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320 pages, Hardcover
First published September 15, 2015

Because one day there would be no one living who remembered the form of your face or the sound of your voice and on that day it would be as if you had never existed. This was the final death of the unremarkable.
He said, I saw a child hollering in a front yard yesterday, in a block I thought was vacant. A boy, eleven or twelve. The child alone, shirtless, his skin glistened with sweat, sunshine. It was fall but the year had a few warm days left.
He told her this but what he told her wasn’t a story. It was something he’d seen, not something he’d done. He was merely a spectator, didn’t want to paint the image tainted by his action or inaction, didn’t want the responsibility of cause and effect.
There’s this creeping kind fatigue, he said.
If he thought harder about what he heard and saw from his apartment he didn’t think he could live there.
The vast turnover of the people with loud voices, louder problems, the small miseries and the daily cruelties.
Better to focus on external anxieties, on more crises far-flung, the news. On what he read in books or saw in documentaries. It was easier if he could pretend the tragedy was somewhere else.
She touched his hand until he calmed.
She said, You think the world is a bad place but you want to be a good man in it.
What is the responsibility of the good man in the zone?
Is the detective a role or an action. Is the good man an action too.
Can I take on the role of the detective and carry it to its completion.
Can pretending to be a good man one day make me a good man
Now the scrapper. Now the salvor. Until the duty was done.
Now the deep winter. Now the blue air and the slow cracking of concrete against the frozen and immovable earth. Now the streets ever more vacant in the zone, all Kelly’s knowledge of the topography blurred by constant snowfall. Now the unbroken clouds hiding the pale and heatless heart of the sun.