This story flows the way a river does, gently and free flowing, but reminds you at the most unexpected times, propelling you down waterfalls and tossing you about in its choppy waters, reminding you that you should never underestimate the beauty of the water because as beautiful and serene as it is, it’s dangerous and unpredictable.
The FMC is a breath of fresh air, from the moment that we meet her, she’s been beaten down, tortured and betrayed by those that she is supposed to trust, and that is something that haunts her, the constant question of who exactly can she trust, when shes thrust into a new world that she’s only heard, terrifying stories of. She’s been led to believe that the world outside of her place of living is cruel and deadly, killing all those who dare venture there. Being forced to flee, though, means she’s going to have to face both this new world and the realisation that everything she’s been led to believe are simply lies, and she is wholly unprepared for the life she’s been thrust into.
She’s strong, she’s head to be strong, she’s been forced to be strong, because it was either survive or perish. She knows enough to survive, but surviving off the land is nothing when you are thrust into a new world that is unlike anything else. And it is, unlike anything else. The world that she walks into (honestly, the whole world) is breathtaking. It’s new and imaginative, and the way that the author writes, it’s as if youve been picked up and dropped right into the world. It’s so refreshing to have something different to everything else out there, and you can tell that so much thought has been put into it, especially when you take into account the huge glossary we get at the end of the book, which, personally, I did glance over, but some of it does spoil potential revelations later on.
It’s not just the world either; the magic system is super unique, and there is a lot of world-building, which I personally love, and it’s done in such a clever way, because our poor FMC knows nothing about this world, and so we learn with her. Every drop of information she finds out, we find out right along with her, so it never comes off as info dumping, but a natural progression.
Speaking of our FMC, it’s so refreshing to see someone struggle, yeah, she’s good at hunting and surviving off the land, but she’s haunted by her past traumas, and It haunts her and the narrative. She doesn’t just shrug everything off that has happened to her, she struggles with it, she struggles with coming to terms with who she is, what she’s been through and the desire to survive. She struggles so much, and yet, it is through friends that she finds along the way that keep her alive, who give her strength to want to keep fighting when, and as she states so many times, it would be easier to just not. Her trauma isn’t forgotten, it’s not shrugged off, it’s handled with such care, that it’s healing.
It’s not just her trauma either; trauma haunts the narrative, and it’s just a ragtag group of three people who are learning to trust, and finding themselves, and each other. Their strength and bonding that happens is so breathtaking that It had been tearing up towards the end and how far they had come.
The MMC is also handled in a way that is new and refreshing; he’s a ghost, haunting the narrative of the story. He’s barely there, but his presence is felt, it’s remembered, it’s important. And his importance becomes even more evident towards the end. We don’t get a lot of him, but what we get leaves us wanting more. We’re left wanting to know who he is, why he’s so important, and it’s honestly really refreshing.
The story moves, perhaps for some, a little slow, but i like it, because it’s not slow, it’s a gradual pace that lulls yo uinto false sense of security, and then slaps you in the face with twists and turns and suddenly your racing towards the finish line, and the finish line is a brick wall, and you crash into it at such a fast pace, and your just left wanting….needing more.
I did figure out the twist, not because it was obvious (it was), but because it was made obvious via storytelling. You are given lore drops throughout the story, and honestly, everyone could figure out but our FMC. Honestly, for someone smart, she did miss some clues.
That ending is criminal htough, because what do you mean I now need to wait???
This is a story about healing. About friendships made along the way. It’s about never giving up. But more importantly, it’s about choice and freedom. And it is told so beautifully. I’ve read a lot of books, this is one of my all time favourites.
thank you to the author for the early access.