💜💫Three days to fall in love. Six years to try to forget💜💫. What If I Never Get Over You written by Paige Toon was highly disappointing for me. I am in complete shock right now, I have loved every single book I've read by Paige Toon, but this is the first book by this author that I didn't like. I was so excited to get my hands on this book when I saw Paige had a new book coming out, but unfortunately I was disappointed after reading it. I had one too many issues with this novel, I don't mind insta love, but it has to be written really well and I think it missed the mark on that front, the communication between the two main characters were very lack luster, and then it also felt more YA than adult, which I didn't expect because it was labeled as adult romance, so I find that very misleading to other readers. I feel like if you are going to write a romance novel, then there has to be communication, but the two main characters didn't communicate the way two adults should. I know Paige can redeem herself, so I'm not going to hold this mishap against her, but so far this has been my least favorite by this author. Once again, the stunning cover stole my attention, but that's okay, I'll never learn my lesson. This book WASN'T horrible by any means, but it just DIDN'T work for ME.
THANK YOU TO NETGALLEY AND PENGUIN GROUP PUTNAM FOR AN ARC OF THIS BOOK IN EXCHANGE FOR AN HONEST REVIEW!!!!!!
TRIGGER WARNING'S
~Pedophilia~
~Death~
🎵MUSICAL PLAYLIST🎵
🎶Lisbon- Wolf Alice🎶
🎶Smalltown Boy- Bronski Beat🎶
🎶Total Eclipse Of The Heart- Bonnie Tyler🎶
🎶When You Were Mine- Cyndi Lauper🎶
🎶Twice- Catfish and the Bottlemen🎶
🎶Constellations (piano version)- Jade LeMac🎶
🎶Let Me Hurt- Emily Rowed🎶
🎶Happy Place- SAINT PHNX🎶
🎶Creep- Radiohead🎶
🎶Bitter Sweet Symphony- The Verve🎶
🎶Common People- Pulp🎶
🎶You're Somebody Else- Flora Cash🎶
🎶I Remember Everything- Zach Bryan ft. Kacey Musgraves🎶
🎶Lipstick On The Glass- Wolf Alice🎶
🎶Deep End- Holly Humberstone🎶
🎶Astronomy- Conan Gray🎶
🎶Breakdown- Norman Vladimir🎶
🎶Something In The Orange- Zach Bryan🎶
🎶Starlings- Shed Seven🎶
🎶After Rain- Dermot Kennedy🎶
"💗😘I like you", I whisper against his skin, "I really, really like you". "You have no fucking idea how much I like you", he replies💗😘.
"💯Follow your own path. Life is too short not to do what you love💯".
"💌😘You look as though you have been waiting for me💌😘".
Eleanor "Ellie" Knapley is a twenty-one year old book girlie from North London. Ellie has a fear of claustrophobia and she's also a people pleaser and an over thinker. I know many people will relate to Ellie, but once you read this book she'll get on your nerves and you'll know why. Ellie went to university to study furniture design, but soon later decides to go with her passion for gardening. Ellie's best friend Stella died five months ago, she danced so hard that her heart just stopped. Before Stella died, she and Ellie made a list in the back of A Court of Thorns and Roses of things they were going to do and places to visit in Portugal, Ellie and Stella were supposed to go together, but after Stella's passing, Ellie still goes to honor her best friend. Ashton "Ash" Berkeley is a twenty-one year old from North Wales. Ash likes to read manga, he went to university for astronomy and physics. Ash likes to flip flop between two different accents- Welsh and British, seems pretty interesting. Ashton lost his best friend Taran two years ago from Leukemia. Ash felt invisible growing up until he met his best friend Taran, when everybody started paying attention to him. I know many people will relate to Ashton as well, but as you read this book, he'll make you want to pull your hair out.
Ellie and Ash are interrailing in Lisbon, Portugal for three days. When they first meet, Ash's eyes are peach iced tea colored, which is the drink Ellie is drinking when they first run into each other. In those three days, Ellie and Ash get romantic with each other, they learn about each other's pasts, they connect over their complicated relationships with their parents, and they are both grieving the loss of their best friends. After spending three days together in Portugal, Ellie and Ash plan to meet one week later in Madrid. Well, Ash never showed up because his brother Hugo broke his spine jumping off a bridge to go swimming in the lake and later died, Ash also lost the book that Ellie gave him, which was also Stella's book. Of course, they never communicated with each other when Ash never showed up. Fast forward six years later, Ash and Ellie are reunited at Berkeley Hall where Ellie is a gardener and Ash's parents are Ellie's bosses. Ash now has a girlfriend and a soon to be fiancée. When Ellie and Ash reunite, and Ellie learns why Ash never showed up, Ellie immediately forgives Ash, which I don't really agree with, how could you forgive someone for standing you up after promising to meet with you, let alone in those six years there was absolutely no communication? I felt bad for Ash and Ellie after they lost their best friends, but the lack of communication is a big no no.