmental awareness. The damaged ocean Meg encounters becomes a quiet reflection of wounds carried beneath the surface, suggesting that healing—whether ecological or personal—begins with attention, responsibility, and connection. Readers who loved The Music of Bees by Eileen Garvin and The Line Tender by Kate Allen will want to take a look.
240 reviews17 followers
April 22, 2026
Memories of saltwater: An offshore awakening

Stacy R. Ward's Too Deep To Drown situates its coming-of-age story within the material and symbolic expanse of the Pacific, where personal breakage and environmental damage begin to mirror one another. Meg Pullman’s decision to leave behind a fraught domestic history and enter the structured world of a research vessel initially reads as an act of control; over time, that sense of direction becomes less stable. The novel’s descriptive attention to marine life and pollution creates a constant tension between wonder and degradation, and I found that duality shaping my reading of Meg’s own attempts at reinvention. The prose shifts with her perspective, moving from technical precision in the engine room to more inward passages that circle memory and unease. This fluctuation gives the narrative a kind of rhythm that feels tied to the sea itself.

The book’s architecture relies on alternating temporal layers, with fragments of Meg’s past introduced through documents and recollections that resist full narrative closure. These insertions avoid overwhelming the present storyline, though they quietly reframe it. I was particularly attentive to how competence—her mechanical skill, her problem-solving—functions as both refuge and performance. Around her, the secondary figures are sketched with varying degrees of depth, though their presence establishes a social field in which Meg has to negotiate belonging. The inclusion of scientific detail, clearly informed by the author’s professional background, grounds the text without turning it didactic. It contributes to a sense that knowledge, in this context, is inseparable from care.

By the final stretch, TOO DEEP TO DROWN leans toward articulation, drawing its thematic concerns into clearer view than I expected. Even so, the emotional register remains measured. I read the book as less concerned with resolution than with endurance—what it means to continue when neither land nor sea offers uncomplicated refuge. The image of the ocean persists as something that cannot be mastered, only engaged with, and that idea extends from Meg’s understanding of herself to us, readers. A fun, clever book!
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102 reviews20 followers
June 25, 2026
3.75 rounded up

This book serves two purposes. It’s both a conservation novel and a coming-of-age novel. I always feel a bit apprehensive about coming-of-age novels because the woes of youth are a bit irritating at times (as heartless as that is to say). However, the woes Meg faces are not the typical issues of youth, but rather things that even a fully grown adult would struggle to deal with. Through sterile reports, we learn what Meg had to deal with before this story began and why she was able to become emancipated.

The story is essentially Meg trying to move on from her complicated past after being emancipated, and it leads to a journey of self-discovery as she observes the ocean and realizes that there is more beyond the scope of her own life. The ocean conservation plot of the story makes this a more educational read (which I suspect is one of the main goals of the novel, given that it's YA) while still telling a compelling story about a girl dealing with grief and trauma.

One of the things I liked about this story is the way it was structured, where we get the very clinical reports that show what she has gone through before the story’s start, and how those more clinical chapters are followed by Meg’s more tumultuous thoughts as she’s doing her internship. The depiction of family dynamics and friendship is well done as well. The ocean is a big motif in this story, and it felt almost, emphasis on almost, gothic in the way the state of the ocean sometimes felt synonymous with Meg’s own state.

I’m not sure I could say I loved the book, but I do think it was well done, and I liked it. The writing style is easy to follow, the story is never too boring, and the overall plot feels pretty realistic. I would definitely give this to my younger sister to read, as I think it strikes the right balance between being interesting and educational.

I think this would be an interesting book for anyone to read, as it offers multiple messages that anyone can take away at any age.

I received a digital copy from NetGalley for review; all opinions are my own
322 reviews4 followers
July 2, 2026
The St. Paul Phantom: The Gibbons Brothers' Fight for Glory immediately caught my attention because it promises far more than a sports biography. It appears to be an expansive historical narrative that explores ambition, family, perseverance, and the rise of two brothers whose pursuit of greatness unfolded during one of boxing's most fascinating eras.

What I find especially compelling is the emphasis on the Gibbons brothers' shared journey. Stories of athletic achievement are often most memorable when they also examine the personal relationships, sacrifices, and determination that exist beyond the ring. By focusing on both family and competition, the book has the potential to offer readers a richer and more emotionally engaging portrait than a traditional sports history.

I also appreciate the apparent commitment to historical detail. At nearly seven hundred pages, this first volume suggests an immersive exploration of the people, places, and cultural backdrop that shaped the brothers' careers. Books that invest this level of attention in their subjects often reward readers with a deeper understanding of the era as well as the individuals who lived through it.

Another strength is the book's appeal beyond boxing enthusiasts. Themes of resilience, discipline, legacy, and the pursuit of excellence resonate with anyone interested in biography, American history, and stories of personal determination. Great sports narratives often succeed because they reveal something universal about the human spirit, and this one appears poised to do exactly that.

Overall, The St. Paul Phantom promises to be a thoroughly researched and engaging account of two remarkable lives. It feels like the beginning of an ambitious series that will appeal to readers who enjoy history brought vividly to life through compelling personal stories.
143 reviews3 followers
May 4, 2026
Some journeys take us to new places, and some take us to new versions of ourselves. Too Deep to Drown is about one such journey that changes the protagonist altogether.

The story starts with Meg, a 17-year-old, who wants an engine room internship on a ship where her Aunt Tessa is the Captain. She has a hard life because her mother struggles with mental illness. So, Meg leaves home and becomes legally independent. She is doing it to become a marine engineer and build a better future.

However, in reality, she is just running away from her old traumatic life. Meg feels like she is drowning in her crazy home with her mom. Just like the big whale, which is also drowning because of ropes and trash in the ocean. Their struggle metaphorically shows the theme of the book. The author blends multiple serious themes, such as mental health, family trauma, environmental damage, and responsibility vs. self-preservation, to pen down a beautiful story.

The book talks about real problems. Meg’s mom is sick and needs help. The ocean is full of plastic. Animals are getting hurt. As the story progresses, her attitude changes from "she must fix everything" to "she cannot do everything alone." It is okay to get help. It shows how a character becomes mature when life happens to him/her.

The writing is easy to understand. The author uses great word pictures to describe the water, which makes it interesting. It has exciting parts on the ship and sad parts about Meg’s past. The most interesting part of the book is small excerpts about the whale's life. It adds philosophical depth to the main story.

I think people should read this book if they like stories about the ocean and animals or personal growth journeys, or stories about family and friends.
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52 reviews4 followers
June 13, 2026
Thank you to NetGalley and Stacy R. Ward for the copy of Too Deep To Drown.

I picked this up not knowing what to expect, I didn’t read the description or even know the genre and I finished it feeling like I had lived inside someone else's life for a few days, which is exactly why I love reading.

Meg, the main character, is one of those characters who will stay with me for a long time. She is fiercely capable, deeply guarded, and quietly desperate to be loved, the author handles that combination with so much skill.

The flashbacks woven throughout the story gave me exactly what I needed to understand how Meg became who she is. The imagery of that childhood was vivid and affecting without ever feeling exploitative. I wanted to scoop up little Meg and hold her tight to me and protect her from everything bad in her life.

I am typically someone who finds the ocean more terrifying than beautiful, but the way the author describes everything made me fall in love with it. I desperately want to experience a whale fall now. And I was googling the Pacific Garbage Patch and where I could start donating money to help clean it up. The science is handled so well, as someone who failed high-school biology I can attest that I not only understood all the science, I was also so intrigued by it.

Meg's decision to emancipate from her mother while still clearly loving her is one of the most nuanced portrayals of a complicated parent-child relationship I have read in YA. She respected herself enough to leave, and the amount of love and care that the author handled this with was just so beautiful.

I want more of Meg’s life. I want to follow her story as she grows up and goes to college. So I’ll be over here hoping Stacy R. Ward is writing a sequel!
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Author 1 book32 followers
March 10, 2026
Ward delivers a deeply affecting coming-of-age story that intertwines personal resilience with the fragile beauty and wounded reality of the ocean. After walking away from the life she once knew, seventeen-year-old Meg Pullman boards a Pacific research vessel as an intern, certain the vast ocean will lead her toward independence. But the sea she encounters is marked by environmental scars that echo her own unresolved past. As friendships form and a chance encounter with a humpback whale reshapes her understanding of the world, Meg must finally face the past she has been trying to escape. 

Ward brings the working life of a scientific vessel to the page with careful attention to detail. The routines, systems, and cooperation required to sustain research at sea are conveyed with clear and thoughtful precision. Running alongside Meg’s personal journey is a quiet reflection of the ocean’s own fragility. Scenes involving pollution, lost fishing gear, and vulnerable marine species underscore the environmental pressures confronting the research team. Meg is written with nuance and restraint. She is disciplined and determined, yet cautious about letting others too close. The crew’s camaraderie provides a sense of belonging that stands in contrast to the isolation Meg has long known. By weaving environmental awareness with a personal story of growth, Ward offers a narrative that reflects on responsibility to the planet and to one another. The novel ultimately considers how confronting both external challenges and private struggles can shape the path toward adulthood. An un-put-downable read.


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69 reviews1 follower
April 9, 2026
This book has such an amazing premise.

I absolutely loved:

[ ] The POV that followed the whale.

[ ] The education on Marine biology, boat machinery, & human pollution.

[ ] The realistic descriptions of child endangerment & social work.

[ ] The representation of multiple cultures.


I did have a hard time with the writing style itself. The story line seemed to jump around quite a bit with so many things happening. I do wish the main character was a marine biology intern rather than a wiper because I think there would have been potential for more ocean themed scenes and even more education about the ocean. I liked Iz, but felt her Portuguese could have been translated & I felt that the women’s friendship with each other could have had more time to grow for added depth. Honestly- I felt the same with Joe. His reactions were questionable at the very least. I also wish there was more of a focus on the mother/ daughter relationship. It would have been good to see things getting back on track (fall outs & repairs) versus simply hearing that they were going to try.

My favorite line of the book! It’s left me with a haunting image and pull the entire plot together all at once. I love it.



All in all a good read.

Thank you Edelweiss and Button Hall for providing me with this ARC book for review. All opinions are my own.
225 reviews12 followers
April 14, 2026
Healing Beneath the Surface

TOO DEEP TO DROWN follows Meg Pullman as she steps into what she hopes will be a fresh start, only to find that the ocean reflects back more than she expected. Her role aboard a research vessel introduces her to both the beauty and the damage within the marine world, grounding the story in real environmental concerns. The narrative does a strong job of tying Meg’s personal struggles to the wider issues she encounters at sea, creating a parallel that feels natural rather than forced. I found it especially compelling how her emotional journey unfolds alongside her growing awareness of the world around her. The setting itself becomes more than a backdrop, shaping both the tone and the direction of the story.

What stands out most in TOO DEEP TO DROWN is its balance between introspection and education. The scientific elements are handled with care, adding depth without overwhelming the character-driven focus. Meg’s relationships, particularly those formed on the vessel, bring warmth and a sense of growth that complements the heavier themes. One small downside is that certain symbolic elements, especially in how the story conveys the ocean’s voice, may not resonate equally with all readers. Still, the novel delivers a thoughtful and emotionally grounded experience that blends personal healing with environmental awareness in a meaningful way.
142 reviews9 followers
April 21, 2026
Too Deep To Drown is an emotionally heartfelt, raw, and powerful coming-of-age story that showcases a journey of self-discovery in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.

Meg, newly emancipated, is a mechanical engineer starting her internship on a research vessel. Hoping her internship will secure a scholarship for college, Meg is determined to make her own future. But Meg is awakened to the horrific reality of pollution and its effect on all underwater life. And Meg finds herself making an unexpected connection with a humpback whale that changes how she sees herself, her past, and her future.

The characters in this book are fantastically written and lifelike, giving the story a natural and realistic feel. Meg is the protagonist, and we read from her perspective. Her journey throughout the book is emotional, thoughtful, and compelling. The author does a fantastic job of showcasing Meg’s growth in an environment where humans are trying to help ocean life and protect the ocean from humanity’s thoughtlessness.

Too Deep To Drown not only provides a breathless narrative but also educates and raises awareness of real-life issues of pollution and plastic waste, and the appalling effects on ocean life. This book is artfully written and not only makes the reader reflect on the world around them, but lingers with you long after that last page.
6 reviews
May 11, 2026
Too Deep To Drown is the kind of novel that quietly pulls you under before you realize how deeply invested you’ve become. Stacy R. Ward creates an immersive Pacific Ocean setting filled with both breathtaking beauty and heartbreaking environmental damage, and every wave feels emotionally charged.
Meg Pullman is a compelling protagonist tough, wounded, intelligent, and desperately searching for a future she can claim as her own. Her journey aboard the research vessel becomes much more than an escape story. It’s a layered exploration of trauma, healing, identity, and learning that survival doesn’t always mean fighting harder.
The symbolism connecting the damaged ocean to Meg’s emotional state is beautifully handled without feeling forced. The whale encounters, ghost nets, and polluted waters all reinforce the novel’s emotional depth.
What stood out most was the emotional honesty. The romance feels natural, the pacing is reflective yet engaging, and the writing carries a quiet intensity that lingers long after the final page.
This is an emotionally intelligent coming-of-age novel with environmental heart and literary depth. Perfect for readers who enjoy character-driven stories that balance pain with hope.
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111 reviews
May 25, 2026
In life, I've always felt drawn to the Ocean, fascinated by its vastness and the possibilities it could bring. Despite that I've not read any books set at sea, but I loved this one. We meet Meg as she is boarding a research vessel, just 17, she's had a rocky life so far. Meg has a goal - to secure a scholarship to a college course and finally be on her way to where she wants to be in life. This trip could provide the experience needed to reach that goal.

But as ever, it's not that easy. Meg's mum has hoarding issues, leaving her behind would never be easy. We journey along with Meg as she learns to fit in with the crew and learns to trust all those around her.

The catastrophic issues faced by the ocean and it's residences are well written about in the book, drawing our attention to the dilemmas marine biologists face daily and the struggle to know how to make an impact. The writing in the book meant it was difficult to put down, I was drawn in by the fast pace, wanting to read more and more. The detailed description made the vessel and the ocean understood despite never stepping foot on a ship like this once.

Stacy R. Ward will definitely be added to my list of authors to follow.

With thanks to the author, publisher and Netgalley for this ARC.
53 reviews3 followers
April 14, 2026
Meg is really trying to prove that she can make something of her life no matter her young age. This comes after she left home and was emancipated but things are not as easy as she thought. There are moments where the reader will hold their breath waiting for what happens next; when she has to convince Aunt Tessa to give her a job and when her mother shows up just when the ship is about to set sail.

This book is like a motivation for anyone who wants to have a better future despite the difficult past they might have had. Meg has always felt trapped living with her mother who is a hoarder. She tries as much as she can to build her life up, but she has to deal with the guilt feeling of abandoning her mother as well as trying to prove to her aunt that she is more than capable of handling the job of a wiper in a vessel.

TOO DEEP TO DROWN has helped readers to see the effects of plastic pollution in the deep seas. The reader gets to see how the crew led by Tessa track the whales, the challenges they encounter and how they manage to stick together through everything they experience along the way.
318 reviews1 follower
April 26, 2026
I'm not an expert in marine biology or Brazilian Portuguese, so I can't speak to the technical elements, but I loved this book. A strong female lead, Meg, who won emancipation from her mentally ill hoarder mom at 17, has been dedicated to understanding all things mechanical from a young age. Now she's trying to win a scholarship to attend the school of her dreams, to study engineering, but she needs her estranged aunt's help to do it. Aunt Tessa is very difficult, but Meg manages to get herself on her aunt's research ship as an intern. This is a life-changing experience for her, out on the open ocean, meeting whales, working long shifts in the engine room, dealing with a variety of calamities. Through it all, love of the ocean shines through.

Sometimes the descriptions of human damage to the oceans is written a bit heavy-handedly -- not to say that it's exaggerated, just that I think it would come through without hitting us over the head quite so hard or frequently. But I suppose a lot of people won't get it if they aren't bludgeoned with it.

Overall, a wonderful book with great characters and compelling storylines.
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Author 3 books47 followers
April 11, 2026
I lost sleep reading this book. What Orbital did for space, this book does for marine biology, with its emphasis on plastic pollution and the threat to wildlife.

Meaghan has had a difficult childhood due to her mother’s illness and joining the crew of her Aunt Tessa’s boat, as an engineer, will give her the chance at a scholarship. The international crew consists of scientists, engineers and a film crew who are there to study and document pollution in the ocean. The characters are warm and supportive as Meaghan learns to work as a part of a team and prove herself as a responsible adult to her aunt. The author uses social worker reports to show Meaghan’s backstory really effectively. I am not as enamoured with the poetry representing the whale, but this makes up a very small part of the whole.

The book culminates at journey’s end with a hopeful note that Meaghan will go on to develop her engineering skills in college and Tessa will take a greater interest in the welfare of her sister, relieving Meaghan of some of the responsibility.
70 reviews5 followers
April 23, 2026
While reading 'Too Deep To Drown', I was swept up but the beautiful connection between the young heroine and the marine nature around her. Ward captured the awe experienced when confronted with a magnificent whale and every emotion was shared through the words. I especially thought the connection between Meg's past of struggling to breathe and Papillon's heartbreaking experience as well as the similarity between her trash-filled childhood home and the polluted waters of the Pacific. Quite compelling and poetic!

The characters were lovable as well. Izabel and her mothering of Meg was one of my favorites, but I enjoyed the character arches of nearly every other character as well. And Joe showed such maturity and restraint that he was a favorite of mine as well, giving young readers a glimpse of what a patient, understanding and feeling man should behave. Thoroughly delighted in this book - way more than I expected - and I would suggest it to anyone looking for a touching, gripping and environmentally-aware journey!
215 reviews2 followers
June 23, 2026
Thank you to NetGalley and Button Hall for the ARC. All opinions are my own.

Too Deep to Drown was such a beautiful and emotional read. Meg is a seventeen-year-old determined to build a future for herself after a difficult childhood, and I loved following her journey aboard her aunt's ship as she pursues her dream of becoming a marine engineer.

The ocean setting was absolutely stunning and felt like a character of its own. The environmental themes surrounding marine life and conservation were woven into the story so naturally, adding even more emotional depth. I also loved the found-family feel of the crew and the friendships Meg formed along the way.

Meg's growth throughout the story was inspiring. She felt real, flawed, and incredibly easy to root for as she worked through grief, family struggles, and learning to trust others. The writing was beautiful, the emotions felt genuine, and the ending left me feeling hopeful.

This is a heartfelt coming-of-age story filled with resilience, healing, family, friendship, and a deep love for the ocean. A wonderful debut!
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41 reviews
February 19, 2026
I thoroughly enjoyed Too Deep to Drown. Ward, this book's author, takes on big issues (ocean conservation and mental illness) with compassion and keen insight. Meg, the main character, is brave, tender-hearted, and awkward enough to make me both commiserate with and root for her. She's supported by a diverse cast of characters, all of whom are smart, interesting, engaging, and so grounded that I kind of secretly hope I'll bump into them IRL one day. I don't want to give away any of the plot so I'll just say that the author's juxtaposition of wanting to escape being crushed by the heavy weight of familial expectations (and actual objects) against the backdrop of the possibilities of new adventures in a wide-open expanse of ocean is brilliant. This book is for anyone struggling to figure out who they are or how they might reinvent themselves. It will stay with me for years. Highly recommend!!!
Note: I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
136 reviews8 followers
April 8, 2026
I first thought that this was a survival story but what I got was a quiet gut punch about learning to stop fighting everything.

Meg is seventeen, legally emancipated, and running from something. She signs up for a research vessel's engine room because the ocean feels like the opposite of whatever she left behind. No past, no questions, just grease and gears and horizon. I mean… I get it.

But you see, the ocean isn't empty.

The more Meg tries to outrun her own pain, the more the ocean mirrors it back. Quite poetic, right?

There is romance, there’s adventure, there’s humanity. You will definitely start questioning some parts of your life. Oh, and there's a moment where Meg has to decide whether to fight or to let go, and I realized I was holding my breath.

If you've ever carried something so heavy that you forgot what it felt like to breathe? This one might be right down your alley!
Author 2 books13 followers
April 11, 2026
Prompts you to Pause, Reflect

Teenage intern and emancipated minor Meg’s stint at the incredible 238-foot Research Vessel Sojourner may’ve started as a way to get a scholarship requiring on-board experience to qualify. 


But her sojourn in the Pacific Ocean is an eye-opener to environmental disaster, especially the Great Pacific Garbage Patch, trash, stray nets, and other vices that wreak havoc on marine life. Chapter 16 offers a stark glimpse of the untold damage resulting from abandoned, long lost lines and irresponsible fishing gear, particularly when their research team reveals a “graveyard from the deep.” Touching. 


Moreover, there's another personal “great garbage patch of my guilt…bigger, growing from the approximate size of my heart to something that just swallowed me whole.” 


This book prompts you to pause and reflect upon the fragile relationship between humans and their environment. 
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2,512 reviews31 followers
May 19, 2026
After a traumatic childhood and getting emancipated from her mother regarding home she has complicated and conflicted emotions, Meg is living with her aunt Tessa, who feels that she has abandoned her mother and doesn't care for Meg much.

But Meg has a dream, to use her passion for fixing things to earn herself a degree in marine engineering. Tessa is the captain of a ship, but is extremely reluctant even after Meg manages to get herself a place on the ship as a wiper doing grunt work. But what she experiences on the voyage goes far far beyond learning to keep a ship's engine running...

This is a beautifully written story which deals with a number of complex issues in a very engaging fashion - including environmental conservation, the need to look after marine life, the complexities of family dynamics, and the social services system. It gets 4.5 stars.

I received a free copy of this book from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review
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November 16, 2025
Beautifully written story that intertwines interpersonal relationships with our environment and our impact on those around us and the world we live in. Meg has had a tough life- she’s a strong female character who matures throughout the story. Her history is revealed through the book and we learn how she got to this place. The supporting characters are all well developed and continually add to the story. I especially loved Marcel and Izabel- such strong personalities. The story of Papillon is woven into the chapters in a way that makes her seem so real you can imagine being in the ocean with her. The underlying lesson of how our actions contribute to our environment is a strong part of the reading and the author reminds us that our impacts have far reaching consequences. An enjoyable read that will make you stop and think as well.
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December 11, 2025
I loved this book! This book was a rollercoaster full of fun twists and turns, all the while educating about marine science and environmental conservation in an accessible way. I really enjoyed the setting on the research vessel and thought the writing was very immersive. As someone who doesn’t often read young adult books, I also really enjoyed Meg’s journey through the story and especially as her relationships developed with the rest of the cast. It feels like a found family story that made me want to read more about these characters and what they get up to next. I can’t recommend this book enough and think that the themes of connection and empathy explored in this book would resonate with readers of all backgrounds. Thank you Button Hall Publishing for the free ARC!
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January 28, 2026
Ward’s novel gives us everything we want. Vivid characters, beautiful poetry, and heart-pounding adventure to tell a compelling story about the journey we all take in growing up and finding our way, and of the beauty, horror, joy and pain that is life. Set against the backdrop of the mighty Pacific, the story of Meg’s past trauma and circumstances and her determination to live beyond them parallels that of Papillon, a magnificent whale she encounters at sea, and whose very existence seems too incredible to be real. At once exciting, witty and deeply emotional, Too Deep to Drown is not only a call to action for an ocean in crisis, but a moving testament to what the natural world can teach us about hope, and what it means to be loved, to be understood, to belong, to be human.
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November 15, 2025
a touching and beautiful coming of age story. i absolutely adored it. rugged setting with a big softy center. meg is such a complex and well written character i have a deep para social relationship with her and feel like i could send her a instagram reel and she would probably answer. i loved how the internal conflict in her own life is mirrored in the story. the whole cast of characters is so dynamic and fun and developed. i want to hang out with those science nerds so bad. this is such an important and timely novel to the health of our oceans and planet!! it made me FEEL. HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND!!!!!
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January 2, 2026
This story plunged me into the depths of the ocean and into Meg’s life as she leaves her painful childhood to pursue a life worth living. Stacy does an incredible job creating Meg’s character - one of risk, resilience, and the relentless longing to be known and accepted. We can relate to her because Meg also carries scars deep inside herself, just as the ocean holds unwanted junk caused by humankind. Through vivid character portrayals, descriptive scenes, and well-researched scientific insights, this book offers readers a deeper understanding of both the depths of the sea and Meg's character and relationships. This is beautifully written with heart and hope!
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