📚Femme Feral
✍🏻Sam Beckbessinger
Blurb:
"A savage, witty, gory, heartfelt, utterly relatable rage fantasy and a helluva good time. Miranda July meets Stephen King." --Lauren Beukes, New York Times bestselling author of The Shining Girls
Hyper-competent Ellie thinks she’s going through perimenopause, but discovers she’s actually turning into a werewolf in this feminist, dark-comedy debut
The head of a company she started from the ground-up, the worried mother of a troublingly secretive daughter, and the wife of an easy-going man who always has her picking up the slack—Ellie is already juggling too much. So, it's an inconvenient time to find herself beset by strange physical changes: hair sprouting in new places, running hot, trouble sleeping, losing time, finding bloodstains in all her clothing. And underneath it all, a boiling rage that threatens to disrupt the life she's worked so hard to build.
Her doctor diagnoses perimenopause. But it's another twenty-eight-day cycle that's taking hold, one that involves fur, teeth, and a not-insignificant amount of howling at the moon—and that gifts Ellie incredible strength and speed. Her new power's thrilling, as is releasing the anger she’s suppressed for years—especially as it turns out that there are some problems that can be solved with violence: The terrible new hire who is sabotaging her careful plans. The creep who's stalking her daughter. Only, the beast within isn't easy to control, and its bloody trail is getting harder to hide. With an obsessive hunter on her trail and a growing fear of what she's becoming, Ellie must find a way to yoke her fury before she tears through the people she loves.
A deeply gratifying, highly addictive and provocative read, Femme Feral is an exhilarating expression of feminine rage, with a warning: If you swallow your anger, it's sure to come back with a bite.
My Thoughts
While I understand the overall theme of the book was repression and the main character bottling up her feelings and having the play nice and adhere to social expectations, I just feel like once she turned into a werewolf we could have gotten chaotic with it and started confronting things in a more head on way. I also thought Brenda’s storyline was wildly more compelling in every way and I sympathized with her in ways that for some reason I couldn’t with Ellie. And I should have been able to more than I did, Ellie had A LOT going on, trying to run a company in danger of failing, parenting a daughter who had her own struggles (that again weren’t really addressed), running a household and taking care of her father in law pretty much completely alone, it was a lot! And for some reason I just couldn’t find it in me to care!
The most frustrating thing was there was no clear and satisfying resolution to anything that came up in the book, all of Ellie’s challenges were skirted around but never fully, meaningfully addressed in any way whatsoever. It all just felt pointless by the end; Ellie never learned anything. And sure, maybe I just didn’t understand the vision here but to me this felt like a book just trying to capitalize on the popularity of feminine rage without trying to explore beyond the surface level stuff.
Thanks to Edelweiss, Penguin Books and Author Sam Beckbessinger for the complimentary copy of ""Femme Feral" I am leaving my voluntary feedback in appreciation.
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⚠️Trigger Warning Animal Death